When Destiny Brings you home Chapter 13: Exit Wounds, a sons of anarchy fanfic

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I'm sorry it's taken so long to update been away and had my kids at home for school holidays.

My hands are cold, my body's numb
Im still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my visions blurred
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricoshad and bounced around
And left a hole, when you walked out

Jax and Pippa were woken to the sound of movement in the room, Jax moved his head slightly opening his eyes, he notice the small figure sitting in the seat next to the bed, she was reading a magazine whilst Gemma stood sorting out flowers she brought to brighten up the place, Jax tapped Pippa slightly disturbing her from her peaceful slumber "Nanna I think Momma and Daddy are awake now" the tiny voice said as she jumped of the seat to stand in front of them "Morning. Momma and you too Daddy" Jax smile grew when he saw Destiny, she had her blonde hair in pig tails wearing a Samcro vest top and a pair of yellow shorts. Pippa looked at Gemma "Don't blame me. Blame Luann" Jax laughed. "Well at least she don't look like a hooker" "What's a hooker daddy?" Destiny said looking at Jax "You are so lucky your injured, I could kick your ass right now" Pippa said turning to Jax as he laid down beside her all bandaged up, she looked at Gemma for an explanation but Gemma couldn't help laughing "Dest, It's nothing you need to worry about, Daddy just makes up silly words" Destiny nodded "Ok Momma, I'm going to play with my Barbie now" Pippa nodded as she climbed of Jax's bed, As she stood up a nurse came strolling in with the Pills Jax needed to stop an infection entering his wounds, she gave a disapproving look at Jax and Pippa before she got to work "Mr Teller, I need you to take your meds then I'm going to change your dressings for you" Jax nodded and took his meds quickly with a sip of water "Also I would like to inform you Miss that you're not allowed to stay with the patients over night" She said looking at Pippa "One of my colleague's came in to check Mr Teller during the night and found you in bed together, It's against hospital policy" Pippa shook her head before glaring at the nurse "For your information the bitch that shot him is still able to get into this hospital so I am staying with him until he returns home so I know he's coming home to me" The nurse shook her head disapprovingly "I'm sorry but he needs a full recovery and you will set further setbacks" This time Gemma spoke "How is she setting him back, If anything she heals him quicker, If I have to I will hire my own nurse and take care of him to home, Don't you tell me what's good for my son" The nurse just ignored Gemma and continued with cleaning Jax's dressing. "Ma'am With all due respect Dr Knowles and Dr Gates have advised to make sure he has plenty of rest and no evening visitors" The Nurse's eyes flashed towards Pippa "You mean to tell me Dr Tara Knowles is in this hospital right now?" Pippa asked looking frustrated the Nurse nodded "Yes she came back this morning, she'd been on vacation" Pippa looked towards Jax and shock her head "Come on, Get your Stuff, your not staying here" the nurse shook her head "I'm sorry Miss you can't do that" she watched as Pippa gently pulled the iv bag from the hook and wrapped her arm around Jax and Gemma caught the other side carefully lifting him from the bed, Gemma turned to the Nurse "You try and stop us and you will get my boot u your ass" Jax laughed painfully "there's no point she can't do anything here, She wouldn't dare risk her licence" Jax slipped into the chair near the door, Pippa shook her head "Jax I can't risk leaving you here with her, She will do everything to make you realise you love her and not me" Jax looked at Pippa's brown eyes and raised his hand for her, she took his hand as he pulled her into his lap "I'm not going anywhere, she can tell me all she likes but my heart lays here" He rested his palm against Pippa's chest "You are all I need. You and Our girl" Pippa smiled and reached towards Jax placing soft kiss on his lips.

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these Exit Wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from the Exit Wounds
Wounds! Where their leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds

Gemma walked out of the room to give them some space knowing that these things would eventually work themselves out, Pippa had her fair share of pain and heartache so Gemma knew It was hard for her to think positive all the time, Gemma looked around for Destiny, she knew she'd come outside to play with her dolly's and also knew she wouldn't just wonder of without telling somebody first, before she told Pippa and Jax she pulled out her phone and dialled Clay's number "Hey Baby, Have you sent somebody over to collect Destiny?" When Clay replied the phone slipped out of her hand as she fell to her knees.

Jax and Pippa heard the commotion outside the room and spotted Gemma on the floor with a crowd around her but she was just crying out for something, it wasn't until Jax crouched down next to her he realised what she was calling for, as he stood his eyes reached Pippa's who looked frantic "Where.. Where's my baby?" She screamed at the top of her lungs as Jax grabbed her tightly. Pippa sobbed into his arms as Sheriff Unser sat down in the private room asking if they knew anything. Jax looked at Unser "Unser if you find anything let one of the boys know" Unser nodded "If one of my officers find out something I'll make sure to pass it along, go and get some rest both of you" Jax nodded as he pulled Pippa up with him. When they walked out of the room Pippa spotted Opie pacing the floor while everybody else sat head down glumly, she ran into her brother's arms the only other safe place she knew, Opie held her tightly as the tears streamed down her face, He looked up towards Jax who nodded as he walked through the corridor to meet the rest of the gang, The pain in his chest was no longer from his Bullet wounds but for his daughter.

Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm damaged goods, for all to see
Now who would ever wanna, be with me?

Opie held Pippa for as long as she needed it, clinging to him while the tears fell reminded him of the nights at home when she'd climb into his bed because another domestic had started in their living room waking Pippa. "He's gonna find her Pip" Opie said as he patted her back, Pippa lifted her head and wiped her tears with the corners of her jacket cuffs "How can you be so sure? If I had just let the guys kill her when they had the chance we wouldn't be in this predicament" Pippa turned round and began pacing the hall "I need to go find her Ope, I can't sit here and wait for them to call" Opie shook his head "Pip, I'm not letting you go on your own. Jax wants you to be safe." Pippa turned to her brother resting her hands on her hips "I don't give a damn what Jax wants, She is my daughter and I will go find her myself nobody is going to stop me" Pippa turned to walk but Opie caught her elbow spinning her back to face him "You are not going alone. I will go with you that way I know your safe" Pippa nodded her thank you to her brother.

They walked out of the main entrance to be greeted with Filthy Phil "What is he doing here?" Pippa said pointing to Phil who was sat on his bike looking towards the pair "Jax must have known you'd do something like this, I'll call him" Opie pulled out his phone and dialled Jax Number until he answered "Jax, She's on a man hunt and No one is going to stop her" Jax huffed down the phone "Ope, You have to stop her, I can't lose her too" Opie's eyes darted to his sister "I know me either, Jax I can't lock her up so what do you want me to do?" "Get her busy, tell her to put posters up anything just don't let her leave your site. Ope take care of her please" "Will do. Love you brother" Opie ended the call and walked back towards Pippa and Phil. "He wants you safe Pip, He said why don't you put posters up or call around people who Tara might get in contact with and see if they can give us some insight to where she might have gone." Pippa blew out a breath she had been holding in "I knew he wouldn't let me look, Ok I'll call people but you and Phil can put posters up" Opie nodded taking Pippa's hand leading her to his bike, He grabbed his spare helmet and handed it to Pippa "Put it on" Pippa laughed a little "Yes sir" she said as she placed it on her head and tightened the strap. She climbed onto his bike behind him, watching Phil pull out Opie followed behind him heading back to the clubhouse. Once they arrived Pippa climbed off Opie's bike and walked towards Juice who had stayed behind to hack Tara's bank details to find out where she'd last used her cards or to check local camera's to see if he spotted Destiny. Pippa saw Juices Saddened eyes as she walked towards him "What have you found?" Juice looked at Opie and Phil "Just fucking tell me J-C" It had been long time since he'd heard anybody call him J-C, He turned to her shaking his head "She's with Tara and some guy I don't know, Unser is doing facial recognition right now and then sending me the data" "you have a picture of the guy! Let me see it" Juice nodded and walked back into the clubhouse followed by Opie, Phil, and Pippa. Each table had paperwork on it and the bar had three laptops, Juice reached a table with pictures of Tara with Destiny and before she had her "That's him there" he pointed to the photo with a chubby man with short hair and glasses wearing a suit. "That's Georgie Caruso" she said looking up towards Juice "He's my previous boss from Seattle, He was angry when I left but I never expected him to show up in charming" Opie looked at the photo "I've gotta call Jax, It's a new lead" Pippa nodded "I better call Unser back and ask for all the information on him."

I've got all the baggage, drink the pills
Yeah this is living but without the will
I'm backing out, I'm shutting down
You left a hole, when you walked out yeah

Opie walked into his dorm room and closed the door behind him; he dialled Jax's number "Hey Ope, What's up?" "We have a lead, Georgie Caruso. He was Pippa's previous boss back in Seattle. Juice pulled up street cameras with Unser's help and found him with Destiny and Tara" "Fuck, What's she playing at. I am going to kill her" Opie sat quietly as he listened to Jax "She is beyond fucked up. First she tries to kill me and now she's taking out on my Kid" "It isn't your fault brother, you didn't know" "I should have known man, I've put my family at risk with her. Pippa is gonna fall apart if I don't find her soon." Opie shook his head "Jax, My sister has gone through more than we know she is holding it together pretty well right now. She knows something about this Caruso guy that she's not letting up on" "Find out and Don't let her out of that clubhouse" Opie ended the call and slipped his phone back into his pocket, He exited the room to find Juice and Pippa leant over tables looking at all the paper work and passing information to each other "You found anything?" Juice turned to Opie "Well your sister still knows how to hack the police data base" Opie raised an eyebrow "You hacked the police database? Why didn't I know about this?" Pippa shrugged her shoulders "Hey I was fifteen and we used to hack everything, Well all I've found is he's been reported for Rape on an underage teen about four years ago" "What happened?" Pippa kept reading the piece of paper in her hand "The charges were dropped after the girl said she'd made it up but I know she didn't" all three guys looked at her "What do you mean you know it's a lie?" Pippa nodded and walked over to the table that had the picture of him and Tara, she grabbed a pen "You see this man" she circled a black man mid-thirties with a shaven head "He's Georgie's body guard, He roughened the girls up at the club if they refused to go out back with a client, He's no dubitably roughened her up to change her statement." Opie looked curiously at Pippa "Did her ever hit you?" Pippa shock her head "No, Georgie would never touch me, He tried once but I broke his fingers, he never tried again" Juice laughed as Opie spoke "that's my girl" Pippa shook her head smiling "Hey, you and Jax always taught me to defend myself".

Jax was on the road along with the remainder of the gang, he was riding up all the streets looking for Destiny, He felt helpless that he couldn't face going home and looking into Pippa's eyes and telling her their daughter was out there somewhere. The street lights were starting to come on when Clay pulled over next to the side walk and climbed of is bike, the others followed suit Jax being the last. "Why have we stopped?" He asked as he climbed off his own bike, He walked towards Clay "Son we need to stop and look at the bigger picture, think outside the box. She may not even be in Charming anymore" Jax went for Clay but Tig stood in his way "This isn't helping anyone, we can't keep riding all night Jax, You need to go back to Pippa she needs you man." Jax looked at Tig shaking his head and turned back to his bike, "I'm going to continue looking for my kid, If anybody wants to help, follow me" Jax climbed onto his bike and rode off whilst everybody else stood around waiting for Clay.

Back at the clubhouse they were getting nothing more and Pippa was beginning to get frustrated, She'd shouted at Phil a few times when he offered to help saying he was messing it up but Opie would pull him to one side and tell him it wasn't his fault she was just scared.

The boys pulled into the clubhouse and began cutting their engines when Opie and Juice came out to meet them "Any new leads?" Clay asked as he walked towards them, Juice shook his head "Nah, Pippa is in self-destruct mode though, she's trying to figure it all out on her own," He said as he pulled open the clubhouse door for everyone to enter. Clay noticed half sack behind the bar and shouted "Hey, Prospect!" Half sack turned to see Clay "Yeah" he called back "Get us all a beer, we could do with it after the day we've had" Half sack nodded as he plied bottles of beer on trays to take to the table, Pippa stood waiting patiently for Jax to enter the room but he didn't "Where is he?" She asked Clay. Clay turned to her with a saddened expression but Bobby answered "Pip, He wanted to go alone, we suggested having a break and he wouldn't stop. We want to find her but we couldn't carry on all night with no leads" Pippa looked at Bobby's worn tired face and stared at everybody else, realising it wasn't just her ad Jax hurting but it affected the whole club because to them Destiny was family. "I understand but I need to go find him" Bobby nodded "I'll take you" Opie spoke up but Pippa shook her head "No, I need to do this alone" Opie nodded "Ok but be careful" Pippa smiled at him turning to leave the room, "Night guys get some rest, and Pop's lay off the booze" Everybody laughed as Piney sat their shrugging his shoulders "I haven't touched a drop" he laughed along with the others.

Pippa exited the clubhouse and realised she didn't bring her car but rode on Opie's bike. "Shit" She spoke out as she turned to enter the clubhouse to ask Opie to take her she noticed Phil come out "I'm sorry" he said as pushed the door open to come outside, She eyed him thinking "Phil, do you have your bike keys on you right now?" "Yes, do you need me to take you somewhere?" Pippa shook her head and put her hand out "Can I borrow your bike please?" Phil looked towards the door "They will kill me" Pippa laughed a little "Just say I stole them from your back pocket or that I tackled you to the ground or something" Phil snickered a little "You wouldn't be able to take me down I'm too heavy" Pippa laughed a little "You haven't seen me fight, Just ask them in their" she said pointing at the door. Phil reached into his pocket and grabbed his bike keys "I better not regret this" Pippa smiled thank you Phil and no you won't I promise you'll have her in the same shape tomorrow.

Pippa climbed onto Phil's bike and rode out of the parking lot she rode as fast as she could riding down streets until she arrived at the lake she used to play at when she was younger, when she pulled up she noticed another bike parked up alongside a tree. She climbed off the bike and walked closer to the lake until she noticed Jax sat on the floor with a cigarette in one hand and the other ripping grass from the ground. "You should really tell somebody where you're going, it's not safe out here" Jax turned surprised to see Pippa "What are you doing here? Who brought you? "Pippa laughed "Jax I've been riding a bike since I was thirteen years old, what you thought I'd suddenly forgotten. I had an inkling you would be here, I used to find you here after your dad died" Jax nodded "You always did know where to look" Pippa sat in the space next to Jax "I know you like I know myself Jax and I know you have a guilt weighing on your heart, because you feel Tara's problem is your fault" Jax nodded "If I'd just stayed with her, Destiny would be here right now" Pippa shook her head and reached for Jax's hand "no she'd be back in Seattle with my mom while I worked. Tara's ill Jax you didn't cause this she did." Jax pulled Pippa closer to him and kissed her forehead "It's all my fault" Pippa pulled away and glared at him as she reached under his chin "None of this is your fault, look at you, your shattered you're not thinking straight. You need to rest" Jax let out a breath he'd been holding and wiped his eyes "What if we never find her, I've let you both down. I can't even get being dad right" He continued crying s Pippa reached out and sat on her knees in front of him and cuddled him as she rested her head on his shoulder she let her own tears fall "We are going to find her, She's a Teller Maybe not by name but she is by heart, She is strong just like her dad" Jax wrapped his arms around Pippa holding her tightly "I've let you down" "No Jax you haven't your only human you need to sleep. We both know Tara won't harm a hair on her head because she loves you and she thinks she can use Destiny to get you back" Jax pulled back a little and reached for Pippa's face "You are a genius you know that" Pippa was confused "What do you mean?" "If I tell her I want her back she will give me Destiny back, It's the only way" Pippa nodded and kissed Jax.

Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor

The Script Exit Wounds

R&R

sorry it's all together it''s late here and i'm getting tired so hopefully edit it tomoz but hope you enjoy.. Here's the start of something completely crazy!