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Chapter 15
iWill always find you
~ * Sam * ~
I swallow as the person behind me grabs me tighter. ''L-let me go.''
''I told you I'll never let you go.''
Wait…I know that voice. That is…that's… FREDDIE! I can't believe it. He found me! He actually found me! How!?
He lets go of me and looks at me seriously. ''What the fuck Sam!''
Oh god…he's angry. I swallow.
''F-Freddie… I told you not to try to find me!...''
''And you thought I'd do that!? Of course not! I told you I would never let you go again, and I meant it!''
Freddie runs his hands through his hair. Gosh I've never seen him like this before… But god he looks sexy! I look at him. Please tell me he isn't mad at me…doesn't he understand I did this for him?
''You scared the fuck out of me Sam! Do you even know how worried me and Carly were!?''
''F-Freddie I'm sorry I….''
Freddie shakes his head and cuts me off. ''Why the fuck did you do this Sam!? And why did you turn your phone off!?''
''I-I did it for you!''
''What do you mean you did it for me!? I was scared as hell Sam! I thought I'd lost you forever!''
''Listen to me!'' I scream hopelessly. Oh god I was almost crying. Keep it together Sam come on.
''I just want you to be happy! You won't be happy with me! I'm trouble! My life is a mess! You can't have me by your side and try to solve all my problems, you have an amazing life in front of you, you can go to a great college! And I'm just ruining everything! I'm a failure, you will never be happy with me! Neither will Carly! I did it for YOU!
Freddie looks at me shocked. He suddenly pushes me against the wall roughly. Oh god that was SO hot! How can I be so terrified but so pleased with this at the same time!?
''How can you even say that Sam!?'' Freddie says, his voice sounding angry and helpless at the same time.
''I LOVE you Sam! I've never felt this way for anyone ever before! I felt absolutely miserable without you! How can you think I'd be happy without you!? I'll NEVER be happy without you! And how can you say you ruin my life!? YOU make my life worth living for! I have no idea what I'd do without you! YOU make me happy! I'd be NOTHING without you okay!''
I look at Freddie slightly shocked. Wow! Did he really just say all of that? He can't mean that… oh my god. I don't know what to say.
''F-Freddie…I…''
''You know what…'' Freddie lets go of me and walks towards the door. ''Forget it. It was my fault to think you really love me, that you're just as in love with me as I am with you. You're way too good for me. Cause I'm just a nubby nerd right?'' Freddie shakes his head sadly and continues walking to the door.
WHAT!? How could he say that!? How can he think that I don't love him!? I am PISSED.
''WHAT!'' I scream at him. ''How can you even fucking say that!?
''Then say it!'' Freddie yells. ''Say you love me!''
''You know what. I do love you!'' I yell back angrily and pissed. ''I love you SO FUCKING MUCH! But you're just too blind to realize it! You just…''
Freddie cuts me off my pushing me against the wall and kissing me passionately. What the fuck is this!?
I kiss him back just as passionately and look at him confused as I pull back. ''W-what…''
''I wanted to hear you say that.'' Freddie smiles at me.
Oh my god! He got me all pissed like this to make me tell him I love him!? Ugh, he's such a jerk! But I love him…I love him so much. I look into his gorgeous brown eyes. Ugh I can't even be mad at him.
''Oh my god! You're such a jerk!'' I say, trying to look angry.
Freddie smirks at me. ''You love it.''
Wow the boy sure created a big ego. God. I look at him for a moment, trying to look angry. ''Ugh!''
Freddie chuckles a little. ''Now, was it really so bad to say that?'' he smirks.
I roll my eyes at him. He actually had a great point. I've always been afraid to tell Freddie I love him, but now that I said it…it actually felt amazing.
Suddenly something in me snaps and finally makes me let go of my tough and angry act. I look into his eyes, bite my lip softly and shake my head. ''It felt amazing…'' I say softly.
Freddie smiles widely at me and kisses me, lifting me up slightly. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, kissing him back.
This is absolutely the greatest feeling in the world. I finally got rid of my act, I can be myself around Freddie. There was something in his voice and the way he acted that made me realize that he really means everything he said. He REALLY loves me. And he felt just as miserable without me as I felt without him. For the first time in my entire life there's someone who TRULY cares about me and loves me. I love him SO much!
~ * Freddie * ~
I put Sam back down on the ground after kissing her for about 5 minutes. God that was our most passionate kiss EVER! I love the girl SO much!
I am so incredibly happy that I found her. The past weeks I thought I'd never see her again, that idea absolutely killed me. And now I was here with her. It took me 3 exhausting days to find out where she was, but it was SO worth it!
I can't believe she actually said she loves me! That was the most beautiful sentence I've ever heard in my entire life. 'You know what, I do love you, I love you so fucking much!' I could tell by the way she said it that she really means it. God, best day EVER!
It was kinda mean of me to make her pissed and angry like that. But hey, I want to spend the rest of my life with her, I won't let her walk over me so easily anymore. I have to admit since me and Sam started dating, I have felt so much more confident, like someone finally really loves me. She makes me feel so amazing. I realized by the she reacted that Sam likes me standing up for myself more, and that makes me feel even better.
I feel like Sam finally realized that she can be herself around me. Like something inside her snapped that made her let go of her tough act. She has to know that I love her for her!
She smiles at me and I smile back at her.
''Never do anything like this to me ever again okay!?''
She shakes her head. ''I won't.''
''Promise it.''
She bites her lip.
''I mean it Sam. No matter how many times you run away, I promise you I will always find you! ALWAYS!''
Sam nods and smiles. ''Thank you…for searching me, for finding me…I bet that was really hard.''
I smirk. ''Yeah it kinda was. You hid yourself very well babe.''
Sam chuckles. ''I know.''
I pull Sam close to me and hug her, kissing the top of her head. She smiles and rests her head on my chest.
''Freddie…'' Sam says.
''Yeah?''
''You haven't done any stupid things right?...''
''Stupid things?''
''I mean, you didn't make all those guys pay for what they did for me right?...''
''Let's just say, your dad, Bobby and all those other sick guys are safely locked up in prison.''
''What!?''
''They're in prison babe. They'll never hurt you again.''
''But…h-how?''
''That doesn't matter baby, the important thing is that they'll never be able to hurt you again.'' I smile at her.
I don't want Sam to know that I took care of it that those bastards got arrested.
''Did you take care of that?'' Sam asks.
''Well…I mean…''
''Freddie!?'' Sam asks impatiently.
I sigh. ''Okay yes, I got them arrested.''
''Baby! I told you not to get involved in that! What did you do!? Did you get hurt!?''
''Baby relax, it wasn't that bad.''
''So you did get hurt?''
''Not really.''
''So that's a yes.'' Sam sighs. ''Do you have any injuries from it?''
''Just some small ones babe it isn't a big deal.''
''It is! Show me them!''
''Sam you don't have to see them…''
Sam cuts me off by pulling up my shirt she sees the big bruises on my back. ''Holy shit Freddie!'' She looks at my face and frowns. ''Is that…makeup?'' She moves her hand to my eye and brushes off the makeup I had put on my black eye. ''Oh my god!''
I sigh. ''Baby it's okay. It's not that bad.''
''Not that bad? You got bruises everywhere and a huge black eye!'' Sam shakes her head and then smiles at me. ''But…it's so sweet that you did that for me…so thank you.''
I smirk to myself. Wow I had really brainwashed Sam. I love her like this! Though I always love her. I smile back at her. ''I'd do everything for you baby.''
She smiles at me. ''How did I deserve you? You're so perfect in every way and I'm just a failure.''
Why is Sam talking so bad about herself? She's perfect!
''Babe! Don't say that! You're NOT a failure okay! You're perfect!''
''I'm everything but perfect baby.'' Sam looks down.
It breaks my heart to see her like this. ''You are baby, to me. You're cool, you're funny, tough but at the same time super sweet, caring and you're absolutely stunning!''
I can't believe what I'm seeing. Is Sam…BLUSHING!? Awww!
''Aww look at you being all shy!'' I chuckle.
''I'm not!''Sam says. ''That was just…really sweet. No one's ever said something like that to me.''
''Well that's their loss then.'' I smile and peck Sam's lips softly.
She smiles back at me.
I'm only now realizing what she's wearing. God that dress is hot. She looks so incredibly sexy! I can't help myself but stare at her chest. Man that girl has some fine curves! She has the boobs and the butt…god, she's the sexiest, most beautiful girl I've ever seen!
''You like my dress?'' Sam smirks.
Shit she realized I was staring at her. Awkward…
I nod. ''Uh huh. But is it really yours? It's…not really something you would wear…''
''I need to wear it for my job.''
Her job? Suddenly a wave of worries hit me. Does Sam work as a…prostitute!?
''Y-your job? You're….you're not a…''
Sam cuts me off and laughs. ''Freddie! Oh my god I'm not a whore!''
I sigh in relief. Thank god! ''Good. You got me worried there babe. Then what kind of job do you do?''
''I'm a waitress.'' Sam answers.
Sam, a job? As a waitress? Wow, didn't expect that.
''Oh. Cool. Where?''
''In some fancy restaurant in the middle of the shopping center. It actually sucks there. I can't eat any food, I need to be nice and polite to all the customers, and I need to wear this ridiculous dress with 7 inch heels!''
''Wow! That's not great.'' I chuckle. ''But then why do you keep working there?''
''Momma needed some money.'' Sam smirks and shows me her payslip.
''wow!'' I say in disbelief. Gosh that's A LOT of money!
''I know right.'' Sam smirks.
''I don't think the dress is ridiculous though. It looks really good on you.'' I say.
''Thank you.'' Sam smirks and she walks away.
''Where are you going?''
Sam comes back wearing a pair of black heels, probably the one she was talking about. Holy fuck is it even legal for someone to look THAT sexy!?
''Wow!'' I say. Ugh, really Freddie?
Sam smirks and walks over to me. ''You like?''
I nod. ''Uh huh.''
Sam chuckles. ''Good.''
I wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her, she kisses me back lovingly.
Gosh she's so amazing. I'm never gonna let this girl go ever again!