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Chapter 14

iNeed you here with me

~ * Freddie * ~

I lie on the couch in Carly's apartment. It's been 2,5 weeks since Sam run away and I am going absolutely crazy! I'm more worried about her than ever before! Carly and I have been trying to track Sam down and search for her non-stop, but we can't find her anywhere. I'm feeling so helpless.

Carly walks over to me and hands me a glass of lemonade. She sighs. ''Freddie, you have to stop being so depressed. We'll never find Sam like this!''

''We'll never find Sam anyway Carly, we've already tried everything to track her down! She's gone!''

Carly bites her lip. ''Don't say that…'' I can see that she's trying to stop herself from crying.

I've been acting really selfish towards Carly the past 2,5 weeks. I acted like I'm the only one who's hurt by this, not thinking about how hard this is for Carly. Sam's her best friend, she must be just as sad and worried as I am. ''I'm sorry Carls. You're just as hurt by this as I am. I need to stop being so selfish.''

Carly nods. ''It's okay…''

I sigh. ''What are we gonna do Carls? This is hopeless…''

Carly nods and sighs deeply. ''I don't know, I really don't know anymore Freddie…we've tried everything!''

''I know…okay we need to stop just sitting here…wanna go to the groovie smoothie?''

Carly nods. ''Yeah let's go.''

I stand up with Carly and walk out of the door with her, walking downstairs to the lobby.

''Ahhhh get off my floorssss!'' Lewbert screams.

''Shut up Lewbert we need to walk here!'' Carly says pissed.

Wow, Carly has never been that way to Lewbert, she's really worried about Sam too…I can see it.''

We walk down the street and into the Groovie Smoothie. We sit down at a table and T-bo walks up to us.

''Woahhh what's up with you two? You don't look well!''

''Because we aren't…'' Carly says.

''Why what's up?''

''Sam's missing…'' I reply and I sigh deeply.

''Well missing…more like, she's run away…'' Carly says.

''Wow…that's bad. Have you guys tried to search for her?'' T-bo says.

''Of course we have T-bo!'' I reply irritated.

''There's no track of her…'' Carly says.

''Woah…I'm so sorry…'' T-bo says. ''Y'know what, you're both getting a free smoothie!''

Not that a free smoothie is gonna help us but it's nice of T-bo. ''Thanks Teebs.''

''No problem!'' T-bo smiles and he walks away.

Carly and I just sigh and look down. We're both just too sad and worried to talk about anything.

Suddenly Gibby walks into the Groovie Smoothie, he waves at us, walks over to our table and sits down. ''Hey guys!''

''Hi…'' Carly replies.

''Hey Gibs...'' I add to it.

''Sam still not found?'' Gibby asks.

''No Gibby, else we wouldn't be sitting here like this!'' I say.

Gibby sighs. ''Have you guys really tried everything to track her down already?''

Carly and I nod.

''Everything!'' Carly says and she sighs.

''It's hopeless…'' I add to it.

T-bo walks back to us and puts two smoothies on the table. ''There ya go, two free smoothies.''

''Thanks.'' Carly and I both say.

''Hey why don't I get a free smoothie?'' Gibby asks.

I roll my eyes. ''You weren't here yet a few minutes ago.''

"Oh right!'' Gibby says.

Gibby's a great guy but seriously, there are so many things wrong with that kid!

''I'll get you a smoothie too.'' T-bo says to Gibby. ''Not free though...''

''I'll go with that.'' Gibby says and he gives T-bo some money. T-bo walks away again.

Carly and I roll our eyes.

I take a sip of my smoothie. Even doing that isn't the same without Sam. We only went to the groovie smoothie without Sam one time.

I put my smoothie aside, I swear I'd rather starve myself and die than spend my whole life without Sam. I don't know how long I can still take this pain.

I really wonder where Sam is. She isn't in Seattle anymore that's for sure. I'm so incredibly worried about her. What if she ended up in some other bad neighborhood again and those same things as that horrible past of her are happening? God I don't wanna think about it!

I think back about 1,5 week ago, no one knows but I went up to that neighborhood Sam lived in. God what a horrible place is that, I was absolutely terrified there but I didn't care. I had to make all those sick people who did this to my Sam pay! And I did. I have to admit I was pretty impressed that I did it all by myself.

I threw a few good punches, I guess my gym time really did show off. Three of those sick guys even ended up in the hospital because of me, I'm kinda proud of it. But that's not what I did it for, and it wasn't the only thing I did. I let Sam's dad and those sick guys beat me up on perpose. You would think that's crazy, BUT I got it all on camera. And with those videos, the photos of all of Sam's injuries and my own injuries I managed to get all of those sick bastards arrested! When I told Sam I would never let them hurt her again and that this would never happen again, I meant it.

I've managed to hide all my bruises and wounds pretty good with my mom's makeup and my clothes. No one noticed. And no one will ever know. I didn't do it to show off how tough I am. I did it to make sure those sickos will NEVER hurt my Sammy again, and I succeeded.

I hear Gibby talking to Carly about trains. Ugh seriously Gibby? Now?

Wait a minute…Sam said she was in a train…that's it!

''That's it!'' I suddenly yell and I run out of the Groovie Smoothie, back to my apartment. Leaving Carly and Gibby behind super confused.

~ * Sam * ~

I walk into my hotel room, exhausted. I let myself fall back on my bed and sigh deeply.

It's been 3 weeks since I run away. I miss Freddie more than ANYTHING and knowing that I probably won't see him or Carly ever again makes me the most unhappy girl ever. I bet they tried to search for me, but I obviously made sure they can't find me. This is for their own good, eventually they'll be glad I'm out of their lives.

That night I went to the station and took the first train available. It was a train to San Francisco… so that's where I am now. I figured I couldn't live here if I didn't make any money so that night I searched for a job. And I found one.

So now I'm a waitress at some fancy restaurant in the middle of the shopping mall. And even though I can't even eat one bit of the food, have to be nice and polite to all the customers and have to wear this ridiculous dress that pushes my boobs up to my chin, I'm kinda happy with it, cause it pays good, REALLY GOOD.

The restaurant pays for my stay here at the hotel too, so I think that ever since I've been here, I've made more money in 3 weeks than I have in my entire life.

I sigh. What would Freddie be doing right now? Gosh I miss him, I miss his strong arms around me, I miss his lips on mine, I miss his breath against my skin, I miss being able to rest my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat. I miss him so fucking much!

No Sam, don't think about him, you need to be strong. Freddie will be happy without you, so will Carly. You live here now, without them, you need to stop thinking about them.

I sigh deeply and kick off my heels. Man those things are killing me. These things are like 7 inches high, why the fuck would they want waitresses to walk on that? I have to admit, I'm pretty proud of myself for being able to walk on these things so fast.

I grab a magazine from my night stand and start reading it. I seriously couldn't care less about all of this crap in here, but hey, what else do I have to do? I grab a bag of fried chicken out of my night stand and start eating it. Since they won't let me eat it in the restaurant I'll just have to eat it here at night.

I get extremely bored by the magazine after a few minutes and grab my laptop. I open it and switch it on. I check my payslip and smirk. Momma's getting rich. I never thought I'd say this but I would seriously give all my money to be happy now. I've always dreamt of having this much of money, but it doesn't make me happy, not at all.

I wonder if I'll ever be happy again. Life without Freddie and Carly is practically worthless.

I can't stop myself and go to , tears start forming in my eyes as I see the home screen, a huge picture of Carly and me saying 'Come back webisode, coming soon! :D' We thought of so many fun things for the show, and now we'll never be able to do them anymore. No Sam don't cry, don't cry!

I go over to YouTube and watch some videos, trying to cheer myself up. But nothing can cheer me up right now. My life is ruined. I'll never be happy again… I hate everything.

I shut off my laptop and put it away. I throw the magazine I was reading across the room hopelessly. Ugh, fuck everything! I fall down on my bed on my stomach. Ow! Ugh that wound still hurts like hell!

I burry my head in my pillow, groaning into it. The rest of my injuries are starting to heal pretty good though. The burns on my back still hurt but thanks to Freddie they didn't get infected, just like all the injuries on my face.

I pull myself off the bed and walk into the bathroom. I look in the mirror. Holy shit my boobs look absolutely huge! I didn't even know it was possible for those things to be pushed up this much. I wonder what Freddie would think of them…Ugh no, no Sam stop it. You will never get there with Freddie. You will never see him again. He'll be happy without you!

I look in the mirror again. Ugh my makeup is all run out. I grab a cotton pad and put some makeup remover on it.

I walk out of the bathroom and start removing the makeup from my eyes when I suddenly feel someone wrap his arms tightly around me from behind.

''Did you really think I wouldn't find you?'' A low voice whispers in my ear.

I grow numb and start breathing slightly heavily.