"Lieutenant," Spock said, "It was my belief that you
were relieved from duty."
Larssen managed to control her start of surprise
before she brained herself on the underside of the
lab bench. Head and shoulders in the wall cavity,
she hadn't heard him approach - not, she thought,
that you ever hear him approach. "Yes sir." she
said. "Can you see a diachronic transponder circuit
somewhere to your left there?"
"Yes." Spock said. "Here."
Larssen held out her hand and he put the circuit in
it. "I think that's it." she said, setting the
circuit in.
"The source of the power fade?" Spock said.
"Yes, sir. I know we've been working around it but
it seemed a shame to miss the chance to get a good
look inside the wall, given that it's been kicked in
anyway." she said. "If you were to turn the power
on now I could see how the circuit set-up works."
She heard him power up the board, heard the
spectrometer cycle to full, and then heard the power
output began to fall away again. "Fish." she
muttered in Romulan.
"It appears your solution is unsuccessful,
Lieutenant." Spock said.
"Yes, sir." She hauled herself out and looked
thoughtfully at the spectrometer. "Apart from
anything else, sir, that circuit was cross-shorting
through the input-output buffer. That'd cause the
problem. There can't be *two* causes."
"Why not?" Spock asked.
"Well, no good reason, really." Larssen said, a faint
line between her eyebrows as she thought. "I could
run a diagnostic through the circuit baffle ..."
"Since you are off duty, Lieutenant, there is no
necessity for you to do so at this time." Spock said.
"Sir, I don't mind." Better fiddling with duotronic
drivers than sitting in her quarters and ignoring the
door chime, or trying to face her crew mates in
recreation. She sorted through her tools to find
the diagnostic imager. "Unless that's an order - but
I thought you were relieved of duty too, sir."
"I have been, until the ship is cleared at Starbase
33." Spock said. "However -"
"Nothing in here is mission critical." Larssen
interrupted, and then blushed at her lack of manners.
There went that damn eyebrow. "Sir, I mean that even
though I'm not cleared - I'm not endangering -" She
took a deep breath. "Please don't make me leave,
sir."
~I need somewhere to be.~
"If you are certain that Dr McCoy would not object.
Lieutenant, then set that imager on point 3. The
finer resolution will be necessary if the problem is
in the inner linkages."
"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir." She tugged herself back
under the bench. "If it isn't the circuit baffle,
sir, what should I look at next?"
"The input/output relay."
"Yes, sir."
The baffle read A-OK, so Larssen checked it again,
then crawled out.
"The input/output relay." she said.
"Yes." Spock said.
"Alright, sir." Larssen said doubtfully.
"I have been preparing my report on the events at
Starbase 34." Spock said, and the driver slipped from
Larssen's fingers and clattered to the floor.
"Small fish." she muttered, diving for it, and making
a greater business of finding it than she needed to,
until she had her expression under control.
"I wished to clarify a point with you."
"Yes, sir." Larssen said, standing up.
"In order to gain a clearer picture of the entity's
abilities," Spock said, "I wondered if it had been
able to make any accurate assessment of your
character."
The screws were very small, and it was necessary to
concentrate very hard on the driver to get them out.
"Accurate, sir?" she asked, her voice steady. "It
showed me -"
"Visions of a possible future, a possible past, yes."
Spock said. "As it did me. Since it seemed unable to
construct possibilities that were more than grotesque
distortions when it communicated with me, I was
curious as to whether it had shown any greater
understanding of the human mind. It is fascinating,"
he went on levelly, "that a creature of such power,
able to penetrate thoughts, should have such a poor
understanding of the complexity of a flesh-bound
mind."
The relay cover came off, and Larssen began to trace
the wiring back to the hole in the wall. "Sir, I
don't know, I mean - I thought - " She took a deep
breath, trying to hold back the memories of the
images, the feelings, the touches. "I was surprised
at what it showed me." she forced herself to say. "I
didn't think - that I was - that kind of person."
She cross-linked the wires and set the loop for
testing. "But then - I didn't think I was the kind
of person to - forget the rest of the ship, sir, and
I did, I beat that *thing* to death for what she did
to me, not to protect the crew. Sir, the problem, it
isn't the relay."
"Are you sure?" Spock asked.
"I've got the cross-link set and the -" Larssen said,
and then stopped as Spock reached past her and made a
minute adjustment to the imager. It made its
characteristic bleedle and flashed red, showing a
failing in the upper regulator of the relay. "No."
she said softly. "I guess I'm not so sure. Try the
power now, sir."
He brought the unit up to power and it ran
obediently.
"Well, I'll be a Sulamid storekeeper." Larssen
breathed. "It was the relay the whole time!"
"Without the replacement of the diachronic
transponder circuit, the fault in the relay would not
show." Spock said. "At times, a simple explanation
is inadequate to the problem at hand. In a universe
as varied and diverse as ours - a universe as
complex, indeed, as we ourselves are - there can be
more than one cause for any event or action."
"Yes, sir."
"Even when one believes that one is certain of an
explanation," he said with disproportionate clarity,
"It is always necessary to carefully examine such
suppositions. Do you follow me, Lieutenant?"
She looked from the spectrometer to Spock, and
managed to meet his level gaze without flinching. Do
you know? she wanted to ask. Do you know, or are you
guessing? Can anyone, even you, guess so very well?
But she would never ask, and he would never say.
"Sir." she said, and despite her grease stains and
oil smudges and the dust she'd collected under the
bench, she drew herself up to parade rest. "I
believe I do, sir. Thank you for your assistance."
"There is no need to thank me, Lieutenant." Spock
said. "The proper functioning of the equipment - as
well as the personnel - of science section is part of
my responsibility as first office and section head."
"Yes, sir." Larssen said levelly. "I know that. All
the same, thank you, sir." She turned away to bundle
her tools into the toolkit, and Spock watched her,
the way she took the time to sort the tools from
smallest to largest, for Larssen never hurried
unnecessarily. She checked her pockets for any
parts or tools she might have absentmindedly stowed
there, and pulled out nothing but a data solid.
Nine months ago she had presented herself for her
first duty shift on the Enterprise in this very lab,
Spock thought as Larssen weighed the solid in her
hand for a moment and then tossed it into recycling.
She had changed very little externally from the
compact young woman with the mild expression Spock
had met on that day. Even under strong light, it was
almost impossible to discern her scars.
Experience had proven she was practical by nature and
calm by habit, and under difficult circumstances she
had acquitted herself well, demonstrating
categorically that she was qualified for the path of
command. It was not a path Spock had, himself,
chosen to pursue, and it was not one she could walk
much further on the Enterprise. The time would come
soon for Spock to add his own comments to the notes
her previous commanding officers had made on
Larssen's service jacket. 'Competent and reliable',
those previous officers had written without
exception, and not for the first time Spock marvelled
at the flexibility of human language that allowed
such a statement to be both accurate and inadequate
simultaneously.
"Lieutenant." he said as she turned to leave, "You
are most welcome."
