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Opie looked up at Jax "Get out!" he growled. Jax stepped forward looking at Kenny in his incubator "No man you are going to listen to what I have to say." Opie let go of Kenny's hand and stood up walking towards Jax pushing him into the wall "I don't have anything I need to say to you and I don't want to hear a word from your mouth." Jax pushed out of Opie's hold "I'm sorry ok. It was never meant to happen, We got drunk and she was upset then one thing lead to another" Opie's fist connected with the wall leaving a dent "You think that makes it alright? I know my sister isn't innocent Jax but you were my best friend I expected you to protect her like a brother, You've known her all her life and yet you still slept with her" Jax saw the anger in Opie's face he knew it was going to take a long time for Opie to forgive him. Opie walked out of the room slamming the door behind him, Jax watched him walk past the window and ran after him "Don't walk away on me. We need to sort this out" Opie turned to glare at him "I want you to stay out of my life and stay away from my sister." Jax just stood still and let Opie go.

Pippa was singing a Lullaby to Destiny whilst Gemma and Mary went to get a drink and talk about their granddaughter. "Momma, If Gemma is my other Nanny who is my daddy?" Pippa was stunned by her daughters forward questioning "Well sweetie, He's a very special man. He's your Uncle Opie's best friend." Pippa was grateful she wasn't demanding child. "Momma do you love him?" Destiny said as she sat herself up a little, Pippa looked at her daughter lovingly "Why don't you get some rest and I'll come back soon" Destiny nodded as Pippa leaned forward placing a soft kiss on her nose.

Walking out of the hospital she noticed Opie sitting on his bike with cigarette in his mouth, she walked up to him smiling but he didn't seem to notice.

"Hey Ope. How's Kenny doing?" Opie looked up at his sister "He's doing well. You better tell Jax to stay out of my way" Pippa looked behind her seeing Jax walking towards them so she ran towards him placing her hand at his chest "Jax leave it, He's angry and upset he feels like we have betrayed him and I don't wanna set him off. I never should have forced you to talk to him. I'm sorry" She looked at his soft eye's catching a glimpse of sadness behind them "I'm sorry too" He said as he walked to his own bike.

Pippa left the hospital early needing to go to work so she gave Destiny a kiss and said her goodbyes to Gemma and Mary. Making her way to her car she saw Jax sitting on a bench, she walked over to him "Hey, What brings you back here?" she said softly watching him as he turned to look at her. "Tara had to come pick up some things so I said I'd ride with her" Pippa nodded softly "Oh Ok well I better head off, I got to get to work" Jax reached out pulling her towards him "I'm really sorry Pip. I never meant for all this" She pulled herself out of his arms and turned around walking to her car. As she pulled out of the car park she saw Tara walk towards Jax. She was beginning to contemplate whether the connection she had with Jax that night was beginning to resurface, she felt differently towards him and she didn't know how to deal with it.

Once Pippa arrived at work she quickly got ready and rushed to her small box room where she was on video chat for the night, Just as she set up and Tommy as about to turn the camera on Opie walked in with Lyla one of the Porn stars. Opie looked straight at Pippa walking towards her, pulling her by her arm out of the building until she hit something hard. "Ope, Man she's your sister. Leave her alone" Jax held Pippa as she cried into his shoulder. "She shouldn't be working in there this isn't her life" Pippa turned to look at her brother "This is my life Ope; I've been working this gig since Destiny was three months old. I had to quit School to provide for us" She looked at the ground ashamed of her brother seeing her like this. "See what you've done to her. She's been doing this raising your daughter, while your putting your dick in every pussy willing to take it" Pippa slapped Opie, "This is not his fault. I did this I choose to quit college, Mom begged me to go to school but I refused to let her try providing for the three of us while I got a degree" Jax tapped pippa on the arm nodding towards the door. Luann was standing in the door way with her hands crossed across her chest scowling at Opie "You come here and pull one of my girls out of work again I will personally ban you from entering Caracara" Jax looked up as Pippa walked inside "Luann go inside and do your job, I got this." Luann walked back inside leaving Opie and Jax outside.

"You have been my brother all my life and I value that more than anything. You're my best friend Ope. You may not believe me but I couldn't even remember sleeping with Pip" Opie looked at Jax before kicking the table "You took her life from her Jax. She had dreams so many; she wanted to make something of herself. When I came back to Charming I begged her to come with me but she told me she needed a fresh start she needed to make something of herself. Did you know she wanted to become a cop?" Jax shock his head "Nah man, she never spoke to anyone but you about that stuff. We were both vulnerable that night and it just happened." Opie sat down looking at the ground "You know how life in this club was for her she loved all the guys but when Juice wanted to patch in it ruined her. Juice was her first love and it killed her knowing he choose the club over her, I want her to meet a man who will put her before the club Jax. I want her to meet a guy not even attached to this life so she can be happy" Jax was saddened by Opie's request he knew Opie was asking him to leave her alone and let her go. "I love her Ope, I always have" Opie tapped Jax's back "I know and that's why I'm asking if you love her let her go. She doesn't need this club in her life; I need her to leave charming with Destiny and have a real life." Jax began to tear up "No Ope, I can't let her take my daughter. I can't let her go this time. I let her leave before because I knew she never loved me but this time I know I can be there for them both and she will fall in love with me" Opie stood up to leave "What about Tara? You willing to hurt her?" Jax didn't know what to say he loved them both but he was in love with Pippa.

Once Pippa finished her shift she walked to her car when she noticed the girl they called Ima leaning against her car "Do you mind?" Ima pushed herself of Pippa's car "Jax teller will never be yours; I don't even know why you let him and Opie fight over you? Opie is banging Lyla so no chance their either" Pippa walked towards Ima glaring in her face "I don't need Jax Teller thanks I've already had him. Oh and for your information I don't do incest!" Pippa held out her hand "Pleasure to meet you Philipa Winston or Pippa as my family call me" Ima glared at Pippa as she walked towards her own car.

Pippa drove to the clubhouse in silence once she reached it she noticed Opie's bike. It was past 1am so she was hoping he was still awake. She walked inside noticing Tig drinking with the Prospect as everyone else was playing pool or drinking. Clay noticed Pippa and raised his cigar to her as she nodded she walked towards him "How's my granddaughter holding up?" Pippa smiled "She's doing well thanks. Gemma and Mom have been keeping an eye on her for me while I've been working" Clay wrapped his arm around Pippa and hugged her "If you need a place to stay you can crash in one of the dorms, I know you've been sleeping at the hospital" he said "Thanks Clay, I really appreciate it" She kissed Clay on the cheek as she wriggled out of his hold and walked through the clubhouse to find Opie, She came to the dorms when she knocked on one "Ope you in there?" but instead of Opie answering the door Lyla opened the door wearing nothing but a sheet "He's in the shower at the moment, can I help?" Pippa pushed past her walking towards the bathroom door banging on it "Harry Winston get your ass out here now!" she shouted, she then turned to Lyla pointing at her clothes "If I was you I'd make myself scares." Lyla nodded as she grabbed her stuff and walked out of Opie's dorm just as Opie walked out of the bathroom in a pair of jean's "God Pippa, what do you want?" Pippa went through her bag pulling out a photo of Donna, Opie, Jax and herself on their wedding day and shoved it into his chest "You remember this? That is your wife. She's been dead no longer than a month and your already banging whores, you need to sort your shit out Ope" Opie took the photo and looked at it closely before throwing it on the table beside him "She isn't coming back Pippa. No good dwelling on the past, She's dead I'm alive and I got to live with that for the rest of my life" Pippa punched Opie in the chest "She was the love of your life, she was my best friend and your ruining her memory with cheap frills with the Caracara Whore" Opie gripped hold of Pippa's fist before it made another connection with his body "Lyla isn't a whore, She's been there for me. She supported me through everything with Kenny" Pippa finally gave in and cried not for her daughter but for her friendship with Donna, Her sister through thick and thin. Opie wrapped his arm around her gently hushing her as he had gently patted her head "I miss her too. Don't ever think I forget her. She will be the only love of my life. I'm trying to move on" Pippa looked up spotting the same photo she had shown Opie pinned to his wall "You need to grieve for her and you need to be strong for Kenny" Opie kissed his sisters forehead. "I have tried but right now I'm being strong for Kenny" just as they where separating from their hold Jax knocked on the door "Sorry to interrupt but Mary just called. He looked sadly at Pippa "Destiny's back in theatre" Pippa ran out of the room as fast as she could followed by both Jax and Opie. Just as she was about to head for her car Jax reached out to grab her hand "My bike will get us there faster" Pippa nodded as they headed to the bikes. Jax climbed on his passing his hat to Pippa "You need this" Pippa fastened the strap and wrapped her arms around Jax's waist.

Once they reached the hospital Pippa jumped off Jax's bike and ran into the hospital as she unfastened the hat from her head, Once Pippa reached the corridor of the children unit she saw both Mary and Gemma with sad looks upon their faces "What, What's going on?" Pippa asked as she reached her Mom. Gemma took hold of Pippa in her arms "They took her back to theatre. She had a heart attack. They wanted to reopen her to see if there was anything they missed." Pippa lost her balance but as she was about to hit the floor Jax grabbed her wrapping her up in his arms. He sat her in chair next to him holding her as she cried into his shoulder "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry" she kept repeating to him.


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A/N: Well i know i said it was going to be Jax and Opie centered but as i continued to write it seemed like i needed to add Donna's death into the mix and act as the real reason Opie was really angry. I needed Opie to beg Jax to leave her alone because he knew how much she wanted out of the club life. I'm so sorry i had Destiny get sick again but i needed something to start to bring Jax and Pippa closer. Also wanted to point out the club hasn't yet discovered that Jax is Destiny's father though obviously Clay is well aware. Oh and yes Porn slut Ima has wriggled her way through into the story to cause trouble but as you see Pippa introduce herself she reveals her birth name Philipa but Pippa for short.