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We finally got Finn back into the bedroom and he cried himself to sleep. I felt so bad for him as I heard the front door open. I walked out to see Eoin and Fintin coming in the house. I hugged both of them as Fintin walked into the bedroom. I looked at Eoin and he sighed.
"I need to go home." he said and I nodded.
"You can stay." I said and he sighed.
"I don't really know what to do." he admitted and I nodded.
"I felt that way when my Dad died." I said and he sat down. I sat beside him as he started to cry.
"Does it get easier?" he asked me and I shook my head no.
"No, it's been years for me, and I still miss him. You don't get over it, but you learn to live with it." I said and he nodded as I hugged him again. I was rubbing his back when Finn came into the room. He had put on some clothes, and I was glad he didn't come out here naked.
"Are you really trying to steal my fiance in front of me?" he asked us and we pulled away. I knew that this was going to have a bad reaction because of everything that's happening.
"Finn, he was upset... it's not what..." I was saying when Finn punched Eoin as Ann-Marie came into the house with their other brother. I grabbed Finn before he could do anything else, as Ann-Marie grabbed Eoin. I pushed Finn outside the back door, and he punched the patio table. I knew that there was nothing that I could say that would make him feel better, so I just let him go. He walked out the gate, and into the alley. I was barefoot, but I followed him. He was pissed off. We made it all the way to the seawall in Bray before he sat on the seawall. I sat beside him and he ran his hands over his face.
"Finn..." I was saying when he cut me off.
"Please get away from me... you don't care about me... you are just using me to." he said and I knew that he wasn't actually upset at me.
"It's not like that." I said and he shook his head.
"I should have never wasted my time on you... if I hadn't of been worried about you then I would have been with the people who care for me. I know that's not you." he said and I nodded.
"I only used you for sex...just get away from me. I don't even love you." he was saying when I stood up.
"I got it Finn..." I got it." I said and walked back to his parents house. I walked into as Eoin and Fintin were heading out.
"I won't be long. I am getting a hotel room." I said and Fintin stopped me.
"He... always had problems with anger and not understanding how to deal." he said and hugged me. I knew that everything was going to be ok, but it wasn't going to be easy right now.
"I will still be around." I said and Ann-Marie came back inside.
"Fergal is..." she asked me and I shrugged.
"He was sitting on the sea wall when I got tired of being told how he didn't like me." I said and she shook her head.
"We don't need to be fighting today." she said and I agreed. She tried to get me to stay, but I finally told them what I needed to do. I knew that if I was bothering Finn, then I didn't need to be around right now.
"I am going to go stay at a hotel, and I will be around if you need me." I said and I got my bags. I checked into a small hotel near by and hoped that Finn would be alright. I called Karl and Luke to let them know what was going on, but no telling anyone because I didn't know what the family wanted. I fell asleep a few minutes later and hoped that when I woke up this was a horrible dream.
Finn POV
I walked home and looked for Leela. I had gotten a few text from the guys, and WWE had reached out to tell me that I could take as much time as I needed. I wasn't sure what to do. I had screamed at Leela just to get her away from me. I didn't know what else to do. I had sex with her after finding out and that didn't help, I slept, I took a walk, and nothing was helping me right now. I knew that it would hurt, but I never knew that it would be a consuming pain. I was sitting there when Dad walked inside.
"Dad..." I was saying when he stopped me.
"Son, I know this is probably one of the worst days you have ever had... but you are not going to take it out on us. I know that it's hard... I already miss everything about her." he said and sat down with me.
"Let me tell you something... I know that you love Leela... and I know that you have problems with anger, but don't push her away. I had plenty of fights with your mother, but right now... I just want to tell her none of those meant anything and that I loved her." he said and I nodded.
"I know... I know. I don't know what to do." he said and I nodded.
"Me either dad... Mom usually told us at this point." I said and he chuckled.
"She did hold all of us together." he said as Eoin came in. He looked at me and I was shocked to see that I had given him a fully busted lip. I stood up and pulled him in for a hug.
"I'm sorry. I know that she wasn't trying to do anything, but help you." I said and he nodded.
"I know you how you feel, but you really do need to apologize to her." he said and I sighed.
"And... congrats." he said and I looked at him strange.
"You let it slip she was your fiance, but I'm pretty sure if you don't talk to her soon that will be a former title. I know your mother was happy that you were with her." Dad confirmed and I ran a hand over my face.
"Look boys, your mother loved you and she is gone, so just live the way she wanted you to live." he said and hugged both of us.
"When do we need to pick our arrangements?" I asked them and Dad sighed.
"We went to talk to them... we aren't sure what to do." he said as Ann-Marie came inside.
"Dad, the bank isn't sure about the loan." she said and I looked at her.
"I will take care of everything. We need to take care of Mom, how she took care of us." I said as we all looked at each other with tears in our eyes. I wished this was just a bad dream.
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