Hey Guy's I'm back with a new chapter.. I'm a few days behind because I've just started reading The Hunger Games. A brilliant Read :D
Re-Uploaded.. A few spelling mishaps and noticed then end was written in a lot of first person lol
Just to warn you I've headed four weeks forward in time.. I'm hoping it all looks good, took me the longest to complete :)
I know you've been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here's what I'll do
I'll take care of you
I've loved and I've lost
Four agonizing Weeks later both Pippa and Jax stood in Destiny's room packing up all her belongings getting ready to finally take her home, She had gone through physio to help regain the feeling in her legs. It took two long weeks for her to finally have a little movement but she was moving so quickly as though her legs where never jeopardized in the first place. She had found her freedom again though for the first few weeks home she still needed to rest. Jax looked at Pippa as she held onto a Teddy Destiny kept by her side every night ever since she was born, Pippa noticed Jax staring and smiled brightly "You remember this bear?" Jax nodded smiling widely he knew exactly where that bear came from "The Carnival when I was ten years old, you and Opie took me so I wasn't in the house listening to Mom and Dad fighting, I will never forget that day it was one of my best memories of charming" Jax walked towards Pippa wrapping his arms around her waist from behind pulling her into him, He kissed the part of her neck below her ear as he whispered "We will make better memories now your home." She smiled softly as she continued to lean into him. Just as Jax was going to turn Pippa to kiss her lips the door opened widely, the pair quickly separated Gemma, and Destiny entered the room "I can't wait to go and see my new home Momma, Is Daddy coming to live with us?" Pippa looked at Jax feeling like she had been put on the spot but before she could Say anything Jax saw this as a sign to reply for her, He picked Destiny up to sit her on the bed next to her bags to go home when he looked into her beautiful blue eyes that mirrored his own "I have my own house Sweetheart, But I do promise to come and see you every day. Is that ok?" Destiny smiled not as brightly as usual but enough to give them all some reassurance she wasn't going to start screaming because she wanted to know her Dad more.
Once Gemma had left briefly mentioning that she needed to get the house ready for Destiny's arrival though both Jax and Pippa both knew she was organizing a get together with their family. Once Destiny was all ready to go Jax went looking for Tara to see if she had sorted the discharge papers so they could finally take their daughter home. Once Jax reached the reception desk he saw a middle aged woman working on a computer not even acknowledging him standing there until he rapped his hand against the glass window that separated them. The receptionist looked up at him slightly aggravated that he had disturbed her "How can I help you sir?" She asks spreading a false smile across her face. Jax stared at the woman amused as to how she still had a job with the way she turned her nose up at him "I'm looking for Doctor Knowles, She's meant to be discharging my daughter today" He spoke as he looked either side of himself in case she came by "What is your child's name?" Jax looked back at the woman "Destiny Winston" The woman typed her name on her keyboard as she searched for the records on the computer "I'm sorry sir, she only has one guardian on the system her mother, Phillipa Winston. She will have to sign the paper work" Jax shook his head "Yeah, I get that but we are waiting for somebody to discharge our daughter so we can take her home" the woman nodded as she pushed her finger on the microphone in front of her and spoke clearly to be heard through the speakers that where attached to the hall walls. "Doctor Knowles to room 10 please" the woman then turned to Jax "Wait in the room she should be their within the next half an hour" Jax nodded courteously as he walked away.
My only wish is I die real
Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal
And you can't sleep thinking that he lies still
So you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
Big girls all get a little taste
Pushing me away so I give her space
Dealing with a heart that I didn't break
I'll be there for you, I will care for you
Pippa and Destiny sat on the bed dressing up Destiny's Barbie dolls she received from both her Grandma's, Pippa was combing their hairs and tying it back whilst Destiny dressed them. Jax walked in the room and chuckled lightly when he saw Pippa with a doll in the doll in her hand, Pippa turned slightly shaking her head at him "What's so amusing?" She said as she turns to get off the bed putting the doll down. "Watching you play with dolls again. I remember when you used to play on the bench outside the clubhouse dressing them and playing with that hideous Pink car" Pippa slapped him lightly in the chest "Hey Barbie's Car was one of my favorite presents that year" She smiles at him knowing that it was the Pink Barbie car he had saved up his pocket money to buy for her eighth birthday.
What seemed like forever Tara finally showed up in the room to discharge Destiny, she came into the room watching the scene unfold before her Jax looked happier than he had in a long time, he didn't have the same worn look in his face that had been there the whole year she had been back, he seemed lost back then but now looking at him with his daughter and Pippa, He seemed like he was Home something he never was with her. She cleared her throat to make herself noticed causing both Jax and Pippa to look up at her from where they stood "I'm here to discharge Destiny." Jax nods as he looked at Pippa "I'm going to go call Mom, let her know. I'll be back soon" "Ok" she replied as He walked out of the room. Tara walked towards Destiny and began checking her vitals and making sure she was really ready to go home. "Breath in deeply and breath out" Tara said as she held the stethoscope to her chest. After she finished examining Destiny she handed Pippa a handful of papers that where on the table on the other side of the room "I need you to sign these then Destiny is free to go home" Pippa took the clipboard that the paper's where attached too along with a pen and began filling out the forms and signing where things needed to be signed. Once she had finished she handed the clipboard to Tara who smiled at Destiny "You're free to go home now sweetie" Destiny smiled and jumped of the bed "I'm going to find Daddy now Mommy" Pippa nodded her head as she smiled at Tara "Thank you. So much for everything you've done for us" She said as she grabbed Destiny's bag , Tara turned around making sure no one was coming through the room as she pointed her index finger at Pippa "You run away again or even hurt him I will never let you back into his life I let him go so he could be a father to his child and so maybe she can get him out of that club but we are not friends" Pippa laughed amusingly "Me run away on him? Did you forget that you ran away when things got tough? I was just the girl who picked up the pieces sweetheart" Tara moved towards Pippa but suddenly the door flung open and Jax came barging through with Destiny perched happily on his shoulders smiling brightly. Jax looked at the two women curiously when Tara grabbed her things and left the room. "What went on with you two?" He asked Pippa as he lifted Destiny from his shoulders to place her on the floor. "It's was nothing, she was just letting me know Kenny is getting stronger, do you mind if I quickly pop down there to see him?" Jax shock his head "Go. I can go put Destiny in the car; I'll wait for you" She wrapped her arms around him and kissed his cheek "What would I do without you" He laughed lightly "I think you'd be just as lost as I've been for the last eight years" She smiled as she let him go "I'll meet you in a few minutes" She said as she walked out the door and walked down to Kenny.
Once she reached the room Kenny was in she saw Opie sat in the chair holding his son closely to his chest. Opie noticed Pippa through the window and waved his hand for her to come in, When she entered the room she could see her big brother had been crying "He's beautiful Ope, He's going to break a lot of hearts" Opie laughed slightly "I'm not letting him out of my sight" Pippa smiled as she reached out stroking her nephews forehead softly "What about the club? Clay's going to want you there?" Opie looked at Pippa softly "Honestly Pip, I really don't want to be part of the club anymore" She gasped, "You always wanted to be part of that club what changed your mind?" He looked down at his son as he spoke "Donna. She begged me when we had found out about him; She told me to speak to Jax and see if he could swing it and get Clay to let me go. Then when Donna died and Kenny arrived early I just threw myself into the club and forgot what was important until you came home" Pippa turned away not knowing what to say but she knew if he left the club Clay would do anything to get rid of him so he had no chance to rat on the club, though they all knew he wouldn't but Clay would still take precautions, Pippa turned as she gave her brother an offer "I'll have him when you need to help out with club business. Jax has given Destiny and I his house to stay at until I can find somewhere of my own, I'm used to waking up to a screaming Baby so I can watch him for you" Opie looked at his sister bewildered "You don't have to do that. You've had enough going on without me adding my problems to the mix" Pippa slapped him around the head "Your my big brother Ope, We may not always have seen eye to eye but you're the own who protected me from all the wrongs in this world so I want to do the same for you, I want to be there to protect my nephew and give you both the support you need. Donna wouldn't want me leaving you to deal alone Ope." Opie smiled at his little sister glad that some good was coming back into his life again. "Are you sure? I'll be asking too much from you." Pippa smiled brightly "Jax is bound to be round quite a lot anyway. He's been really great with Destiny, She adores him" Opie laughed a deep throaty laugh "Yeah and so I've heard you too are getting on very well too" Pippa's cheeks flushed bright pink "Nobody is supposed to know about is yet. Least of all Tig. He already went mental when Jax announced that Destiny was his daughter when we went to the clubhouse to tell them. She smiled at the memory from that night it was the first night she realised she truly loved him.
When you're ready, just say you're ready
When all the baggage just ain't as heavy
And the party's over, just don't forget me
We'll change the pace and we'll just go slow
You won't ever have to worry,
You won't ever have to hide
You've seen all my mistakes
So look me in my eyes
Flash Back
Once we had left the hospital to let Destiny get the rest she needed after her physio had exhausted her, Pippa and Jax walked through the hospital corridors towards the main entrance. When they reached the main doors Jax pulled her by the hand towards his bike "I think maybe the club needs to know the truth now," He said as he climbed onto his bike handing her his helmet. She shuddered scared about what everyone else would say especially her dad who still hadn't discovered the truth. She knew Clay had found out only because Gemma couldn't keep her mouth shut and let them tell everybody themselves.
Jax pulled up outside the clubhouse while there was a clubhouse party in full swing Jax shock his head as a Crow eater made her way towards him expecting to get his attention "Not tonight Darlin'" He called as she continued walking towards him stopping mid-way and turning on her heels in annoyance. Pippa was jealous that the crow eaters had thrown themselves at him again now that he was single again. Jax grabbed her hand slotting his fingers between hers turning to look at her "You ok, Darlin'" He asked as she tightened her grip without realizing, She just wanted a little more of him than he had to offer but she couldn't tell him that at least not yet. So she went with the easiest answer she could find "Just a little nervous about the clubs reaction to the news" Jax turned to look at her stopping in front of her and reaching to touch her silky cheek "It's going to be OK, I'm going to sit there and take it like a man" Pippa let a tear fall from her eye splashing on Jax's thumb as he wiped under her eye's catching the lose tears "It's my fault not yours" she whispered softly but Jax shook his head smiling lightly "I should have stopped you going" Pippa smiled a little beginning to feel at ease. Jax proceeded to walk towards the club still holding onto Pippa's hand.
As they walked into the club a round of cheers came flying from all directions neither one of them understood why until Clay came towards them and lifted a drink in the air "Too the little Lady, Getting better. Always a fighter just like Pippa. To Destiny" and the cheers began again drowning out any chance of conversation until jax let go of her hand and climbed onto the nearest chair to him " Mother Charter Member's I call a meeting" Clay looked at him frustrated until Jax climbed down and lent into his ear explaining why he'd called a meeting. Pippa watched as Clay, Pinney, Opie, Bobby, Juice, Chibs, Happy and Tig entered the meeting room they called church, Jax's eyes fixed on Pippa's giving her a deep hopeful look to reassure her things were going to be ok.
Once Jax entered the room and closed the doors he didn't bother to sit in his seat so he stood against the wall next to his chair as Clay spoke "Jax has something he needs to share with us, it's a family matter, but he felt this should be dealt within our own club rather than all charters. Go ahead Son." He spoke looking at Jax as he said the last part. "Well as everybody knows I donated my own blood to save Destiny when she needed it" They all nodded giving him their understanding this time as he continued he looked at Opie who nodded letting him know it was time to tell them the truth. "My blood was a match because Destiny is my daughter" He stopped to gauge their reactions until Juice stood up and walked out of the door slamming it as he exited causing Clay to turn to Happy "Go after him" Happy stood from his chair and followed Juice through the door. Without warning Tig shot up and began throwing himself towards Jax while both Opie and Chibs tried to stop him "You sick Bastard. She was basically your sister. You're the reason she works in Caracara, You should be ashamed of yourself." Tig then looked at Opie and Pinney "Are you just going to let him get away with this shit?" Opie stood just leaning against his chair "He has been punished enough." Tig shook his head "You make me sick" before pointing moving his finger around the room "All of you," he said as he walked out of the room.
Pippa watched carefully from her seat at the bar as she saw Juice exit the room glaring at her as he walked out of the clubhouse with Happy on his tail. Pippa couldn't just leave it there she had to follow and make it right. She walked through the doors and spotted Happy with Juice inside the ring boxing each other "That's it Man, Take all your anger out on me. Imagine I'm Jax" Pippa walked towards them propping herself against the ring clearing her throat loud enough for them both to hear. "What do you want?" Juice said as he continued punching at Happy "We need to talk" she replied softly. Happy climbed out of the ring holding open the robes to let Pippa climb through "I'm really sorry" she said as she sat down in front of the turnbuckle watching Juice jump up and down on the spot. He eventually stopped and walked towards her sitting in front of her reaching for her delicate hands "Why didn't you tell me?" He pleaded as he looked into her watery eyes, she slowly bowed her head looking at her hands in his "I had loved you for so long I was ashamed of myself and I never wanted to taint our memories by adding that to it before I left." Juice felt a single tear fall from his eye as he watched her beautiful face look so tired and worn from all her late night up the hospital "I never expected you to have sex with Jax, Of all people" Pippa was confused 'what did he mean of all people?' She thought. "You were so busy with the crow eater that night and it made me jealous but Jax was there he wiped my tears away and comforted me. Yes I know it never should have happened but it did and I don't regret a single thing about it." Thinking of her agonizing ten hour labour to deliver her little piece of Charming made her smile "We could give it another go you know, you, me, and Destiny. We could be a real family," Juice said as he looked seriously into her eyes. Pippa released her hands from Juices grip smiling sadly "Seven years ago, I would have jumped at the chance to be with you if you had chosen me over the club but you didn't, so I let you go but now.." she smiled softly thinking of Jax's beautiful smile and mesmerizing eyes "I'm in love with him" She didn't know where it came from but once she heard it she realized the words rung true she Pippa Winston was in love with Jax teller.
Can't deny that I want you, but I'll lie if I have to
Cause you don't say you love me
To your friends when they ask you
Even though we both know that you do (you do)
One time, been in love one time
End Flash Back
Opie placed Kenny back into his cot and walked out of the room with his sister as they were both leaving the hospital continuing their conversation, Opie laughed at her as they walked outside towards her car where Jax and Destiny were waiting for her "He still hasn't forgiven Jax you know. He just ignores him but I'm sure if you speak to Tig he might come around" Pippa got a little frustrated "What has it got to do with Tig what I do with my love life, If Jax and I decide to take things further it's our business not the clubs" She said in annoyance causing Opie to laugh even more, Pippa jabbed him in the arm for laughing "Stop it, Your meant to be on my side." Opie raised his hands once he got to the car, Jax climbed out looking between the two "What's going on here?" Pippa glares at Opie who just keeps laughing "Oh just how Tig isn't going to like it when you announce to the club that you're an item, considering he hasn't forgiven you for getting his drinking buddy pregnant" Jax shacks his head pursing his lips together "Who gives a shit what he has to say, He isn't your Father" Pippa leaned against Jax and wrapped her arm around him whilst sticking her tongue out at Opie causing both men to laugh at her "Where did you pick her up from? The Zoo?" Opie said as he turned to look at Jax, He laughed in return but before Jax could reply Pippa jumped in "You're the oversized Ape. Not me" She called to Opie as he walked towards his bike, he quickly turned laughing at her as he climbed on his bike. Jax stared at her lovingly "You two really are big kids" He chuckled as he got into the car.
Don't tell me, I don't care
If you hurt, I don't tell you
You don't care, if you're true
Take Care - Drake & Rihanna
R&R
I hope you liked this chapter..
They are finally together even if it is behind closed doors :)
A/N: As you know I've done a time jump of 4 weeks and Jax and Pippa are together now but it's all secretive only Opie knows at this moment but in the next chapter i will give you flash back of how they got together. I also want to put more of a Juice and Pippa story line in there. I want to concentrate on Pippa, Destiny and Jax in the next episode and get a better view of their relationship with their daughter now that she is home and her longing to have Jax move into the house with them. I needed Them to move into his home as though to say he will live back at the club for the time being.
