Eternal Sky

Disclaimer: I own nothing from KHR except the plot of the story.

A/N: Okay, Most of you must be thinking or confused because the plot/summary is different. Where the story goes but don't fret too much it's still the same. Because Tsuna really did try his best to protect his famiglia from harm although it backfired causing him to be in that situation [Abducted,Abused and Tormented]. And in the previous chapter it's hinted that Primo is messing- No, giving Tsuna a dream about his guardians leaving him because he killed someone which he shouldn't but it's all part of Primo's plans for him and his guardians. In order words, Tsuna didn't kill anyone. He's just dreaming and delusional which makes easier for Primo to access in Decimo's mind. Now, I explained most of all. I hoped that make sense and answer your questions.

Warnings: Grammatical errors, Misspellings, Unbeta'd and Implied/Hints of Abuse and Non-con.

Bold & Italics - Tsuna's state outside in his head in short reality.

Italics - Tsuna's state inside his head in short dreaming.

Normal - Presnt.

Bold - Primo and 1st Generation guardians plotting or having a conversation.

Chapter 2 Lost Lamb

"We cannot selectively numb emotions. When we numb the painful emotions, we also numb the positive emotions."- Brene Brown

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Tsuna slowly opened his eyes. A slight headache made him wince a little as he sat up on his bed, rubbing the back of his head. It took him a few seconds to get fully awoken, as he tried to search his memory how on earth he gotten on his bed and where did that headache could came from. As he did so, some scenes came back to him: he was having a meeting with his allied famiglia then there's an attack. He was not the only one fighting there which he was sure he was the only one, but the scene was pretty blurry in his mind, and he didn't remember exactly who was doing what and what is going on. He remembered fighting one of their family for a while to make sure that the others were safe, then... Everything seems blank and the thing only cleared was his guardians loathed him.

Tsuna closed his eyes as he tried to recall more information of the events that transpired but all he gets is a massive headache by forcing to remember and for some reason his whole body is hurting like hell.

He knew he's forgetting a vital information here and no matter how hard he tried to remember something is stopping him. But, What is it?

He sigh tiredly as he open his eyes.

'Nasty dream' he thought. 'Everything is just a nasty dream and it will end soon' He reassured himself. Deep inside him wanting that but he knew it wasn't. Something is already broken and that is him.

With that depressing thought still plunged in his head which he tried to push back in the deepest recess of his mind and heart and obviously he failed miserably from doing so. He let out a frustrated groan and was about to get up off bed but something stopping him from making any movements. He looked at the caused of his own immobilization only to find an arm drape from his waist.

Tsuna blinked at the sight.

Was he that deep thought that he didn't recognized the presence beside him? Obviously, A yes.

He then glanced at his side and surprise to see Dino smiling at him cheekily.

"Good morning, Lil' Bro~" Dino cooed.

"HIIIIIIIIEEEE!" Tsuna shrieked backwards almost causing him to fall out on the bed if it wasn't for Dino he will have more memory loss from preventing his near fall as the other pull him back the safety covers of bed. "Dino-nii?! What are you doing here?!"

Luckily for Tsuna, Reborn wasn't there because if he witnessed him shrieking like a girl there will be hellish consequences and the brunette was certain he won't make out alive at the experience. So, he's grateful that the hitman was on another country doing his own mission but he also missed him because if he's here he won't let tolerate his guardians actions at him.

A hand gently caressing his cheeks snapped him from his thoughts. He looked at Dino, who's giving him a small sad smile. "Please, Tsuna. Don't make such face. It looks like your about to cry but if you really felt like crying then you are welcome to do so." Dino embraced him and it seems like his tears has it mind on its own as it started cascading as his face hits Dino's chest and he release all his pent emotions that he locked in the deepest part of his heart. And Dino let him do what he should have done in the very first place: Let his side known, his pain.

Dino was annoyed how immature the guardians acted around the young don and he was far disappointed upon knowing Kyouya is no different than rest when he expected him to know the best and that includes the others especially Tsuna's right hand man, Hayato. As they've known Tsuna longer than him. First meet him than him. But the idiots refused to see the other side, the bigger picture that represent the whole puzzle. They continue to ignore the explanation of the brunette for what may have trigger to do something drastic such as killing; But for heaven's sake they were in the world of Mafia, Underground organization; the dark side of the world where mafioso resides known as criminal, enemy of the righteous authorities. In short, killing is inevitable no matter how hard an individual tried to avoid blood shed they will eventually need to taint their hands as its bound to happen in the very beginning once you're in the world of Mafia. There's no escape from killing. True, Tsuna have killed but there's a good reason behind it. And by saying a good reason, he protected his famiglia from further threat may befall them if he don't made that move. Yet, the morons refused to see that; they viewed him no longer their boss, friend and most especially a family member. They didn't acknowledge him anymore, his pain, his sufferings and his sacrifices. They no longer treated him a human instead treating him like a cold blooded monster for just one kill. Dino had killed more than one that he lost count of those blood took from his enemies but they still treated him normally.

Dino growled dangerously as he tighten his hold at his little brother protectively, Tsuna surely told him that it's fine that people treated him such badly but he could see it clearly Tsuna is breaking apart because of those people's stupidity. He'll make sure they regret their actions towards Decimo.

"Please don't. Dino-nii," A muffled voice at his chest stopped him from his planning to commit a large-scale of slaughter. "What ever is running in your head now won't do any good at all. It will only made things worsens." Tsuna commented knowingly.

Dino groan loudly enough that even Tsuna heard his annoyance. It seems the boy is done crying his eyes out and decided to terrorize his plans for the upcoming deaths of his guardians. "Am I that obvious?"

Tsuna didn't respond instead nodding silently. He still has a death grip at Dino as if he don't want the blonde leave him like the rest and it seems Dino managed to read him as he patted gently his brown locks reassuringly. "Don't worry. I won't leave you alone." He could read Tsuna as an open book. The boy is scared of abandonment. Of being alone and Dino understands completely so he will promised what comfort he could give at the latter and he meant every word he said.

"Still, Its foolish for them to leave you."

Tsuna let out an exasperated sigh and grumbled disapprovingly at him. "Please stop antagonizing them."

"You should told them that to you: Stop antagonizing you"

Tsuna was about to say something again but something beat him in that, his stomach is growling rather loudly too much at his liking which made the poor boy flustered.

Dino chuckled lightheartedly at flustered expression of the boy and stood up. "It's already late. I'll bring you something to eat as it looks like you haven't eaten anything yet since yesterday."

Tsuna was about to call the man when another massive headache rushed back to his system making him groan in pain and this goes unnoticed by the other occupant in the room as he instantly dash back at his side asking wearily. "What's the matter? Are you okay,Tsuna?!"

Before Dino start babbling some nonsense. Tsuna raised his hand to put stop in his actions and questionings that he knows about to come and it would only add more to his pain. "I'm fine. It's just a headache though I might need some aspirin because I've never felt a massive headache before such as this it feels like my head is splitting into half."

"Headache,huh? Probably because you haven't taking care of yourself these past days." Dino said and he watched Tsuna froze as he hits a bull's eye. "Anyway, I'll bring some aspirin along with your meal so stay put!" The elder one didn't wait for the latter's reply as he strode out in the room after saying that.

"Thank you,Dino-nii." A small appreciative smile graced at Decimo's lips as he instantly fell asleep once his head landed back on the bed.

Fate is just testing him. Yes, this is just a trial that he needed to surpass then everything will return the way it is. Everything will be fine and he's certain he'd succeed no matter what.

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Primo smiled at the optimistic thinking of his true successor. He was glad he wasn't losing any hope despite the abandonment of his 'guardians' at the world he created inside his memories.

"Stop smiling like an idiot." Another presence appeared beside him. "You're just starting,right?"

Primo nodded. "How's the others faring with this?"

The other didn't respond.

"Not good,huh?" Primo mumbled softly.

"Obviously. But whether we question your actions it's still not enough to stop you, right?" G stated dryly. "You're still going to do what you want but Of course there's a reason behind everything of these drastic actions of yours. To strengthen the bond between Decimo and his guardians isn't it?"

"Yes, that's mostly the part of it but-" Primo halted as he heard the upcoming footsteps then he sigh tiredly. Maybe-

"Don't you dare back down now. You started this. Finish it!" G growled dangerously before disappearing in the thin air.

"I know. I won't" Primo glanced down at the brunette caressing his cheeks gently. He won't stop now as everything is going according the way it is. "Decimo, Please bear with me a little bit more as I assure you this will be over before you know it." He give light peck at the other temple before he followed suit G.

Don't give up.. At whatever phantoms of the world I created inside your head...Even if in reality is hell to you as well,Tsunayoshi.

As Primo and G left the vicinity, Tsunayoshi's eyes snapped open and at the same time people entered the room.

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Awaken by hushed talking though he can't understand what is the conversation about but he knew he was safe who ever these people beside him now. He felt warm and fuzzy as if their presence taking away is pain.

He felt a soft hand gently caressing his cheeks giving him a silent message like not to give up so he guess he'll do that. Then the hand is gone as soon as the sensation fades away. Tsunayoshi opened his eyes and at the same time people entered at the area.

He gave them the most nasty glare he could muster up in his battered state. And they just laugh at him as they began to 'play' with him again.

He could feel their filthy hands touches his body then a hand went to caress his private part of his body; he tried to fight back for them not to get what they wanted. His weak at the moment because of the various drugs they injected to his system making vulnerable at their schemes. He managed to land a hit on the man's gut and the other groan in pain.

"You son of a bitch!" He cursed loudly and then took hold of the brunette's head and slammed him hard in the ground making Tsuna's vision darkened as another pain added to his misery and he felt than his tatter clothes being rip of them something big entered at his entrance which caused him to scream in pain. "That's right scream! You little piece of shit!" The man cackled evilly as he continued to pound inside the boy.

He wanted nothing more than to black out but the other people in the room preventing him to do so as they find amusing at bringing him misery. They could do whatever they want, they could experimented him, they could tormented him, continue to abused his body and dirtied it but they will never ever break him. He won't let them win. Ever. Vongola isn't weak as they thought. He won't give them the satisfaction seeing him filled with agony he won't let them get into his head again because he trusted his famiglia, his dear friends to get him out in this hellish place and give this foolish creatures dare to destroy Vongola a lesson that will make them regret they ever harm their beloved boss and friend.

It seems like they gotten bored fast as he didn't react at all their attempts to make him scream. So they just leave him alone for the meantime.

Tsuna sighed in relief he felt sticky and weak but he needed rest and he could help but to frown. "I hope they still accept a sky that already been tainted..." he mumbled softly before he completely passed out due to pain, exhaustion, starvation and the wound that the man had caused just now. As he fall into oblivion he began to dream again something he feared the most: His guardians leaving him all alone.

A single tear rolled down in his bloody,sweaty and dirty face.

Please, Don't go.. Please, Don't leave me alone..

The nightmare had started again.

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Everyone froze at the information who is the culprit behind the abduction and attack against Decimo.

"Kufufu. Can you repeat that again?" The sickening sweet smile never leaves his face as their informant began his report. "Who is the famiglia abducted my Tsunayoshi?"

The informant shuddered at the deadly intent coming from the male mist guardian not only him but the occupants in the room seems ready for a massive massacre. "Estraneo, apparently they aren't all dead."

"Oya? It seems like I failed to kill those filthy rats." Mukuro sneered in displease. "If they-"

Mukuro's threat was interrupted by the door slamming open door almost causing the poor door to break. Revealing a very enraged Reborn which made everyone cringed in fear that they will receive the greatest hitman's wrath. It seems like he just came back from a mission only to find out the bad news of his student being taking away.

"Prepare brats. We will rescue my dame-student." Reborn demanded.

"But, Reborn-san. We don't know where-"

"I know. Where is their hiding Dame-Tsuna. Now scram and prepare!" Reborn interjected. The others didn't need to be told twice as they immediately strode out the room.

The informant was about to leave as well but Reborn had stopped him.

"Just what exactly are plotting by giving out that information,Checkerface or should I call you,Kawahira?" Reborn asked.

"Kawahira is fine," The informant chuckled lightly as he slowly revealed himself at Reborn. "And as expected from the greatest, Nothing escapes from you."

"The others needed to train more from not noticing your disguise"

"Now,now. You can't blame them. They were distress of the entire situation" Kawahira countered ignoring the sharp glare of the ex-Arcobaleno giving him as he went on. "And to answer your question, I'm plotting nothing at all. I'm merely returning a favor from Sawada Tsunayoshi." His form started to fades away and before he's completely gone he give the last vital information the hitman wanted the most. "The one who helped the Estraneo famiglia captured Decimo is a traitor, An allied famiglia named Oscar"

Reborn tilted down his fedora. He don't want owning favor against people especially that man. But for now, he will accept that help. Then he smirked as he started to think of how he will tor-tutor his dame-student not to get caught easily.

He would bring him back- No, they would take Tsuna back home, no matter what.

"You better not be dead, Dame-Tsuna. Not before I give you my piece of mind." He glanced at the dull sky outside the window and took his leave as he followed the rest, preparing the infiltration and rescue plan of Decimo.

To Be Continued...

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