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5 : STEVE's REACTION

Steve's eyes went wide as she finished her story. He was still in shock and processing what he heard. Natasha looked at him, waiting for him to say something.

She could see Steve's eyebrows frown. His baby blue eyes filled with confusion and it made her think worse.

"Are you mad at me?"

"Nat…I just…" He didn't know what to say "No, I'm not mad at you…but why didn't you tell me then? Why you tell me now?"

"I'm just afraid of losing you." She answered, didn't look in to his eyes "Things between us might get weird and break every dynamic we have. I don't want to lose my partner"

"You should have told me…maybe we will get together much sooner than this"

"I know. I think it is better if we just forget about it and move on with our life but I was wrong. I want to be close to you more than ever and maybe it's a reason behind why I was so intended to date Taylor just to remind myself to keep some distance from you"

"If you told me right then, I would ask you out the moment you told me"

"Ask me out because you were guilty that we slept together? Not gonna happened, Rogers"

"But you're right. It might be super weird and awkward."

"Maybe that the reason why I am acting crazy about everything related to you"

"I like that side of you, Nat" He teased and kissed her forehead. "So…that night wasn't my first time"

"Yeah"

"You know what, Nat. I'm glad that it was you even we can't remember a damn thing." He said quietly "But I just glad that you are my first."

"Thank you, Steve"

Steve held Natasha closer and tighter. He loved to have her close to him every chance he got and he finally knew the truth about the thing that bothering him for a very long time.

Natasha relaxed at her boyfriend's gentle touch. She was so relief that he didn't mad at her about her hiding the secret this long but this was her Steve after all. He was so caring and understanding that sometime Natasha just wonder what did she done to deserve someone like him?

She needed to prove her love to him.

Natasha moved to kneel down in front of him, hands cupped his face. Steve looked in her eyes and found her eyes was darker and he swore he saw fire burning in there. She brought her full lips to his, kissed him passionately that it, somehow, set the super soldier on fire as well.

The spy pushed him down so his back was on the sand.

"Are you sure?" He whispered against her lips.

"Yes"

And with that, Steve picked Natasha up in his arms and carried her back to their room, lay her down on the bed. Steve never pulled his lips away from her soft skin and Natasha was shivered under his touch.

This was the first time that they could fully said they are making love. The way Steve worships her felt like heaven for Natasha. Nobody ever cared enough just to keep whispering how beautiful she was and how lucky he was to have her.

Steve tried his best to show her how much he love her with everything he got. Natasha unleashed something that buried deep inside within him. She made him believed in real love again after he missed his chance back in the past. She was here now with him, looking at him lovingly.

And his heart fluttered.

The paradise they both tried to reach was full of desire, passion and it was far too intense than they ever experienced in their life. When she raked her nail across his back and left flesh marks on it, Natasha knew that she didn't have to worry that she might hurt Steve physically. He didn't complained it anyway.

"Natasha…" Steve murmured near her ear with his hot breathe hitting her skin, goosebumps erupted all over her body.

Her name was so sexy when it came out of his mouth like that. It's soon became a prayer as he picked up his pace until they both reached the place they never been before.

Natasha brought her soldier's lips to hers for a slow and soft kiss as they tried to slow down their heart beat. Steve was a gift from heaven, the best thing she ever had in her entire life. She told it to him with her kiss and he kissed her back just to tell her the same thing.

"So…" She whispered at his lips as they broke apart.

His deep blue eyes locking with her green ones and he knew what she was thinking.

"This is our first time" He said and kissed her before she could say anything else.

But Natasha didn't protest with that statement. She's okay with that.

The week passed by quickly than they thought and all the time they didn't step out of the villa. They spent most of their time on bed, enjoying each other company, making love for so many time that they didn't care to count anymore.

They just couldn't get enough of each other.

Natasha was sure that they made a good use of every inch of these villa. They were about to go for another round if SHIELD didn't call them.

"Romanoff speaking" Natasha answered with a shaky voice as her soldier trailed his lips up and down her body.

She tried to stop him with the only free hand she had but he just grabbed it and continued to make her shiver.

"Yes, sir" The spy tried to keep her voice steady but it was really hard "Plane will leave at 2100, Rogers that" and with that she hung up.

Steve lifted his head up and said, "Five hours left. We have plenty of time" before he put his lips on her neck once again.

"Stop it, Rogers. We need to pack our things" She said with a commanding voice but her soldier didn't follow her order. His lips and his hot breathe making her voice shake "and check out and the traffic…"

He simply stopped her talking by his lips before murmured, "I will make sure we have plenty of time for those too. After this"

She indeed was a really bad influence. She should stop him but she gave in and let him do whatever he want. She let him take her to all the beautiful places because with Steve Rogers, she had nothing to fear, not thing to hide.

She trusted him, she loved him and she was truly herself when she was with him.

They did make it just in time. The flight backed to New York was the first time in week that they had a chance to get a full sleep. Steve wrapped his arms around her and she cuddled in to his chest, resting her head on it.

They were arrived at the tower at dawn. When they went up to the living area they found their teammates standing there waiting for them

"Welcome back!" Tony greeted "We really miss you guys!"

A/N: Hope, you are pleased with Steve's reaction.

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