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First Anniversary

I let out a moan as Ila gripped my manhood and began to move her hand up and down. It had been a year since our wedding, and even though we could not lie together we found other ways to show each other pleasure. I knew Ila felt guilty and even though I assured her that it did not matter, she did not believe me. Mother told me that young girls were brought up and told to always obey and please their husbands and it was so implanted in her mind that I could not change it. I hated that she blamed herself and I told her so multiple times. I did not want a wife to boss around; I wanted Ila as my equal, the way Mother and Father were. I wanted Ila to know that I did not find her inferior because she was damaged, but it seemed to go in one ear and out the other.

I was yanked out of my thoughts as Ila put her mouth around me. I let out a shudder and grasped onto her hair with one hand. I used the other hand to touch her bare chest and pinch one of her nipples. She let out a moan and I felt my eyes roll back into my head at the sensation. I pinched it again, harder. She sucked on my manhood and it did not take long for me to unravel and explode in her mouth. I watched as she swallowed my load before I lunged forward, kissing her hard. She let out a moan as I reached my hand down and began to rub her bundle of nerves.

"Oh Shem!" She exclaimed at the sensation.

It had been a few days prior when Mother found me and told me the way I could pleasure Ila. It had been the most uncomfortable conversation, but it was necessary. She told me where to find it, and that it could give Ila the release she needed.

"How does that feel?" I asked her.

"Please don't stop." She cried.

I rubbed in a circle with one hand as I squeezed one of her breasts with the other and sucked on the pulse point at the base of her neck. Feeling her writhing on top of me was making me hard again. As she felt me grow, Ila began to play with me again. I let out a moan and began to rub her harder. Her hips began to thrust and within seconds she let out a cry of pleasure as she came. She stopped touching me and leaned back into my arms. Both out of breath, I kissed her neck and lied back with Ila still in my arms.

"I love you." I whispered into her ear.

"I love you too." She whispered back