48 : EASE YOUR FEAR

Steve just got the latest drawing assignment from his teacher. He needed a model, a muse to inspire his work. Lately, he realized there was only one person he wanted to draw and it was Natasha.

So he headed to the auditorium which he knew she will be in there because she had to rehearse her next play which will premiere two weeks before the final exam. He reached the front entrance and found it was locked. He sighed before pulling out his pick locking tool.

Yeah, Steve Rogers can fucking pick lock. Bucky thought him how to do it despite Steve was strongly disagree back then. He found it was very useful when he was doing all the misdeed back when he was his old self.

Luckily, the auditorium was dark enough for Steve to hide at the back row. Only performing art students, teachers and stuffs were at the front section.

Steve saw his little red were practicing her ballet with a guy. Well, he will run some background check on the guy rather on and to make sure that he will not hit on his girlfriend.

It took all afternoon for Steve to finish his drawings. He drew two portraits, one for his class and one for her.

Steve will snuck it under her door so she will never discover who gave her all these portraits. She will never know who the mysterious artist was. It will be the beautiful memories to her forever.

He finished with his football practice two hours later. At least, this time his teammate were playing a real football and they were not killing each other. Steve headed back his dorm immediately and stopped in front of her room to place the gift before she came back. He pulled his hood up to cover his face from the security camera and people who walk down the hall.

But when he got up, he was stunned to see Natasha stood behind him. She quirked her eyebrows up and had a devilish smile on her face.

"What do we have here?"

"Hey, babe." Steve tried to cover up.

"What is it that you out under my door, Steven?"

"Nothing."

"Let me see."

Steve stepped away as his girlfriend pulled the portrait from the door. She looked at it with wide eyes and Natasha finally found her mysterious artist.

"After all this time, it was you all along!" She exclaimed.

"Are you mad at me?" He asked, worried.

"No! I'm just surprise but I suspected it was you."

"Among how many people?"

"Two or three."

"Don't tell me you have a crush on the mysterious artist."

"Don't be jealous, baby. I'm all yours." She said and gave him a quick kiss. "I am, for always until we don't want each other, yours."

Steve made and approval sound in his throat before dipping his head down to his kiss her again until Nat could only lean against his body. Everyone walking in the hallway smiled as they see the famous couple showing the world how much they are in love with one another.

"Do you think maybe…" Nat broke away from his lips but Steve followed her "We should move our make out session…" He kissed her again but Nat placed her finger on his lips "to some where private."

He grinned at her lips and swiftly swiped Nat off her feet carrying her inside her room. The couple giggled like a child until they saw Tony and Pepper already occupied the room.

"Sorry, guys." Steve said. "Didn't know you guys are home."

"It's alright. We just have our little dinner."

"We won't bother you." Nat said and pulled her Captain inside her room.

When the door close behind them, Steve laid Nat down on her bed and resume their make out session. They were only inch away from tearing each other's clothed off. Steve's hands wandering all over her body making Nat arched and moaned with pure need, the only way he know she likes it.

"Steviee…" She moaned out his name only to make him suck harder on her neck.

Nat finally gave up and pulled his t-shirt off, revealing the sculpted muscles of his upper body to her eyes. Nat flipped him onto his back and straddled him. He let her taking control and do whatever she want with him.

Nat couldn't resist tracing her finger on his abs and watched he tensed up under her feather light touch.

"Baby…" He moaned and pulled her down for a passionate kiss. "I love you so much."

"I love you too."

They were about to go further but a knock at her bedroom door stop them.

"Guys! Do you want to grab a dinner with me?" Clint asked from the other side of the door.

"Barton! We're in the middle of something right now." Nat shouted back

"You guys banging, right?"

"Fuck off, Barton." Steve yelled.

"Stark and Pepper already took off. Phil took May to drive in cinema for a movie date. He fucking stole my car key too!" Clint ranted "Thor was nowhere to be found, probably with Jane."

Nat got up from her bed and dressed up. Steve annoyingly sighed but followed his girlfriend anyway. Nat kissed him to put Steve in his good mood.

"I will kill, Barton." He said.

"I can hear ya!"

They ended up having dinner with Clint. The poor guy was left out after he broke up with Jessica. His friends were all in a relationship. Hill just found a guy and Darcy agreed to go out with Loki. When the dinner ended, Clint was okay to let the couple go to have some time alone.

Steve and Nat took the shower and met up at her room. Nat was laying on her bed while Steve was doing his homework on the floor.

"Stevieeee…" She called.

"Hmm?" He replied shortly as he was focusing on his work.

"Goodnight smooch…."

That made Steve smiled and put down his work. He kissed her gently on the lips and pulled away. Nat smiled and closed her eyes.

"Night night, Stevie."

"Night night, little red."

Nat could sense that her boyfriend was planning something in his mind. Spending too much time with the devil himself making her think like him. Steve always had some tails that allowed her to know some of his thought.

Since the beginning of this week, he followed her around the campus and tried to surprise her with every corner she turned. Tony even teased her.

"Red, you have Steve Rogers following you around like a puppy with a very short leash" Tony said "Let me say it again! You have the Captain Quarterback following you around like a puppy!"

Except Steve wasn't a puppy. He was a giant golden retriever with a pair of big blue eyes that was hard to resist every time he looked at her. He was too cute to say no to. Since she discovered her mysterious artist. Steve often gave her a portrait or two. He even painted some of it.

For today, he had a very different approach. He asked her that he can wait inside the auditorium or not. When she said she wasn't sure, he told her that he will handle it himself.

"Girls! We have a very special guest with us today. Mr. Rogers graciously graces our class." The teacher said. "Apparently the point of his visit is to watch his girlfriend and delivering a news."

"My mother will attend the next play of you guys." Steve announced and sat down on the fourth row.

The teacher didn't mind Steve being there at all. Well, he was the son of Sarah Rogers anyway. He could do whatever he want with the Arts department the same way Tony Stark could do anything related to Science department.

Everyone sneaked a peek at the handsome Captain but he only got his eyes for Natasha. Intense blue eyes followed her every move and pulled the sketchbook out to draw her beautiful movement.

Time passed by quickly than Steve expected. Finally Nat finished with her rehearsal and walked down the stage and jumped in to his arms before giving him the loving kiss.

"Come on. I have to get you shower and dress up." Steve said and took her hand in his.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked and trying to catch up with his long footsteps.

"I have a surprise for you."

"What kind of surprise?"

"If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise, babe"

It was only 3 PM so Nat knew she had a very long crazy evening await but she did as Steve told her anyway. When she came back to her room, she found only a small note he left for her.

'Meet me down stairs – Your boyfriend'

She played along with her boyfriend. When she came down to meet him in front of the dorm. There was a carriage waiting for her and Steve with a banquet of roses for her.

"This is your first surprise of the evening, little red." He announced.

"Wow…"

He helped her up the carriage. The driver took them into the city where the next surprise was waiting for her. Steve even prepared a bottle of champagne for them.

"Why did you always give everything to me in a big way like this, Steve?" She asked "It's a little too much. Don't you think?"
"No, it is not." He replied "I want to give it to you."

"You should stop."

"No, I will not because I'm happy to give everything I have to you and make you happy." He said and looked deep into her eyes "And I love you more than anything in this world."

His sweet words always charmed her. How could he do this to? How could he have all of this effect to her? Nat could only wonder how she could find the sweetest guy like this.

Their date for today was different. Steve went for a cute, adorable activity for them. The carriage dropped them off at Central Park. They took their time strolling in the park, holding each other's hand. Nat brought an ice cream cone but Steve quickly tasted it and ran away before his girlfriend throw it at him.

It was pretty much like the day they played in the rain together. Steve brought her silly little gift along the way such as teddy bear wearing NY Giants jersey and a bundle of balloon for her. The gift he gave her was so random that it made her smile.

The old man at the popcorn kiosk asked them that they were on a date or not.

"We're on our honeymoon, sir." Steve replied with a straight face.

"What? You guys looks like you're still in college." He didn't believe Steve's word. "I don't believe you. If you are married, why don't I see your wedding ring?"

"We forget to wear it because last night we were busying tearing each other clothes off."

Nat slapped his arms to make him stop because the old man look like he was about to have a heart attack. Steve chuckled like a ten years old boy before paying for popcorn.

They eventually got back to his penthouse. Nat let her Stevie carried her back because her leg couldn't move anymore. He sat her down on the bed before went inside the bathroom to run a warm bubble bath and set up candles for her.

But when Steve came out, he found his girlfriend almost fall asleep so he placed a kiss on her lips to wake her up.

"Go away." She hissed.

"Come on, babe. On last surprise. I promise."

She nodded weakly and let him carry her inside the bathroom. Steve slowly undressed her and tried really hard to put his focus on her clothes not her exposed skin. He kept working on her clothes until her body was bare for his eyes. Nat smiled devilishly at him and closed the space between them by hugging him and pressed her entire body with his.

"Are you trying to seduce me, Captain?" She purred in his ear.

As she pulled away, she never expected to see this. The rarest sight, Steve Rogers flustered and his face grew red the way she never see before.

"Babe, you should take the bath." He was surprised that he could still talk and then gasped at the sudden friction when Nat rubbed against his painfully arching length. "I will take a shower in other room."

Steve used everything he had not to take her right there when Nat began to kiss along his jaws and his neck. He lifted her up and placed her in the bathtub before running out of the bathroom.

Nat made sure to put on the sexiest lingerie she had. She had a lot of her clothes in his penthouse after they were officially in a relationship. Her goal for tonight was to seduce her boyfriend so they finally had their first sex after they got back together. It had to be this night because they were completely alone.

He was afraid of everything. She knew he never will go that far unless he had her permission because he didn't want to hurt her or he wasn't sure of himself.

But she trust him. Trust him enough to know that he will never hurt her again.

Nat found Steve in the living room trying to select the movie they will watch for tonight. She slowly moved toward him.

"Steve" She called.

Steve turned and completely shocked when he saw his girlfriend standing in front of him with only black lacy lingerie on her body. Nat pressed her body against him again to tease Steve before whispering seductively in his ears and nibbling his earlobe at the same time.

"Do you think…maybe…we should skip the movie…and do something else?"

"Nat…" His breath caught in his throat when Nat sucked on his pulse point.

"Baby, I want you." She purred. Her hot breath kept hitting his skin and Steve was about to losing all control.

"Nat, I don't think…"

"Take me, captain." Nat bucked her hip and glided her body up and down, winding Steve up and he finally let out a low growl.

With one quick move, Steve lifted her up and flung her down on the couch. His muscle body was on top of her, blue eyes filled with intense lust that Nat knew he's already losing whatever control he had.

"You're making me crazy, woman." He said and crushed his lips with her.

Nat parted her lips to allow him to deepen the kiss. Steve slid his tongue to meet with hers and kissing her hard as if she was oxygen herself. Monster he we trying to keep under control was now broke lose.

Her small hands slid under his t-shirt and pulled it over his head before raking her fingernails down his chest and his abs, leaving red marring marks. Steve groaned against her lips and literally ripped the lingerie off her body, left her bare to his hungry gaze.

Steve trailed his lips to her neck and caught a waft of her perfume. She really knew how to wind him up and this one particular perfume always made him drunk with his lust for her, and with a quiet groan he sank his teeth into her throat, biting down at the soft tissue connecting her neck to her shoulders, surely will leave some indication of tonight activity.

But suddenly Steve stopped his ministration and pulled away to look at her beautiful green eyes.

"I don't think we should do it" He said. Guilt flashed in his eyes. "If I'm waking up and freak out and repeat that mistake, I don't want to lose you again."

Nat cupped his face and kissed him "You won't do it. I trust you." She said. "I always trust you, Любимая моя."

"Thank you, M'fhíorghrá."

Steve kissed her again with all the feeling he has for her, full of love and lust that made Nat shivered in his arms. He kissed his way down her body, made sure to press his lips and his fingers at every inch of her skin, igniting, awakening all the sensation, all the while whispering how good and perfect and beautiful she was. Nat moaned and arched her body under his reverent caress, desperate for any friction and contact between them.

"Babe, I need you." She gasped and pulled his head up by his hair. "I want you. Just fuck me already, okay?"

He smiled and sucked gently at her toned stomach "Nat, I want to take it slow." He said "You deserved it, sweetheart. You deserved a night with the man who want to worship you and tell you how much he love you. I want to make love to you."

Nat felt her eyes began to tear up. She smiled at him. "O—okay"

Steve continued with his kisses that left goose bump all over her body. He reached the apex of her thighs and sucked it hard, making Nat whimpered at pure need, her back arched and her hands carding in his hair trying to push his face to her center. Steve easily gave in because he wanted to taste her as much as he wanted to bury himself within her, to feel her wrapped around his hardness. But this one is for her, all about her, to make sure he pleasure her.

Steve slowly lapped his tongue up and down her slid, so slow it almost too much that Nat groaned in frustration, trying to buck her hips and glided her center against his face. She needed him, she needed him to touch her, to pleasure her, to be inside her but who was she to deny his sweet plea to worship her body. Everything Steve did to her only making her body about to explode. Finally he sucked hard on her clit, forcing a scream out of her. He taking the nub between his teeth and circled his tongue. He continued his tormenting seduction until he felt her whole body began to shudder and he knew she was so close. He increasing his speed of his tongue and inserted two fingers inside her until Nat gasped out his name, begging him to finish her off. He complied and her wall convulsing around his fingers as he could felt a warm gush of her arousal in his mouth.

Nat was panting, trying to slow her heartbeat down and opened her eyes once again after she gained some source of control over her body again. She saw Steve smiling at her and tucked her red curls away from her face. Nat felt her heart skip a beat at his gentle gesture. He was so caring and loving. She pulled him down for a kiss and bucked her hips up to meet him once again.

"Steve, please. I need you. Please don't make me beg."

"Babe…condom…I"

"Don't worry, baby. I took pills."

"What?—When?"

"I will tell you about it someday."

"Okay"

"I want on top." She told him

Steve carried her up in his arms and took them to the tiger skin rug in front of the fireplace. He flipped them over so he was on his back with Nat straddled him, letting Nat took all the control over him.

Nat gently guided him into her and lowered herself down until he was fully sheathed within her. They both groaned at the sensation. Nat began to move herself up and down his hard length, moaning and panting as she felt his cock hit every right place. His hand gripped tight on her hips, helping her and thrust his hip upward to meet her perfect heat. His intense blue eyes barely left her and when her green eyes met with his, she felt like she was the sexiest woman on earth.

He sat up, desperate to fill the emptiness by pressing his own body with her. He needed her, one arm held her in embrace, another one settled on her hips. She guided his hand and head to her breast as she continued to ride him. Steve took one of her hard nipple into his month and sucked hard making Nat screamed and moaned in his ear.

"Baby—I'm gonna" She gasped, hands finding his arm and shoulders, fingernails digging in to his flesh as she felt her orgasm was so close. "Need you…"

Steve put his lips on hers, absorbing all her scream as he began to lift her up and lowered her all the way down his length, impaling her like a machine.

"I love you, Nat." He moaned against her lips and sucked on her plumb bottom lips.

"Love you too, baby…I'm gonna…God...Steve, don't stop."

"That's it, darling. Come with me, please." Steve looked up at her

Nat screamed as her orgasm took hold by his powerful thrust. The pleasure rippled throughout her body. Her wall convulsed, pulling him with her. Steve cried out and let go, filling her up with his hot load. He helped her ride it out, making her some further undone and milking every drop of him.

"Darling, you feel so good. So perfect. Love you so much." He held her tight in his arms. Nat could only leaned into him, resting her head on his shoulders and tried to force some oxygen back in to her lung.

"I love you too." She whimpered as Steve carried her up while he still sheathed within her. Her occasional convulsing made Steve groaned too.

He eventually pulled off and Nat whined because of the sudden emptiness. He carried her inside the bathroom and cleaned the mess on their body with a soft wash rag before tugging her in bed. He settled next to her and Nat automatically snuggled into the warm of his embrace and kissed his chest lightly.

"Thank you, baby." She whispered and began to close her eyes, wrapped her arms around him tightly as if she was afraid of him disappeared on her again.

Steve knew too so he held her tight and put her hand in his and kissed her fore head, "I will never going anywhere again, M'fhíorghrá. You're the love of my life."

Sunlight shone through the curtain of his bedroom, making the redhead in bed began to stir. She suddenly snapped her eyes opened, her heart raced as she began to panic but quickly clam herself down as she felt his embrace and the warmth of his body enveloped her.

He's still here.

Nat smiled as she remembered the last sentence he said to her before she went to sleep. He made her a promise that he will not going anywhere again. Please god, don't make him go, make him stay because she couldn't handle another heartbreak.

She watched him closely but never move her body from where she sleep. It was rather comfy being in his arms and used his chest as her pillow.

Finally, she felt him started to stir so she closed her eyes and pretend like she was sleeping. Steve startled awake and lose his grip around her. Nat heard him breathed heavily and hoped that he prove her right.

Nat felt his breathing was slower and gently laid back on bed before pulling the blanket over them. His arms back to their original place and pulled her body closer. Steve watched her sleep and Nat hugged onto him. He pressed a loving kiss on top of her head and whispered,

"I love you so much, little red."