AN: hello people :D another chapter... I dunno what to say. Enjoy. Don't own batman. Review. The usual.
I'd like to say that my time with Bruce made everything better.
But it only made everything worse.
I miss my family more than ever.
God, I do.
I hate this shit hole.
Why did I have to be crazy?
I didn't mean to kill anyone... I...
Did I?
I don't remember..
I pulled at my hair.
Everyday, every hour, every minute, everything just gets more frustrating.
Ugh.
What even happened that night? Whatever it fucking was, it's ruining my life.
My sanity.
I ran my hands over my face.
Weird, I don't remember crying either.
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"Hey kid. You alright?" Roy said.
He looked straight at me.
Even though we've only talked for a limited time... He's been one of my best friends. (Not that I've had many friends.)
His gaze was so intense, I almost spilled everything out right there.
"I-I'm fine." I looked everything but him.
He huffed.
"Don't gimme that shit."
I sighed.
"It's nothing aight?"
"Look at my face. This is me not believing you."
I starred at him for a few seconds before blurting out "I don't wanna talk about it okay!"
I didn't mean to snap but it came out like that... Look at you Todd, can't control yourself anymore? I pushed the thoughts away.
"Alright alright, uncle already. Just... If you um.." He looked down. "If you ever wanna talk... I'm here for you man."
"Yeah whatever." I said getting up and rushing out.
I like him, I really do. But I don't want his fucking pity. I don't want pity from anyone.
The thing I hate most about staying here is you have a lot of time to yourself.
And time by yourself usually means over thinking.
A lot.
When your as crazy as me that's the last thing you fucking need.
Who designed this. I face palmed internally.
I feel like I'm getting more and more insane by the minute.
End of Chapter 6