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Chapter 16
iNeed you
~ * Carly * ~
I lie down in my bed. I haven't done anything but that today but I don't care. I feel so depressed. Freddie suddenly ran out of the Groovie Smoothie a few days ago and he's been gone ever since. He's okay though, he replies to my texts but he won't tell me where he is. Ugh!
So now both of my best friends are gone! This is just horrible. I'm still so worried about Sam, I hope she's okay. I bet Freddie went to go search for Sam alone, leaving me, Spencer and Gibby behind.
Gibby's been annoying me so much for the past few days. I mean, he isn't acting any different as usual, but now Sam AND Freddie are gone, I'm the only one he hangs out with. He's here like 24/7, and he really starts to get on my nerves!
Urh. I groan into my pillow. Only 3 days till school stars again. I imagined to go to school with Sam and Freddie again, but now I'll probably have to go on my own. Ugh, this is terrible.
I suddenly hear my phone ringing. I groan as I reach on my nightstand and grab my phone off it. I look at my screen. No way! SAM!
I answer the phone quickly. ''SAM! ARE YOU OKAY!? WHERE ARE YOU!''
''Carls calm down okay, I'm fine.''
''Where are you!?''
''That doesn't matter, I just wanted to call and tell you I'll be back soon. I'm sorry for running away. I miss you!''
''I miss you too! Sam please come back soon!''
''I will Carls, I promise.''
''Wait is Freddie with you?''
''Look I gotta go now Carls, don't worry I'll be back soon. Bye, I love you!''
''No Sam wait, where…''
I get cut off by Sam ending the phone call. Well, that was really strange.. .but at least she's okay! And she said she'll be back soon! FINALLY!
I'm really glad Sam's okay. I wonder if Freddie found her and is with her right now…and I wonder where she is. Ugh why won't my two BEST FRIENDS tell me where they are?
I'm pretty sure Freddie is with Sam though, he was going crazy here. And he was willing to do absolutely ANYTHING to find Sam. I guess he found her and convinced her to come back. Aww, that'd be so cute though.
I am suddenly feeling way better. I get up from my bed and walk into the bathroom. I run a bath and wait until it's full with water. I undress myself and get in the bath. I love bathing!
I start singing quietly and put some shampoo in my hair. I'm so happy that Sam's okay and that she'll come back soon! I rest my head back on the edge of the bath and relax. I sigh.
I hear Spencer walk past the bathroom and knock on the door. ''Hey Carls are you okay? I've never heard you singing in the bath!''
I chuckle. ''I'm fine! Sam just called me!''
''Really!? That's awesome! What did she say?''
''How about I'll tell you when I get out of the bathroom?'' I chuckle,
''Okay!'' Spencer says and I hear him walk away again.
I chuckle. I'm happy to be back with Spencer again. I missed him!
I rinse the shampoo out of my hair and relax for a few more minutes before getting out of the bath. I get dressed and walk out of the bathroom.
I walk into the living room and flop down on the couch next to Spencer.
''So tell me, what did Sam say!?'' He asks curiously.
''Well she didn't say much but she was like 'Hey Carls, don't worry about me I'm fine, I'm sorry for running away. I promise I'll be back soon.''
''Well that's awesome then right?'' Spencer says excitedly.
I nod. ''Yeah! But when I asked where she is and if Freddie is with her she just talked over it…''
''That's kinda weird…''
''Yeah…But I'm pretty sure Freddie found her and his with her now and that he convinced her to go back with him.''
''Yeah he probably is.'' Spencer says.
I nod and smile at Spencer. ''But hey Sam's okay and she'll back soon! I'm happy!''
''Me to kiddo.'' Spencer smiles and he pulls me into a hug.
I hug him back. Everything will be okay again soon.
~ * Freddie * ~
I smile at Sam who's removing her eye makeup in front of the mirror. I told her to call Carly to make her less worried and she just did. I also asked Sam to come back to Seattle with me and she said that she will. Now everything will finally be okay again!
I walk over to Sam and wrap my arms around her from behind. ''You are so beautiful baby. With and without makeup.'' I smile and kiss her cheek.
Sam smiles at me. ''Thank you baby.''
I was telling her the truth. Sam is SO beautiful! It doesn't matter if she wears makeup or not, she's a natural beauty!
Sam finishes removing her makeup and turns around, she wraps her arms around my neck and smiles at me. ''When are we gonna go back to Seattle?''
'''Tomorrow?'' I ask her.
''Fine by me.'' She smiles.
I smile back at her. ''So can I stay her for the night or?...''
''Of course you can!'' she smiles at me and pecks my lips.
I peck her back and look at my watch. ''It's already 1a.m. babe, wanna head to bed? We can cuddle and watch tv for a few more minutes.'' I smile at her.
Sam nods and smiles. ''Sure.''
I smile and grab Sam's hand, walking out of the bedroom with her. I sit down on the bed with her and pull her close to me, she cuddles into me and I smile widely. I love it when she does that. I kiss the side of her head, then the top of her head, then her forehead, then her nose and then her lips. God I could kiss the girl all day long. I love her so much.
Sam smiles widely at me and then bites her lip, looking into my eyes. ''You're amazing Freddie. I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me, and for loving me and caring about me.''
I smile back at her and look back into her eyes. ''You don't have to thank me baby. I love you, I'd do anything for you.'' I kiss her lips again.
I pull her closer to me and wrap my arms tightly around her waist, she kisses me back and wraps her arms around my neck.
I gently pull her onto my lap and kiss her deeply, she kisses me back the same way and smiles against my lips. I slowly lick across her bottom lip, begging her for entrance and she opens her mouth. I slide my tongue into her mouth gently and twirl my tongue around hers. God this is amazing!
She moans against my lips softly and we make out like that for a couple minutes, then I pull back slowly. I look into her eyes. Sam I love you so so so SO much!
She smiles at me. ''I…I love you too Freddie, I love you so much…'' It gives me the most amazing, warm feeling ever when I hear her say that and I smile widely.
Sam looks at me. ''Freddie?...''
''Yeah baby?''
She bites her lip. ''You promise you'll love me forever?''
I smile at her. ''I could never break that promise. I love you more than anything, and it'll always be that way.'' I kiss her nose.
She smiles at me and then suddenly kisses me on the lips forcefully, I kiss her back the same way and shiver as she suddenly runs her hands up and down my chest. Oh my god, there are the hormones again…control yourself Freddie, control yourself!
I move one of my hands to Sam's side and the other one to her hip. Suddenly Sam pushes me down on the bed and comes on top of me, kissing me really passionately, I shiver. Oh god there we go…I can feel myself harden as our crotches touch. I look up at Sam's breasts. God she is so so SO sexy!
I flip us over so I'm on top of her and start kissing her neck softly, she closes her eyes and leans her head back slightly. I kiss her deeply again, resting my hands on her hips.
Okay this is going way too fast…we can't do this, we're only back together for a few weeks. And Sam is still vulnerable, she almost got raped! I'm not gonna take advantage of her! I can't go too fast on her. This is way too early. We shouldn't do this.
I pull back from the kiss and look into Sam's eyes. ''Baby, I don't think we should do this…''
She looks up at me. ''Babe it's okay, I love you…''
''It's not that baby, I know you do.''
''Then what is it?'' Sam looks down at her body. ''Do you think I'm hideous?...''
''No babe, of course not! I think you're gorgeous! Your body's perfect!''
''But?...''
''But, I think we're taking things way too fast. I love you so much and I feel extremely attracted to you, but…I'm not gonna take advantage of you Sam.''
''What do you mean take advantage of me?''
''Baby you almost got raped 3 weeks ago! You're still vulnerable…''
Sam sighs. ''I'm not vulnerable!''
''Yes you are Sam, and I don't blame you, it's more than understandable! Which is why I'm not gonna do this…at least not now.''
It was getting really hard for me to control myself with Sam almost begging me not to. But I have to, I can't take advantage of her. We shouldn't do this. Not yet.
Sam sighs. ''Fine.'' She pushes me off her and get off of the bed.
''Sam don't be mad at me…''
''I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed okay.'' She walks into the bathroom.
I walk after her and put a string of her hair behind her ear. I sigh. ''Baby, I'm doing this for you. I love you, I think you're absolutely gorgeous and sexy. I feel so attracted to you I can barely control myself. But I have to, for now. Just till you aren't so vulnerable anymore. Then I'll do everything you want me to do.'' I smirk.
Sam sighs and looks at me without any emotion for a moment but then smiles and groans. ''Ugh! You're way too sweet and protective!''
I chuckle. ''That's me.''
She rolls her eyes and pecks my lips. ''Now get out, I need to change.'' She smirks.
''Yes ma'am!'' I reply, saluting to her. We both chuckle and I walk out of the bathroom.
I think back to when I saw Sam in her underwear on that webcam, oh my god, soon I will see that personally. I can't wait. I smirk to myself. Fuck I need to hit the gym at least 3 times a week now, I want Sam to be impressed.
I get into the bed, waiting for Sam. This day was perfect!
