WARNING: This is a very depressing post. It reminds me of Strawberry Panic!((Anyone who has seen the anime Strawberry Panic! Will know what episodes I speak of.)) Anyway, there is one scene that will have an explicit scene. And the rest of that scene...Is like a crying or bawling sequence...I am already crying thinking and writing the scene. This scene will be about Kagome's ex's. But do not worry! All of the Vocaloid peeps, Hitomi and Kagome will be in this post. And you will find out why Kagome HATES the name Naoki...As well. And why Kagome wanted to name her daughter Chiharu. And the song: Broken Wings...Is written by me...
Everyone was sitting at the dining table, they were laughing. And having a good time. "I am sorry about last night." Meiko whispered, "I just don't think that...My relationship with Kagome and what we do behind the doors is anyone else's concern." Meiko stated, "And I am sorry for just jumping down people's throats, it wasn't fair." Meiko stated, as she now grabbed Kagome's hand beneath the table, "I love, Kagome. And always will." Meiko smiled towards her girlfriend,
"And I will always love Meiko." Kagome let their fingers intertwine, and they shared a kiss. Everyone was just happy that Kagome had grew a pair of cojones and managed to tell Meiko the truth. Kagome was hiding something though. Something that was so very dear to her. Kagome slowly stood, "I need to take a shower." Kagome stated, as she felt Meiko release her hand, "Join me." Kagome stated with a soft smile. She walked them to the shower. They stayed beneath the hot water, letting the water run to cold, "Oh shit shit shit...Cold!" Kagome exclaimed, as she jumped out of the shower, and Meiko followed, "We should so play truth or dare tonight." Kagome suggested,
"Alright. But if someone dares me to kiss someone. You better not flip shit." Meiko giggled, "And if anyone dares you to kiss someone else...I will try not to get jealous." Meiko leaned in and kissed her girlfriend. Meiko couldn't believe how lucky she was. Kagome had to be the hottest girl in the world. And Meiko was her girlfriend, "Well, when should we play the game?" Meiko asked, with a smirk,
"Tonight. After dinner." Kagome smiled, "I love you, Meiko." Kagome whispered,
"I love you too, Kagome." Meiko replied,
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"Truth or dare?! Are you nuts?! We have some jealous people in here!" Len exclaimed,
"Whatever. I mean seriously, we are all friends here." Kagome stated with a warm smile, and finally they were all in a circle. Hitomi was sitting next to Kagome, and on the other side of Kagome sat Meiko. Meiko was sitting next to Gumi and Gumi was sitting next to Miki. Miki was sitting next to Luka, and Luka was sitting next to Miku. Then Miku was sitting next to Len and Len was sitting next to Kaito. Then finally, Kaito was sitting next to Rin, and Rin was sitting next to Hitomi, "Alright. We all are sitting next to a good friend, and a lover. Awesome. I get the best one though. I am sitting next to my girlfriend, and my sister who is my best friend." Kagome stated, and gave a soft kiss to her sister's cheek, "Alright, I will go first." Kagome looked around, then picked on Rin. "Rin, truth or dare?"
"Uh...Dare!" Rin exclaimed,
"I dare you to kiss Miki. On the lips." Kagome smiled, as she watched Rin move to where he could kiss Miki, "WOOT! A kiss from a woman to a woman." Kagome laughed,
Rin shook her head, "Gumi, truth or dare."
"Dare." Gumi grinned, "I love challenges."
"I dare you to grope Kagome." Rin grinned evilly,
"Okay...that uhm is a bad challenge, Rin." Gumi stated, "I am sorry Meiko and Miki." Gumi stated, then grabbed Kagome's right breast, "There...And you are a bitch, Rin." Gumi now picked on Luka, "Luka, truth or dare?"
"Damn...Truth." Luka smiled,
"Wuss. Alright, you have to tell us, what sort of sexual fantasies you have for Miku." Gumi grinned,
"That is getting really personal...But...I have a fantasy were she ties me up. And takes me...And teases me. I also have a fantasy where her and I have sex in public. Like we almost did in the bathroom stall on Len and Rin's day." Luka was blushing, and Miku now hid herself into Luka's neck, as Miku was now blushing hard. Luka shook her head, "You are a bitch, Gumi. Alright, Miki truth or dare?"
"DARE!" Miki flailed with delight, "I am like Gumi, I love challenges!" Miki smiled,
"Alright, then you will have no troubles with kissing Kaito...With tongue." Luka grinned evilly,
"You are horrible!" Miki pouted, she then leaned in with Kaito, and kissed him with tongue then pulled away fast, "There!" Miki pouted more, "Miku, truth or dare." Miki smiled,
"Truth." Miku simply responded,
"You must tell us, if there was one thing you could change about Luka what would it be." Miki stated,
"Her crying...I mean the crying I made her do when I was hurting her." Miku lowered her eyes, she felt Luka hold her close, "Alright, Kaito truth or dare."
"Dare." Kaito smirked,
"I dare you to kiss Hitomi on the neck." Miku giggled,
"Miku that is evil!" Hitomi exclaimed, Hitomi then watched Kaito then felt his kiss on her neck, Hitomi rolled her eyes,
"Alright, Hitomi truth or dare." Kaito gleamed,
"Dare." Hitomi replied,
"I dare you to kiss your sister." Kaito smirked, he then watched Kagome and Hitomi kiss softly,
Hitomi smiled towards Len, "Truth or dare."
"Dare." Len smiled,
"I dare you to kiss, Rin" Hitomi stuck out her tongue, she then watched Len and Rin kiss. "Wow."
Len smiled cheekily, "Alright, Kagome, truth or dare."
"Truth." Kagome replied,
"You have to tell us what happened to Chiharu." Len smiled, then immediately faded away,
"WHY WOULD YOU ASK THAT?!" Hitomi looked towards Kagome, knowing that the rules of the game, she had to tell them. "Kagome..." Hitomi whispered, "You..." She was cut off,
"I was fifteen...And she was so beautiful...It was like we clicked...Or something, because she helped me like I helped her..." Kagme began to tell the story of her first love. She had lied, Hizumi was guy she dated for a brief time. Chiharu? She was the one that took everything from Kagome, and Kagome took everything away from Chiharu.
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Kagome sighed, as her and her sister were transferred to a new school, "I hate this!" Kagome exclaimed, "Its like everything...Sucks." Kagome pouted, as she saw her sister smile, "Why are you smiling?" Kagome asked,
"We can have a new life, Kagome-chan! And we can finally move on from our past." Hitomi gleamed, as she skipped to her class. Hitomi was happy,
Kagome sighed, as she walked to her first class. And in the middle of the class sat this beautiful girl. She had brown hair, with soft brown eyes. She was like a doll almost, perfect in every single way. Except, she had no cracks, Kagome saw that the seat next to the female was the only one open, "C..May I sit here?" Kagome asked, and heard the girl giggle,
"Of course." The girl finally looked at Kagome, once their eyes connected there was an immediate spark, "M...My name is Nakashima Chiharu." She smiled,
"An...And I am...Takahashi Kagome." Kagome blushed, as she knew she had stuttered. Kagome was handed a Math book, "Ugh...I don't understand this stuff." Kagome mustered, she heard a desk being dragged to be right next to her,
"Then I will help you!" Chiharu gleamed and exclaimed. Chiharu began to help Kagome with every single Math problem. There was something about Kagome, that made Chiharu blush uncontrollably. "Do...You...Get it now?" Chiharu asked, with a smile. Her smile was so warm, and soft. She watched Kagome nod. Chiharu heard the bell, "Here, call me sometime." Chiharu whispered, as she stood and dragged the desk back to the right place. She walked out of the classroom.
Kagome held the piece of paper with a number written on there, Kagome smiled, as she walked out of the classroom. A few days had passed since they had met. But they were already hitting things off. And Kagome nor Chiharu could stop smiling. Everything just seemed so perfect. Kagome wanted to be more just than friends. But she wasn't sure if Chiharu was straight, bi, or lesbian. And that is not a question most don't ask, but Kagome was feeling brave, "I...I...Uhm...Was wo..." Kagome was cut off,
"Yes, Kagome-chan. I would love to be your girlfriend." Chiharu stated, "I have been waiting for you to ask for awhile now." Chiharu now giggled, as she took Kagome's hand into her own. "My parents know I have a crush on you, and know that I am a lesbian. Do not worry, Kagome-chan. I promise to always be here for you." Chiharu smiled, as she leaned into Kagome's arms. Chiharu could actually say that she was falling in love with Kagome. Everything was perfect to a T. "Kagome-chan...If I asked for a kiss...What would you say?" Chiharu asked,
Kagome smiled, as she leaned in, her right hand was placed on the nape of Chiharu's neck, "I would say, you never had to ask." Kagome whispered, before pressing her lips against Chiharu's. Their kiss was like a lightning bolt, every moment that could be, slowed down for Kagome and Chiharu, as their kiss lingered for a few moments. Kagome dared herself, and slowly let her tongue intertwine with Chiharu's. She felt Chiharu's arms wrap around her neck. Kagome slowly pulled away from the kiss and rested her forehead against Chiharu's. She had found love.
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After about five months dating. Chiharu looked towards Kagome, who was working hard on her assignment, "K..Kagome-chan..." Chiharu whispered,
"Yes, Chiharu?" Kagome smiled towards her girlfriend,
"I...I was wondering...If you want...To...To.." Chiharu was now blushing,
"What is it, Chiharu?" Kagome asked with the warmest smile,
"W...To...Uh...Mak...Make love..." Chiharu mustered, "It..." Chiharu was cut off, as they now shared a soft kiss that only intensified, Chiharu felt Kagome lead them to the bed, "I...I am scared." Chiharu whispered against Kagome's lips, "This is my first time. What if I am bad at it?" Chiharu asked,
"Its my first time too, Chiharu-chan." Kagome stated with a soft smile, "And we can suck together." Kagome chuckled at how wrong that comment sounded. And soon they were kissing ever so softly. Kagome felt the fingertips of Chiharu slowly tuck beneath her shirt, and slowly began to slide off her shirt. Kagome rose her arms, and let the shirt fall away from her body. She helped Chiharu take off her bra. And soon Kagome was fully exposed from waist up. Kagome then took off Chiharu's top and bra. "You are so beautiful." Kagome mustered, as she leaned down and kissed Chiharu softly. She slowly let her fingers trail down Chiharu's frame, she heard a heave, "Are you okay?" Kagome asked, and watched Chiharu nod. She then took off Chiharu's skirt and panties. Then Chiharu did the same for Kagome. "Okay...Here I go." Kagome stuttered as she was now getting really nervous,
"I love you, Kagome." Chiharu stated,
"I love you too, Chiharu." Kagome whispered, as she slowly pushed a finger into Chiharu, she heard her grunt in pain, "Oh...Oh my god, I am so sorry." Kagome whispered,
"Its okay. We both know its going to hurt." Chiharu stated, as she leaned up and kissed Kagome,
Kagome immediately returned the kiss, and slowly began to thrust her single finger in and out of Chiharu. She heard the grunts of pain, go to moans of pleasure. Kagome continued the kiss, as she continued to thrust her finger in and out of Chiharu. Surely, they were new at this. But this moment was so sweet. They were losing their virginity's together. And Kagome had found the love of her life, and such a young age. She didn't care, she could see her marrying Chiharu. Kagome smiled against Chiharu's lips, as she felt the vibrations of Chiharu moaning against her lips. She soon felt Chiharu release her juices. And when Kagome pulled her finger out, she saw blood, "Oh my god...I am so..." Kagome was cut off as Chiharu kissed her,
"Its okay...We knew that this would happen." Chiharu stated, as she lowered Kagome onto her back. She immediately kissed Kagome, as she slowly pushed a finger into Kagome, she heard a gasp of pain, "Kagome...I am sorry." Chiharu whispered, she felt Kagome's hands rest on her arms,
"Make love to me." Kagome whispered, as she moaned softly,
"I will." Chiharu whispered, as she began to thrust in and out of Kagome slowly. She didn't want to hurt her girlfriend. She began to thrust a little harder, but not much. And she began to pick up the pace. After a few moments of thrusting in and out of Kagome, Chiharu felt Kagome's juices roll over her fingers. She saw the blood, and now she did what Kagome did, "I am so sorry..." Chiharu whispered, as she felt Kagome kiss her,
"We knew this would happen." Kagome repeated Chiharu's earlier statement. Chiharu and Kagome cuddled. And even when Chiharu's mother came home and went to check on them. She just smiled and closed the door, and let them sleep.
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Both Chiharu and Kagome knew that they were meant to be. Chiharu was head over heels in love with Kagome. And Kagome felt the same way about Chiharu. Their love was completely beautiful. And people envied their relationship. Kagome decided to ask Chiharu's parents if she could have Chiharu's hand in marriage. And Kagome was blown away, that they had said; 'Yes'. Kagome was ready to start a new chapter in her life with Chiharu.
Kagome took Chiharu to a beautiful area by the ocean, "Chiharu...I need to ask you a serious question." After that statement, Kagome went seriously quiet,
"What is it? Kagome-chan, you are scaring me." Chiharu stated,
"I have fallen in love with you. And I think I ...No I know I have been in love with you since I met you. There is and always be something about you that makes me so happy. And that makes me can't breathe, when I am around you." Kagome now lowered herself to one knee, "No matter how far we have come, I know I want...I need to go further with you. Into our beautiful future together. And I never want to lose you. Never. And I already asked your parents. So before I ask, I want you to know. I will always love you. I will always need you. And I will always give you my heart." Kagome whispered, as tears began to run down her face, "Nakashima Chiharu, will you marry me?" Kagome waited, as she now saw Chiharu crying,
"YES! TAKAHASHI KAGOME! I WLL MARRY YOU!" Chiharu literally jumped into her now fiancee's arms. She watched the ring slowly slide onto her finger. Chiharu knew now, that this was fate and her destiny. But when things seem so bright, the fire burns out.
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Kagome ran to the hospital, "What's going on?!" Kagome asked,
Naoki saw Kagome, "I am so sorry, sweetie. But Chiharu has been diagnosed with Cancer. And they are only giving her three weeks." Naoki immediately hugged Kagome, "She wants to see you." Naoki whispered,
Kagome pulled away, and then walked in, "Hey..." Kagome whispered,
"Kagome!" Chiharu said cheerfully, "I will beat this dumb Cancer. And we will have our happy ending." Chiharu giggled, she watched Kagome come closer to her, and they hugged and shared a kiss. Chiharu wasn't going to give up, she couldn't. Kagome was her life, and she needed to be in Kagome's life. As time progressed, Chiharu kept getting worse and worse. Kagome had stayed by Chiharu, and would read to her. Chiharu just loved being around Kagome, and she would laugh at the funny parts of the story, "Kagome..." Chiharu whispered, as she knew her time was coming close, "I want you to have this." Chiharu whispered,
"I can't take that. Thats your guitar..." Kagome whispered,
"I don't have long to live, Kagome. And I want you to always have a piece of me." Chiharu stated with a smile, "I know I will always be in your heart. But I want something physical that you can hold, and play." Chiharu smiled, as she saw Kagome take the guitar, "Kagome, promise me something." Chiharu whispered,
"Anything." Kagome whispered,
"Don't ever stop being yourself. And let more people in. And never forget me. Please. I love you. Kagome, you will always be my one and only. And I will never forget all that you have done for me. Kagome, promise me, even in the hardest times, you will smile. And think of me." Chiharu stated, "Kagome, promise me this." Chiharu looked at Kagome, "And one more thing you will never stop writing and singing." Chiharu smiled,
"I promise. I love you so very much, Chiharu. Please...Fight harder. I can't lose you." Kagome felt Chiharu's hand take her own, she was pulled down and they kissed, tears rolled from Kagome's face, onto Chiharu's. "Chiharu! No no!" Kagome fell to her knees, as the alarm 'Code Blue' echoed the hallways, "CHIHARU!" Kagome screamed, "P...Please...PLEASE COME BACK!" Kagome screamed louder, "PLEASE! I LOVE YOU! I CAN'T BE WITHOUT YOU!" Kagome just sat there, everything went blank, and slow at the same time. Kagome gripped the guitar hard, as she watched the doctors CPR and to shock her back to life. Then she watched the sheet raise up and over Chiharu, "NO!" Kagome screamed, her heart broke into a million pieces. Kagome just stayed there, she slowly stood, and pulled the sheet off of Chiharu. She just kept looking at the love of her life. "Chiharu...I will never forget you. You will always have my heart. And even if I fall for someone else. They will never come close to you." Kagome whispered, Kagome looked down at the ring, and she would never take off the ring.
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Everyone stood there in front of Chiharu's grave. Everyone listened to the mother cry and try to speak. Then everyone looked to Kagome, she had Chiharu's guitar in her hand, "I...I..." Kagome tried to get the words out, "I...I wrote a song..." Kagome took a deep breath, as she began to sing;
Even in my darkest hours
I still see you standing there
With a soft smile on your lips
Telling me it will be okay
How can I see this?
When you are gone, and I am still here
You, and you will always be the one
I can't see my life without you, my one true love
If I feel the rain
I know its the sky crying
I wish the tears would go away
And you would walk back into my life
Chiharu, I will always love you
Backed into a corner
I hear the angels sing
Asking for your hand
And when you left, my heart shattered
I can't imagine you not here
Reality seems like a fantasy
And my dreams feel so real
You are there in my dreams, can I sleep forever?
If time would let me go back
I would make sure you would never leave
I wouldn't have taken our time for granted
You are the light in my life, even when darkness falls
Chiharu...I will always love you
I beg the Gods
Please let her come back
Let her be the one, that keeps me going
Let her live, and take me
She has so much in this life
And she means the world to me
I love you Chiharu!
And my love will never leave
If there was one wish I could make
I would wish that the Heavens would open up
And bring you back to all of us
Please never forget us, Chiharu
Chiharu...I will always love you
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"Now you all..." Kagome had to let Hitomi finish, as she ran out of the house and to the barn. She immediately collapsed to her knees, "I LOVE YOU CHIHARU!" Kagome screamed, "Why...Why couldn't I go with you?! Why?!" Kagome grabbed the guitar, and hugged the instrument close to her body, "Please...Tell me what to do...I need you so bad...I love you so much." Kagome continued to cry. Her heart would and will always be Chiharu's.
"Chiharu." Hitomi bit down on her bottom lip, trying to stop herself from crying, "Gave Kagome that guitar, that you broke, Kaito. Every moment she was with Chiharu, I had never seen my sister smile so much. And she still doesn't..." Hitomi stopped, "Please Meiko do not take of any offense. But Kagome will never smile like that again. Chiharu was her first, not Hizumi. Chiharu is Kagome's first love. First kiss. And obviously, her first time being intimate. I am sorry, Meiko. But her heart will always belong to Chiharu. Because she is her first. However, you will always be part of her heart. Kagome, had never felt love like that. Chiharu was her everything, and she was taken away from Kagome and her family. The reason she hates the name Naoki, is because...After Chiharu's death, Naoki couldn't speak to Kagome, and she ended up ending her life. So, Kagome was hit with a double blow, because Naoki was like a mother to Kagome. And Chiharu would be the name of her daughter, if she ever has one." Hitomi lowered her eyes, and tears began to fall, "I loved Chiharu as well. As a really good friend. And she will always be in my heart as well. Because she is the sweetest girl I have ever met. Besides Rin." Hitomi broke down crying, "Why did you have ask that, Len?" Hitomi asked, as she began to cry into Rin. Hitomi saw Meiko get up, "Don't...Leave Kagome alone. She needs to be alone." Hitomi whispered, "Please...Do not bother her." Hitomi stated, as there was nothing but crying in the room,
"Please...Chiharu...Please...Come back to me." Kagome held onto the guitar, tightly, as if she would let the guitar go, everything would be gone. Kagome slowly got up, and went into a back room, and looked at all of the pictures of her Chiharu, "Please...I need you." Kagome cried only harder, as she held the pictures of and the guitar. Kagome could never get the true love of her life back, and her heart would and will always scream for Chiharu, "I love you, Chiharu..I love you, Nakashima Chiharu..." Kagome literally cried until she passed out. Love can be a very painful thing to remember. And now, Kagome was suffering.