Chapter 4: Cinnamon buns

"Ahh! What a nice evening!" Yamazaki stretched and exhaled happily, patrolling around the street. The sun was setting on the horizon and its reddish golden rays were warm. He felt a cold breeze tingling his cheeks and heard the cascades chirping afar. It was a perfect evening. Everything was calm, peaceful and just the way it was supposed to be. Not even the bitter, disgusting smell of his Vice Commander's cigarette creeping inside his nose was able to sour this. Yamazaki was as relaxed as he hadn't been for a long time.

He shot a glance to his brother-in-arms and smiled. Hijikata Toushiro still was his usual stiff and grumpy self, but he also appeared relatively lenient since they had returned to Edo. Seems like he had come to terms with whatever had been troubling him all this time. One might even say, he was in a good mood for some time now. Yamazaki wondered what could be the reason for that, but he didn't pry. He was just happy everything was normal again.

He eyed the Commander marching next to him for a second before he looked away again. They were patrolling the Kabuki-chō region and recently a new ice cream shop had opened. He wondered if he could convince the grumpy officer to get one cone with him. Well, nothing ventured, nothing gained, they say. So he put on his most innocent smile and turned around, scratching his head. He couldn't feel the approaching shadow running towards them, though.

"Vice-Chief! It's so hot, let's try this new shop over there! Maybe they have mayo-flavoured ice-cream as well!"

When he opened his eyes, he couldn't spy Hijikata anywhere. The only thing left of him was dust whirling off the spot he stood. For a second there, he could have sworn he saw a head of silver-haired locks. The Shinsengumi spy tilted his head, confused.

"Danna?"

"Ow-ow-ow-ow-ow! Damn it!" a very ill-tempered Shinsengumi officer growled while being dragged through a backstreet by his collar. He hadn't even realized the shadow jumping at him out of nowhere, snatching him away from the busy street. His first impulse was to draw his sword, but as he smelled a familiar scent and saw a well-known strand of silver locks, he let go of the hilt. Instead, he grabbed for the fingers dug into his collar and tried to yank free. "What the hell! Let go, you're strangling me!"

Instantly, the man in the white kimono with the blue swirls did as he was told, but clutched his wrist the next second, pulling him further along. Baffled, Hijikata stared at him, but couldn't see his face. He only saw the back of Gin's head. His pace was ridiculously fast and the force with which he tugged at him was taken him aback. What was going on? Why was he acting like this?

Hijikata didn't fight the embrace of his fingers, but he couldn't hold back his tongue. "Yorozuya, what's wrong?"

"Just come with me!" was the only, dry reply. His words sounded throaty and strained and seemed to tremble. He was simply continuing to run, with no sign of stopping whatsoever.

The officer didn't know what was happening, but he knew it had to be serious. Or else Gin wouldn't have done this. So, begrudgingly, he followed. His heart was accelerating and he was getting nervous, though. He gulped and nudged his fingers for a second. "Alright, alright. I'll come with you. So let go of me already."

He did, but still didn't turn around. He was worried, Hijikata realized. And all of the sudden, he was freaking out a little as well. Oh god, what in the world had happened?

.

After a long run through the city, both men ended up under the shadow of pines in rikugien park*. Gin seemed to know exactly where he wanted to go and after avoiding as many people as possible, they reached a distant teahouse near a small waterfall. A turtle was sitting on a big stone near the water and the cascades were annoyingly loud. The sun had already set and from the east, a subduing dark was creeping towards them. Inside the open pavilion of the teahouse, Gintoki sat down and hit his face behind his hands. His posture was smashed and a dark aura sizzled around him. His face was all red and flustered up. He seemed down in the dumps. Wary, Hijikata approached him, stared down at him and didn't know what to say. He had never seen this guy this messed up. Something must've really gone wrong.

He didn't know how to deal with that. Suspicious, he glanced around, but no one was in sight. He didn't sense any immediate danger, so he sat down next to him. In public, they needed to uphold a certain façade, so he didn't come too close.

"So… will you tell me what's up?"

Gin shook his head and buried his fingers in his hair, mortified. His voice was high-pitched and winey. "God… it's horrible. Just horrible. I mean, maybe this was supposed to happen eventually, but not like this! They completely caught me off guard! I didn't know what to say! There was no way I could lie myself out of this! So what was I left to do? I panicked, okay? God, I ran away… this must be one of my lowest moments. This is way too embarrassing! How will I ever recover from that! I can't face them like this! Gah!"

Wow, this guy was really losing his shit. What the fuck?! Hijikata glanced at him without ostentation. He held back a sharp comment. "You're not making any sense, you know? I have no idea what you're talking about. Get yourself together, man."

"Urgh!" the good-for-nothing samurai retched and his head fell even lower. He desponded. "…They're onto us…"

"What?" The cop widened his eyes and stared at him.

"Yeah…" It was the first time he could see his face. It was red and fretful. "Chances are good the whole town will know soon. We're busted… damnit."

Hijikata didn't know how to respond at all. For a few nervous seconds, he kept staring. Then, he averted his gaze and leaned over to prop his elbows on his legs. Trying to collect his thoughts and battling his beating heart, he intertwined his fingers and frowned. Damn it.

A silence dropped on them as heavy as an avalanche of rocks. Gin was staring into another direction as well now, holding his head with one arm and laid the other on his upper leg. Their knees touched just as little bit and connected their rattling pulses in doing so. It was just about as much support as they could give each other in such a public place without revealing anything. But where would hiding get them now? It wouldn't do them any good anymore, would it? Still, being at each other's side was helping them cope with that. Even though neither of them had a clue what to do about it.

Both wanted to come out of the closet, but that was just freaking hard. Things like that were really complicated. People say they'd be okay with it, but as soon as someone they knew came out, things would change. It was always easy sprouting big words about acceptance, but when they would be confronted with the real thing, it was tough. That was the world they lived in now. Hijikata could still remember the pre-Amanto times when things like that were pretty normal. No one had even batted an eye. But now, twenty years later? Things had changed a lot.

Not to mention Gin was the protagonist of an anime that was definitely shōnen and nowhere near shōnen-ai. This kind of thing… just didn't fit into a teen's anime.

But, it couldn't be helped. They fell in love with each other, after all. And they had been found out, it seemed. So they needed to figure out what to do next. It didn't make them less scared, though. This was a big thing, after all.

At last, Hijikata found the courage to open his mouth. He was serious and lowered his eyelids. "Seems like, there´s only one way to go now."

Gin bit his lip and clenched his fist. Those were the words he had feared, the conclusion he had tried to avoid. They were going to end it, weren't they? He didn't want to.

"…Let's… stop running. …Let's just tell them already…"

Hijikata's words were like a roundhouse kick. Completely taken aback, the silver-haired samurai stared at him. "What?" He was shocked. "…You serious?"

"Yeah…" he growled and tried not to blush. He didn't look at him and rubbed his neck. "…Why not? …We can´t keep it a secret forever, you know that. …It might be hard in the beginning… but they´ll get used to it, won´t they? …Or would you rather have us end it right here?"

Gin was flabbergasted. It took him a few seconds before he could react. Then, he growled and smacked him on the back of his head. "Idiot… of course not."

Still, he was unsure, embarrassed. He couldn't look at him. His blue eyes made him feel queasy. "So… you… really wanna do this? Tell everyone… we´re a couple?"

"Don´t make it sound so weird!"

"How is that weird? That is what it is, isn´t it? …Aren´t we a couple?"

Hijikata was flustered now. "…Do you think we are?"

"Oi, that´s cheap! Don´t return the question and answer it, assface!"

"Tsk, the only one having an assface is you!"

"You´re evading the question! Are we or aren´t we dating, konnoyaro?!"

"How would I know?!" the cop replied insecure, but stayed close to him. "But… if you look at it that way… we might be."

"Honestly…" Gin held his head and sighed. "This is a pain in the ass…"

The officer said nothing; only a low growl escaped his throat. His heart was beating relentlessly in his chest now.

Then, Gintoki hushed, his words more gentle. He was shifting around, unsettled. "…Well… seems like we have to face it. …You´re my boyfriend now… so…"

Oh God, that sounded so weird. Still, Hijikata liked the sound of it. Not that he would admit that, though. "I´m… your boyfriend?"

"Yeah, ´course you are." Perplexed, Gin looked at him. "Or should I call you my fuck buddy instead?"

"God, anything but that!"

"Really? Anything?" Gin chuckled. He just couldn't refrain from teasing him. "So how about my little demon, then? Oh, or sweetheart? Or my slampiece?"

"Shut up!"

But he wasn't done, grinning now. "Oh oh oh! What about my boy toy? Or the object of my erection? My little, sweet cinnamon bun?"

"Will you let it go already!" He was annoyed, as per usual.

He would leave it at that. Gin eyed him, serious again. "Yeah, anyway… you really sure about this? Once we do this… there´s no turning back. Will you really be okay?"

Hijikata sighed and closed his eyes. "I guess…"

"No, no guessing. I need you to be sure." He could feel Gin's stern, piercing glare on his skin. "I mean… I can take the jokes, I´m used to it. But you´re a straight character. And you have Okita torturing you. He will make fun of you."

Wow, this guy really was a mess. He could go from a freaking childish moron to a considerate adult in just the blink of an eye. He was still protecting him, wasn´t he? Like he did when Kondou was about to be executed. Hijikata's heart skipped a beat. Damn it, he was the cop. It was his job to protect him. But, then again, it was just the kind of person this maniac was. And just being this kind of gentle man, he knew he had picked right. He knew he made the right decision. Hijikata closed his eyes and tried to act cool.

"It'll be far more horrible if he found out on his own. Better don´t give him the advantage."

"Hijikata." Gin turned to him and took his arm, so he would look at him. They were close and the man with the olive brown hair could feel his heart in his boots. Beautiful red eyes were staring at him, lips pushed into a straight line, a stern face. He felt his defense weakening. "I´ll ask you just one last time. Are you sure you want me to tell them the truth?"

Yeah, he was sure. He hadn't been this sure, to be honest. He had sworn so, after all. That, when he was going for him, he would go for everything. All of the sudden, Hijikata grappled him and drew him into a kiss. It was just a short one, but it didn't fail to throw him off balance. For just a moment, he ran his fingertips through thick, silver locks and pressed himself against soft lips. It was ridiculous how edgy this alone made him, how hard it was to pull apart, but he managed somehow and rested his forehead against his. As long as he was with him, he would bear the humiliation. It didn't seem as hard with him by his side. Of course, this was another thing he would never admit out loud.

The good-for-nothing idiot hummed softly, approvingly, and grinned now. He leaned towards him, craving the closeness. "So that´s your final answer, huh?"

"Don´t get too cocky. I said you should tell them the truth, not tell the whole city."

"Oh well, but you know me. I´m known all over the place. And things like that get around quick. Besides, I´m nailing the Vice Chief of the Shinsengumi. Let me brag a little."

His cheeks turned red and he was puffing. "What is there to brag?"

"Oh, well… for starters, you´re quite a handsome guy."

"Tch."

"Hahaha, don't blush, Hijikata-kun!"

"Will you stop that already?! Keep your sadistic self in line, damnit! I'm being serious here!"

"Oh, but what do you expect me to do? I just can't resist. You're so lovely when you're angry."

"Don't make me sound like a woman, bastard!"

"Then don't act like one."

"What did you just say?!"

"I said: don't act like one. What's with you? Are you deaf or something?"

"Want me to split your freaking head?"

"I'd rather let you split my legs, to be honest."

"Do you know anything of tactfulness?"

"No?"

"God, I can't believe I-"

.

Suddenly, they heard someone yelling in the distance. It was a loud, familiar voice."Gin-chaaan!"

Instantly, both men grew tense and stared out of the small, round window facing the walking path. They could see a red-haired girl, an over-sized dog and a pair of glasses walking towards them. Shit! They were screwed!

"Damnit, what do we do now?" Gin wailed and bit his lip.

Hijikata, however, had already jumped up and turned his back towards him. "So, anyways… I'm taking my leave now."

"What?!" he hissed and clutched his jacket, preventing him from fleeing. His voice was damped, but shrieking annoyingly. "Oiii, you damn traitor! You gonna run?! Don´t leave me to die here! It´s your responsibility, too! You had such a big mouth, and now you´re all talk!"

"Gah, let go of me, sugar freak!"

"Not in a thousand years! If I'm going down, you're coming with me!"

"I barely know them! How weird would it be if a stranger would be present at such an important talk! Plus, you were the one talking big, not me!"

"You really wanna tuck your tail and run?! What kind of cop are you!"

"A better one than you, at least!"

"That doesn't make any seeense! You're freaking out!"

"So are you, bastard!"

Suddenly, a big furry hairball was jumping into the teahouse and started barking. Sadaharu had spotted them. Now they were really screwed! They heard their footsteps approaching. Damn it at all!

"Gin-san?" it was the soft voice of Shinpachi whose head peaked around the corner to look inside. Sadaharu was sitting at the entrance, guarding it or so it seemed. His tail was rocking softly to either side and his tongue was hanging out of his snout. He found Gin standing in the corner, looking at him with a reserved expression. A few meters next to him, Hijikata stood and lighted himself a cigarette. He didn't look in their direction, obviously pretending to be here on pure coincidence. The young boy was a little confused, but his gaze wandered back to his mentor. Said man was pouting and scratching his neck a little.

"Here you are!" Kagura twisted her mouth. "We've searched for you everywhere. Don't run off like that!"

"S-sorry…"

Shinpachi was getting a good grip of the situation and he knew what it meant. In contrast to a certain alien girl, however, who couldn't get a clue. "Honestly, what is wrong with you?! You're acting all strange!"

"Leave it be, Kagura-chan." The teenager told her in a soft voice and turned to her guardian instead. He smiled reassuringly and tried to relax the situation. "We're sorry, Gin-san. We shouldn't have pried. This is your business and… you can tell us, whenever you want to talk about it. We have been acting stupid, please forgive us."

Kagura wanted to complain, but Shin shot her a very clear look, so she shut up.

The air was very tense and the only audible sound was Sadaharu's loud breathing and panting. Gin had his eyes closed and was scratching his chin, visibly blushing. "No… I was being stupid. Sorry for running out on you like that."

"No problem." Shinpachi grinned and with this, the whole matter was water under the bridge. At least for him. "So, how about we get back home? Everyone is waiting."

"…No." the silver-haired man answered coyly. He had a hard time, obviously. But he pressured himself to say it out loud, anyway. "…I need to tell you guys something first."

All three members of the Yorozuya were taken aback by this answer. They were staring at each other in confusion and back to him in silent anticipation. Their leader seemed awfully bashful.

"…So… a-about your… your question before…"

Shin was stopping him right there, scratching his head apologetically. "I-it's okay, you don't have to answer, Gin-san! We were prying and it wasn´t our place. It shouldn't concern us. And we will wait. So please, don't worry about it!".

"Yeah… as long as you're happy, we're happy." Kagura managed to say calmly. Truth be told, she still wanted to hear the answer. But, she was feeling bad about what she did as well.

"Thanks guys…" Gin smiled at them, genuinely. His eyes wandered off to Hijikata, however, who still stood on the other side of the teahouse. It was hard, but he sighed and gathered all his strength. "But… actually… I think it´s time to tell you…"

Hijikata's heart almost stopped at that. When Gin turned towards him, shooting him a pleading look, it did for real. The guy was red now, rattled and full of distress. He could see that. And he knew how he felt. He felt the same, after all. The fear that they would reject them.

"Truth is…" Gin eyed his three wards and gulped. "…I am… uhm… I am kinda seeing someone at the moment."

Red eyes were staring into his direction and made him blank. It took balls to say that and Gin certainly had them. "H-Hijikata-kun… could… you come here for a sec?"

Everyone stared at him and he stared back, completely dumbfounded. Guess, there was no way out of this, was there? His cheeks reddened. Fortunately, the night was already upon them so no one saw in the twilight. He cleared his throat and closed his eyes. As unfazed as possible, he walked towards him. When he reached his side, he stopped and faced the two teenagers and the dog, with his head held high. He could see the surprise in their faces and he knew it dawned on them. He would have loved to hold his hand right now, to give him more support. But like this, he was only able to stand next to him and bear their reaction with him together. It was all he could do for him in this moment.

Gin's head was tilted a bit and his eyes squinted. His face was completely red now and with a movement of his hand towards Hijikata, he closed his eyes.

"Yeah… we're… kind of… together now."

.

God, he really had said it!

As Hijikata stared into their startled faces, he felt like time had stopped. He could feel Gin's uneasiness as well and how heavy the whole situation lay on all of their heads. He never had been so nervous before. This was killing him!

Kagura was the first to move. Her astonished face suddenly distorted into an unfazed, disenchanted mask. "…Really? Prince Mayo? You're serious, Gin-chan?"

"S…sorry to… disappoint you." He whispered and it almost broke Hijikata's heart. He was close to grabbing his hand for real. But before he could do that, Shinpachi smiled at them.

"There's no need to be sorry." He scratched the back of his head. It was obvious he didn't know how to feel or what to say, but he smirked anyway. "I mean, this is not what I expected at all, but… if that's your decision… we will accept it. Right, Kagura-chan?"

"Meeeeh!" Her face was blank and lackadaisical. She didn't seem particularly overjoyed. "And there I was really looking forward to Tsukki being my new mom."

"What?" Surprised, Gin stared at her. "Tsukki?"

"Yeah." she closed her eyes and crossed her arms behind her head. "I really thought you're going out with Tsukki-chan. You two would have made a great couple."

All of the sudden, Gin was really taken aback. So much, in fact, that, for about a second, he forgot the situation he was in. "Tsukuyo and me? Uh, now that I think about it… she is kinda cute and and her body is smashing! You're right, she is a real hottie."

The next second, a hand was almost splitting his head and Hijikata gave him a dark glance. "Will you cut that out, idiot?"

The samurai snorted at the cop, but turned around to his friends either way. When he saw their unmoving faces, he gathered for a second and cleared his throat. He was serious again and also pretty insecure. "Well… maybe we would make a good couple. …But… truth be told…" His hand reached for Hijikata's and they intertwined their fingers. "…right now… I really wanna be with this guy…"

The following silence was as thick as water and equally suffocating. Hijikata could feel Gintoki's pulse through their touch. His own heart was giving him a hard time as well. He squeezed his hand a bit, almost unnoticeably to show him he was there for him. It was a strange sensation, holding hands, but he liked it. Very, very much. Hijikata's gaze was firm now as he faced the Yorozuya members. He didn't want to hide anymore. It was time to show his true colours.

"Well, fine then." Kagura exhaled dramatically and shook her head. "Actually, I couldn't care less who you're in love with. And if it's Toshi, then so be it. But if you're starting to reek of mayonnaise too, I will not allow it! The second-hand smoke is bad enough already!" Her face was stern and she was waving her finger in front of her nose. "Next time be honest with us from the start, Gin-chan!"

Shinpachi smiled now and looked at the men, too. "Kagura is right. You're our precious friends, both of you. No matter what you do. And as long as you two are happy, we are as well."

"That's right!" The girl yelled and glared at Hijikata now. "Also, Toshi! If you break Gin-chan's heart, I will break your bones! You hear me? That being said, if you want to be together with Gin-chan, you're going to buy me a lot of presents! Understood?"

"Kagura-chan! Seriously!"

The officer was completely taken aback from that and didn't know how to answer. But before he could even react, Gintoki's hand was trembling and he stared at them, startled. "So… you guys… are okay with it?"

As Sadaharu barked once, the teenage boy smiled genuinely. "Of course we are. We love you and whoever you love."

"Shinpachi… Kagura… Sadaharu…" Gin was gulping down tears and his face distorted of happiness. He was so relieved, so happy. And when he let go of Hijikata to hug them, a beautiful smile curled around his lips. "Thank you so much…"

Happily, they curled their arms around him as well and snuggled up to him. Even Sadaharu nuzzled their heads and howled cheerfully. The Shinsengumi officer watched them from afar and couldn't resist a pleased smile. It took a load off his mind.

For a long moment, the Yorozuya cuddled like this and enjoyed each other's company. Gintoki couldn't refrain from patting their heads and messing with their hair. His smile war pure gold. "Thanks…"

Even Kagura beamed now and Shinpachi almost seemed proud. He looked at both men, invitingly. "Truth be told, we were planning a surprise party for Gin-san today. That's why all of them were there to be begin with. What do you say? Let's all go back together and have a party!"

"Yeaaah! I'm starving already!" A certain teenage girl complained.

"Oh, so that's what all of this was about." Gin said, normal again. "And I was really wondering what was going on."

"Yeah, I even got you cake! And I didn't eat it!"

"Woah, there's cake? Seriously?!" Gin was hooked already, obviously.

"Woof!" Sadaharu exclaimed and suddenly, the whole situation had changed. The thick air had given way to a very normal atmosphere. It was almost as if nothing had ever happened. Hijikata was glad about that, but it also felt a little like a dream. It felt too good to be true.

"Hijikata-san, would like to join us?"

This question completely took him off guard. He stared into brown eyes hidden behind a metal frame. Shinpachi was smiling at him.

"But no smoking!" Kagura grouched.

Even Gin looked and suddenly, the focus was on him. Instantly, he blushed and didn't know what to say. "Me? …Well… uhm…"

"No use hiding it anymore, is there?" the alien girl stared at him challengingly. "If you're dating, then do it openly."

"Uhm… actually…. to be honest, I'm… on a patrol right now…"

"Oh? Too bad, then. Then how about next time?" Shinpachi offered, considerately.

"…S-sure…"

"Alright, then let´s get back! I'm starving!" Kagura complained without any further implication. She tugged at Gin for a moment and then stormed off, waving at them to hurry the hell up. The teenage boy shot Hijikata another look and nodded.

"Come by our house every time you like."

"T-thanks."

And with this, Shinpachi turned around and started walking as well, leaving the two men alone for a moment. Said men looked at each other equally bewildered and equally relieved. Gin smiled and it sent a tingling into his chest.

"Well then… we'll see each other later?"

"U…un…" Hijikata nodded, still unable to process all of this.

His smirk almost blew off his face and he squinted at him in a gesture of affection. "I'll be waiting."

And so, he turned around and followed his family home. Hijikata was left in the twilight of the teahouse, staring. He gulped and still couldn't stomach everything that had happened. Seems like… they really were a couple now, right?

Oh dear…

Bonus!

They had talked it through. It made sense, in some way.

After Gin had told his family, there was no use hiding it anymore. Soon, a lot of people would know. So it was best to tell their closest friends personally. It was better than having them find out through rumors. This way, they were one step ahead as well. This way, they would rob Sougo of the chance to make fun of him. This way, he would have no leverage to embarrass them. Still, he was nervous.

He meant, come one… Sakata Gintoki? A cop getting together with an infamous criminal? Sounded like one of these cheap romance novels. On top of that, said criminal was the biggest loser in town. His integrity was on the line. But, here they were and there was no turning back.

Hijikata was blushing just a little bit, his eyes closed and his hand on his mouth, clearing his throat. Kondou, Sougou and Yamazaki were in front of him, Gintoki next to him. With an overly ill-tempered gesture, he waved towards the silver-haired man.

"So, listen up because I will only say it once! This is my boyfriend now… just so you know."

"Yo!" Gintoki grinned, apparently in a pretty good mood, one arm put inside his kimono.

He could tell they were taken aback by this and Hijikata stared at them, trying to give off a strong aura that would allow no talking back. He failed, though. It looked more like he was pouting. "I hope you don't have a problem with that ´cause I made up my mind."

"Boyfriend?" A clueless Yamazaki was smiling, irritated. "Like in: lover?"

"That's riiiiiight!" Gintoki took one step forward and tilted his head to the side, chin up, mouth twisted and eyes wide open. He looked like a Yakuza trying to extort protection money out of a poor shop owner. "You get it now? I´m banging your precious Vice Commander, so don´t start something funny, or you´ll have to deal with me, ya hear meee?"

Hijikata was staring at him with a horrified expression.

"Ahh! I get it! I'm deeply sorry!" Yamazaki shrieked and hid behind his commander.

Sougo just grinned, sadistically. "Congrats! Took you long enough, though."

Kondou crossed his arms and nodded as well, smiling proudly. "So, that's how it is. I mean, I always had the feeling Toshi was a little bit like that. I mean he always **** and **** and his *** was ****."

"Oh! That would explain a lot. Especially his ****." Gintoki suddenly joined in and nodded theatrically.

"Right? Right!" The commander laughed. "Well, good for you two! I never would have guessed you of all people would end up together!"

Gin chuckled and his sadistic side began oozing out again. He grinned dirtily. "So, you get it now, you little turds?! His mayo shooting hot dog gun belongs to me now! I won't stand by if you'll make fun of him! If anyone's gonna nibble on his hot dog, it will be m- OW!"

"YOU'RE THE ONE EMBARRASSING ME MOST, SHITFACE!"

Annotations:

*Rikugien park is real! You can find it in Tokyo :).

Upload of the future chapters will be on Mondays, though I am not sure if I can make it every week.

Also, I´m taking requests! And being inspired by your ideas! Tell me your ideas/wishes and I see what I can do (no guarantees!)