I sleep all day
I prowl at night
Do anything to feel alive
I'm in the end just what you made me

Ramona stands still, still frozen in shock over just what happened. The map has been her special project since she started school. It's seven hard years of work, countless hours of research and drawing, the detail endless. The others aren't as dedicated to the map as Ramona is, besides Ramona only James really put effort in the map.

Mother, map. Ramona can't handle more bad luck. Ramona bitterly thinks her whole life is cursed. Everything bad always happens to her.

Ramona places her quill down depressed her NEWTs are now over. Ramona smiles sadly, proud of being able to finish her education. An opportunity that only came to her because of Dumbledore. The weight of leaving school now hits her, this is the most Ramona will be able to achieve in her life. No other opportunities will come her way with regards to further education or career.

The others don't have to worry about the future as much as Ramona does.

Ramona holds her newt results and doesn't wish to open them, for what she'll find will be disappointing to her. If the results are bad, all her hard work is wasted, if her results are good they are useless to the outside world and her skills will be wasted.

Finally Ramona brings forth the courage to open the result.

Nastily Exhausting Wizarding Test Ramona Joan Lupin Level Results

Pass Grades: Outstanding (O) Exceeds Expectations (E) Acceptable (A)

Fail Grades: Poor (P) Dreadful (D) Troll (T)

Ramona Joan Lupin has achieved.

Astronomy O

Care of Magical Creatures O

Charms O

Defense Against the Dark Arts O

Herbology E

Runes O

Potions A

Transfiguration E

Eyeing Dumbledore in curiosity Ramona starts playing with her hands under the table. Ramona looks at Dumbledore glasses frames, not looking directly in Dumbledore eyes. It isn't a wise move for Dumbledore to try and read a Werewolves mind so Ramona only refuses to look directly in Dumbledore's eyes out of habit. Ramona doesn't seriously think Dumbledore will enter her mind, that would be a bad decision to make as a headmaster.

"I asked you to come here because I'm curious as to your plans now that you have finished Hogwarts," states Dumbledore, quite anxious to find out what Ramona has planned.

"I plan to move back home for a little while then organise to move. Sirius and I plan to move from Britain."

Dumbledore frowns and entwines his fingers together and places them on the table.

"Are you sure this is something you have discussed with Sirius, because the last time I spoke to him he seemed eager to help stop Voldemort. Also with your condition it will be extremely difficult to travel outside Britain. I would appreciate your help in ending the threat that is Voldemort. I suspect you guess what I need help with, an infiltrator in the Werewolf pack."

Ramona brings up her mental shields and hides her thoughts. Thoughts of harming the Headmaster, thoughts of biting him.

"Yes Sir. This is something I have expected for a while," counters Ramona, hiding her bitterness.

Dumbledore and Ramona have a long conversation, after Dumbledore and Ramona finishes their conversation she goes straight to Sirius to find out what exactly Sirius has told Dumbledore. After the two find a place to speak in private and with a privacy spell in place.

"Siri, what did you tell Dumbledore, you can't possibly be thinking of joining a war against Voldemort. You need to stay out of it, you already have a target for being a rebellious Pureblood and now you're going against them."

Sirius shakes his head, "They need all the help they can get, I never agreed to run and take the cowards way out. That was your idea."

"GETTING yourself killed is your idea! I don't wish to fight."

"Then don't fight, but you can't stop me from doing what is right," groans Sirius.

Break UP, NO! You know you can't stay together, WE CAN, No ... you can't.

"Sirius, We can't stay together."

"You! You're breaking up with me? Remember what you are Ramona, I'm the best you're ever going to get," barks Sirius angrily. Sirius's eyes grow wide in surprise, he didn't mean to say that at all. Sirius sometimes says things in anger that he doesn't truly mean.

"Rem, I didn't .. I don't mean that .."

Ramona leaves without continuing their conversation.

Dear Sir Lucius Malfoy,

I wish to speak to you about the job opportunity.

Miss Ramona Lupin.

I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster