A Change In You Chapter LXIII, a vocaloid fanfic

ATTENTION: The song; Porcelain Doll and Cheers To That Drunken Bitch was written by me. The capped areas are Kagome, going all screamo. So yeah. And you will all know who she is singing too. Oh, yeah. The song names mentioned, I have already written out, however, I will be posting them in later chapters :D

Kagome slowly awoke, she saw that she was sandwiched between Rin and Hitomi. But as she sat up, she saw everyone sleeping on the floor, "Did I get plastered so much...That I did...All these people?" Kagome thought as she looked, and saw her clothes still on, "Wake up..." Kagome stated, "WAKE UP!" She now screamed, she watched everyone wake up, "What are you all doing here?" She asked

"We all..Wanted to make sure you were okay, Kagome-sama." Rin whispered, "Did...We upset you?" Rin asked,

"No, Rin of course not." Kagome smiled, this soft beautiful smile, "Thank you. To everyone...It means a lot to me." Kagome stated, as she slowly popped her back, "Were you two comfortable?" She asked Rin and Hitomi, they both nodded, "How about all of the peeps that slept on the floor?" She asked, and saw them all nod, "Why did you do this for me? You hardly know me." Kagome asked, then made a statement afterwards,

"We wanted you to know that we are here for you." Miku began, "Kagome, I will admit when I first met you. I was frightened. You were stand offish...And carried a gun. And that alone scared me. But you grew on me, all of us. Because you are kind. And you willing gave up your life to save us. And in the process save yourself. You saved so many that day. And people love you. But not because you were a hero. Its because of your heart." Miku smiled, "If it wasn't for you. I wouldn't be here, with Luka. If it wasn't for you, we wouldn't be sitting here looking at you. And what Meiko did...Is wrong. Luka and I ended our friendship with her. Because you have been there for us more than she ever has, and will ever be." Miku continued, "So, please do not think no one cares about you. Because if we didn't. We wouldn't be here, making sure that when you woke up, you would see happy, and smiling faces." Miku smiled,

"She is right." Now Luka chimed in with a smile, "Kagome, you do not have to go through this alone. We are all here for you." Luka stated, "So, do not think you don't have friends. I literally gave up a friendship with a girl, that I have practically known all my life. And seeing, I did give this all up. Shows that I see you as more of a true friend." Luka smiled, "Its not because..." Luka took in a deep breath, "Because she raped me. Because she plays a really good puppeteer. And messes with people's emotions. And how is that fair? I mean...I know you did. But you never went that far. I hate Kaito as well. And I am glad that we are miles away from them..." Luka whispered, "Kagome, we are your friends." Luka smiled,

"Thank you. All of you." Kagome smiled, as she slid out of the bed, "I am going to get coffee after I take a shower. Anyone want anything?" She asked,

"Yes!" They all stated at the same time,

"Write what you want. I know what Hizumi and Hitomi want." Kagome grinned, Kagome, Hizumi, and Hitomi drank the same thing. She walked to the bathroom, and took about a thirty-minute shower. When she walked out of the bathroom, she was back looking just amazingly hot. Kagome smiled, as she saw the list, "Alright, be back." Kagome winked, as she walked out of door then went down the elevator. She was jamming out to one of her favorite songs. What she didn't know, was people were taking pictures of her. And they knew at one point Kagome was wearing a ring, and now the ring was missing. Kagome walked into the coffee shop. Everyone immediately began to squeal, she chuckled to all of the fans. She ordered her coffees, then left. Kagome shook her head, and rolled her eyes. She wanted to forget Meiko, and everything they had. But when Kagome returned, she saw her plastered against the TV.

"Is Meiko from Vocaloid and Takahashi Kagome from Locust over? Kagome who was sporting a band around her left ring finger, is no longer there. So, does this mean their fairy-tale romance is over? Or is there still time and room to rekindle their once heated romance? We hope to have answers soon. In other news, Kagamine Len and Kaito from Vocaloid have announced that they are no longer together. But are working things out. Hope that these four will manage to work things out."

Kagome turned off the TV, "Now this is one thing I haven't missed." Kagome chuckled, then took a sip of her White Chocolate Mocha with a shot of Caramel. "So...I wrote a new song." Kagome handed them the lyrics, and the music sheet, "I want to play this song tonight. Please." Kagome showed them the lyrics, they were just blown away, "Good?" Kagome asked,

"These are fucking brilliant!" Hizumi exclaimed, "I love them!" He smiled, as he now grabbed Kagome, and pulled her down, and gave her a nugie, "SAY MERCY!" Hizumi exclaimed,

"OW YOU ASSHOLE!" Kagome tried to free herself,

"MERCY! SAY IT!" Hizumi stated, he then felt he was in a head lock,

"Say you are my bitch! Say it, I am Kagome's bitch!" Kagome grinned,

"I am Kagome's bitch!" Hizumi was released, "Damn, you hurt my head." Hizumi pouted,

"Aww, what a cute pout, Hizumi." Kagome chuckled, as she walked towards the door, "Alright bitches, we gotta show."

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They took the stage. And soon everyone was cheering Luka's name. She was the opening act. And soon Locust took the stage, they sang a few songs: Darkness Falls, I Am Your Bitch, Protocol, Let The Darkness Eat Your Face, Cheers To That Drunken Bitch, Let The Death Bell Toll And Scream, and finally, Kagome sang her new song; Porcelain Doll. The hardcore guitar rifts began, the song sounded like Metal with Screamo mixed in. This song was defiantly fueled by hate:

Have you ever woke up one morning,
To see everything is gone?
Have you ever wondered
What went wrong wrong?

Listen to the winds
Of the broken night
As day breaks
Can you see the light?

LISTEN TO THE CRACKS FALLING
This is my broken heart, again
I BEG FOR LIFE
I BEG FOR MERCY
But my heart still breaks
I BEG FOR THE TRUTH
I BEG FOR MY HEART TO MEND
But I get lies...And I am
I am a porcelain doll

I hear the voices
Screaming my name
Here I am
Waiting to be tamed

The joys we once had
Die with my broken heart
Dreams will never come back
As you have torn them apart

The worse thing I have ever done
Was trust you with my heart
I gave you everything
Even my dying breath

But your kiss was poison
Spread like a virus within me
There is nothing left, can't you see?
YOU FINALLY BROKE ME!

Goodbye to what we had
Goodbye to what we had
Goodbye to what we had
Goodbye to what we had

Because I have finally cracked
My beautiful eyes now shatter
I have nothing left
But a broken memory

I am like an old doll
Ragged and rigid
There is nothing left to see
But a broken...Broken..BROKEN HEART!

I am...
I am...
I am...
I am...
I am...
I AM A BROKEN, SHATTERED PORCELAIN DOLL!

Everyone was chanting Locust, Locust, Locust. Everyone had seemed to fall in love with this band. Who would have thought Kagome getting her act straight, would become the next big thing, with the band Locust.

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Meiko was watching Locust and Luka. She smiled to the song, Cheers To That Drunken Bitch. The song she found amusing. She then heard Porcelain Doll chime on, and immediately she knew who the song was for. She lowered her head in shame, and began to cry. She kept looking at the ring. She needed Kagome back. And in order to do that, first person she was going to try mend things with, Len. She needed to let him know, that she was the one who initiated things. "I have to fix this." Meiko thought, she got off of the couch, and left her penthouse. And ran down the hall, she made sure she looked her best, even the thing that couldn't stay up at best, was her heart. She banged on Len's door, "LEN! OPEN UP!" She screamed,

"What the hell do you want?!" Len asked with anger in his tone, "What could I possibly want to discuss with you?" Len asked, as his eyes narrowed,

"Len, its my fault. I did it. I was drunk that night. Kaito took me home, he was about to leave, and I grabbed him. And I am the one who fucked him. I could tell that he wasn't into it. But I needed that...Connection. Len...Kaito isn't at fault. Its me. Not him." Meiko whispered, "I know you will hate me forever and ever. But please do not hate Kaito for the mistake I forced him to commit." Meiko whispered, she then lowered her head, then felt her head being lifted up,

"I forgive you, Meiko." Len stated as he searched her eyes, "But the one person, who will probably never forgive you, is Kagome. You know this right?" Len asked, "She has removed the ring. And what Rin told me, she refuses to wear the ring." Len sighed, "You didn't have to do this. I found out, Masumoto-san, wanted us to go out there with them as well. He talked to the manager that manages Locust...Vocaloid will be singing with them. Why do you think Rin and Miku went with them?" Len asked, "All you had to do was wait. But you are so damn selfish. You only think about yourself and your needs. Did you not think like that when you raped, Luka?" Len asked, Len then smirked as he leaned up his doorframe, "Imagine that raw drunk sex you could have had with Kagome...You and her are into kinky shit, right? Imagine how far it would have gone, if you had waited. Bummer for you, right?" Len asked, "It doesn't matter, her and I are going to hang out, when I meet up with them tomorrow." Len chuckled, "Maybe I am bi, and I will get lucky. And steal away the girl you are so in love. Then you and Kaito will get a piece of the cake you two made." Len smirked, "No, I am not like you. I rather not be, tainted." Len grinned, "Oh...Thank you for your honesty. Now, go pack." Len stated, then slammed the door in Meiko's face,

Meiko's eyes widened, "I...I really fucked up." Meiko thought, then saw a limo driver in front of her door, "Can I help you?" Meiko asked,

"Yes, I am looking a Meiko, Kaito, and Len." He stated, "I have already picked up Gumi and Miki, and they are on their way to meet up with Locust." He smiled, "Are you ready?" He asked, he watched her head gesture no, "Well, then buy clothes there. We need to go." He stated, then knocked at Kaito's door, then Len's. They were ready, Meiko realized the paper she threw away, was the memo. Everyone piled into the limo, Len sat as far as away he could, in fact he sat in front with the limo driver, Meiko and Kaito didn't say a single word to each other. Once at the airport, they all got on the plane. After a few hours, they met up with Gumi and Miki. They stayed silent, they didn't even acknowledge Meiko or Kaito. However, Len, Gumi, and Miki were laughing, and humming; Cheers To That Drunken Bitch, "That is such a catchy tune!" Miki exclaimed, "I can't wait to sing with Locust. I swear Kagome and Hitomi did really well for themselves!" Miki stated with a happy tone, they now were at the hotel that Kagome, Hitomi, Dai, Akio, Michi, Hizumi, Luka, Miku, and Rin were at.

"We are wanting to see Locust." Gumi stated,

"Oh, yes, they are on the top floor. Their manager booked them the best rooms. I swear. The room that Kagome and Hitomi got, is hella expensive. But I love going up there, to just hear them sing, and play. Its pretty cool!" The desk manager stated, "Oh, right. Go to that elevator there." He pointed, "That is the only elevator that goes up there." He stated, soon the group went to the elevator,

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Kagome and the band was jamming out. Luka, Miku, and Rin were now singing back up,

Look at the girl at the bar
Fine as hell, but as a deep secret
Oh, baby, do tell me what you keep away
Can we play a game? You tell me your secret and I will tell you mine

Like a dog chasing a cat
Check out that ass, I can't stop looking
If we had one moment together
I could make you scream, SCREAM

Cheers to you, and you
Give me a drink to drown my pride
If these drinks keep coming the way they are
Soon I will be screaming out
CHEERS TO THAT DRUNKEN BITCH!

Look in the mirror, damn what a mess
Is my make-up really that smeared?
Ugh, I look like white trash
Is that why that girl was looking at me in disgust?

Hear the screams
That stall next to me is getting hot, oh so hot
Joy? What Joy?
I am stuck here alone again

Cheers to the girl next to her boy
Watch her look at everyone with desire
Watch her look at him with disgust
Soon we will be screaming
CHEERS TO THAT DRUNKEN BITCH!

Cheat cheat cheat!
Gotta hear the moans passing through the cracks
Is it over?
No, they are back together again

Scream, oh scream my name
Just a little more
Let us dream of this night together
When I am long and gone, you can scream

CHEERS TO YOU DRUNKEN BITCH!
Cheer cheer cheer cheer
Just a little longer
Cheer cheer cheer cheer
Just a little longer
Cheer cheer cheer cheer
CHEERS TO YOU DRUNKEN BITCH!

Kagome laughed at the end of the song, but the laughing and smiles stopped, when she saw Meiko, "Meiko...What the hell are you doing here?" Kagome asked, then saw Len, "LEN! My man!" Kagome ran to him, and immediately hugged him, "My gay homie." Meiko laughed, "Alright...Doll..." Kagome was stopped, when Meiko tapped her shoulder, and gestured her to walk into the bedroom, Kagome followed her, "What?" She asked,

"Look, Kagome. I am sorry! I really am. I don't know what else to say! I am trying to beg for forgiveness here!" Meiko stated, "Please..." Meiko went on this long and extended speech, and when she was done, Kagome yawned, then pulled out her gun,

"Here." Kagome stated, she pressed the barrel of the gun to her chest, "You already killed me emotionally, now kill me physically." Kagome looked towards Meiko,

"I can't..." Meiko whispered,

"Why not?! YOU DID IT PERFECTLY WELL WHEN YOU FUCKED KAITO!" Kagome screamed, everyone was by the door, "So, tell me! DID YOU LIE TO ME WHEN YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME?!" Kagome screamed,

"NO! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU KAGOME! I made a huge fucking mistake when hooking up with Kaito! ALRIGHT! I was a drunk idiot, and slept with him! I know! Slap me! DO WHATEVER!" Meiko grabbed her cheek, as Kagome slapped her,

"Never offer me to abuse you. I will always take it. Until I can forgive you." Kagome stated, as she went to leave, she felt her hand being grabbed by her ex,

"Please...Kagome look at me." Meiko whispered, she watched Kagome look at her, "Tell me you don't love me, and look into my eyes. And if you say it...I will never bother you again." Meiko now searched her eyes,

Kagome didn't say a word then finally whispered, "I can't say that...Because I love you...But I can't trust you." Kagome then went on, "I am sorry. Before I can even think about getting back with you. You will do the biggest favor and let go of my fucking hand." Kagome growled, as she walked away from Meiko who was now in the middle of the room crying, "I have cried enough tears for you." Kagome stated, then left the room, and saw Len and Kaito hugging, "Wow...That was fast." Kagome chuckled,

"I can't hold a grudge. And I love him. We were talking on the plane, because I was put to sit next to him...And I realized, as much as I hate him. I love him more. So, we are going to go slow." Len smiled, Kagome walked passed him with a smile,

"Alright, enough with the sad bullshit! TIME TO GET WASTED!" Kagome exclaimed loudly, and began to pour drinks. She knew that this night, she was going to just have fun, and forget Meiko is here...Or at least try. Trying is easy...Resisting, not so much.