AN: Okay so yes i went there with A.J and Jason recently i have been watching old school gh and i realized something that the once Guza came along. The writing for A.J was horrible it did the character a great misjustice because he was written as some chump who didn't stand up for himself. When that was the furtherest from the truth A.J would pounce if someone hurt his family members and i remember alot of times him stepping to Sonny. He was the bad ass not Jason and he use to box and i took that into great consideration because it was said he was really good.

So i stayed true to the real version of the character and its so many times he got dogged out for Jason and Sonny when in the real he wasn't afraid of Sonny either. I remember A.J whipping Jason ass after the accident so i gave him his balls back i will not be trashing in this story or any other story i will write in the future. Always appreciate your reviews enjoy

Somewhere around Port Charles

Elena stood by the docks as thinking about what she had done further complicating things. Groaning to herself this really shouldn't be so hard she thought to herself maybe she could just go back to home and play none the wiser.

Her head hurt from all the back and forth she was doing she knew she couldn't keep them in the lurch. Now she may have been alot of things but she would never play with anyone's feelings. On one handed there was one that she craved then there was the other that knew her heart where she lived at.

She took a deep breath texting both her sisters before getting back on Manuel 's motorcycle and going back home. When she had got there they were both there waiting as she took the long way home.

"Hey Elle what's going on" Sam said, this better be important mamacita because I was in the middle of something Emy said "Vamos mujeres"Elena said. Emy looked at Sam did this bitch just throw back a whole cup of blue label she said looking at Sam strangely.

"Elena what's going on" Sam asked while her and Emelda shared a concerned looks, as they followed her upstairs closing the door behind them. Okay what I am about to tell you is highly sensitive so help me god Emelda Santana Tavares you say a fucking, word a fucking snarky comment under no Certain teens that I will punch you in your throat.

I mean it and playing with Griffin's dirty parts will be a fucking mystery, Sam now I may not be half has volatile with you just remembered it's not you it's for its because I love my God babies got it Elena said. "We got it" Sam said as Emy shook her head, alright I had sex with Curtis , well shit bitch we knew that Emy said as Sam covered Emy's mouth.

As Elena eyed her menacingly "Go on" Sam says

" And Shawn " Elena said crossing her legs

"Oh wow" Sam said

Well this just got alot more interesting Emy spoke, Ughh I know everything happened so fast I went to apologize for being stuck in my own head. And he was there in a towel and God he is like a brick fucking house she quipped but before I could say anything he kinda of distracted me . Then one thing lead to another clothes were coming off I was backed up against the wall then bent over the desk, the ending in his bed.

So yeah it just got a hell of alot more complicated God the man is a fucking beast and it's intoxicating then there is Curtis God there is Curtis. He knows what like, how I like it and when to do it and he does it well , and that whole tidbit in how you love him Emy said.

As Sam sat in shock ,my fucking God Emelda shut the fuck up I don't need you to remind me. Wait what so you do love Curtis Sam said, as Elena looked down fidgeting with her jacket nervously. I think that kind of goes without saying Sammy she said thinking about how complicated things just gotten.

Flashbacks

What the Hell why was she so nervous she knew she had owed him an explanation on why she been so distant. When Elena knocked on the door when it opened she looked up at him "hi" can I come in she said.

Damn she looked good but she was nervous when he let her in " look I know I have been a little distant but there was just alot... When the words died on her lips. We he grabbed her and kissed her backing her up against the door as he pulled of her jacket.

As she wrapped her legs around his waist as his towel dropped to the floor as he lifted up her dress up moving her underwear to the side. Before sinking inside of her with such urgency she gasped " Ohhh GAWDDD SHAWN she said closed her eyes shut. As he slammed inside her as she gripped his back as she held on for dear life.

Shawnnnnnn Oooooh Gawddd fuck she screamed as she stammered on her words we he kissed her hard drowning out her whimpers. Fuck, Fuck he groaned into her neck when his whole body tightened as he pounded into her when pulled out . Then bending her over the desk before taking her again as he gripped her hips slamming inside her over and over.

As she held on to the desk for dear life as YESSSSSSS SHAWN YESSS FUCK ME FASTER BABY HMMMM she said as he slapped on the ass the desk scraped across the floor. When he put his fingers in her mouth as she sucked in them drowning out her cries of passion as he exploded. Then bending over her back as he emptied his seed in her when she turned and kissed him as they caught there breathe.

Shawn never attempted to move as he moved slowly before he pulled out she turned around looks like I have been missed she said with a devious grin. Come here let me show you just how much Shawn said leading her upstairs.

Soon as he closed the door he wrapped his arms around her waist before he turned her around and unzipped her dress. Watching her dress fall to the floor he looked at her seductively " got damn babe red is definitely your color" he says yanking by her waist. Kissing her hard as his tongue intertwined with hers as he ran his hands through her hair giving it a gentle tug as he unsnapped her bra and dropped it on the floor as she slid out her boy shorts and dropped it as well.

Before he dipped his head licking and sucking on her breast as they eased back on the bed, he lightly bite her as he used his skilled tongue as he feasted on her breast. When used one fingers to enter her curling them while inside her as she threw her head back and OOOHHH GAWD OOOHHH GAWDDDD she moaned as she shut her eyes

You ready for me yet he whispered YES, YES,YESSSSSSSS BABY I'M READY FOR YOUU HMMM she says he took his fingers out of her and put it in his mouth sucking on them. Before reaching for a condom then slid it on then entered her slowly as she dug her nails into his back as he worked her slow and sensually.

Go faster baby she whispered as she bite his earlobe" Fuck" he groaned as he pulled out almosts all the way before slamming back inside her as she screamed out in pleasure and pain. Loving the sound of it he did it again when he intertwined her hand in his lifting them above her head as he pounded in her mercilessly.

Then kissing her hard to drown out her screams " like that baby " he says, Yesssssss hmmmm gawd feeling her walls starting to tighten around his manhood he let her hands go. Then she pushed him onto his back slamming down on him then riding himfast and hard she bucked as she did. Gripping his chest as he held her tight slamming inside her " Fuck baby that feel so fucking good he said.

As he tried to get up she pushed him back down "OHHHH GAWWWDDD HMMMM YESSSSSSS she said as she threw her head back as they both met their end. Elena ploppled down next to him as they tried to catch there breath " AYYY SANTO she said, "my god what was that he said breathless. She grinned Shawn i'm dominican we do everything like we are dancing Elena said with a smile, as he ran his hands through her hair " oh yeah we should do that again he says kissing her.

So what are you going to do Elle Emy asked as Sam looked on " have you decide anything" Sam says, yes i have but this just complicates things more Elena said. I have to speak to them both i owe them that " so who is it going to be Chocolate Thunder or Milk Chocolate, Elena sighs ad says " Milk chocolate ".

" Elle you know i love you right" Sam says

" Yes Samantha i do" Elle says

But let's be honest shall we was there every any other choice you may like Shawn alot but you don't love him Sam said. Muchacha pero dime la verdad manita you know we already knew that Elle he is in your heart that you don 't give out easy. So don't try to insult me an Sam's intelligence because we know you and we know your heart its a bitchy one but good we knew it was only a matter of time before you saw it too.

Now i have to tell him i fucked someone else "Ayyy Cristo" like what the fucked did i do with my life she chuckles, babe you were in a tough spot Elle and though you don't like to admit it you do have feelings Sam said. Your human you acted in the moment and he can't blame you for that but if he does you can still bring up he is a run away jack ass who knocked you up and left Emy said.

As Sam and Elena laughed " Que is it not true manita" yes Emy it is true he did knock me up runaway Jack ass Elena said as she shook her head. But i have to talk to Shawn first preferrably out in the open not at his house that is just to much temptation for me Elle said.

Kelly's diner

Elena sat there drinking the rum out of the coffee cup staring at her hands when he walked up and kissed her on the cheek. You know you could have came to the house he said , umm she said shaking her head " we need to talk Shawn Elena said finally looking up at him.

Just let me say this i wasn't trying to lead you on or toy with you in any circumstance i came here for one reason alone and that is Danny Cain. I never planned on seeing Curtis or starting anything serious because i was going back to Miami she said he went to interject. When she put her hands up please just let me say this okay Shawn i am a complicated woman Elena said.

You don't say Shawn said with a grin, which made her smile but you already know that she says but i don't give my heart to anyone easy. Then i met Curtis after promising myself never to do the love thing again and he worked his way in like alway in. And i fell in live with him hard and then everything got turned upside his brother dying his drug habit his mother getting sick then finding out i was pregnant in the midst of all that.

Then him leaving and never coming back then me getting shot and losing one of my twins and dealing with the aftermath of all of it. I could never let anyone all the way in then i met Justin and yes i loved him but i could never let him in all the way and i still would have loved him and spent the rest of my life with him.

And then i got engaged to him and got pregnant by him then he died and so did our daughter and i shut myself off and i dated but nothing serious. But the truth is i could never truly shake Curtis because he was the only one i ever truly let all the way in. I come here and there he is and it all came back my feellings for him but also my anger and hurt that is all connect to him. And as you know everything got so messy and complicated and then i couldn't run from it anymore.

I think your an amazing guy Shawn and you deserve someone who can give you there entire heart but i am not that woman. And i'm truly sorry if you feel token advantage of that was never my intention Elena finishes, he grabbed her hand i knew but i told myself from the start that i would stick around as long as you wanted me too. Elena feelings like that don't go away we just bury them but they are still there but you can't help who you love Shawn said.

Now if you call that get token advantage of then sign me up he said with chuckling, I don't regret it at all Elena said. "Me either but i do wish i met you first" Shawn said

She laughs " Me too" Elena said wiping her tears away, don't cry i want you to be happy because i don't regret it either he says as he kisses her hand. When Curtis came coughing " your boy is here" Shawn said looking at Curtis in another lifetime Ms. Tavares he said as he walked away "Bye Shawn Elena said.

What was that about Elle Curtis asked, that was me telling him goodbye listen Curtis we need to talk but not here she says taking him by his hand and leaving.