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Chapter 18

iLove him

~ * Carly * ~

I stand in the living room, looking at Sam and Freddie making out. God I don't know what happened between those two but I'm sure of it that it was something big…I've never seen two people who are THAT in love with each other.

And Sam said 'I love you too.' to Freddie, just there right out of her mouth, without having a hard time, smiling. I was shocked. Sam never dared to say that to any boy she ever dated, and even not to Freddie, it was just something Sam couldn't say. But now she did…wow.

Spencer walks out of the bathroom.

''Look who are back!'' I smirk, pointing to Sam and Freddie.

''Wow what happened to them? I've never seen two people make out that passionately and in love…'' Spencer says, frowning.

''I know right! I have no idea…and guess what just happened!''

''Whatttt?''

''Sam said I love you too to Freddie! Just right out of her mouth like that!''

''No way!'' Spencer looks at me shocked.

I chuckle and nod. ''Really! It was so sweet.''

''Awww!'' Spencer says.

I chuckle. ''I will never get used to them being together…my two best friends are deeply in love…with each other…and I'm just here like… I like shopping…'' I laugh.

Spencer chuckles back at me and puts on a baby voice. ''Awww does the little Carly want a boyfwienddd?''

I laugh. ''Yes Carly wants and boyfwienddd!''

''Well then go search for one kid.'' Spencer replies.

I shake my head. ''I don't want just another boyfriend…I wanna find someone that really loves me more than anything…like Sam and Freddie found each other…'' I sigh.

''Aww. You'll find someone kiddo, just be patient.'' Spencer smiles at me.

''Yeah I guess.'' I smile back at him.

Looking at Sam and Freddie being all lovey-dovey like that makes me kinda jealous. I mean I'm really happy for them, but I'm kinda scared they'll only wanna hang out with each other and I'll be the third wheel without a boyfriend…

I haven't had a boyfriend in a long time already…I feel like I'm just done with all those short relationships I had. I just really wanna find someone that loves me more than anything, and that I will love more than anything, someone I feel like I wanna spend the rest of my life with.

I chuckle at Sam and Freddie as they finally pull away from each other. ''Are you done swallowing each other's dna?'' I smirk.

They just roll their eyes at me and chuckle. Spencer smirks and chuckles too.

I walk over to Sam and Freddie. ''Hey, it's time…'' I smirk.

They smirk back at me and nod. Spencer just looks at us confused. ''Yeah okay I still don't get that iCarly telepathy thingy…''

We chuckle at him and shake our heads before running upstairs to the iCarly studio. This is it, our comeback episode of iCarly! Eeeeeek I'm so excited!

''Oh my camera's still at home.'' Freddie says. ''I'm gonna go get it, I'll be right back!''

He smiles and runs out of the studio and down to his apartment.

I smirk and walk over to Sam. ''Sooooooo.''

''Sooooooo?'' Sam chuckles.

''What happened between you and Freddie!?''

''What do you mean what happened between me and Freddie?''

''Ahh come on Sam, you guys are more in love than ever since you came back! What happened?'' I ask excitedly.

''Well he found me…'' Sam smiles.

''Anddd?''

''And he convinced me to come back here with him…and he told me super sweet things…'' Sam smiles widely as she talks about it.''

''Awww, deets!'' I say.

''Well he told me he loves me more than anything, and that he'd do anything for me…''

''Awwww!''

Sam chuckles. ''You gotta stop that Carls…''

''Sorry.'' I chuckle back.

I bet that wasn't the only thing Freddie told Sam, but I feel like I should give them some privacy and not ask them everything about them, it's their relationship, not mine.

I smile at Sam. ''I'm really happy for you Sam!''

She smiles back. ''Thank you Carls. ''

''I can't believe you actually told him you love him, that was so hard for you!''

''I know…but something happened and Freddie got me really pissed so I yelled it at him, and then it actually…it actually felt amazing…'' Sam smiles.

''Awww Sam, that's so sweet. I'm so happy you feel that way!''

Sam chuckles. ''Thanks. Me too…''

''I seriously love Freddie so much…it's ridiculous.''

''It's normal Sam. You don't have to be ashamed of it.'' I smile at her.

''Yeah I guess.'' She smiles back at me. ''I've never felt this way for any guy before… I'm kinda starting to think that…''

''That he's the one?'' I ask excitedly.

Sam nods. ''yeah…''

''Ahh Sam that's amazing!''

Sam chuckles. ''It kinda is isn't it?...''

I nod and I hug her. ''I'm glad you feel so good around Freddie. You deserve to be happy.''

Sam smiles at me. ''Thanks you Carls.''

I smile back at her when Freddie walks back in. ''I got it!'' He says excitedly, showing us his camera.''

''Awesome!'' I say and I walk to the spot where Sam and I always stand. ''Sammm this is so exciting we're gonna do iCarly again after nearly a half yeer!''

''I know!'' Sam says excitedly.

Sam and I jump around a little like we always do before an episode. Man I missed this. It's so great to have it back!

Freddie points the camera at us. ''Okay in 5, 4, 3, 2…''

And we start the show.

~ * Sam * ~

Carly Freddie and I walk back downstairs from the iCarly studio to the living room. We hug each other. It was absolutely AMAZING to finally do iCarly again! I missed it. It was like nothing has changed. Everything is finally back to normal again, well apart from the fact that I feel like Freddie's the love of my life.

Carly was right though, I shouldn't be ashamed of it. Everyone has a soul mate in live, and I guess Freddie's mine. Why should I be ashamed of him? He's perfect! God I love him so fucking much!

Freddie grabs my hand. ''Baby I think it's time that we tell my mom now…''

I sigh. I really don't wanna tell Freddie's mom we're back together, let alone that Freddie stands on it that I stay in their apartment with him. His mom absolutely hates me, she's gonna freak out!

''Do we really have to? We can wait a little bit longer…''

''Sam don't worry okay, it's gonna be fine.'' Freddie kisses the top of my head.

I still don't wanna go, but I have to, we have to sooner or later so we better do it now.

I sigh deeply. ''Alright…let's go.''

''Good luck guys!'' Carly says. ''It's gonna be okay!''

''Thanks…'' I reply to her.

''Later Carls!'' Freddie says before walking out of Carly's apartment with me.

He grabs his keys and puts them in the keyhole. ''Baby don't worry okay? It's gonna be fine. Don't take everything she'll say personally, she's just way too overprotective. I'll take care of it.''

I take a deep breath and nod. Freddie unlocks the door and walks into his apartment with me. ''Mom? Mommm?''

Mrs. Benson walks into the living room. ''Oh hey Freddie bear.'' She looks at me in disgust. ''What is that doing here?''

I sigh and look down.

Freddie sighs. ''Okay first of all, you will call her 'she', and second…'' He takes a deep breath. ''Sam and I are back together. And this time we're not gonna break up no matter what anyone says. And there's nothing you can do about it.''

I am impressed. Did Freddie just really say that to his mom!? That's so sweet of him! But oh my god, Mrs. Benson is gonna freak!

Mrs. Benson's mouth falls open and she looks at Freddie angrily. ''WHAT!?''

''You heard me.'' Freddie says, and he crosses his arms.

Wow that's so hot… but that's not what we came here for. I look at Mrs. Benson.

''NO way Freddie! I will not let you ruin your life thanks to that girl over there! You're way too good for her! She's trouble!''

Freddie steps in front of me defensively. ''I will NOT let you talk about her that way! You have no idea what Sam's been through and how strong and brave she is! You don't know her at all! She's amazing and I'm not gonna let her go, not for anyone or anything! Sam means EVERYTHING to me!''

Wow. Freddie looks really angry. I can't believe he's doing this for me. I can't let this happen. I don't wanna be the cause of Freddie and his mom fighting.

I whisper at him. ''Baby it's fine…she's right…''

''No she's not Sam! Stop talking so bad about yourself!'' He looks back at his mom. ''And Sam's staying here, with me, where she's safe!''

''Oh no! NO WAY!'' Mrs. Benson yells. ''That brat will not stay in my house!''

I whisper to Freddie again. ''Freddie…it's okay, I'll be fine…I'll just go…''

''Yeah you better do!'' Freddie's mom yells at me.

''NO!'' Freddie yells back and he pulls me close to him. ''Sam needs a safe place where she can stay. Which is here, with me. I love her more than anything mom! And I won't let you take her away from me!''

''Oh yes you will!'' She yells back.

I look at Mrs. Benson. ''Look Mrs. Benson, I know I have been horrible to you and Freddie in the past…but I've changed. I love Freddie, I really do! And he's everything to me! He's the only person I can be myself with and who truly knows me…I understand if you hate me, and I'll stay at Carly's. But you can't take Freddie away from me, he's everything I have!''

Freddie's mom looks at me surprised.

''See!?'' Freddie says. ''Sam and I LOVE each other! You can't tear us apart mom!''

She looks at me. ''I don't believe you…I bet you just say that so you can stay here.''

''God, mom!'' Freddie yells.

I can see that he is at his highest point of anger and being pissed right now.

''Do you even know how hard it is for her to say something like that!?'' He yells.

''No I don't!'' Mrs. Benson yells back. ''Look at that girl, she's full of bruises and injuries! I bet that is from all the fights she gets into! I don't want you to be around her Freddie! She's TROUBLE!''

I look down and bite my lip when she starts about that and Freddie walks over to his mom REALLY angrily.

Oh god…