Dear Diary
Chapter twenty-three: Don't hold back
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A/N: And… It's Diary time again. Flashback, people. Please don't freak out on me again xD
I am so sorry for the long silence on this story… My muse is slowly being strangled by a really bad guy named 'Real Life' -.-"
I'll do my best for you guys though – I promise!
I have an amazing Beta, she goes by the name of Marina, and she's totally the best. You all wish she was yours… :P
I do not own Naruto. I only own my own creativity (Though my mother would have you believe that is actually hers… Don't believe everything you hear, folks)
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Dear Diary,
Last night, I had the strangest dream… I'm too embarrassed to even tell you about it, Diary. It was about… Gai. About him… Naked. With me… Well, also naked. That's kind of… Wrong, isn't it? I don't know Diary, maybe it shouldn't surprise me all that much. Remember that list I told you about a couple months back? When I told you all the amazing things about Gai that I could think of? Do you remember the last one, Diary? That I fell in love with him?
Maybe dreams like this one are to be expected…
Not that I actually have time for any of this. Not that I even want to think about it. It's never even going to be more than these dreams, right? Right. God, I wish there was a way.
Wow… Wait. Did I just…? Diary, please tell me I did not just say I wish there was a way to get Gai to do the stuff he did in my dream? Because that was like… Totally personal stuff, you know? No, you wouldn't know. You don't really have much experience, now do you Diary? Still… On some secret – and I mean very secret – level, I think I would like to do stuff like that with him. Even if he's my best friend. Even if he's a guy. Even if Minato-sensei would scold me and tell me I'm too disgusting to be a shinobi. I kind of… Wanna do that stuff…
K.