Hey guy's so sorry this chapter is rather short, I know a lot of people want me to hurry and get Pippa and Jax together but i'm really trying not to rush it, though it will be in a chapter or 2 from here :)

Thank you for your continuous dedication and reviews i'm so grateful you all like it..

I see that in the previous chapters I've had an A missing before certain letters sorry about that i have a very stiff A on my keyboard but i will check it all out later and edit all chapters!

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Happy Reading also Hope all my American readers had a Happy 4Th July 2012 Yesterday Much love from UK!

If there's love just feel it

And if there's life we'll see it

This is no time to be alone, alone yeah

I won't let you go

Pippa was snuggled into Jax's chest when she woke, she realised she had cried herself to sleep the night before; she quickly shot up jolting Jax in the process. "Morning" He said as he watched her panic "What happened? Is she ok?" she said looking towards Jax. He smiled lightly "Yeah, she's ok. I told them to let you sleep, I had Mom watch her last night" Pippa glared at him "You had no right to tell them not to wake me. She's my daughter Jax I would like to know what the hell is going on!" Pippa walked away just as he stood up and grabbed her arm "She's my daughter to Pippa" He released her arm and watched her walk through the door to the room that occupied their daughter.

Tara watched as Jax walked into the Chapel, once he entered the room she followed behind him watching him as he took a seat at the bottom and clasped his hands together. She silently walked towards him to stand in front of him. "We haven't talked for a few days Jax, What's going on?" Jax looked up at her "You were right, Pippa's kid is mine" Tara took an deep breath before letting it out "Oh, What does this mean for us?" Jax laughed humorlessly "Really! I tell you my best friend's sister is the mother of my only child and you ask about us? My daughter is laying in that bed out their Tara, I haven't even given a thought to us" Tara could feel the sting of his words she saw the way he looked at Pippa and she saw the way he held her the night before it was making her jealous and rejected. "Look you decide what you want Jax but don't expect me to wait around forever" Tara began to walk but Jax wrapped his arm around her waist holding her close "I'm sorry" Jax said before releasing her to walk out of the door.

Pippa was sat next to Destiny stroking her face smiling through her tears; It was the first time in the past few days that she had been alone with her. "I need you to fight this baby. Your Daddy is waiting to meet you. "She whispered softly. Suddenly Jax came through the door looking at Pippa deeply "Jax, What's wrong?" She asked as she stood to walk closer to him. Once she came closer he reached out for her pulling her towards him, he reached his hand to her face caressing it gently "I want you. I don't care if you don't love me; I just want us to be a family." Pippa watched him lovingly she knew what she needed to do no matter how hard it was. "No. I don't want this, you have Tara she's your family" Pippa pushed him away "I think you should go" she said turning away from him.

Jax reached the clubhouse to see Clay standing outside talking to Gemma, as he came closer Gemma looked at him "Is Destiny ok?" Jax nodded pushing through the door to his dorm before locking it behind him. Once he was in he walked into the bathroom stripping off his clothes and climbed in the shower. Once the hot water scorched his skin he finally released all his pain. He stood against the wall as the water gushed over his body and cried.

Once he was out of the shower and dressed he heard a knock at the door "I'm busy" he called to the unwanted visitor but they kept banging on the door "If you don't open the door I will boot it down" Jax unlocked the door "What do you want Opie? I'm going to leave Pippa alone now just like you wanted" Opie watched as Jax dropped to sit on the end of his bed lighting a cigarette he pulled from his pocket. "I was angry Man. I never meant it, It's been hard since I lost Donna I'm trying to be a good brother but I forget Pippa isn't that naïve little girl anymore. She's grown up into a beautiful young woman and if anybody was worthy of her heart, it'll be you Jax" Jax looked at Opie confused "You told me to leave her alone, You begged me to let her go back and now you're telling me that I'm the guy you'd want her to be with? Make up your mind Ope" Ope looked down at his feet "Pippa won't admit it but I think she's scared of getting hurt again. Juice wasn't born into this club like us, We got patched in not three months after we became prospects because our parent's where founding Members but Juice had to earn his cut and Pippa hated losing him to the club. She already lost Dad to It and then I joined, It was always a roller coaster for her that's why when mom said she was leaving for Seattle Pippa followed. Jax you have got to show her she has a reason to stay and that you're the reason not Juice" Jax stood up and wrapped his arm around Opie "I love you Brother" Opie hugged him back "I love you too Brother" Opie walked out of the room to head back to the hospital but was stopped by Juice "Hey man, Is Pippa and her kid OK?" Opie Nodded "Yeah Man, Destiny needed a blood transfusion, Jax donated the blood last night." Juice smiled little "I will go see her later" Opie touched Juice's Shoulder and squeezed it a little letting him know that he was grateful for him offering his support for Pippa.

Jax grabbed his Key's as he headed out the door to his bike he noticed a photo of him, Opie and Pippa all leaning against John's bike when they were younger, He tore the photo from the wall and slipped it into his pocket.

Open up
Open up your heart to me now
Let it all come pouring out
There's nothing I can't take

And if there's love just feel it
And if there's life we'll see it
This is no time to be alone, alone yeah
I won't let you go

As Jax arrived in the children's ward he saw Tara who quickly edged away in a different direction so she wouldn't have to deal with any awkwardness with Jax. He walked into the room spotting Destiny sitting up laughing at something Pippa had told her while Gemma laughed along with her. Pippa and Gemma both stood once Jax entered the room, Gemma walked towards him "Hello Son. You OK?" Jax nodded as he watched the little girl smile brightly in the bed opposite him. She really did look like him when she was awake and smiling that beautiful smile just like Pippa. Her eyes were as blue as the ocean just like his and he felt like he was looking at a female version of himself. "Who is he Momma?" Destiny asked smiling as she pointed to Jax. Pippa smiled widely "He's the man who saved your precious life baby. That man is your Daddy" Jax gulped loudly as he watched Destiny's reaction to this news. He saw sadness in her eyes but then she smiled brightly "Hello Daddy. It's nice to meet you. Can you read this story to me please? It's my favorite book" Jax looked towards the little girl as he walked into room a propped himself onto the bed next to her as he took the book she held in her hands 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs' Jax laughed slightly as he looked at Pippa "OK, Let's read this. Did you know your Uncle Opie used to read this book to your Mom when she was about your age?" Destiny looked at Pippa and smiled "Really?" Pippa nodded her head smiling as she watched Jax begin to bond with their daughter. She was tired of dancing around her feelings for Jax but she knew now watching him support her through this ordeal and just for loving her she realized she had loved him all along but she needed to tell Juice before anybody else did.

If your sky is falling
Just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone, alone yeah
I won't let you go

I Won't Let You Go-James Morrison

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I have a quick question how would you all feel if i did a time jump roughly between 4-6 weeks ahead basically for Destiny to be out of hospital and Jax becoming more involved in their family life? Review or Inbox me to let me know..

A/N: I notice I've got a lot of mixed emotions between Jax and Pippa during this chapter but i think now Destiny is looking on the up side things will get better. Opie and Jax needed that talk and i think now that Opie has let things settle he has realized Jax is the right person to raise Destiny, Partly so Pippa doesn't take off again and that the club can watch over them. I also need her to have the talk with Juice before the club find out bout Destiny's dad because she feels she owes him.