A/N In this Chapter when Hermione is dreaming you will see her remembering her Rape. Although I do not go into detail better put up a warning.
Hermione was really interested in the book that she didn't realize What the time was nor that she had drunk almost a whole bottle of wine, but she still continued to drink a bit at a time and red page after page.
Hermione was feeling emotionally exhausted when she was disturbed by a little dog wanting attention she placed the book down and her now empty glass on the table ''Hey boy, you want some attention. It's not nice being lonely is it.''
she moved her arms to allow the dog onto her lap when she noticed the bottle of Wine her eyes widened in shock shit I drunk a whole bottle of wine. Not done that in a long time or well who cares not as if I drink around my son and I only occasionally drink, but right now I don't care
Hermione looked up at the clock and gasped it was eleven thirty in the night she had read her book for four and a half hours she was shocked ''Well boy its a good job you disturbed me.'' she tilted her head a little when she saw the dog do the same ''Did you do this on purpose?'' she was surprised when he barked and wagged his tail ''Hmm guess you are clever. Thank you for that I would have carried on reading otherwise''
Hermione laughed when the puppy began licking her in excitement ''Ok, ok I love you too.'' she pulled him away from her ''Right then I am off to bed. You go sleep in you're bed'' Hermione lifted herself off the sofa and over to her room she pulled back the covers and climbed in she turned on her side and stared at the picture of her, Cameron and her parents it was the best picture she had of them holding Cam she smiled and tried to sleep.
Severus walked away around the corner, he stopped and touched the side of his face where her lips had been moments ago Merlin's beard, she felt so good and warm when she leaned into me like that. With her breasts pushing into me. I bet they are lovely like her figure and her perfect round bum.
Severus shook his head as he made his way to his chambers. Bloody fool You shouldn't be thinking of her like that. She is just you're colleague. Well will be and she was sad she was thanking me for helping her. Yeah but you can't deny it, she is all woman she was certainly beautiful.
Severus growled he entered his chambers and threw his cloak and robes on the back of the sofa leaving him in just his crisp white shirt and black trousers. He undid the top four buttons as he set the fire and poured himself a glass of fire whiskey and picked up his potions book.
Severus walked over and sat in his chair with a sigh, he didn't want to try and figure out his thoughts on Hermione it was too stressful and giving him a headache he just wanted to relax and put the witch out of his mind. And so he did, he continued to read and sip on his tumbler of whiskey when he heard his clock chime he looked up and didn't realize just how quickly time had gone by.
It was eleven thirty and it has seemed like only minutes ago, he was mumbling to himself for being a fool and pulling his book out to read. He shook his head and headed to his room, he climbed into bed and with a sigh, closed his eyes, he tried to put the woman out of is mind but he couldn't stop thinking about her.
Her perfect curvy figure, brown eyes, pretty face, rounded bum and perfect breasts as well as her strong determination to pull herself together to be there for her son. He closed his eyes and just as he fell to sleep he saw a pair of brown eyes and curly hair. He knew it he was doomed the woman had only been back two days and he had a whole year to get through Severus Snape was royally fucked.
Hermione was asleep when she started to slip into a nightmare that she didn't want to watch. She tried to move about to wake up, but all she could do was stand and watch her Dream Hermione's Nightmare play out.
Hermione was with Ron and Harry near some forest, she was sitting outside on watch while the boys caught some sleep. They had been taking turns in watching she sat outside and thought about everyone, Minerva, Luna, Albus the Weasley's she wondered if they were ok. She was thinner than she had been thanks to lowering her food portions she intended to go without so the Boys would have more food she couldn't think of food anyway.
Hermione looked down and placed her hand on her stomach, she wondered if she could be pregnant when they had been caught and thrown in a building for three days she had been forced by one of the death eaters she felt sick as she remembered being thrown to the ground asked questions she could hear Harry and Ron in another room either side of her shouting back and calling for her they could see her through the bars she began to remember.
''Tell me what are you three up to? what did you do with the others in that café? what are you hiding?.'' One of the Death Eaters yelled she looked around there was five in total she recognized Dolohov, McNaire and Yaxely but she didn't know the names of the other two she had seen them before she had fought them in the department of Ministries in their fifth year before she was cursed by Dolohov.
''Oh you're not speaking are you Filthy Mudblood'' he kicked her in the stomach he was pissed off
Hermione felt the force of his shoe hit her in the stomach it knocked the breath out of her she heard a crack and knew he had broken one maybe more of her ribs she could here Ron and Harry shouting she looked up
''I am not speaking to you because you are not worth the BREATH!'' she spat back causing all the men to laugh
''Oh, the Mudblood does speak.'' he leant down to her and lifted her face to his ''Tell me are you as feisty in Bed?'' he said in a loud angry playful voice
Hermione felt sick she didn't want to think of what they could do to her she knew that they would most likely Rape her but she wouldn't tell them anything she could feel prodding in her mind she smirked ''Is that all you got. Pathetic you can not even read people's mind.'' she taunted
The Death Eater was pissed now he slapped her across the face ''DO. NOT. SPEAK. TO. ME. LIKE. THAT. MUDBLOOD! IT IS ABOUT TIME YOU LEARN YOU'RE PLACE'' he turned to Both Dolohov and McNaire ''Perhaps one of you want to teach this Mudblood where she belongs?''
''HERMIONE, YOU LEAVE HER ALONE. LET HER GO. SHE HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG. IT IS ME YOU WANT.''
Hermione looked him in the eye and shook her head a little pleading for him to shut up for once in his life, she looked back and saw Dolohov smiling she felt bile rise in her throat.
''I will have a little play with her. This Mudblood needs to be taken down a peg or two after all she has managed to escape me many times and survived my little hex'' he sneered.
Yaxely laughed ''Aha you won't get her to speak. You couldn't even kill her, she kicked your arse three different times Antonin.''
''SHUT IT YAXLEY, SHE DID NOT BEAT ME SHE WAS LUCKY''
''Oh come on we all know it. All our brothers know about you being defeated by a mere Mudblood''
Hermione was amused a little hearing them talking about her like that but she only knew it was too good to last she heard the guy that she couldn't remember sighing
''ENOUGH. IDOITS I DO NOT CARE WHO HAS A GO WITH HER JUST GET ME ANSWERS YOU CAN BOTH HAVE HER FOR ALL I CARE JUST DON'T KILL HER I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE HER TO OUR LORD ALIVE.''
Hermione watched as Dolohov approached her, she watched him lean down and run his hand along her face, down her neck and to her right breast she yelped when she felt him grab her hard.
''LIKE THAT DO YOU MUDBLOOD''
Hermione tried to get away from him she tried to fight him off when she felt his tongue in her mouth she struggled she could hear Ron shouting.
''GET OF HER YOU BASTARD. YOU SICK FUCK LET HER GO''
''SILENCE. SHE DESERVES THIS SHE NEEDS TO LEARN HER PLACE. DON'T WORRY YOU WILL GET YOU'RE OWN LITTLE TREAT VERY SOON THE DARK LORD HAS BRILLIANT PLANS FOR YOU.''
Hermione felt his erection against her leg, she bit down on his tongue and slapped him '' .ME''
''ARGH THE BITCH BIT ME. NO MATTER I LIKE THEM FEISTY ALL THE MORE FUN''
Hermione felt him rip her shirt and trace her scar that he left her
''That is a wonderful gift isn't it one that you will carry for the rest of you're life well however long you survive that is. How has it felt to know you were marked by me all this time'' he laughed ''Oh and virgin haven't had one of these in a long time'' he had cast a spell that would tell him.
And there it was the moment she had her innocence ripped away in such a cruel act.
Hermione had finished her memory it had been a whole month since that attack, she was concerned that she may be pregnant she could well be right this moment she didn't know what to do all she knew was she needed to keep Harry safe.
Hermione began struggling when her Nightmare changed to something she considered much, much worse than the rape she could still feel herself calling out but she couldn't wake for some reason.
''WHAT HERMIONE, YOU OBVIOUSLY WANT HARRY INSTEAD OF ME WHY'S THAT IS IT BECAUSE HE IS THE HERO.'' Ron yelled
Hermione stood up it was the next day they had apperated to another part to keep hidden ''RON YOU'RE BEING STUPID I DON'T LOVE HARRY NOR WANT HIM. I DON'T WANT YOU EITHER YOU ARE MY BROTHERS THAT IS ALL YOU WILL EVER BE. ME AND YOU WOULDN'T WORK RONALD. AND YOU KNOW IT. I DO NOT WANT KIDS.''
Hermione watched as Ron stormed off, she turned and cried into Harry's shoulder ''I can't believe him Harry''
''I know, But if he wants to be like that then let him''
''You don't mean that Harry we need to stick together in this. Harry I think I could be Pregnant''
''No you won't be you're on the potions aren't you?''
''Yes I was I am due for another in a few days I think but I can't remember we are out in the wilderness trying to stay alive, we have been out here for seven months Harry seven months we need to find Hufflepuff's cup.''
''Well if you are, we will deal with it when we get back you may not be you can't think like that right now''
''Yeah I guess you're right'' Hermione held Harry like a life line she was scared when she heard an angry voice again
''OH SO MUCH FOR NOT WANTING HIM. YOU MUT THINK I AM STUPID. YOU'RE ALL OVER HIM.'' Ron snapped
Hermione heard Harry pull away and get angry ''RONALD IT IS NOT LIKE THAT MIONE HAS TOLD YOU. I AM HER BROTHER AS ARE YOU. I WAS COMFORTING HER BECAUSE UNLIKE YOU I DIDN'T WALK OFF.''
''Ron you wouldn't be saying any of this. You're tired we all are and were all stressed lets just drop it.'' Hermione spoke looking at him, but in a true Ron style he wouldn't back down
''NO. I WON'T YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHAT WE ARE DOING OR WHERE TO GO NEXT. MY FAMILY COULD BE DEAD AND I AM STUCK OUT HERE ON SOME HUNCH DUMBLEDORE HAD. HE DIDN'T EVEN GIVE US ANY CLUE JUST SENT YOU ON YOU'RE WAY''
Hermione was shocked ''RONALD THAT'S ENOUGH. YOU ARE GOING TO REGRET WHAT YOU ARE SAYING STOP NOW.''
''NO. I SHOULD BE AT HOME WITH MY FAMILY. BUT I AM ON SOME WILD CHASE TO FIND VOLDMORT'S FUCKING SOUL.''
Hermione shouted ''RON.'' she heard Harry shouting too
''RON SERIOUSLY DON'T SAY HIS NAME.'' Harry said in concern
''WHY I WILL SAY HIS NAME AS MANY TIMES AS I LIKE VOLDMORT, VOLD...''
Hermione shouted and ran back into the tent and began dismantling it ''RON, HARRY GET THE THINGS QUICK. WE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE NOW!''
OH THAT'S RIGHT DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU HEAR'' Ron snarled
''NO RONALD. YOU JUST SAID THE TABOO WORD YOU IDOIOT. ANYONE WHO SPEAKS HIS NAME WILL BE TRACKED AND BE CAPTURED SO MOVE NOW.'' Hermione yelled she couldn't believe what an idiot he could be just as she heard pops ''Ok forget the rest let's go RUN!''