When I started The first Queen it was because I wanted a badass Bella who could and would Kick Edward's ass. I enjoyed writing it but something changed and I now know what.
I stopped writing for myself and started writing for you guys, don't get me wrong I love all my readers and reviewers and you gave inspiration for the new chapters, but I'm a person who writes slowly because I have other stories going on or I'm trying new crafting ideas.
When this story starting getting more popular I was so focused on not letting you guys down that the story become my Obsession and it was all I thought about for months and I would feelso angry with myself when the next chapters would not come.
It got so bad that I had to force myself to take a much needed Hiatus and in that almost year long hiatus, I learned crochet, knitting and Cross-stitch, while I had already knew the most basic stitch for Knitting I learned how to add new colors to the scarf I was making and soon finished it.
I'm still rubbish at Crochet but I'm much better than I had been when I stopped to write the story.
If I hadn't decided to take a break, I wouldn't have refound my love for needlework and other crafts like this.
All this brought me to a decision, I will continue The First Queen but chapters will be very very slow, I am writing for myself now and while I may not be a Twihard like I used to be I still love the idea I had.
Don't expect the next chapter anytime soon, while I want to finish The First Queen I am taking my time with it and letting myself get reacquainted with it.
Peace and Love to everyone
-Obsidian