2 A new life...
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New chapter, cursive means flashback. Underlined means nightmare or dream. Enjoy this new chapter.. And remember a review makes writing way easier. It makes me feel more creative..
Enjoy this, Tempe Geller!
He left, Lily jumped from the bed she was resting on. It had been a week ever since her baby had died, and she was not doing better. She was happy that Snape didn't speak to her, not more than good morning and good night. Now he was gone, she assumed he went to Hogwarts. A place where they hired a spy of the dark lord. She wanted to tell Dumbledore. But she didn't even dare step outside the door. Snape had told her things. Lily slowly walked down the stairs, she stared around in the dark house. She hadn't been here before. The door next to the stairs was closed up, and it was hard for Lily to push it open. It was a big room, bigger than she expected. She smelt something she hadn't expect either. Flowers,.. She stared around the room, this one was different from the others. There was so much light, a big window had been added to the room. Lily expected they used magic to do so. There were beautiful drawings on the wall. Lily stepped towards the crib. There were only two, she stared at the pictures. They were on the floor, thrown of it. The glass was broken all over the floor. The picture was pulled apart. Lily stepped back. She stared around, when she turned around she saw Severus Snape. He was staring at her.
"What are you doing here?" Snape grabbed her wrist. "You're not supposed to be here!"
"Yeah, as I remember! I'm supposed to be dead, like my child!" Lily yelled "Or like my husband! But you were that selfish! Why did you want me? I mean you had a wife? Why couldn't you just let me die? Wasn't it enough that you keep looking at me as I'm some sort of.."
"Mudblood?" Snape turned to her. "That's what I want to call you right?"
"Well.." Lily turned away. "Coward!"
"Isn't it nice of you to sneak around.." Snape stared at her. "you're not supposed to be here.."
"I didn't see this room locked.." Lily replied "Maybe I'll have to walk around this room, just pull open some of your bad memories!"
"Lily, go to your guest room.." Snape replied "And leave me be!"
"Leave you be?" Lily replied "I'm going to make every single moment of your life a living hell, just because you killed my baby. You got my Harry killed!"
"Get out of my face!", Snape grabbed her wrist.
"You're a monster!" Lily took a step back.
"Right why not?" Snape took a porcelain statue from the cabinet and threw it at Lily.
"Monster!" She cried as she stared at him once more again.
"Sev?", it was dark. The door was wide open, slowly she walked in the house. Leyla's feet moved slowly over the wooden floor. "Severus?"
"You're good for nothing!", she heard someone scream, "You're responsible for no one!"
"I never wanted that screw up kid!" A low voice screamed "And what now I have to deal with friends of that crazy school? People like you.."
"People like me?", the high voice spoke once more again, "What's that supposed to mean?"
"Get out of here!", the low voice screamed.
"Sev.." Leyla screamed "Where are you?"
A door swung open, as Leyla stepped back.
Snape opened his eyes, to find out Lily had left the room. He stared at the scattered glass, just like his life everything was broken. He picked up a piece, a slow pain went through his body. He watched at red blood fell to the wooden floor.
"Severus!" He heard someone scream, but he didn't find anyone there. He made a fist, the blood started to drip on the wooden floor.
"I'm Jean Granger…" Leyla turned to the woman that sat down next to her. "I haven't seen you hear that often. Are you new?"
"Yes.." Leyla smiled "Me, Taylor, Katherine and Selena are new in town."
"This is Hermione…" Jean showed her the baby. "She turned two in September. How old are yours?"
"Selena and Kat are four.." Leyla replied "Harry just turned 1 in July.."
"You have a lovely son.." Jean smiled "Maybe we should have some kind of play dates, Hermione and your son could be great friends.."
"Right.." Leyla replied.
"I understand, if you have to ask your husband.." Jean got her number from her bag. "Here's my number, we could have coffee if you'd like that.."
"Thanks.." Leyla smiled "But I'm divorced."
"Oh, I can say it won't be easy on you.." Jean replied "I couldn't imagine not having my husband there, how long has it been?"
"Not long.." Leyla smiled "It feels like yesterday, he doesn't even know where I am."
"Why is that?" Jean stared at her. "I'm sorry I'm so nosy, I just.."
"I don't know.." Leyla replied "I haven't reevaluated the relationship."
"Mommy, mommy.." Katherine walked towards her, hiding behind her leg. "You have to see what I can do mommy.."
"Can you show me at home darling?" she kissed her on the cheek. "Go play with your sister."
"How far along are you?" she stared at Leyla. "You don't mind me asking right?"
"7 months.." Leyla put her hand on her stomach. "I don't even know if it's a boy or girl…"
"I bet it will be a lovely child.." Jean smiled
"Yours is to.." Leyla said smiling.
"Where do you think you're going?" Snape stood up, stepping to the door where Lily was standing. His eyes stared at her.
"What if I say I want to see Petunia? Or Dumbledore?" Lily stood up. "Or even Sirius?"
"That punk went to Azkanban for betraying you.." Snape replied "And killing that Peter Petigrew, I believe. So where are you going?"
"Dumbledore!" Lily replied "I'm going to tell him what kind of punk you really are!"
"Dumbledore thinks you're dead!" Snape threw a copy of the daily prophet in front of her. Lily grabbed the paper in both of her hands, she stared at the article on the front page. It was one that announced she had died, her son Harry was hardly mentioned. She stared at Lily.
"You're joking right?" Lily stared at him. "If I show up, they'll know I'm alive, I'll get them.."
"To the world, you are dead." Snape replied "I am all you have! There's no one on this entire world that cares so much about you then I do!"
"So would you say that you love me?" Lily replied "I don't think you're able to love? I mean your father was a monster, and you know what they say. Like father, like son!"
Snape turned around.
"That's really nice Lily.." Snape replied, he stepped in front of the door. "Lily, get back to your guest room. I don't want to hurt you!"
"You already have!" Lily turned around heading on the stairs.
"Sometimes I wish all of this would be over.." Minerva stared out of the window of her Hogwarts office. "Don't you Albus?"
"Every single day!" Albus replied
"It's so sad.." Minerva put her hand on her head. "About the Potters.."
"Yeah, very sad.." Dumbledore replied
"Albus, I don't want to disrespect you.." Minerva stood up. "Do you honestly think it's smart to have a death eater like Severus Snape here?"
"Minerva, he's your son in law.." Dumbledore stared at him. "I thought you would trust him.."
"I don't trust him because of that.." Minerva replied "Specially since they're getting a divorce. I have no idea where my daughter went, she just vanished.."
"Sometimes people don't want to be found with a reason…" Dumbledore replied "I'm sure Leyla has her reasons. She always has her reasons, poor girl most be devastated. Losing once best friend and god son can't be easy."
"She's probably suffering in silence.." Minerva replied "That's why she needs her mom."
"Leyla is independent, always has been!" Dumbledore smiled
"What if he killed her?" Minerva turned to Dumbledore. "Snape, what if he killed my daughter? I need you to find her, my daughter. I need you to put everyone of the Order of the Phoenix on this."
"Minerva, as long as Leyla doesn't want to be found, we won't find her.." Dumbledore replied
"Higher, daddy! Higher!" a high pitchy voice was heard by Severus Snape, he got out of his high bed. He slowly walked around the garden, for some reason his bed had ended up right there. He stared around, blue butterflies were flying around the garden.
"Mommy, higher! Mommy!", once more again he heard the high pitchy voice. There was laughter all around him. "Mommy higher!"
"Daddy!", a little girl threw her arm around his neck. She had wavy black hair, piercing blue eyes and a pale skin. Snape also liked to call that, his hair color, but the rest was Leyla. Even the curls in her hair were hers. Sometimes he didn't know where this girl was anything like him.
"Daddy!", everything around him started to go faster. He could see everything passing by. "Daddy!"
"Selena!" He screamed as he woke up from the nightmare. He stood up from the bed, he didn't know what to do. Sometimes he would make a potion, a dreamless sleep potion, but this time he didn't feel like doing so. In some sort of way he thought he disserved it. He wanted to write a letter, he wanted to talk to someone. Someone that wasn't convinced he was evil. He stood up, from his bed. It was evening. He stared at his watch. He remembered some kind of meeting of the death eaters, maybe even some kind of party. He didn't know.
He stepped out of his bed, he slowly put on his robes. Black as usual. Leyla had tried to talk him in to wearing blue robes once up on a time, but he refused that. Even when she told how sexy he looked in blue and even black. But her cute nature was something he would melt for, but that was not the fact with clothes. Blue was simple not his color.
He took his wand of his bedside table, and stepped out of his room.
"Monster.." He heard Lily whispering from behind him. "Coward.."
"Will you please shut up?" Snape turned to Lily. "I'm not a monster!"
"Sure you're not!" Lily rolled her eyes, as Snape left his house. It only took him two seconds to get to the house where they were meeting up, this time it was an old mansion that belonged to muggles. Voldemort had killed them a couple of weeks ago, and taken residence there. Snape stepped inside the house.
"My lord, I want to find the girl.." Bellatrix was kneeling in front of him, like he was some kind of hero. "I agree with you, she must be put down."
"Who must be put down my lord?" Snape stared at Bellatrix.
"Your wife.." Bellatrix gave him an evil laugh.
"How is your present treating you?" Voldemort smiled "Your pet doesn't eat expensive food right?"
"My lord, why do you have to go after my w.. ex-wife?" Snape stared at him. "I thought we had a deal.."
"I told you I wouldn't kill your wife.." Voldemort gave him an evil smile "But now she's not your wife anymore, I don't see any reason not to kill her.."
"I understand my lord.." Snape stood up. "But I want to have the pleasure, my life is the one she ruined with all her mad rules. I couldn't put her under an imperious curse. It was a hell being married to her, I would love you to kill her.."
"See Severus, we made you in to a man.." Snape replied "There's so much better you can do. Even your pet is better than the one you were married to.."
"Severus, I need you to do one thing for me.." Voldemort hang closer. "I need you to kill someone, Professor Minerva McGonagall, I need more death eaters inside. Dumbledore is close to her, I need you be his only.. .."
Voldemort laughed,: " You know what I mean. I need you to kill Minerva McGonagall, she's to much in the war. You're the only that can get to her, you won't get fired. There are so many scenarios in which you could get away. Get her to Hogsmead, ask any death eaters to help you. But I want her dead by tomorrow midnight. And then I'll find out where your wife is, trust me Severus. No one can hide from the greatest wizard of our world. So, what will you do?"
"Kill Minerva McGonagall!" Severus Snape turned away from Voldemort.
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