Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray Man

NessaTheSinner: to answer your question Neah show up as a white hair woman to represent Allen future, because if Neah dose take over Allen body he'll be a white hair woman since Allen is a white hair woman. Any other time though Neah should show up male.

Chapter 9: Understanding

Allen P.O.V

Flipping threw pages after pages, I went threw books after books and I still couldn't find anything on Akuma. Putting down my latest book I took a deep breath in. I was buried in books, but none of these book had what I needed. Though I did find the meaning of the word Akuma, it meant demon or devil, but I had a feeling that the Akuma I was looking for had nothing to do with demons.

Standing up I brush myself off, my eye began to act up again letting me see what others can't. Even with a cloth tied around my head covering my eye I still saw the horrible state souls were in connected to the nurse's , as well as other school workers like the gardeners, and janitor. I felt like they were connected somehow to the Akuma.

Biting my lip I ignore my eye and went to the bookshelf. 2 days ago I awoke in a state of panic Lavi and Lenalee helping calm down. I couldn't stop crying the thought of my friends dying was horrifying. Even after I was told that I was just having a nightmare ( by Road) I couldn't help but think that it was real, and that if I didn't do anything the things that dream would come true.

I look up at the bookshelf, the book I want next had an old brown cover, and was to high for me to reach. Rolling up my sleeves, I put my foot on the second shelf, jumping up to reach the 5th shelf and grip it. Once that was done I climbed one more shelf before I just start reaching for the book. My fingers only brushed it and I grit my teeth. Standing on my tip toes I felt as if I got a hold of the book. Pulling it out I slip.

I thought I would be hearing the banging of my own head, instead I fell against a hard lean chest. I had a bad feeling.

"You idiot Beansprout." Kanda growled.

"It Allen." I said as the book I want drop on my head. Climbing off Kanda, I really hate how tall this girlie man was. "Why are you here, you can't read."

Kanda said nothing to me and just glare, which seem to irritate me more. "What do you want..."

"Allen Walker!" I heard the head nurse called she was the only nurse that didn't have a spirit connected to her. "Your suppose to be resting." But she was also unimaginably scary. I pick up my book quickly as she stomped towards me. Grabbing me by the ear she pulled me away. "Kanda clean this mess." The Head nurse said Pointing at my pile of books.

"Che." He responded, and I stuck my tongue out at him as I was painful pull away.

The Head nurse brought me back to my room, since the infirmary was full. I had missed the last battle, for the reason I was emotional and mentally unstable. Which are the same reason why I am being forced to rest still.

Climbing into my bed I pull out the book from under my shirt. It look older then it had when I glanced at it in the library. Opening the book I began to read.

I didn't put down the book until I finish it. My heart was speeding, and all I could do was stare at the wall. The book was everything I been looking for.

Akuma were machines or weapons created by sorrow of a love one and the soul of the one they want back. They are created by the Earl of Millennium, and are controlled by the Noahs. It talk about things 7000 years ago before Noah's flood.

This was most likely impossible, but the way it describe the Akuma it seem just like the things I've been seeing. Flipping to the front of the book I searched for the author. It was Bookman he was Lavi's guardian, and a historical author. He would never write a work of fiction.

My room door open and Lenalee enter. "Sorry Allen I'm coming back so late." She said smiling kindly.

"It fine, did you have fun?" I asked.

"Yes, Lavi took me out with some others, I just know you'll love the restaurant we went to." Lenalee yawned, as she fall face down on her bed. I smiled.

Putting the book down on my night stand I cut off my lamp. There was one thing I did know that kind of scared me. I knew that the Noah were here at this school, that they are the one who gather people who had innocent here. In the book the Noahs fought against the innocent, and the Noahs were looking for the heart so they can destroy all the innocent. An I knew with all my power I will stop them.