WARNING: I do NOT own anything related to Within Temptation. Nor am I affiliated with them. And the song..."Selfish Sorrow" is written by me.
Hitomi put the gun down, and walked out. She saw Rin sitting in the rain, "Come on. Shoot with me." Hitomi whispered, as she brought the crying girl into the gun shack, as Hitomi called the place. She then handed Rin the gun, as she stood behind her again, "Your anger really brought out a lot of kill shots." Hitomi chuckled, as she rested her hand on Rin's stomach, soon Hitomi and Rin's eyes connected, and before long, their lips connected. Slowly Hitomi felt Rin's fingers run through her brunette tresses, and only from their kiss heated up. Hitomi slowly made Rin lower the gun, and she propped the girl onto the place where the gun would rest. She kissed Rin with something that Hitomi hadn't felt in a long time. She slowly pulled away, she chuckled as she saw how beet red Rin was, "My my someone is red." Hitomi teased, "You were my first kiss with a girl. And I feel like its a drug now. I want more." Hitomi chuckled, "Kidding." She stuck out her tongue.
Rin smirked, "Then let us get back to shooting." Rin flipped Hitomi off, as she jumped down, and grabbed the gun. She put on the protective gear and once again began to start shooting,
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After about two hours, Kagome saw Hitomi and Rin return, "Hey you two." Kagome stated, as she sighed, "Can I remove this fucking thing?" Kagome asked, as she scoffed, "The wound wasn't even that deep." Kagome whispered, she watched Hitomi walk to her, then punch her in the shoulder, Kagome smirked, "Ow." She mocked, she had been in the sling for what seemed forever, but only two weeks. Kagome sighed, "I want to..." She was cut off, to a loud knock at the door, "Were you expecting anyone?" Kagome asked, both Hitomi and Kagome walked to the door, Kagome held a gun in her right hand,
"Whoa whoa!" A male stated, as put his hands up when the door was opened and he saw both girls aiming a gun at him, "We come in peace." He whispered, "My name is Kaito, and this is Len. We are now under protective custody. Dr. Zahra had people come at us. So they sent us away." Kaito whispered as he handed everything over,
Kagome gulped as she saw the name, "Hiro..." Kagome whispered,
"Yeah, that is my disguise name." Kaito smiled proudly, but watched Kagome turn and walk away.
"What's her problem?" Len chimed in,
"She...Has had a hard life." Hitomi whispered, "Anyway, I am Hitomi or Chiasa. And that was Kagome or Naoki. Naoki is her stage name. And Chiasa is mine." Hitomi giggled, but was almost knocked over, as the other Vocaloids ran to the two, and hugged them. Hitomi searched then saw Kagome walk out of the house through a side door, "Come in, and excuse me." Hitomi ran after Kagome, then watched her enter the barn with the instruments, "What are you doing..." Hitomi whispered, as she walked towards the barn,
"What, Hitomi?" Kagome asked,
"Are you about to sing? You..." Hitomi was cut off,
"Sing? Come on, I haven't sang since the band broke up. And I got that damn throat illness. And when it went away...Next minute I know, the band breaks up. Hizumi and I break up. Woe is me. Woe is me. I get knocked up at the age of eighteen. And the love of life gets shot and killed. My ex fiancee dies of Cancer. And I am put away to some fucked asylum. And what makes it better...I am only twenty-three!" Kagome sighed, "I am a Reserve in the police academy. I watch my boyfriend get shot and killed. I lose my twins. And when I am seventeen, I watch my girlfriend slowly fade away. Tell me, Hitomi...When does it get better?" Kagome asked, "When does the pain end? Am I meant to be alone? Because everyone who gets close to me, they either die, or leave me behind. I find it hard to believe that anyone could ever love me." Kagome mustered, as she sat down on a bench, "I want to go driving..." Kagome whispered, she watched Hitomi grin, "What?" Kagome asked, as she was dragged out of the barn and to the garage, Kagome's eyes widened, "Is that the new Bugatti?!"Kagome clapped her hands together, "Want to ride with me?" Kagome asked with an eerie grin,
"Your driving honestly scares me. But what the hell?! LETS GO!" Hitomi screamed in excitement, Hitomi and her sister got into the car, Hitomi felt nervous already as she heard the engine rev, "Oh, we are going to die." Hitomi thought, "Death is a coming." Hitomi whispered,
"Ah, come on its not going to be that bad." Kagome grinned,
"When you put it that way...Maybe I should get out." Hitomi whined, soon she saw Meiko and Luka come walking to the car that was now sitting out of the garage,
"Where are you two going?" Meiko asked,
"Places. I need to get the hell out. Talk to you later." Kagome stated, and drove off without another word. "Turn on the stereo, please." Kagome stated, then watched Hitomi pull out her iPod, "What are you putting it on?" Kagome asked,
"Faster by Within Temptation." Hitomi gleamed,
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Len, Rin, Kaito, Luka, Miku, Gumi, Miki and Meiko all sat down. And gossiped about everything and anything. And when Meiko was looking around, she spot a DVD, "Hey...What is this? It doesn't have anything on it." Meiko stated, as she knelt down, and grabbed the DVD, "Wanna watch it?" Meiko asked, they all shrugged then nodded. She saw Luka and Miku holding each other, and saw Miki and Gumi doing the same, "I want that so bad...With Kagome." Meiko thought, as she hit play after sliding the DVD into the slot, and soon they heard a crowd cheering, "Is this live?" Meiko asked, as she watched the video, she could hear everyone screaming for the band, 'Children Of Darkness'. Meiko tilted her head as her eyes went wide, "Is that...Kagome?!" Meiko watched everyone lean in, and their eyes widened, as they began to hear her sing. Her voice was gorgeous,
"I feel darkness holding onto my veins
Like ice slithering and coursing through my unholy sorrow
Why must I scream when no one is there to hear?!
Do I constantly dance with the darkness?
Tell me why I keep holding on
Do I satisfy your hunger?
With the taste of my deadly blood
Scream for me once, then twice. Then suck me dry.
I bury myself into the ground!
I bury the darkness within my heart
As I lay down to die
Does that make me ever so selfish?
Selfish Sorrow, ohhhhhh
I once heard you say I love you
Did that change to I hate you?
When you said I lied to you
I wanted to tell you I lied to you too
I can't scream, nor feel the blood linger away from me
I am so numb, baby, why can't you see?
That everything I did wasn't for you, but for me
Now as the bullet slowly goes in, I can finally...
I bury myself into the ground!
I bury the darkness within my heart
As I lay down to die
Does that make me ever so selfish?
Selfish Sorrow, ohhhhhh"
Soon Meiko turned off the DVD, "She is really good. I wonder why she stopped singing..." Meiko whispered,
"Maybe...She just wanted to pursue other venues." Len stated, as he sighed, "Its a shame, really. She could make a good Vocaloid." Len smirked,
"Its weird. Why didn't she tell us she was a singer? Is there more to Kagome...That we don't know? Or is everything that she told us was a lie...With a little bit of truth?" Luka asked,
"Pssh. I will say this...Kagome is hot." Kaito stated, then was pegged by a pillow, "Ow." Kaito stated, as he sighed, "Where is Hitomi and Kagome anyway?" He asked, he then watched them all shrug,
"Oh! Kagome and Hitomo went for a ride." Meiko sighed, as she watched Kaito walk to her, "What is it?" She asked, as she felt his lips press against her own. Her eyes slowly closed as she returned the kiss.
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Kagome was now in fourth gear, and was building up to fifth, "Wooohoo!" Kagome stated as she saw a turn, then she made the car drift, "Yeah baby!" Kagome screamed, she heard her sister giggling, "Oh, now you love it?" Kagome asked,
"Come on, sis! Can't you make this go any faster?" She asked, as they began to jam out to Faster by Within Temptation,
Kagome began as she smirked,
I can't see, cause it's burning deep inside.
Like gasoline, a fire running wild.
No more fear, cause I'm getting closer now.
So unreal, but I like it anyhow.
She then looked to her sister, who sang the next verse then they would sing the chorus together,
I go faster and faster and faster
and faster and faster and faster and faster.
I can't live in a fairytale of lies.
And I can't hide from the feeling cause it's right.
And I go faster and faster and faster and faster for love.
And I can't live in a fairytale of lies.
Hitomi took the next verse,
I can feel that you've mezmerized my heart.
I feel so free.
I'm alive, I'm breaking out.
I won't give in, cause I'm proud of all my scars.
And I can see I've been wasting too much time.
And they song the pre-chorus then the chorus part together, "Woohoo! I miss your voice, Kagome. Why did you have to stop singing? You were so good at it..." Hitomi stated,
"I stopped because I wanted to pursue other things." Kagome stated, as she now drifted the car once again. She stopped at a red light, and saw a couple of guys staring at the car. Kagome slowly rolled down the window, "Excuse me." Kagome stated, "Are there any cops patrolling now?" She asked with an innocent smile. She watched them gesture no, "Do you want race? Loser buys the winner dinner." Kagome grinned, the boys agreed. "Ready, sis?" Kagome revved the engine with an eager and eerie grin. Once the light went green, both cars were off. She saw the Ferrari trying to out race her. Kagome's eyes widened, she watched them slow down, as she she gripped the stick shift, she managed to drift around the corner, "Woohooo!" Kagome stated, as she now got the car going straight, as she drove faster through the city. "Come on, you bastards!" She stated as she saw them now in her review mirror. She looked around, as she saw a cut off. She drove against the stone road, "This...Is...B...Bumpy." Kagome stated,
"Ya think?" Hitomi asked is a sarcastic tone. Hitomi had to admit, Kagome was a rather good driver, even when she was going at unbearable speeds. Soon she saw the finish line. She then looked towards the guys next to them. Hitomi closed her eyes tight as she was watching Kagome going to cut them off, she heard a scream. Her eyes shot open fast,
"Yeah! Beat by two hot Asian babes!" Kagome chuckled as she got back into the car, "Where too boys?" She asked, she saw one of them write his number on a piece of paper, "I'll call you doll face." Kagome laughed, as she drove back home, she handed Hitomi the piece of paper, "Rip it up." Kagome stated, as she raced home. And once home, she slowly drove into the garage. Kagome watched Hitomi bolt away from the car, she immediately followed her, "Hitomi, what's wrong?!" Kagome asked as she walked into the house after her,
"What's wrong?! You nearly got us killed Kagome!" Hitomi was now pissed, "Wh...How can you be so reckless?!" Hitomi asked as she now snarled, "You were amazing...You had everything going for you! And you threw it all away. For what? To live in fucking misery?! So, what you...You lost your ex-fiancee. She died of Cancer. Then you lost...Your next fiancee, and he died protecting you! You lost twins. But guess what?! They are always there for you! But you can't have them be there for you, if you go out and do reckless shit...And get yourself killed! Kagome, you are only twenty-three! And I know it sucks to have all these things hit you constantly, with no way of stopping it. But you have to get over it. Kagome..Please." Hitomi walked to her sister, who was now crying,
"You are right...I keep doing things...But I want to feel alive. Every time, I find someone or something...To make me feel alive. I lose it all over again..." Kagome now looked towards Kaito and Meiko who were cuddling, "Hitomi..I need to be alone." Kagome whispered, as she walked to her room. She ripped of her leather jacket, then took off her shirt, "When I die, I want one more petal." Kagome whispered, as she sighed. Kagome didn't know what she was feeling, but she knew now to turn off whatever she was feeling. Kagome lowered herself to the bed. And looked up to ceiling. "Go...And leave me in the darkness..." Kagome began to sing, "Leave me in the depths of hell...With only a life filled of lies...Kiss me deadly. Let your venom suffocate me...Let your hands wrap around my neck...As you watch my life fade away from my bloodshot eyes..." Kagome stopped singing and sighed.