Chapter 2

Gabi's POV

It was a silent drive to Troy's house but the whole time he was just staring at me, "So... how have you been?" Troy asked trying to get a conversation going. "Like you actually care!" I said to him "I wouldn't be asking if I didn't!" he answered back, trying to be smart "I've been absolutely fantastic!" I said falsely which he obviously picked up on, "You don't need to say it like that, but what's wrong?" I just looked at him "As if I'd tell you! Why would I want to give you another thing to throw in my face!" he pulled up into his driveway and looked at me with real concern, something I hadn't seen since the very first day of high school, before he could say anything I said "Let's just get this over with!" and I jumped out of the car and he did the same.

Once we entered the house, I realised that everything was exactly the same since the last time I came here, years ago, the only thing different was all the pictures of me and Troy had been taken down. This made my heart shatter. Troy cleared his throat "We are going work in my room! My mum said her and dad won't be home for a while!" I just nodded and followed him to his room, which was completely different from when I was last in here. Again all the pictures of me were gone, it was as if we never met each other at all. I wish we hadn't, if I had known that this would have happened between me and Troy I would never have let him borrow my pencil in 1st grade, it is because of him I have bulimia, it is because of him my depression got worse, it is because of him none of my foster parents wanted to keep me. You want to know why, because he was the person I loved the most, he was the one I would go to if I was upset, he was the one that got his parents to look after me until the care home could take me, and now he is the one who hurts my feelings, makes me feel disgusted with myself, makes me hurt myself... he is the one who kills me without even knowing it.

We sat down on his bed and he pulled all the books out "I really need to start with maths, I don't understand any of the algebra!" he said I nodded "Well lets start with the basics what is 2a+a?" he looked at me already confused and said, "I don't know!" I just sighed and rolled my eyes and said, "Okay a+a= 2a because instead of saying 1a you just say a, so 2+1=3 but that becomes 3a." he nodded in understanding, "That's easy!" he said with confidence. I looked at him and told him to answer the questions in the revision book, while he got on with that I got on with my biology homework.

15 minutes had passed when I felt his hand stroke up my leg and on the inside of my thigh, I gasped and looked up to see Troy centimetres away from my face, he began to lean in further, we were so close together, but just seconds before I was brought back to me senses and pulled back and got off of his bed, "What the hell is your problem Bolton?" I asked, he stood and walked towards me, making me back up against a wall, he looked down at me and started kissing my neck, I couldn't help the moan that escaped my mouth, he covered my lips with his, our tongues danced together, I was so caught up in the moment I didn't realise he had pulled my panties down until his head was between my legs and he was licking my pussy, I leaned into the wall a bit more for support, he pulled back and lifted me up onto his desk, I leaned onto my elbows while he knelt down, his tongue dove deeply into pussy, I opened my legs wider to get more feeling, I sat up a bit my hands running through his hair making it look less tame. I was screaming in pleasure and I released into his mouth.

He pulled back from my pussy and kissed me on the lips allowing me to have a taste of myself. I pulled away and looked at him, reality suddenly hit me hard, I pushed him away from me and got off of his desk, picking up my panties ready to put them on when he came up behind me and took them out of my hands throwing them across the room. "Don't try to run away from this, we both know what you want!" he whispered to me, making me shiver with delight, "I want to go home!" I lied "He turned me around so I was facing him, you want me, you want to scream my name in pleasure, as my huge cock slips in and out of your tight wet pussy harder, faster and deeper with every thrust. You want to ride me so hard the bed will break! You know how I know that?" he asked, I just shook my head as if saying 'no', I felt his fingers touch my pussy "Because you are so wet for me!" and with that he kissed me, I pulled back "Troy I'm still a virgin".

An hour later they were going for a forth round "Ohhh Troy!" I screamed as I rolled my hips meeting his hard and fast thrusts, somehow we had gone from a wall, to his desk, him on top of me on the bed and now me on top of him riding him. He sat up still thrusting in and out of me and I was still meeting his thrusts "God... Brie you feel so good... your so tight!" he moaned. Soon we both reached our climax. I rested my head on his shoulder, taking deep breaths to calm me down. We laid underneath his bed sheets still naked and snuggled for a bit.

Troy was the first to break the silence "I miss you, you know!" he was playing with my hair sub-consciously, "Why? You got all your other friends, you don't need me." I said. "Of course I need you. Gabriella from the first day I met you I fell in love with you, not like brother and sister, in love, real love. You have no idea how much my heart broke when you stopped talking to me." "You became a jerk when we started high school, got new friends and ditched me for popularity, you became a jerk to me within 2 weeks of being at East High, you started picking on me, calling names, calling me fat. It was like we had never been friends. I didn't know who you were any more, I still don't. And frankly Troy I wish we never were." "Don't say that! I am so sorry about what I put you through Brie, but you don't think I was hurt too." "No! Sorry is what you say if you break someone's crayon! Sorry doesn't even cover a millimetre of what you have caused me. AND DON'T CALL ME BRIE!" he just stared at me and I continued "You don't even know half of what you have caused me!" "I do! My heart broke whenever you were crying and wouldn't let me comfort you!" "That's because you were the reason I was crying in the first place!" he paused trying to think of something to say, but couldn't. "What do you mean?" he finally asked me, I was on the brim of tears, I just got out of the bed and got dressed!

I turned to him "After all those times you called me fat and ugly I actually started to believe it. I have an eating disorder it's called bulimia, I also suffer with depression, I have tried to kill myself 3 times!" he looked at me as if he were going to burst into tears, "So there you have it, that's how much pain you have caused, but don't feel bad it wasn't just you who caused it all to happen, it was your friends, my parents and all the foster parents who decided I wasn't good enough for them!" he looked at me, he pulled his boxers on and walked over to me and kissed me on the lips gently, "I am going to make it up to you I swear. Gabriella I love and I don't want you to hurt yourself and I don't want me or anyone else hurting you either! I love you so so so so so much!" he whispered. Finally I cracked and burst into tears falling to the floor Troy with as well letting me cry into his chest, feeling safe for the first time in 4 years, in the arms of the man I love.

A/N EVEN I GOT A BIT EMOTIONAL WRITING THIS CHAPTER, I EVEN FEEL SORRY FOR GABRIELLA. READ&REVIEW.

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