When Nicky woke up, she was laying on Rollins chest while Roman was spooning her. Dean was spooning Seth,his curly hair in his face while Rollins had some in his mouth. Nicky giggled looking at her sleeping giant his hair was falling over his face fizzed out. They all looked adorable to her les methodical then she thought they were.
Carefully but gently she slid out of their grasped. With success she walked in the other room ordering breakfast for when they woke up. Brushing her teeth and washing her face. Nicky wondered how her brother was doing. She didn't have a phone to call them, but she always worried for the small twins she calls brothers. Nicky wasn't stupid she knew they weren't Mark's kid they didn't look anything like him. He was just too blind to see it, Nicky knew Sara was seeing someone else. She even told her father but he denied it. Nicky sighed looking at her self in the mirror remember all the hatred and mean words Sara would say to her.
It all started at a very young age, she was like 10 years old when Sara she was getting too fat and no one wanted a fat girl. So Nicky started to hardly eat, then came her looks and the way she dressed. Nicky enjoyed comic shirts and jeans with a t-shirt she was her father daughter. Though Sara wasn't having any of it, she dressed her up in dresses and taught her to act proper.
Nicky was driven insane when she said she wanted to become a Diva to both her parents. Mark was happy while Sara not so much. Nicky knew Sara liked her at some point in time but every thing soon turned to envy.
She could remember the first day she cut her self because out Sara words.
" You think you could be Diva material? You can't even fit into the outfits." Sara harsh words hit Nicky hard.
"The crowd would lose interest in you, in a matter of minutes." She said venom stinging Nicky. She stared up at the women who was so kind to her when she was a toddler.
"You are just as worth less, as when Mark found you at the door. No wonder your mother didn't want you." Nicky couldn't hold it back anymore she ran away from Sara into her own bathroom. She cried her eyes out, Sara harsh words stinging her heart. She remember picking up one of the razors she kept in her bathroom slashing a slightly thick line on her wrist. The red liquid bubbled to the top quickly dropping down her arm. She watch fascinated by the crimson color, she enjoyed it. She found comfort in it.
Nicky has only cut her self 5 times in her life and that was because of Sara putting her down. Since she got on the road with her dad she hasn't picked up a razor in awhile. Just staring at her self she could hear Sara words haunting her.
"Your worthless..." A knock sounded at the front door. Nicky looked around no one was here, looking at her reflection she whipped her tears. Opening the bathroom door, she opened the front door wheeling the food in paying and tipping the guy. Nicky composed her self setting the table, she ate a slice of toast and some eggs but not a lot just enough to hold her over for the day.
" No one wants a fat Diva." She heard Sara. Flinching over her shoulder she swore she was here telling her things. She shook it off before waking up the guys. One by one they sat at the table and ate Nicky playing with her thumbs lost in her own world.
"Baby girl are you going to eat?" Roman asked seeing the usual happy red head in a quiet mood. She shook her head softly her before pulling her chair out.
" I already ate, but you guys finish up. I'm going to take a shower and change." They all eyed her sensing something was the matter but just nodded.
Nicky crossed into the other room going to her bag. She pulled out a pair of Jean and a comic shirt. It was her favorite, superman.
" We are not raising a boy, put that shirt away and wear a dress Nicky Calloway." Nicky straightened felling like Sara was behind her. She dropped the shirt in her bag. Turning around, she saw no one. Stuffing her jeans away she pulled out a yellow dress, that she hated so much.
Nicky took a shower rubbing water over her face, she felt like she was going crazy. She was hearing Sara but she knew Sara was missing, she couldn't be in her hotel room.
(Arena)
The boys noticed Nicky strange behavior, she didn't wear jeans she wore this bright yellow sun dress. She didn't smile, she wasn't acting like Nicky. When Dean or Seth tried to play with her she just smiled and backed away. She even rejected Roman, Nicky wasn't acting like Nicky and it was worrying her lovers.
" Nicky" Roman said in the locker room alone with her. Seth and Dean headed out because they knew she would be the one to talk to Roman.
She looked over at Roman since he did call her name. He was siting next to her on the couch.
"Yes Roman?" She spoke obediently. Now Roman knew something was up.
" you been acting strange all day what's the deal?" He asked bluntly taking her hand in his. She looked down hearing Sara scolding her, " Nicky you are not a whore get away from him!" Nicky flinched away. Roman eyes widen, did Nicky just flinch at him.
Roman got on his knees in front of her.
" Baby girl what's going on?" Nicky shook her head turning away for only Roman to grab her chin turning them to his grey orbs.
"Baby your acting strange, please tell me what's wrong with you? Your worrying us." Roman pleaded she looked at his eyes and could see pain. Nicky didn't want to cause this pain, she didn't want Roman to feel this way.
" I'm sorry." She spoke before getting up she didn't want to hurt him father than she already have.
Roman lightly grabbed her wrist tugging her slightly. He was not letting her go anywhere.
"Your such a whore, probably just like your dead beat mother anyways. That's why she beat up a child like you." Nicky had enough she shouted.
"STOP IT!" Holding her hand to her ears. She was shaking, she was hearing things that she never wanted to hear again.
" Your pathetic, worthless and unwanted I wish Mark would have left you outside of his door." She covered her ears more trying to block her out, crying she wanted it to stop. She couldn't take it, why was this coming up at a time like now.
" Nicky please! Nicky! It's okay, their no one here. No one is talking except you and me. Baby please calm down." The pleading of Roman brought her to her senses. She looked up at him seeing him pleading out with desperate eyes she was curled up on the floor. Her head resting on his knee. He was holding her close to him, pleading for her to snap out what ever trance she's in.
Nicky saw this and Imminently wrapped her arms around her giant. She just wanted to feel safe away from Sara she didn't want her past. She wanted Roman.
Roman was caught of guard when Nicky hugged him around his neck he head burying into his shoulder. She was shaking with sobs, pleading for Sara to just go away. Roman soothed her running his hand through her hair and down her back rubbing gentle circles. Her body racked with sobs.
A couple minutes afterwards Nicky had stopped sobbing she just clung onto Roman. She enjoyed feeling close to him her comfort he was.
" Are you feeling better?" He asked softly , rubbing gentle circles on her back. Nicky nodded moving her face away from his shoulder, only to lay her head their to get a better look at him. Her eyes were red and puffy, her cheeks were a bright roses color. she still looked adorable to Roman.
"do you want to talk about it?" He asked softly. Kissing her forehead, bringing her closer.
"It's was just Sara. And her comments through my life. It was like anything that I would do, I could always hear her." Clutching on to his shirt " oh god. I wanted it to stop Roman." He could feel her body start to shake again.
" Shhh baby. I know you did. You don't have to tell me now but your going to have to tell me sometime babe. But I'm always here for you okay? Nothing can hurt you." He spoke looking down at her with determination in his look.
"What if I need saving from myself?" She spoke softly.
"what do you mean babe?" She bit her bottom lip a little going to answer the question when Seth and Dean busted in.
"Nicky turn on the TV." Seth said out of breath. Roman reached up grabbing the remote handing it to Nicky who clicked the television on.
" Ring around the Rosie pocket full of posie. Ashes, ashes, we all fall down." Nicky who was 5 years old laughed at falling down. She played with Zeus outside in her back yard. Sara came into view with the twins.
" Nicky can you play nice with your brothers." Nick nodded happily. Sara set the toddlers down on the green grass next to her. They all stood and observed each other.
" let's play." A happy Nicky said. The twins looked at each other curiously before looking at Nicky.
" Ready okay! Ring around the Rosie, pocket full of poise!" She sang marching around with Zeus. The twins deciding this was fun they joined in also.
"Ashes,ashes...we all fall down." Everyone fell down their childish laughter rang through. The video cut off to the static of the wyatt family.
" how heart warming? Wasn't it." Bray wyatt looked into the screen.
"Nicky and her adorable little brothers. They are very protective you know. Especially, for you Nicky." Bray laughed methodically.
" How far around you going to let us go? Destroying your family members one at a time..." He chucked " well two for this case" Nicky raised up now.
" your wondering two? Right Nicky?" Bray chuckled before turning the camera. Nicky gasped. Standing in between Luke Harper and Erick Rowan.
"Surprise Nicky! Your two favorite little brothers are here..." He turned the camera back to him.
"And just like that... They will follow the buzzards until you come to use. Leave your hounds and leave your father. And we will hand you the boys safe and sound." He chuckled more.
" hurry Nicky you got until next smackdown to figure out your answer. Or sister Abigail will have two new worshipper. " the static coming to the TV. She just stared wide eyes. They have her brother. They have her baby brothers! How did they get the boys? How did they...? Find them.
Roman seth and dean looked at each other silently nodded at What they saw and they knew the need to come up with a plan. Quickly and sufficiently.