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Chapter 49

iAm here for you

~ * Sam * ~

I walk towards the bathroom in the hospital. Once again trying to hold back my emotions, stay strong and not cry. I walk into the bathroom and lock the door, sitting on the toilet and putting my head in my hands.

I take a deep breath and let out a loud sigh before doing what I can only do when I'm alone or around Freddie, cry my eyes out. I shiver as the tears roll down my face. Why do Freddie and I have so much bad luck in our life? I mean I understand it for me, I've done a lot of wrong things, but Freddie…He's never done anything bad to anyone or anything! He's a good guy, and he doesn't deserve all of this crap!

I grab my phone out of my pocket and open my camera roll, scrolling through pictures of me and Freddie right after we got married. Everything was so perfect back then… nothing was wrong. It was just me and Freddie, us against the world, and nothing or no one could stop us from being happy.

Out of experience, I already knew that stomach shots usually aren't fatal… I've lived in an extremely bad neighborhood my whole childhood, I've seen some people get shot…

So I guess that's something to be glad about, at least we know Freddie's gonna make it and won't have any permanent damage to his body. But the healing process will be long…both physically and mentally…

I'm afraid Freddie's gonna have a huge mental breakdown… He's apparently seen some really horrible things, and if there's one thing Freddie can't handle, it's seeing people get hurt for no reason.

I close my eyes and take deep breaths, trying to stop crying. But it's not working, the tears just keep rolling down my cheeks, my shoulders shocking .

Eventually I hear a knock at the door, I must have been in here for pretty long already.

I hear a soft and sweet voice, I would recognize that voice out of thousands.

''Sam…are you in there?'' Carly says quietly.

''N-No…'' I say, my voice sounding shocky and hoarse.

Carly sighs. ''Sam please… I wanna be here for you. You don't have to deal with this alone.''

I sigh and take a deep breath again, putting my phone back in my pocket and standing up from the toilet. I walk towards the door and open it slightly, walking out of the bathroom.

Carly looks at me and bites her lip. ''Come here…''

She pulls me into a hug and as much as I wanna hold the tears back, I can't. I cry into her shoulder softly. ''Sam you don't have to run away and hide yourself from us when you're sad…we're here for you, it's okay. You've been going through so much, and you're SO strong! I don't know how you manage to do that, I truly admire your strength so much. You're my best friend and I will always be here for you…you're not alone! I love you.'' She hugs me tighter and I hug her back the same way.

Carly's the best friend you could ever ask for in the whole world, and I'm so glad that she's mine.

''T-thanks…I love you too Carls…''

Carly smiles slightly and pulls back from the hug, putting a string of my hair behind my ear. ''Come on, let's get out of this gross bathroom…The doctor said we can go see Freddie.''

I nod and wipe my tears away, taking a deep breath before looking in the mirror and trying to fix my hair. ''God I look horrible…''

Carly shakes her head. ''You look worried and sad…that's very different. Now come on.'' Carly links her arm with mine and we walk out of the bathroom together.

''Oh one more thing…'' Carly smirks slightly.

I frown at her. ''What?...''

''Freddie's out of surgery…and it went well!''

I look at her with wide eyes. ''W-what…REALLY!?''

Carly smiles and nods. ''Yeah!''

''Well you… why are you only telling me now!?''

''Does it matter? Let's just go see him!'' Carly smirks slightly again.

I roll my eyes and run towards the room I see some doctors take Freddie in to. I look behind me and see Carly getting Brad. I smile slightly as Brad seems to be a little better than earlier.

I grab a doctor by his arm as he walks out of Freddie's room. ''Erm doctor how did everything go? Is he alright?''

The doctor nods, giving me a friendly smile. ''The surgery went well. We completely removed the bullet from the stomach and it's been made clear that the bullet didn't damage anything in his body which good.''

I nod and smile slightly. ''Thank god…alright, thank you.''

''It's our job.'' The doctor smiles. ''We stitched up the wound, it'll take a while to heal so it has to be treated very precisely and carefully. I'll give you the explanations when Mr. Benson is completely awake again.''

I nod again. ''Okay, thank you so much.''

''You're welcome.'' He smiles friendly again before walking away.

I take a deep breath, scared of how I will see Freddie when I walk into this room. After his accident a while ago he really scared me when I first saw him, he looked terribly injured.

I take another deep breath and smile slightly when I see Freddie. He doesn't look injured at all this time… I sit down on the bed next to him and stroke his cheek softly.

I smile at him when he starts opening his eyes slowly. ''Hey baby…'' I take his hand in mine.

When I look at Freddie right now, he looks just the same as when he wakes up in the morning…Same adorable face, same sexy messy hair, same loving face…

But it's really about how he feels, and not just physically…

~ * Freddie * ~

I open my eyes slowly, not able to completely open them and seeing unclearly. Oh god I'm in a hospital again…

I feel someone holding my hand. Please let it be Sam… I slowly turn my head to the side and focus on the person next to me. I see those pretty blonde curls and smile slightly. ''S-sam?...''

''Hi babe…''

I recognize that voice out of millions, it's Sam. Thank god I'm not having any memory loss again. The moment that thought runs to my head it gets replaced with a horrible flashback. I feel my lip starting to quiver and my whole body starting to shiver.

''Baby? Babe what's wrong?'' Sam's voice sounds concerned.

I want to talk to her and hold her close to me but I can't. It feels like my body and mind are living an own life. I keep seeing the terrible flashbacks of what happened in town and my whole body starts shaking. I can't see anything around me anymore and just see those flashbacks in front of me.

I can feel Sam grabbing my shoulders. ''Freddie!''

My whole body starts shaking. ''Babe! babe it's alright I'm here! You're gonna be okay!'' Sam says and I hear her yell and calling for a doctor.

After a few seconds I hear more people rushing into the room and I seem to recognize some of the concerned voices who start asking Sam what happened.

I still can't tell my body or mind to do anything I want and I feel myself still shaking and shivering all over. It feels like somebody else has sneaked into my body and taken over my whole body and mind.

I hear a doctor talking to me but it doesn't seem to get to me and I can't understand anything he says. After a while I feel a needle inside of me and it feels like all of the senses in my body are shut down.

It's like I'm not feeling, seeing and hearing anything and I slowly feel my body calming down. My eyes drop for a few seconds and then I open them again.

I'm feeling like I just woke up out of a deep sleep. I start breathing heavily and I look around. I see some doctors, Carly, Brad and Sam around.

Sam walks over to me and wraps her arm around me as she strokes my cheek with her other hand. ''Baby you scared the chiz out of us! How are you feeling are you okay!?''

I nod, not exactly sure what just happened to me. ''Y-yeah...I'm fine.''

I look at the doctors. ''Thanks for erm…whatever you just gave me or did to me...''

One of the doctors nods. ''We gave you an injection that calms your senses down and shuts your mind off for a few seconds.''

I nod. ''Alright…thanks.''

One of the other doctors turns to Sam. ''Mr. Benson can go home today when he feels ready for it. We're gonna make sure a psychologist stops by to check up on him. With the things he has seen and what just happened it's possible he has a post-traumatic stress disorder…''

Sam gulps. ''A-a post-traumatic stress disorder!?''

The doctor nods. ''It's a possibility. But we're not specialized in that so that's why we're sending the psychologist to see him.''

Sam nods. ''Okay…''

The other doctor turns to me. ''Well you heard it…'' He smiles at me friendly. ''You can go home when you feel ready for it. We removed a bullet out of your stomach, it hasn't damaged your body and the surgery went well. Our nurse will show your girlfriend how to treat your wound so it doesn't get infected and heals as fast as possible.''

''She's my wife…'' I smile at Sam and she smiles back at me, giggling to herself. I smirk slightly to myself when she does that.

The doctor chuckles slightly. ''Excuse me, she'll show your wife.

I smile and nod. ''Thank you.''

The doctors nod friendly and walk out of the room.

Sam walks up to me and sits down on my bed. She kisses my forehead. ''Baby we know what happened… And…I want you to know that you don't have to feel bad or ashamed about that psychologist who's gonna see you.''

I smile slightly at her. ''Thanks babe... I'm fine though.''

''We know you're strong baby, but it's obviously not nothing that happened. You don't have to act tough when you're feeling horrible.'' Sam strokes my hair.

I smile at her. ''I know. But I'm okay, really.''

Sam sighs and shrugs. ''Alright…'' She smiles and leans down to kiss me. I kiss her back.

I pull back after a while and smirk at Sam slightly. ''Now you go see how to treat that wound on my stomach.''

She chuckles slightly. ''Oh don't worry I'll pay a lotttt of attention, I don't want you to be in pain.''

I smile at her and then smirk. ''Aww look who's turned all caring.''

She rolls her eyes. ''Yeah well don't get too used to it.'' She chuckles.

Carly and Brad chuckle too. ''Well Freddie you'll have your own personal nurse.'' Carly says, smirking slightly.

I smirk and look back at Sam. ''Ooh babe will you wear a sexy nurse outfit?''

Sam smirks widely and smirks. ''I might if you'll be a good boy.''

With that she pokes my nose and she walks away smirking as the nurse calls her out.

I look after her and smirk widely. Carly looks at me and rolls her eyes. ''You guys are disgusting.''

I roll my eyes and stick my tongue out at her. Then I look at Brad who looks really pale and I noticed he hasn't said anything. ''Brad? Are you alright?''

''Fine…'' Brad bites his lip slightly''

I shake my head. ''No you're not…''

Carly walks over to Brad and hugs him. ''Baby…maybe you need to talk to that psychologist as well…''

Brad shakes his head. ''Carly I'm fine…''

I look at him. ''Brad…today has been horrible…'' I bite my lip. ''I have to do this , so you might as well too…We'll work this out together…''

Brad sighs. ''Fine.''

I smile slightly as we wait for Sam to come back. As I look at Brad I suddenly start getting the horrible flashbacks again and I stare ahead of me, starting to breath heavily again…