Dear Diary

by Empress of Yaoi

A Challenge! Kaka/Gai. Summarywise? As both men have been writing down in their respective diaries(one more diligently than the other)they have loved someone for years. But that person would never love them back right? Right. But promises must be kept, even if you've only promised your 'Dear Diary' that you will tell that person today, no matter what. M for safety, I know myself ;)

28. Don't let me be the last to know

Dear Diary

Chapter 28: Don't let me be the last to know

XXX

A/N: Another Diary, Gai's this time. Also… Has anyone figured out the deal with the chapter titles yet…?

My more than amazing Beta is called Marina. And no, you can´t have her. All mine :P

I do not own Naruto. I only own my own creativity (Though my mother would have you believe that is actually hers… Don't believe everything you hear, folks)

XXX

Dear Diary,

Several years ago I ordered a book. It was embarrassing, so right after it arrived I put it away again. I find myself looking at it right now however. It is laying on the covers of my bed as I write this. I wonder if I should read it. I wonder why I never did before. I wonder why I bought it. I wonder what Kakashi would think if he saw it.

He would laugh. I am certain he would laugh. Still… I doubt he would fault me for this. I sincerely believe he would most likely be… Proud.

The fiasco we had yesterday is playing through my mind. Over and over again. I got so close, but lost my nerve. Kakashi does not blame me for this. I know he does not. We talked about it. About how we are both nervous. Would Kakashi wish to read the book also? Or does he know the contents already? Would it not be incredibly funny if he had purchased the exact same book? When would he have purchased it? Years ago, like me? Or later, closer to present times?

I know I am acting rather ridiculous and un-youthful-like. I should man up and open at least the cover already. I will. Just… Open it at random.

Oh my… This… This I cannot do. I will return the book to its hiding place. "A Real Man's Love, A Guide To Gay Sex" will never see the light of day again!

Sincerely, Gai M.