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Jax was sat in the waiting room when the rest of the club came to meet him, Chib's eyed Jax's face and noticed Juice also had a cut lip and a nearly evident black eye "What happened to you two?" Chib's questioned his finger pointing between the pair, Juice looked at Jax then back at Chib's shaking his head keeping his mouth shut whilst Jax just stood from his seat walking out of the room.

He found comfort in his cigarette as he stood outside the hospital smoking and trying to think. He'd nearly finished when Piney came outside sitting beside him resting a hand on his shoulder "You okay? I know this must have been quiet a blow for you both" Jax nodded his head turning to look at her father.

"I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel about this or what to say to her" Piney shook his head with a loving smile, He'd always loved Jax like his own taking him under his wing when he'd lost his father "You just need to support her and help her decide what she does next" Jax nodded as he flicked his cigarette but towards the floor standing up and returning to the hospital.

Jax walked into her room to find her curled up in a ball with her arms guarding her head, he could hear the sobs as she tried to breath through the tears. He walked towards her resting his hand on her hair and crouching down beside her "Pip, Talk to me please" He pleaded with hopes that she'll open up and let him comfort her.

"I want my brother" she stuttered out as a fresh round of tears fell from her eyes. Jax huffed as he stood up annoyed "Fine" he began to open the door but soon closed it watching her angrily "What is your problem with me? We can get through this together I'm here" Pippa sat up abruptly glaring at him.

"You know nothing about an honest relationship Jax, You beat up my ex boyfriend god damn it. He's also my friend" she yelled as the tears poured down her cheeks "Juice means a lot to me and he's also a part of Samcro, he's practically one of your brothers. Stop acting like a jealous boyfriend and grow the hell up" Jax shock his head pointing towards her "You know what! We're done. He's welcome to you" He walked out leaving her in pieces.

Pippa sat in the room her arms wrapped around her knees hugging them to her body, she was angry at him but she loved him completely, He just didn't understand the concept of her friendship with Juice.

Opie entered the room looking at his sister sadly, "You okay? Jax told me what happened" She shook her head as he pulled her into his arms hugging her tightly as she clung to his shirt.

"My life is fucked up, I wish I'd never come back" Opie pulled away lifting her head "Don't even think about it, I'm not loosing my sister again" She wiped her cheeks and eyes as she fell back against the bed and Opie took a seat in the chair beside her.

"So how long have you known?" he questioned curiously as absentmindedly rested her hand against her mid section. "I didn't know, I'm scared" Opie rested his hand on her shoulder looking at her "We're all here for you" he spoke reassuringly but it still hadn't calmed her fears.

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"What's wrong with her?" Jax asked panicking when they rested her onto a bed in the unoccupied room. The doctor turned to him trying to ask him to leave "We need to take her bloods and run some tests" Jax sighed as he eventually relented leaving her alone with the doctor and two nurses beside him.

As the evening progressed Jax sat outside her room eagerly waiting for any sign that she was okay. Soon enough the doctor walked into her room signalling for Jax to follow. Pippa was sat In her bed her eyes fixed firmly on the doctor as he went through the procedure of giving her the results from her tests, Jax sat beside her watching as he spoke

"Miss Winston, I have to ask, When was your last menstrual cycle? Do you know?" Pippa's cheeks flushed red embarrassed by the nature of the question "I've had an irregular cycle since I had my daughter, what does this have anything to do with this?" The doctor nodded reaching the clipboard out towards Pippa to accept "Your blood's have all come back clear except this one" he said placing his pen on the blood results that had been different.

Pippa's eyes widened "No that isn't right. I'm on the pill, I'm pretty certain I take it everyday without fail" the doctor looked down reassuringly "Have you accidentally forgot to take it or been sick and treating yourself with antibiotics in the last few weeks?" Pippa shook her head.

"The pill is said to be over 99% effective but sometimes it may not always work" Jax looked at the doctor stunned "So your saying she's pregnant?" The doctor nodded and looked between the pair realizing they needed to talk to each other.

"I suggest you talk about it together, I'll get an ultrasound booked to see if we can figure out the dates" Pippa just nodded as tears filled her eyes.

Jax watched her carefully handing her a handful of tissues from the box beside her "You okay?" he questioned but she turned away from him not wanting to face him.

"It'll be okay Darling. We'll figure it out" Pippa sighed deeply pulling the sheet towards her chin "Please go" she whispered softly.

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Two hours later one of the nurses came to collect Pippa so that she could have her ultra sound, she hadn't called Jax back, she was still hurt by his actions at the park and insinuating that she was anything more than friends with juice.

She knew their history was hard for Jax to accept but Juice hadn't kidnapped their daughter, he hadn't shot Jax out of Jealousy that was all on Tara.

Jax had even visited Tara in prison although Pippa had begged him not to resulting in her feelings being hurt in the process.

Laying on the bed with her gown pulled up under her breasts and a paper towel tucked inside her shorts, the sonographer smiled at her warmly as she pulled the blue gel from it's hold on the side of the machine stand "This will be a little cold" she said as she squirted the gel on Pippa's stomach.

Pippa didn't flinch as the cool gel fell on her stomach she blurred it out not really wanting to be in the room, she watched as the sonographer rolled the probe across her stomach gently pushing down a little trying to find anything in her stomach "I'm sorry if I push to hard, I'm just trying to get a clear picture"

"It's okay" Pippa said as she turned in the opposite direction not wanting to have the screen shown to her because then it would make everything a little more real.

The sonographer still had difficulty finding a picture but suddenly the sound of a tiny heartbeat blared from the machine speakers, and a the little bean came into view.

Pippa's eyes prickled with tears as the sound filled her ears and for once she wasn't scared of having this baby.

The sonographer turned the screen to face Pippa "Here's the heart, The feet and hands" she said pointing towards the screen once Pippa had shown the screen her attention.

"How many weeks?" she questioned curiously. The sonographer checked the measurements of the baby and calculated the estimated due date "Your baby is due October 27th, so I'd estimate you're around 15 +3 weeks" Pippa breathed in deeply before exhaling. She could do this, She could have this baby even if she wasn't ready for it.

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A/N: Pippa's pregnant! Sorry this chapter was short, just haven't got the motivation to write my SOA fic, I just want the show back on :(