Sorry it's shorter than normal, but with the holiday, I've been so busy and I figured you'd rather have a little shorter chapter than no chapter at all today!

Chapter 50

May 2, 2014

It's me again. I know long time no see, I've not wrote in about two weeks. I've had so much going on lately, trying to get Tim's old clinic fixed up and ready before my opening. It's been hectic and taking all of my time up. I swear I don't know which way is up anymore. I'm beginning to think I've took on too much lately. Thank god for my parents and Teddy. I just feel so overwhelmed, Mama thought it was best for me to take a step back for a little bit so I decided to take a long break and head out to the river while they handle things for a while. I just need something happy in my life if only for a day, so here I am. I just finished setting up my camping spot and now I'm going to enjoy this late spring sunshine and maybe take a little nap here in my lounger. I hope to write a little more in the coming days. :) bye.

I didn't plan on writing in this any more today, but can I just say two things. Damn my hand is fucking hurting. And holy shit, I just met the face of God. If God was a woman.. a gorgeous.. Latin goddess to be exact. And no, I. Am. Not. Exaggerating. Now let me explain. It was getting late into the evening on my first day here so I decided to make me some hotdogs for dinner and of course I left the weenies at home on the counter. So I decided to settle for some s'mores. I went searching in the back of my jeep for the marshmallows and then it happen. My roasting fork sliced my hand opened. Of course I didn't have anything to clean it up so I went across the road to the camp in front of me and that's when I saw her. I swear to you when her eyes met with mine, I thought I just walked into heaven. She looks like an angel. I may have threw out the husband card, trying to find out if she was single AND SHE WAS. Anyway we talked and she stitched me up and can I say... her soft touch... I have no words! It sent sparks all through me. She's hot, like dirty hot. She told me her name was Calliope. It's so beautiful. Oh my god, listen to me. I sound like a freakin love sick teenager writing in her diary. Damn it Robbins, get yourself together.

She invited me to stay over for dinner seeing I had nothing to have to eat but morning pastries or cereal. She seems so nice and pretty and smart... Okay there I go again.

Long story short, and much to my surprise, I found out that she's a Torres. They used to camp here when we did, I didn't know them at all but my parents and brother did. She remembered Tim right off and that's when my water works started. I honestly don't know what came over me, but looking at her, I just felt the need to tell her everything I was hiding on the inside. I cried in her arms for hours and having her comfort me felt amazing. I've never received that kind of support and comfort from someone before. After a little while, I finally calmed down and we just stared at the river listening to Mother Nature and all of her creatures. And then it happened. She kissed me! I was so baffled. The whole evening all I could think about is her lips and how soft they would feel against mine and then she leaned in and ghosted her lips over mine... I swear, if I would have died right then, I would have died a happy woman. We shared several small kisses until we both finally retired to our own tents.

Is it possibly too soon to say, I think my stars aligned and everything in life made sense when I was with her? I don't even know this woman and I'm falling head over heels.

I know one thing for sure, I am going to bed in some pain, but very happy and possibly hopeful that I see her sweet face in my dreams. And right now that's all I could ask for. Night :)

Shutting the Journal after reading her wife's first entry, Callie placed it on the nightstand by the bed and turned over towards her sleeping beauty. After reading the journal, she felt like she was invading her wife's privacy so she decided to give the book a rest for a while until she talked to her about it. Resting her head on her pillow, she brushed blonde hair out of her wife's face, as the sun light shimmering through the room caused her wedding ring to shine in the rays. Smiling, she twisted the ring around her finger with her thumb, replaying the moment Arizona slipped it on her finger.

In her sleep, Arizona unconsciously reached out for her wife, her hand patting the bed until she met the body next to her. Feeling her way up her lovers arm until she reached her face, she cupped her jaw with her right hand. Tracing her thumb over the carameled cheek, she stilled her movements, bringing her head closer to the Latinas never waking the whole time.

She let out a soft sigh, she never knew love could feel this good. It was times like this, that Callie loved the most. They always tended to seek each other out in their sleep subconsciously, whether they were happy or upset with one another. Grabbing the blondes hand off her face, she brought it to her lips and placed a tender kiss on her palm before bringing it to her chest and snuggling deeper into her wife. Tracing her thumb over her lover lips, she leaned closer to kiss the soft skin. Leaving several light kisses, she slowly began making her way down her jaw line, tasting remnants of herself on the blondes face from their all night love making. She has lost count after the fifth time Arizona had made her come on their first night together as a married couple, but she knew it was a record breaking night. Still the Latina couldn't get enough of her wife. Making her way down her wife's neck causing her to moan subconsciously, Callie sucked on her pulse point.

Feeling her pleasure start to seep out between her legs, she decided to be a little more daring and have her way until it woke her wife up. Reaching down over Arizona's side of the bed which she way lying on, she opened her overnight bag looking through it she pulled out a few items she knew her wife wouldn't be able to resist herself to bring. Pulling out the nipple balm and clit sensitized, she slowly rolled Arizona to her back. Opening the balm she rubbed it on the top of her hand and licked the area. "Mmm." She moaned, then pulled the covers down and applied the nipple balm over her wife's pink nipples, causing a few chill to appear on the blondes body. Sitting the container down, she picked up the sensitizer and squirted a dab on the tips of her finger and brought her hand down to her center spreading on the cream over her own clit, instantly feeling turned on not from the cream, but from looking down at the gorgeous body beneath her. Giving her clit a few strokes, she decided to apply some to her wife also. Squirting more of the strawberry clit cream on her fingers, she spread her wife's lips opened and massaged the cream on her center softly as not to wake her wife just yet. Getting a few soft moans from the blonde, she wiped the excess off her own clit again, picking the nipple balm back up she liberally applied it to her own caramel breasts.

Sitting the balm and cream on the night stand, Callie straddled her wife's hips. Hovering over her, she leaned down and lick her wife from collar bone to the lob of her ear. Sucking the lob in her mouth she released it with a little pop, but not before irritating the skin. Caressing her right hand slowly up her lovers body she stopped at the nape of her neck as she pulled her lover closer to her face as she forcibly pressed her lips to the pulse point, eliciting soft moans from the blonde underneath her. "Wifey." She whispered. She couldn't believe Arizona hadn't woken up yet after all the fondling and applying the creams. "Baby.." She whispered before latching her lips onto the skin of her neck and sucking until it turned red. "Wake up, Cinderella."

"Hmm.." Arizona hummed, feeling a heaviness on her body.

"Wakey wakey, baby." She laughed, kissing up the blondes jawline until she reached pink lips.

Granting Callie immediate access inside her mouth Arizona tangled her hands in dark hair holding her wife in place as she let her make love to her mouth. When Callie pulled back, Arizona finally opened her eyes, seeing the longing look in brown eyes. "Again?" She asked in a sleep filled voice.

"Mhmm.."

"As if nine times wasn't enough last night? You have exhausted me, Calliope. I hurt in places I didn't know I could hurt." She said, as her lover scooted farther up on her.

"I can't help it." She shrugged. "Taste." She winked, hovering her chest about her wife's face.

Looking up at her lover, Callie had a huge grin on her face as she bit her bottom lip anticipating Arizona tasting her breast. "You're so beautiful." Arizona said, massaging the lumps hanging above her. Squeezing her left mound she lifted her head up and swiped her tongue over her lovers bud. "Mmmm. Grape." She moaned licking the taste off her lips. "I see that you've been through the overnight bag." She said sucking the other nipple in her mouth giving them equal pleasure.

"Mhmm.." She laughed, sliding back down her wife. "Hi."

"Hi." Arizona hummed, pulling her wife's face closer and pecking her on the forehead. "You know," she said, brushing brunette hair behind her lovers ear. "I'm going to expect to be woken up like that every morning now." She said, leaning up to kiss red lips.

"I'll see what I can do about that." Callie smiled down at her. Looking at the objects on the night stand, "You know, the balm wasn't the only thing I used this morning."

"Oh?" Arizona asked, biting her lip.

"No." She whispered, running her hand down between their bodies, and ghosting her hand over her wife's clit, eliciting a gasp from her wife.

"What the.." Her body jerked at her lovers light touch. "You already..." She looked down between them.

"Yeah, I applied some to myself and went ahead and put some on you. I'm surprised you didn't wake up." She laughed.

"I was dreaming you were touching me, but apparently it wasn't a dream."

"Nu-uhh.. Spread your legs baby." Callie husked as her lover spread herself out under her. Rubbing her hand over her mound, she spread her lips apart and slowly brought her center down on her wife's. "That okay?"

"Yeah." She nodded. "That uh.. you're not even moving and that feels amazing. What the hells in that stuff." She said, stretching her arm out and reaching for the container that was in the nightstand as Callie slowly began to move on top of her.

Leaning down, Callie licked and kissed her way all over Arizona's shoulders and neck. "God you are so beautiful." She said, as she thrusted her hips slowly onto the blondes, causing their clits to grind together. Not hearing anything from her wife, no whine, whimper or moan. She pulled back, causing her center to press harder into her wife. Seeing Arizona reading the bottle of sensitizer, "Arizona." Callie whined. "I'm all for doing all the work right now, but could you just put that down and focus a little bit right now."

"Sorry.. Sorry. I was just wondering what the hells in that stuff." She said, throwing the tube down on the bed and cupping her lover face. "Have I told you today that I love you?" She asked, leaning up to capture red lips with her pink. Feeling Callie parted her mouth in hopes of her taking control, she darted her tongue into her wife's mouth, causing a moan in return.

Arizona's hands were keeping Callie's head in place as she hovered over her while her wife sucked her mouth, brushing tongue against tongue. Picking up her pace a little more, Callie felt her arousal seeping down in the blondes center making the contact more easier as she thrusted into her wife methodically while Arizona had her way with her mouth.

Arizona wasn't sure it was the cream or just her wife's touch that was sending the exquisite sensations through her body but all she knew is that it was fucking amazing. Pulling away from her wife when her lungs began screaming at her for oxygen, Arizona looked up at her lover and saw a look of pure bliss on her wife's face. "Oh, Calliope.." She breathed, feeling her wife's clit brush against hers.

"I love you too." The brunette breathed as she continued moving on top of her wife.

Reaching her hand between them, Arizona spread herself open and her wife more forcefully grinded herself on her in a more circular motion. "You're so wet." She whimpered, before letting out a loud moan.

"Just looking at you while you were sleeping, got me instantly wet. I literally felt it rolling down my legs." She whispered, leaning down and pecking pink lips. "I'm so smitten by you, it's kind of pathetic."

"Nothing about you, my beautiful bride, is pathetic. I'm so smitten by you too." She said, raising her hips up to meet her wife's. "So we... kind of even each.. other out." She panted, cupping Callie's ass and pulling her into her center.

Callie collapsed on her wife's body as she continued to move up and down the blondes body, panting the whole time as their centers collided against one another over and over.

Wrapping her arms around her wife, Arizona bucked against the brunettes center, "Calliope.." She said, wrapping her legs around her thighs also.

"Arizona.." The brunette whispered out of breath as sweat droplets formed on her forehead.

"Can you.. Come.." Arizona panted between thrusts. "..like this?" She asked her lover.

"Oh fuck yes." She said, as Arizona was digging her heels in the small of her back pushing her harder against her core. "Feels amazing baby."

"Calliope.. you are soaking wet." She said, feeling her wife's wet center drip down on her.

Burying her face in her lovers neck, Callie thrusted on her wife, picking her pace feeling the tingle in the pit of her stomach. "Can. You. Come. Like. This?" She asked, in between kisses on the blonde.

"Yeah.. Just.." Arizona said, reaching between them. "Hold on." She said, parting her lips to have more contact with her lovers. "Okay." She whispered as Callie spread herself again, looking down and watching their clits brush against one another.

"Oh god Arizona." Callie husked, leaning up. "I feel so much pressure in my lower stomach." She said, rubbing her center on her wife's, the cream that she had applied was really stimulating her. Which surprised her because most people say they can't tell. And now, she was feeling something she had never felt before which was a full bladder sensation pressing down on her when she knew she didn't have one.

"Really?" Arizona asked, surprised. "Does," She said, as Callie grinded on her just the right way. "Oh god, Calliope." She moaned, placing her hands on her wife's hips. "Does it feel like.." She panted. "You need to pee?"

"Fuck." Callie said, rolling her head back on her shoulders. "Yea.. It does." She said, sitting up on her lover and grinding hard on her.

"Let it go."

"What?" She asked in disbelief.

"Let it go, baby." Arizona said, bucking her hips into the brunette. "It's come."

"Wha.. No." She said, stopping her motion and looking down at her wife. She felt if she let it go she would pee all over herself and her wife and she was NOT doing that. "That's not what it is."

"Honey, it is.. Trust me, you just need to come. With as many times as we did it last night you're just needing a release." She said, seeing Callie still wasn't believing what she was saying. Leaning up, she held Callie in place so that the brunette was now straddling her hips. "Babe. This feelings new to you, I get it. I know a thing or two about vaginas, especially yours." She said, reaching her hand down between her lovers legs and sliding her fingers through drenched folds. "You're already so wet Calliope, it's already coming out. See?" She said, pulling her hand away from her wife's center and showing her wet hand.

Callie felt embarrassed her body always seemed to have a mind of its own when she was around Arizona. Sometimes she didn't know if it was a good or bad thing that her lover knew her body so perfectly when she didn't. Burying her face in her hands, feeling the need to cover up her reddened face. "How do you know all this stuff." She said, through her hands.

"Hey." Arizona said seeing her wife's embarrassment. "Babe. Don't." She said, pulling at Callie's arms. "Look at me."

Bringing her arms down, she rested her hands on Arizona's shoulders. Looking down at the sheets around them, Callie not ready to meet her wife's gaze.

"I..." Arizona paused, not knowing how to broach this subject at the moment especially in the little predicament they were in, naked and horny as hell. "I've been a lesbian almost my whole life, Calliope. This isn't something new to me. I know everything about a woman's body. Just like you know more about a mans than I do. Hell the first time I saw a mans... you know... was at our bachelorette party." She laughed, causing her wife to laugh with her. "I know you, Baby, better than you think."

"Oh you do?"

"I do. I know you body better than my own." She said ducking her head to meet brown eyes. "I know that when you're upset at me, all I have to do is kiss you right... here." She said, touching the sensitivity skin right behind the brunettes ear. "And I can have you melting in a puddle in seconds." She said, sending chills down her wife's spin. "When your mad or upset at me, and I'm trying to apologize or get you to break..." She smiled, "..and you squint your eyes a certain way, and I know you're not hearing anything I say.. because all you can do is stare at my lips while you imagine shoving me up against the wall and fucking my brains out." She said, raising her eyebrow at her to see if Callie would admit it.

"When did you figure that one out?" She chuckled, pressing her forehead on her beautiful wife's.

"Oh I learnt that one a long time ago." She laughed. "Why do you think I like to do the littlest thing to piss you off? Remember, I think your exact words last time were. 'I swear to god, Arizona. It's like you do these things just to piss me off.'" She laughed.

"You're an ass." She said, slapping the blonde on her arm. "You know I can not stand when you don't wash your dirty glasses out. Especially when you drink milk."

"But I'm your ass." She smiled, "And I do it because I get crazy hot sex after." She laughed, kissing bruised red lips.

"I swear you're just like a man sometimes."

"A man wouldn't know all the things I know."

"What else do you know?"

"I know that all I have to do is whisper your name in your ear and blow a little puff of air to get you turned on." She said caressing her wife's arms. "And when you come home from work and you go straight into the study, I know you're upset or worried about one of your tiny humans and need to be left alone for a little bit so you can think." She told the brunette. "Let's see. I have tons." She said thinking of more. "I know that when you go straight up and change into your pajamas after work that you just want to be held. And sometimes when we're watching TV late at night, you clear your throat every so often trying to keep yourself awake. Because you don't want to leave me up by myself. And I think it's extremely sweet." She said looking up into her lovers eyes and seeing the shock in her face. "I told you when we met, Calliope." She said, brushing brown hair out of her face. "That I wanted to know everything about you."

Listening to her wife, Callie was in awe of the blonde. No on had ever picked up on her little traits before. She knew her wife knew her pretty well, but she didn't know that Arizona paid that much attention to the things she did. It was those little things that made her feel so loved and wanted by her wife. "You.." She laughed, letting out a deep breath. "You sure know how to make a girl cry." She said, looking up trying to keep her tears in.

"I don't mean to make you cry baby." She said, wrapping her arms around her wife's waist and pulling her close. "I just want you to know that I know all of these things because I'm enamored by you, sweetie."

"I'm nuts about you too." She said, hugging her wife back. "Sorry I ruined the mood... Damn." She whined. "That was feeling so good too."

"You didn't ruin anything my baby." She said, scratching her wife's back with her nails. "You are naked and straddling my lap, I am so hot for you." She said, wiggling her eyebrows.

Laughing, "I'm always hot for you too." She said, leaning down and kissing her wife. "Wait.. is it.." Deciding not to finish her sentence. "Never mind."

"Is it what, Calliope?" Arizona asked, seeing something rolling around in Callie's mind.

"It's just.. I don't know." She shrugged. "Is it weird that I have to have my wife tell me what my bodies doing, during sex?" She asked, looking away from her wife and seeing their lingerie still lying on the floor where they discarded each other's garments yesterday evening.

"Who better to tell you than someone who knows you inside out? Why do you feel embarrassed? And don't say you don't, cause every time we talk about you coming, you won't look me in the eyes."

Readjusting herself, she wrapped her legs around her wife. "I don't know... You're my first. First woman and first one to make me.. feel so good. A year ago I didn't even know a woman could.. come like that." She said, resting her hands on her lovers sides. "I just feel so inexperienced sometimes. I though I done it all before I met you. And I was totally wrong."

"Let me tell you.." Arizona said, lifting up her wife's head. "You are any but inexperienced. You are the best lover I have ever had and I'm not saying that because you're my wife and I have to say it. You know me, Callie. I don't care to tell anyone how it is." She nodded her head, when Callie met her eyes. You are the only person who has ever made me so nervous but yet so enthralled to be around you. I crave your attention every minute of every day. And so what if you think you are, I know your not. I didn't marry you because you were inexperienced or even good in bed. I married you for what's in here." She said, placing her hand over her lovers heart. "Everything else is just extra. But.. The sex.. making love to you.. is the rich buttery icing on a very delicious cake." She whispered, grinning at her wife. "Don't ever feel embarrassed around me, babe. "When you feel that way you hold back, and you are robbing yourself of a very very good orgasm."

"So sure of ourselves aren't we?" She laughed.

"Like I said, I know you better than you know yourself. And do you know how turned on it gets me..." She said, bringing her mouth to her wife's ear. "Knowing that all I have to do right now to you is curl my fingers in you and I could have you dripping."

"Show me." Callie whispered, wanting to show her wife that she trusted the blonde with her body.

Pushing her lover down on the bed, Arizona quickly laid on top of her, "How about we finish this in the shower?" She said, rubbing her center on her wife. "Maybe you'll feel a little more comfortable in there letting go?" She said, running her fingers through dark hair.

"Okay.." She nodded.

"Plus we can kill two birds with one stone, we've been in Paris a whole day now and have yet to leave this bedroom. I don't know about you, but I'm starving. And I don't want to leave this room to grab some dinner smelling like sex." She said, kissing red lips.

"I think we smell amazing." She said, nudging her wife's face with her nose. "And you taste pretty good too." She said, licking and then bitting the blondes chin.

"Shower." She said, thrusting her pelvis down on her wife one more time before standing from the bed. "I need to finish what you started." She said, grabbing a caramel hand and pulling her towards the in-suite bathroom.

"God you're so awesome." Callie laughed as she was begging dragged into the shower.

Again, I'm So sorry this ones has been cut short guys, but with the holidays and family in, I had too. Also, I'm not sure how long the honeymoon is going to last, one more chapter maybe. Because I don't know anything about Paris, but I'll try for some outings in the next chapter. Thanks for your support in this story, it means a lot!