Hello! I hope that all of you had an great year. I can't believe that another year has gone by so fast. So this chapter is a little different than the others, and it took me a while to figure out how to write all of it. It's my first time writing about this, so it may not be my best. Let me know what you think.

"Ashley." There was a gentle knocking at my door.

"It's open." I heard the small pitter-patter of Sid's tiny feet. He rested his chin on my desk and looked at the letters that I had been writing.

"What's that Ash?" he asked picking up one of the letters.

"It's nothing, just a little project that I'm working on for Spencer," I said taking the letter from him.

"So you and Spencer are going out tonight?"

"Yup," I said trying to get my lasts thoughts onto the page.

"What are you going to do?"

"Go into the city for the New Year's festival."

"Oh that sounds like fun," he said hopping onto my bed, "wish I could come."

"Hey, you get to hang with Noah," I said trying to cheer him up, "mom never let me hang out with my friends on holidays when I was little. You're a lucky kid."

"Really?" he said cheerfully.

"Yeah, I'm actually a little jealous that you get to hang out with friends."

"But you have Spencer!"

"I do don't I," I said smiling, "come on, let's go downstairs and get something to eat."

Sid jumped off the bed happily and we made our way downstairs. My parents were in the kitchen setting the table for dinner. Spencer and I had made plans to meet up at nine o'clock and head into the city. We were going to meet up with Chad and Alexis.

"Oh Ashley, could you do me a favor and take Sid to Noah's tonight?"

"Mom, I'm going into the city with Spencer tonight," I said scooping some food onto my plate.

"Ashley, it's on the way, plus your father and I have plans," my mother said. I could tell that she wasn't going to take 'no' as an answer.

"Fine, what time does he have to be there?"

"8:30." I groaned and sulked off. Great, thanks mom.

We eat dinner quietly. I was still pissed off that my mom was making me drive Sid to Noah's house, which by the way was in the complete opposite direction of the city. Now I have to change my plans with Spencer. After dinner was over my parents gathered their things and went to their friend's 'adult party', which basically means excessive drinking and not coming home until the morning. That's probably going to be what Spencer and I are doing tonight.

"Hey you ready to go Sid," I asked knocking on his door. He came out a few minutes later carrying all of his things. I grabbed his sleeping bag from the bed and followed him out to the car. I started to put the things into the car when Sid nudged me to get my attention.

"I thought I might save you the trouble of picking me," Spencer said.

"Spencer, hey," I said turning around quickly.

"Hi Spencer," Sid said coming up from behind me.

"Hey Sid, what are you up to?"

"Ashley's taking me to Noah's house," he said with a toothy smile.

"That sounds like fun. I wish my parents let me hang out on holidays when I was little," Spencer said returning the smile.

"You're like Ashley, she didn't get to hang out with friends either. She says I'm special."

"Okay, Sid, I think we should go, so we're not late," I said quickly. As soon as I said the word late he was in his seat buckled and ready to go. Both Spencer and I gave ourselves time to laugh.

The ride over Spencer and Sid talked about this new movie that came out. I watched as Spencer so easily interacted with Sid, like they were brother and sister. She showed so much interest in what Sid was talking about, or she might have been faking being interested, but either way she seemed to actually understand what he was talking about. Spencer's really good with children, and people in general.

When we pulled up into the driveway we all got out of the car because Sid insisted that we come inside and say 'hi'. Dana answered the door when Sid rang the doorbell.

"Ashley, Spencer, what a pleasure to see you to," she said opening the door wider. We filed into the house. Sid disappeared somewhere with Noah. Emily was in the kitchen with someone else and Jess and watching TV.

"It's nice to see you too," I said giving Dana a quick hug, "Hi Jess."

"Hey Ashley, Spencer," Jess said from the couch.

"So you two have any fun plans for New Years?" Dana asked.

"Yeah we were actually on our way into the city," Spencer said.

"Oh that sounds wonderful, Emily and Carmen we actually just about to head out too," Dana said motioning to the kitchen. Sure enough the person that was in the kitchen with Emily was Carmen. They appeared a few minutes later and gave us a small greeting.

"You going into the city too?" Emily asked as she grabbed her coat. I nodded and followed them outside.

"Do you guys want to ride with us?" Spencer offered. She didn't ask me, but I'm cool with whatever.

"Sure," Carmen said shrugging her shoulder, "if that's okay with you Ashley."

"Sure," I said opening the door to my car, "hop in."

When we were all settled in, Spencer put in a CD that she had brought with her. Music started to blast from the speakers. The drive into the city was full of singing out loud, talking, laughing, getting to look into Spencer's beautiful blue eyes. When we pulled into the parking lot none of us wanted to get out. It was nice just the four of us together, felt like a family.

"I'll call you," Emily said getting out of the car with Carmen.

"If I don't pick up, meet back here at two?"

"Sounds good," she said grabbing Carmen's hand and disappearing into the crowd of people passing by. I sat and enjoyed the warmth of the car, and Spencer of course.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked looking over at Spencer, who had her thinking face on.

"You," she said softly while blushing a little. I leaned in and gave her a gentle kiss on the lips.

We eventually go out of the car and headed toward the center of the city. Spencer got in contact with Chad and Alexis, who we were going to meet at the center. It took us about an hour to find each other, seeing as neither of us stayed in same spot.

"Spencer Carlin, you're one hard woman to find," Chad said grabbing Spencer around the waist. She gave a squeal of surprised before we realized that it was only Chad.

"What can I say?" Spencer said shrugging her shoulders and giving him a proper hug.

"Ashley, nice to see you again," Alexis said swooping me into a hug.

"God it feels like forever."

"True dat sister," Chad hollered. Oh Chad.

"Come on, we know this great place," Alexis said pulling us towards the building. We followed them into what seemed like a high-end gay bar. The guy didn't even card us, but that could have been because he was too busy looking at Chad's ass. Now this isn't the first time that I have been into a gay strip club, but from the looks of it, I think that this is Spencer's first time. But, hey, there is a first time for everything, right?

Alexis ordered us a few drinks and we followed Chad to a table that was next to a female striper. I took the seat closet to the stage; don't want anyone touching my girl. Alexis came back a few moments later with our drinks.

"Ash," I heard Spencer whisper into my ear, "can we be alone?" I glanced at her and raised my eyebrow. Did she just say what I thought she said? She slapped my lightly on the leg. Guess not.

"Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, I just…um…"

"Feel uncomfortable?" I offered. Her face turned a bright red and she nodded discreetly. I pulled out my phone and started to pretend to text someone. I waited a few seconds before looking up at Chad and Alexis, who were enjoying their view.

"I'm really sorry about this, but the people that we drove in with need to leave," I said finishing off my drink.

"Oh, that's okay. It was great meeting up with you too," Chad and Alexis said getting us and giving us hug.

We said our quick goodbyes before hurrying out of the strip club. The cold air felt fresh in my lungs. Spencer was holding onto my hand and pulled me into the center of the city. We stood there and listened to the music around us.

"Thanks Ashley," Spencer wrapping her arms around me.

"Anything for you," I said giving her a kiss. The warmth of her lips spread through out the entirely of my body. We slowly began to sway to the beat of the music, enjoying each other company. I never took my eyes off of Spencer's while she was in my arms.

The center of the city erupted with light. The panels on the store lit up with the count down. The people's attention turned to the countdown, screaming out the numbers.

"Ten, nine, eight…"

Spencer's eyes were fixed on mine and there was a small smile creeping onto her lips.

"Seven, six, five…"

"Spencer, you've made my the happiest person in the world."

"Four, three, two…"

"I love you Ashley," Spencer said capturing my lips in a passionate kiss.

"One."

Her lips were attacking mine. I managed fine the doorknob, before Spencer pushed me through the door. Her lips were soft and gentle as they trailed down my neck. I couldn't help but let out a moan. I grabbed Spencer's legs and hooked them around my waist before ascending the stair. Once we entered my room she pushed me up gently against the closed door. With every kiss that she planted on my lips, my heart beat uncontrollably. Her tongue grazed along the bottom of my lip wanting access. Our tongues fought for dominance, as we made our way into the room. We broke apart for a minute, to get air.

I laid her gently on the bed before lying down next to her. She baby blue eyes were staring intently back at me. Spencer began to plant small kiss along my neck and down my shoulder. Every place her lips touched, left an unmistakable tingle. Only Spencer could make me feel that way.

"Spence?" I asked rolling over so that I was staring down at her.

"I'm ready Ash," she said confidently, "I have been ever since I met you, I just didn't know it then. You're the love of my life, and I wouldn't want to share this moment with anyone else," she said before reconnecting out lips.

I felt her hands slip under my shirt. Her hands caressed my stomach as they moved upward. She gently tugged on the shirt, before pulling it over my head. Her hands grasp my hips and pull me downwards, making my leg slip in between hers. Spencer gasped as my leg made contact. She started to fumble with the belt on my jean, and soon they were successfully off. Spencer's lips were attacking mine, as I gently pulled off her jeans.

Spencer wrapped her arms around my neck before swiftly turning us over so that she was straddling me. Her fingers raked down my stomach as she left trails of oh so sweet kisses. I hoisted myself up and wrap my hands around Spencer's sides. I looked in her eyes for approval. She nodded and I slowly began to unclasp her bra. She left it fall to the ground. I sat there in awe. She truly is the most beautiful, perfect girl to ever walk into my life. Both of my hands gently cupped each breast. They were the softest and most precious things that I've ever touched. She gasped softly as I planted gently kiss upon them before sucking on them slowly. Spencer rested her chin gently on my head as I continued to caress her harden nipple. Soft moans echoed from her lips.

I gently pushed Spencer back down onto the bed, and let my weight rest upon her. She let out a gasp as our bodies touched.

"Ashley," she gasped out as I trailed kissed down her toned stomach. "Ashley."

I pulled myself up so that I was face to face with Spencer. She had this glow in her eyes that I have never seen before, a look of desire and pleasure.

"I'm right here," I whispered in her ear.

"Just, u-um," she stammered her cheeks turning bright red.

"It's okay Spencer, I'm right here. You don't have to be afraid. If anything happens just tell me."

"I love you Ashley," she said nodding.

"I love you so much Spencer," I said kissing her precious lips before making my way down.

I planted a row of kisses along the edge of her underwear, before placing my thigh in between. She arched her back and let out a pleasurable moan. Even at the sight of her I was already dripping. Spencer's hands found her way to me and pulled towards her. I started to pull my thigh away from her, but she pushed it back. She crashed her lips onto mine and started to buck harder and harder against my leg.

Spencer let out a moan as continue to buck harder and harder. I would have cum right there and then, but what's the fun in that.

"Ashley…please…" Spencer moaned breathlessly.

I let myself sink down and stare at the beauty before me. I glanced at Spencer, and her nodded. My fingers grazed the lace that covered what I most desired, before gently pulling them off. Have I mentioned that was beautiful in every way.

"Spence…" I whispered pulling myself towards her lips. She nodded once more. I let my right hand slowly slide down her body as I captured her lips in a passionate kiss. "Look at me Spence."

Her eyes were locked on mine. Those ocean blue eyes I could stare at for the rest of my life. I felt Spencer's breath shutter as I got closer and closer. When my fingers made contact with her warm center, she arched her back and let out a longing moan.

"A-ash! God!" I massaged the little bundle of nerves beneath my fingers as Spencer writhed beneath me. Every moment was pleasurable. She fingers wrapped around the sheet, crumpling them within her fists.

I positioned myself between her legs again, leaving a trail of kiss along her thigh before lowering myself down. I couldn't resist anymore and neither could Spencer. I brought my lips down to her warm wet center.

"ASH!" she cried out in pleasure. I take her small bundle of nerves between my lips and suck, working with my tongue. Spencer bucked beneath me. Her chest rose and fell quickly. Moans escaped her beautiful lips.

I rose to meet her beautiful eyes, while massaging her with my fingers. Her eyes were shut, and she was biting her lip.

"Spencer," I whispered. Her eyes shot open. I searched in her eyes for permission and in no time I was granted access.

You're beautiful," I whispered into her ear before sliding one finger into her.

"ASHLEY!" she moaned out in ecstasy. Her nailed dug into my back as she threw her head back, leaving her neck perfectly exposed. My lips attacked every inch that I could get, sucking and gently nipping. I felt Spencer lift her hips, asking for more.

"Please…Ash…." She moaned. I lifted my head, resting it upon hers, and kissed her with all the love that I owned. I gazed into her thirsty eyes, knowing that she needs more. Without breaking eyes contact, I added another finger.

"God…" Her body arched once more against mine. Her breath quickened. She groaned, pushing further and further onto my fingers. I felt her starting to tighten around my fingers. I added a third fingered and pumped faster and faster almost sending her over the edge.

"F-fuck Ashley!" Hearing her cry out my name only drove me to pleasure her more. I curled my fingers inside of her, bringing her closer and closer to her climax.

Spencer right hand slide down my stomach, before finding my warm center, and sliding into me.

"Spencer…" I gasped out. I shut my eyes as I felt her slide another finger into me. She felt so good. I knew it wouldn't take me long to lose it. Spencer matched my rhythm, as we both quickened the pace.

I feel her walls becoming tighter and tighter. I kept pushing as she cries out, and I kept pushing until she got her sweet release.

"Ashley!" she screamed in ecstasy. I continued to slide in and out of her until her rode out her orgasm.

Her body trembled under me for a moment, before she flipped us over. I felt my back hit the mattress. Spencer wasted no time. She was already attacking my center with gentle kisses.

"Spence…" I let slip from my lips as she sucked on my bundle of nerves.

"You're beautiful Ashley," she said before sliding two fingers into me.

"Fuck!" I screamed out, as I felt my back arch. She pumped her fingers faster and faster. I knew that it wouldn't take me long.

All the while Spencer had her eyes locked on mine. She added a third finger sending me over the edge. Now it was my turn to scream out in ecstasy.

"Spencer!" I felt my mind go completely blank, as my body was filled with warmth. Spencer rode out my orgasm together, before withdrawing her fingers.

Her body collapsed onto mine. Her breath was heavy and irregular. We lay there until our breathing had evened out. A few minutes later Spencer moved to curl up next to me. I wrapped one arm around her shoulder, while she took the other in hers. I watched as she played with the ring on my finger that she had given to me for our anniversary. She was quiet for a few seconds, as if she had gotten distracted.

"Is this from the accident?" she asked her fingers caressing the scar tissue. I nodded.

"How have I not scene this?"

"I-I don't like to let people see it, so I cover it up with make-up," I said glancing down it. Most days I did cover it up a little before practice. I know that it sound bad, but I didn't want to be reminded of what happened.

"Why?" she asked placing a gentle kiss.

"I don't want to be reminded of that day. It's too painful, and I don't want other people to ask me questions about it. I want to remember the good things that we shared together, and not be reminded of…how everything ended."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean t-"

"It's okay, Spence. Things happen. That's how nature works. But the best thing is that…because of this, I met you."