I hope you guys like where this is going ;) HUGEEEEE seddie thing happening in this chapter! ;D I have no clue if the 'solution' Sam and Freddie think of can happen in real life, probably not but hey, this is fanfiction, who cares? ;P keep reviewing :3

Enjoy!

Chapter 31

iCan't go back

~ * Carly * ~

I sit on the couch watching TV. I really hope Brad will come over, I haven't seen him this whole weekend cause he had to go on a family trip. And Sam and Freddie are in Canada so I've been all alone with Gibby again. It's kinda fun to hang out with him though, he's weird…but fun.

I lean my head back on the couch and sigh. I think of Brad and smile widely. These past weeks with him have been amazing. He's SO sweet. Every day he sends me a good morning text that already makes my day awesome and a good night text that makes me sleep so well. I love him so much.

And he's so handsome too. He's been going to the gym with Freddie these past weeks and I've just seen him grow stronger. He looks amazing. I mean he's skinnier as most other people of his age but he does really have some impressive muscles, plus I'm skinnier as most people from my age too, we fit together perfectly.

I wonder what time Sam and Freddie come home. Probably somewhere in the night. I bet they're having a great time. I smile. I'm really happy for them, they love each other so much, it's just adorable. They have a really good influence on each other, and that's amazing.

I look up when I hear a knock at the door and stand up off the couch. I walk to the door and open it. I smile widely when I see Brad standing in front of the door. ''Baby!'' I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him.

He chuckles and hugs me back. ''Hey babe.'' He kisses my cheek. ''Can I come in?''

''Of course!'' I smile and lead Brad in, closing the door after us. I walk to the couch with him and sit down. Brad leans in and kisses me passionately. I kiss him back. ''I missed you.'' Brad says.

''I missed you too! How was your family trip?''

''It was pretty cool.'' He smiles.

''Good.'' I smile back at him.

''So did you hear anything from Sam and Freddie this weekend?''

''Nope. I think they're just enjoying themselves.'' I chuckle.

''Yeah probably.'' Brad chuckles back.

I lean in to kiss Brad when I hear my phone ring. I look at the screen. ''Oh, it's Sam! Can I take it baby?''

''Sure!'' Brad smiles and quickly kisses my lips. I smile and answer the phone. ''Hi Sam!''

Sam sounds slightly panicked. ''Carls! You need to help us, I've lost my passport and we searched everywhere, it's gone!''

''Sam how can you lose your passport!?''

''I don't know Freddie and I went for a walk in the woods and it probably fell out of my bag!''

''Well did you go back to those woods to search for it?''

''Yeah of course we did! It's gone!''

''Well…that's bad…''

''yes I know it is Carly! Help us! We need to be back at school tomorrow!''

''Sam calm down okay! Look I don't know how to help you with your passport…the only thing I can do is tell and comfort Freddie's mom and make up some excuse for you guys at school…''

Sam sighs. ''Yeah…yeah okay…can you please do that?''

''Yeah of course.''

''Okay…please make sure Freddie's mom doesn't freak out, we're fine and we'll…we'll find a solution, it will just take a little longer…''

''Alright. Are you guys having a good time though?''

I can hear Sam's voice getting happier again. ''Yeah! It's amazing here.''

I smile. ''Well I'm glad about that. I'll take care of Freddie's mom and school.''

Sam sighs slightly relieved. ''Thanks Carls.''

''No problem. You two take care of yourselves okay, be careful and come back soon!''

''Yeah. We'll see you soon. Have fun with Brad by the way!''

I chuckle. ''Thanks. Bye!''

''Later Carls!''

Sam hangs up the phone.

Brad frowns and me. ''What's up with them?''

''Sam lost her passport and now they can't come back tonight.''

''How can you lose your passport?''

''Sam said she thinks it fell out of her bag, they searched everywhere. It's gone.''

''Well that sucks.''

''Yeah…will you pleaseeee come with me to tell Freddie's mom?''

Brad groans. ''Urh…do I have to?''

''Yes!'' I smirk.

Brad smirks back at me. ''For a kiss!''

I chuckle and kiss Brad forcefully before dragging him to Mrs. Benson's apartment with me. ''Come on!''

~ * Freddie * ~

I sigh as I see Sam walking through our hotel room nervously. ''Baby calm down.''

''Never tell a girl to calm down!'' She screams. ''I lost my passport, we can't leave!''

''I thought you like it here?''

''I do but we're gonna get in so much trouble! It doesn't matter for me I won't be able to do good in school anyway but what if it will ruin your chance of going to college because you're not at school!''

I sigh. ''Sam it'll be fine! We'll find a solution!''

''And what about your mom!? She's gonna freak out! What if she'll hate me again!?''

''BABY!'' I walk over to her and grab Sam's arms. ''Carly's gonna take care of my mom okay! She isn't gonna hate you!'' I kiss Sam's lips.

''Just…ugh!'' Sam groans. ''Why does this have to happen to us!?''

''See it on the bright side, we can stay here a little bit longer.'' I wink.

Sam glares at me. ''Yeah if we don't find a solution we'll stay here forever.''

I sigh again. ''Sweetie, it's gonna be okay! We're gonna find a solution, I promise!''

Sam sighs and takes a deep breath, trying to calm herself down. ''Okay…''

I wrap my arms around her and kiss the top of her head. ''I'm gonna call around okay? See if there's a way to get back.''

Sam nods. ''Alright.''

I smile and kiss Sam's cheek before grabbing my phone and calling around.

I hang up the phone after about 2 hours and sigh deeply.

''And?'' Sam bites her lip and looks at me hopefully.

I shake my head. ''I'm so sorry…''

Sam sighs deeply. ''Fuck it! It's fine…it's not your fault…''

''Damn it!'' I groan and throw my phone on the bed frustrated.

Sam walks up to me and wraps her arms around me from behind. ''baby it's fine you did everything you could… we'll continue searching for ways to get back tomorrow okay?''

I sigh deeply and nod. ''Okay…''

Sam kisses my cheek. ''Thanks for trying though.''

''You're welcome.''

I turn around and kiss Sam's cheek. ''I need some air…'' I sigh. And I walk out onto the balcony. I breath in the air and put my hands in my hair. This sucks, ugh! I mean I absolutely love being here with Sam, but she was right…my mom is gonna freak out and school…I hope Carly makes up a very good excuse for Sam and me or else we're screwed…

Sam walks up behind me on the balcony and wraps her arms around me from behind again. ''Hey…''

I turn around and smile at her. ''Hey…''

''You okay?''

I nod. ''Yeah.'' I kiss her lips.

She smiles at me. ''like you told me before, it'll be okay baby.''

I nod and then smirk at her. ''Crazy how we always try to comfort each other but don't know how to comfort ourselves right?''

''Tell me about it!'' Sam smirks.

''We have a good influence on each other huh?''

''Yeah I think we do…'' Sam smiles. She points at a couple kissing that we see from the balcony. ''Look, they'll never be as cute and unique as us!'' she smirks.

I smirk back at her. ''Indeed baby.'' I wrap my arms around her from behind, looking at the view from our balcony with her. ''Crazy how we went from… like… enemies to…passionate lovers huh?'' I smirk.

Sam smirks back at me and nods. ''Insane!''

I chuckle and put a string of her hair behind her ear and kiss her cheek.

Sam smiles. ''I love you Freddie…''

I smile back. ''I love you too baby, more than anything.''

Sam smiles and turns around, kissing me deeply. I kiss her back the same way.

She pulls back. ''I'm gonna take a shower okay?''

I nod. ''Alright.''

Sam smiles and walks back inside. I look after her as she walks into the bathroom. I love her so freaking much. That girl is my whole life.

I walk back inside after standing on the balcony for a while and lie down on the bed I grab my phone and start looking on some sites, making sure there really isn't anything we can do.

I suddenly see an advertisement and then get an idea…. Wow I can do that… It'd be very impulsive though…but…it's a solution… I get very nervous as I think about it and gulp at Sam when she walks out of the bathroom.

Sam frowns at me. ''What's up with you?''

''Nothing…''

Sam rolls his eyes and flops down on the bed next to me. I look at Sam, yes…I'm gonna do this.

Sam sighs. ''I thought of ways to get back…but I couldn't think of one…''

I bite my lip. ''I did…''

Sam frowns. ''What?''

I get up from the bed and pull Sam up too I hold both of her hands and look into her eyes. ''Sam…''

Sam frowns more. ''Where is this going Benson?...''

I bite my lip hard and get down on one knee in front of her. I see Sam gulping and looking down at me in shock.

I look up at her. ''Sam…I…I love you SO much…more than anything or anyone…you mean the whole world to me and I'd do absolutely anything for you…my life isn't the same without you and…I want to spend the rest of my life with you…baby…will you marry me? I look up at her nervously and hopefully.

Sam looks down at me, her jaw dropped, she bites her lip hard and I can see tears in her eyes. ''Freddie I…'' She shakes her head, tears running down her face. ''I…I can't…''

I gulp. ''w-why not?...''

''I…it…I'd love to, Freddie…but…but you're only doing this because you think it can get us back…it's an impulse! You don't really want to marry me…you can't! You're a 17 year old guy with an amazing future in front of you! You can't ruin it by marrying me, you can't be a married man in high school and college! The tears run down her face.

I can feel tears forming in my eyes and shake my head. ''Baby, it came in my head as an impulse…but when I think of it, there's nothing I want more! I mean, marrying you, promising you my ever-lasting love! I love you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you! I wouldn't want those insane college lives, I've got you, why would I want that? I'll be the happiest and most lucky guy EVER to marry you! I hold Sam's hand tightly and look into her eyes hopefully.

Sam bites her lip. ''Freddie…you can't…your mom…your life….you can't want this!''

I shake my head. ''I can. My mom will get over it, and I don't want anything more as I want this…please…''

Sam looks at me for a while, tears running down her face… she bites her lip. ''Okay…yes, yes I'll marry you!''

I smile widely and lift her up, spinning her around and kissing her deeply, a few happy tears rolling down my cheek. I put her down again. ''I love you so so so much!''

Sam smiles. ''I-I love you too! I can't believe this!...''

I wipe her tears away. ''Me neither baby…but it's happening…we're getting married!''

Sam squeals and she wraps her arms around my neck, hugging me tightly and crying happy tears again.

I hug her back and kiss her cheek several times before pulling back and wiping her tears away. ''Baby, I don't have a ring for you…but I promise I'll make it up to you as soon as possible.

Sam smiles widely and shakes her head. ''You don't have to…it's already perfect, in our unusual way!'' she chuckles through her tears and I chuckle back at her, pulling her into a tight hug again.

Oh. My. God! Sam and I are getting married! Whaaaaaaat!? This is the best night of my life!