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Catching a glimpse of the tattoo that was splayed across Pippa's abdomen he remembered the night they had spent together, he felt ashamed for what he had done to Pippa and for ruining his lifelong friendship with Opie. Then the realization hit him like a ton of bricks 'No wonder Destiny's blood was a match' "Shit" He said under his breath as he turned around to leave but Pippa touched his shoulder "I'm sorry Jax, I never wanted you to find out like this" Jax shrugged her off and walked out of Caracara leaving Pippa rejected and guilty. Once he got on his bike he revved it up and sped off. Pippa stood by the main doors of Caracara watching him go remembering the night in question.

Flash Back

Pippa was sat on a stool by the bar leaning against it while she was downing shots of Tequila, She and Tig where playing their usual drinking game to see who could drink the most before collapsing for the night and so far every night Pippa had won. She had done since she was fifteen years old the first time they played the game and it still frustrated Tig how she could win. Pippa watched across the room noticing Juice sitting in the corner next to Chibs while one of the Crow eaters continuously ground herself into his lap, they hadn't broke up longer than a week and he was already flaunting his new found fame in her face with cheap frills with the Samcro tarts. She was hurting more than she let on; crying herself to sleep each night wasn't doing much for her. Watching Otto and Opie playing a game of pool against Happy and Bobby she laughed lightly because she knew better than anyone Opie played pool no better than a five year old girl. Pippa took notice that Tig was wrapped up with a Crow eater giving her an excuse to leave their drinking game, so she walked towards the pool table leaning against it next to Opie looking at her brother lovingly with a big grin spread across her face "Ope, please let me take over for you?" Opie smiled though trying not to admit it he was glad she came over to take over because he was sure losing a lot of money and Donna would kill him if he had wasted all the money they were saving for their Honeymoon to New York. He passed the cue to his sister smiling "Yeah sure, I was just getting ready to leave anyway" He kissed the top of her head before saying goodbye to his brothers. Pippa leaned over the table taking her shot getting three of her balls into the pockets all the while her eyes glued on Jax across the room. She noticed the dark eyes and sullen look on his face; it hurt to see him in so much pain. Tara had left not three weeks ago and Jax had taken it hard causing him to become withdrawn from the club and his family. Pippa finished playing her game with the guys as she handed the cue to Otto she walked towards Jax smiling softly before taking a seat opposite him "You know if the wind changes your face will stay that way" she joked hoping to get a reaction from him but she merely got a glance as he kept drinking himself into an oblivion. "Jax I know how it feels to feel lost after a break up" Jax looked up at her before opening his mouth and pointing at Juice "No you don't! He is still here and you made a choice to leave him I never had an option. Now leave me Alone Pippa" Pippa was shocked with Jax's mannerism he never as much as shouted at her before but his words stung because she knew he was right, She did make the choice.

As the night progressed the guy's where casually taking Crow eaters back to the dorms or were leaving to go home but Pippa and Jax who began to play a game of pool and Juice and the crow eater wrapped around his neck. Jax kept looking at Pippa for any sign of emotion towards the fact Juice was practically flaunting a piece of ass in front of her but she didn't even bother to let it register in her mind.

Juice watched Pippa for a sign that she still cared but she never once let on that it bothered her. While playing both Pippa and Jax kept leaning up close to each other occasionally bumping each other not realizing but each of them shared a smile that spread across their faces the first real one for both of them in weeks.

Pippa watched as Juice pulled the Crow eater towards the dorms but she waited until he was out of sight before she broke down and cried. She plonked herself down in a seat, jax taking the one next to her gently wiping the tears from her eyes "It's ok Pip, He's just doesn't know what he's missing" Pippa looked up towards Jax smiling lightly but before she could stop it Jax's lips captured hers she felt the intensity of the kiss on impulse she wrapped her arms around his neck as his hand gripped her waist pulling her towards him. Pippa moved closer crashing her body into his when he stood up and lifted her up taking her back to his own dorm room.

Once they entered the room between kisses Pippa took of his cut slipping it down his arms then ripped his flannel shirt open revealing his god like body, she groaned as he hitched her up against the wall kissing down her neck stopping above her breast as he looked into her Green eyes he slipped her top of her skin revealing a plain black bra, he looked down noticing the white tiger looking up at her again he smirked "Nice Tattoo" as he eagerly unfastened the clip at the back. Slipping the straps of her shoulders she quickly released her arms from it and kissed him quickly feeling intoxicated by his scent.

After what seemed forever she was lying in his bed watching him sleep naked, any other girls it would have been a dream come true but she felt guilty and nothing about the night was magical, the sex was amazing but it didn't stop the pain she already had living in her heart. She looked at the time seeing it was 4am, she quickly found her clothes scattered across the floor causing Jax to stir. He opened his eyes slowly watching her as she fastened her bra "You leaving?" He whispered. Pippa nodded as she finished dressing herself and slipping her shoes back on. "Opie will kill me if he found me here Jax, Just get some sleep. You need it." She spoke quietly as she dipped her head down kissing him on his temple as he nodded back off to sleep. She slowly crept out of his room and headed out into the clubhouse watching as everyone was sprawled out all over the place she laughed as she noticed Tig laid out on the bar with his face smothered by a crow eater's pussy. That was the last time she stood in the clubhouse before leaving Charming.

End Flash back

Jax didn't know what led him there but here he was parked up outside Saint Thomas, He knew Tara had been given the day off, but he was curious he wanted to know if Destiny was like him or if she even knew about him. So he walked through the corridor towards the elevator, as he entered the elevator somebody reached their hand in to stop it from going, to his surprise Gemma entered with loads of girly magazines and a dolly. "Ma, what are you doing here?" She smiled softly at him knowing it was the same reason he was here "The same thing as you. Visiting your daughter" Jax was taken aback with Gemma's bluntness "How long have you known?" The elevator door opened as they walked out she walked with him "Since Tara told the club we were both a match. Don't play stupid with me Jackson. We both know you have wanted this since you where eighteen years old" Jax looked at his mom in shock "How can you say that I wanted this Mom. I never wanted Pippa to end up pregnant." Gemma laughed dryly "Jax, you have loved her since she was fourteen years old when she started to become a woman. Don't sit there and bullshit me about not wanting a family with her" Jax was angry but he knew she was right he had always dreamed of a family with Pippa he loved her and when she ended things with Juice he saw his chance to show her that he loved her but instead he had sex with her and got her pregnant.

They entered the room to see the young girl sleeping soundly. Gemma walked closer to her gently kissing her forehead and smoothing out her hair with her hand "Good morning baby girl" she spoke softly as she watched her granddaughter continue sleeping. "Pippa is going to need our help more than ever, if Destiny doesn't get the feeling in her legs back" she said as she looked at Jax. He didn't even know what was going on with the little girl he didn't even know what to call her or what to say. "What do you mean?" Gemma was shocked he didn't know "She was out playing with her neighbor when she was hit by a hit and run driver. Because of her heart condition they brought her to Saint Thomas. She was brought in by an air ambulance. Pippa was scared she was going to die but then when Destiny woke up she couldn't feel her legs. We don't know if she will ever walk again" Jax suddenly stood up and walked out of the room catching a glimpse of Pippa and Mary as he walked down to the chapel and sitting in one of the stools.

Mary and Pippa entered the room to see Gemma sat watching Destiny silently "Has she woken yet?" Pippa asked as she walked into the room. Gemma shock her head "Not since Jax and I arrived, He's gone." Pippa nodded as walked over to her daughter giving her a soft kiss on her nose before turning to her Mom "I'll be back in a moment" she walked towards the door "Okay Sweetie" Mary spoke as she stroked her granddaughters face whilst holding her hand.

Pippa walked down the corridor and into the chapel noticing Jax sitting down the bottom with his head in his hands. She walked towards him and taking seat next to him. "I'm sorry" she whispered as she looked at him. Jax turned to look at her with red rimmed eyes "You think sorry is going to make it all ok? The fact I never watched my daughter grow. I missed her birth I missed her first word and I missed her walking and talking" "I didn't think you'd want to know Jax, You and Opie had just become members and I was some silly seventeen year old girl. You are my brother's best friend If he had found out back then he would have killed you." Jax was angry he was upset that he had missed out everything that mattered. "You think I care what he would have done. I would have protected her. I would have prevented all this from happening" He said as he raised his hands emphasizing about her current situation. Pippa cried "I was embarrassed ok. I was ashamed of myself for what I had done for letting you in. I loved Juice from twelve years old and I was upset that the child I carried wasn't his; it was my brother's best friends. How do I explain that to everybody Jax?" He looked at the tears streaming down her face as he reached out his arm wrapping it around her; he hated seeing her like this it was his weakness.

"I loved you Pippa. I don't think I ever stopped. When Tara came back I let her in and began a relationship with her because I knew I'd never have you" Pippa looked at him slightly "I always loved you like my best friend. I never knew you felt so deeply for me Jax, I'm so sorry." Jax nodded"I never expected you to know. I have kept these feelings in for so long it's great to actually have them out in the open with you. I'm not gonna lie I wish you did feel the same but then I'd be hurting Tara and I can't do that to her. She's taken so much of my bullshit already" Pippa realized who she was "Tara, as in high school Tara?" Jax nodded "Yeah, She came back about a year ago" "You let her back in after all the pain she caused you after she left?" Jax looked to the ground slightly "It wasn't just Tara leaving that caused the pain. It was knowing that although you and Juice split up you never wanted me" Pippa pulled Jax closer to her and kissed his cheek.

"I don't think I could have loved you back then, I was a mess but once I found out I was pregnant I got my shit together and started sorting myself out" Pippa looked at the small cross sat on the alter as she spoke "Right now I need to be here for Opie and so do you. You need to sort your friendship out. He is your brother and he needs you more than anybody you've been here for him when I wasn't."

Jax nodded "I know. Donna's death has killed him. He's been having this internal battle blaming himself for her death." Jax stood up reaching out a hand for Pippa; she looked up smiling as she took his hand.

Pippa and Jax walked down to the baby unit catching Opie sat in a chair reading to his son while holding his small hand softly. "Speak to him please" Pippa said softly as she hugged Jax and walked back to Destiny. Jax entered the room catching Opie's attention "Hey Man, Can we talk?"

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A/N: I just want to point out about the flash back, I really wanted to write the sex scene down but i am not at all good at them so i thought i'd leave that gap between for you to use your imagination and decide what happened :)

On the Jax and Pippa confrontation I didn't want him to hate her for not telling him about Destiny because he feels guilty for ruining her life and he loves her. I also had to get the Tara thing out of the way because dodging that was frustrating me. Now we are going to see what happens between Jax and Opie.