Hey,
this chapter is new. It features songs of Jordin Sparks and Taylor Swift. I hope you enjoy it. Next chapters there will be more Derek Shepherd. Meredith's full album will be ready. And there will be a little song of 'No Mercywest'
Alsoo there will be more about the other Grey charecters. And some new story lines. I hope you stick with me. If you want to see anyting happen, anyone get together. Let me know.
-Would you like to see Calizona happen?
Enjoy,
TempeGeller
3 The song behind the fight
Vanessa was sitting on the floor staring out the window. She slowly turned her face, staring out of the window. She stared around. She could see Jackson behind her, hanging against the doorframe.
"I knew I would find you here." Jackson replied "You should talk to Meredith. It's time."
"No it's not." Vanessa replied "It's to late to talk. To late to make up."
Vanessa took her guitar in both hands, she slowly stared at Jackson who was sitting next to her.
Today was a fairytale, You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale, I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way. Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way. Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale. Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around. Yeah yeah.
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way; Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way. Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart. It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it? I can't put this down
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way. Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way. Today was a fairytale
"You know that you are great, creative, nice." Jackson turned around. "You got to make up with your sister. You're family, you can make up with her. Some of us can't."
"I know that you and Abigail didn't get along, but it's completely different with you guys." Vanessa turned around. "I mean it's different."
"All I know is that Meredith is still alive." Jackson stared at her. "Maybe you need to make up while you still can. You and Meredith seem.."
"You don't know Meredith." Vanessa jumped up. "You don't know what she's like."
"Maybe that's your problem to." Jackson turned to her. "Maybe you don't know your own sister anymore, and I know you. When you don't want to listen to anyone, you won't. You yell, you say things you don't mean. And in the end, you push people away."
"I'm a nice person." Vanessa replied "You know that."
"Yeah, you are the sweetest thing." Jackson turned in his way. "The sweetest, cutest, most considerate girl. Unless they get you mad. Then you don't listen, specially when you think you are right. Very right."
"That's so funny." Cristina Yang laughed staring at Meredith "So someone tattooed your face on someone's butt. That's so weird. I don't think anyone's got my face there."
"That's what you think, anyway, the guy said that he liked me." Meredith laughed while she took a sip of wine. "Some weird things do happen. Guys stalk me. It's not nice to be a pop star."
"Pop star?" Cristina laughed "I'm a freaking doctor to be. And everyone likes you."
"And my mother doesn't know where I am." Meredith laughed "I'm supposed to be recording crap songs right now. And crappy bad songs will be there tomorrow. I mean that's all I sing, Crappy songs."
"Crappy songs." Cristina replied
"Yeah, my second song." Meredith replied "Best day, was such an honest song. Such a great song. He wrote one great song, and I'm just hoping that he'll write another hit that will mean that much to me."
"How can someone write such a meaning full song like 'best day' and turn around in 'Basicly what we're going to do is dance." Cristina turned around. "I just don't see it."
"Me neither!" Meredith laughed "Me neither. My sister hates me, My mother's the biggest bitch walking the face of the earth and.."
"Cristina, are you in there?" Jacksons voice was heard trough the door.
"Yeah, Jack I'm in here." Cristina rolled her eyes. "Do come in."
"Cristina." Jackson walked in the room. "Meredith Grey, wait a minute? What's Meredith Grey doing here?"
"She's my new friend." Cristina replied "I ran in to her at the concert."
"You're friends with that two faced, sister betraying bitch." Jackson turned to her.
"What's your freaking problem?" Meredith got up. "Who do you think you are. I don't know you."
"It's Jackson Avery." Cristina turned to her. "It's one of my friends boyfriend. He's quite protective of his little Nessa Grey. They were only going out for a year."
"Vanessa Grey." Meredith stepped closer "You're her boyfriend. I never did anything to her."
"so stealing her song." Jackson yelled "And saying she the reason why you're parents broke up. Saying she doesn't mean anything to you. That doesn't mean doing that you didn't do anything to her."
"I never." Meredith sat down. "I never…"
"What's the story?" Cristina turned to Meredith "You're Vanessa's big sis. You do know that her father has CTS. She works 3 jobs to keep a roof over their heads."
"What song?" Meredith turned to Jackson. "What song did she write that I supposedly stole."
"Best day."
"But Frank.." Meredith turned around. "But off course her stole the song. I should have know, he hasn't written anything decent in years. Off course he didn't write the song. It's a Vanessa song, I should have known. And one day I fought with my mum, telling her mean stuff. That's what she over heard. She misunderstood."
"So she's mad over a misunderstanding." Jackson replied "I'll get her to talk to you."
"No, I'm going to make up with her." Meredith replied "And I'm going to tell Frank about something."
"Meredith, the album's doing great." Frankie replied "We're doing just great. Everything is happening great. In a couple of months we'll be able to sell the album."
"I want to talk to you about something." Meredith turned towards him. "About the songs. I'm just think about Best day. That is my best song, I just can't figure out how you don't write stuff like that anymore."
"Because the stuff I write now, is better." Meredith rolled one eye.
"No, it's because you didn't write it." Meredith stared in his eyes. "And there 's nothing I hate more then thieves. You stole my sisters song."
"Excuse me." Frankie turned to her. "I didn't write the song, your mother gave it to me. She told me to pretend that I wrote the song. That's it. Your mother stole it."
"And you knew it?" Meredith stepped in front of him. "You're fired. Effectively right now. You can take your songs, and get out right now."
"You can't come write songs without me." Frankie yelled
"No, you know what my mistake was." Meredith turned to him. "You wrote crap for 4 years, and I was okay with it. Because I thought you wrote this great first song. And turns out that it's my sisters song. So, bye bye."
"I'm fired." Frankie replied "You can't fire me."
"Yes, cause you're fired." Meredith replied "Now you can leave. Good bye."
"That was one sick show." Teddy replied "Did you see everyone, they were having fun. And everyone was enjoying their selves. We were on fire."
"That's off course meteorically." Arizona walked from the other side. "We've got an interview in an hour. And then we have to be in the recording boot at 4. And then we've got some signings."
"We know Ar." Bailey walked in the room. "But you have to admit, we kicked ass yesterday."
"Yeah, we almost brook Meredith Grey's record." Teddy explained "I mean she sold out 3 full concerts at one weekend, we only sold out 2 now."
"I love Meredith Grey." Arizona replied "She rocks. Do you think we can go see her in concert?"
"Why? I mean next thing you'll be saying is that you want to see 'No Mercy West' in concert." Teddy rolled her eyes. "I mean is that what you're saying."
"I like them." Arizona replied "I mean they kind of rock. I mean that's rock."
"Yeah, right." Bailey sat down next to them. "I think that Callie's even a lesbian. I mean that's what she looks like. A lesbian. I mean, that's right."
"I'm sure that she's not." Arizona replied "I mean and if she would be, what's wrong wit it?"
"It's a rock thing." Teddy replied
"Meredith, I heard Frank, why did you fire him?" Ellis walked in the room.
"I don't let thieves work for me." Meredith replied "And I should fire you, but I can't fire your mum. I know about how you stole Vanessa's song. You broke the relationship with my sister. I hope you're happy."
"Happy, Meredith he gave your carrier. Who's going to write your songs?" Ellis yelled "Who?"
"I will write my own songs mum." Meredith replied "I'll write anything that sells."
"All you can do is pop song up on your laptop." Ellis turned around. "That doesn't give you talent."
"well, I'll make it." Meredith replied "I'll make an album with in the month."
"I hope so miss." Ellis turned around. "This is our ass on the line. I hope you don't screw up."
"Who am I kidding?" Meredith took her guitar. "Am not a songwriter. I can't write songs for a whole album."
"you got to talk to her." Jackson walked in the room. "I spoke to Meredith. I didn't go look for her, I was a Cirstina's and she was there. And I spoke to her, about the things you told me. Nes, she had no idea about everything. She was heart broken, she lost you. And she needs you in her life. And apparently Frank's twitter says that she fired him, Nes. She fired him."
Jackson turned her in his direction. "He stole the song, Meredith had no idea. And you heard her say those things, to someone else. The truth is, she loves you so very much. And you treat her like this. I get it, you're hurt. I'm just asking to talk to her. Talk to her, and figure this out. Because if you don't then Meredith will keep feeling horrible her whole life. I mean she hardly dares to speak to you, because she made money on something that was yours."
"Please Jack, just drop it."
"I'm not dropping it." Jackson yelled "I will lock you in the same room if I have to. I know you! You are stubborn as hell. You never forgive anyone, and Meredith deserves it. You guys need to be family again."
"My songwriter stole my sisters song!
And now I'm sad.
Meredith slammed her guitar. She was rather tired, almost sleeping in her studio. She looked at the walls. To the windows, she couldn't think. It was not her best side. Writing songs was not her best side. She could express herself, write songs about how mad she was. But they were just coincidence. Happening.
"Not quite the crap you write." Vanessa stepped in the recording studio. "They told me you were here."
"Vanessa, I'm so sorry.."
"Don't." Vanessa stared at her. "Jackson told me how things are. And what Frank did. And you fired him for it. You fired him for me?"
"Yeah," Meredith stared in her direction. "No body steals my sisters song."
"So you got a job opening?" Vanessa stepped farther in the booth. "I mean, as your song writer?"
"Technically yes." Meredith smiled "Are you applying for the job?"
"Maybe." Vanessa turned to her. "If you'll have me."
"Me have you?" Meredith cried "What about can you forgive me?"
"I'm just sorry we lost 4 years." Vanessa rolled her eyes. "Specially since you've been singing crap for 4 years."
"You want to hear something?" Vanessa took the guitar for Meredith
"Off course I will." Meredith sat down. "Hit it."
Hurry up and wait So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste. But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take. One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly. Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we. Find the reasons why
One step at a time
You believe and you doubt. You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours. If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take. One step at a time. There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly. Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's Supposed to happen and we.
Find the reasons why. One step at a time
When you can't wait any longer. But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength. It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there Is one step at a time
The song was guitar only, slow song. Vanessa pulled her guitar down.
"Wow." Meredith's mouth was open. "That's fantastic. Awesome. It just need a bit more beat. And beat that's my thing. If we work together, we can make songs with great lyrics. And music."
"What do you think the song needs?'" Vanessa lay her guitar down. "No guitar?"
"What about keyboard." Meredith stood up. "You play it like a guitar, and you can change it in anything you want. It gives melody, that's poppy."
"You never use it." Vanessa replied "Or he never used it."
"Things are going to change." Meredith stepped up. "We start the song with rhythm. Like shoes on something. And a dada, dada. Something. Could work."
"Okay." Vanessa stared at her. "But what if we work on the song. Let's just start."
"If we work this song, mum will see that we don't need Frank."
"All night working." Vanessa turned to Meredith. "I am already loving this."
"Mum," Meredith stepped down the stairs. "I have another song writer,, ten times better then Frank. And she already wrote a song. It's a great song mum. Listen to this."
Meredith placed the audio tape in the CD-player. She pressed play, the song was what music she loved. The lyrics were inspiration. She slowly stared at her mothers face. A smile was featured on her face. The full 3 minutes of the song were great.
"Meredith, this is a hit." Ellis turned around. "Where did you find this writer?"
"She's 15." Meredith turned around. "And she's talented. And she's got more songs were this came from."
"15, Meredith." Ellis turned around. "This talent. I would like to meet her."
"You know her." Meredith turned around. "It's Vanessa. And I'm going to keep working with her, I don't care have to say. You'll see that this will be a hit. And it's my decision."
"I'm okay with it." Ellis stared at Meredith. "She's got talent. And she disserves the chance."
"Thanks mum."
"But Meredith, the album is suppose to be done in 2 weeks." Ellis turned toward her. " And there are always 16 numbers on your album. This is one song."
"There's suppose to be 16 songs on the album, and it has to be done in 2 weeks." Meredith walked around. "That's quite impossible. I mean, how are we going to do that. Without any help?"
"Jackson plays drums." Vanessa replied "And I know some people who can play violin. And I have like a 100 songs written down. Really."
"So we could make it." Meredith stared at her. "That would be awesome. I sort of wrote a song, that I would like on the album. It's about Mark."
"Is it you hurt me kind of song." Vanessa stared at her. "Or fuck off, cause that would be cool both. And you need to tell once and for all that he broke your heart, not the other way around. You have to get your story out there. And I could also have a song for that. Not full, just a catchy part."
"Let me hear it." Meredith stood up. "And I'll sing my song.
I'm okay, I'll survive.
I only think about you, half all the time.
All this tears, are just drops in the ocean, baby.
You barely even crossed my mind.
And at times it hurt so much, it was only a paper cut.
"That's fantastic. I wish I was a natural." Meredith stared at her.
"So now let me hear your song." Vanessa stared at her, handing her the guitar. "Give me your 'Fuck off' song."
Meredith took the guitar in her both hands, she stared at Vanessa and slowly started playing guitar.
It's strange to think the song we used to sing.
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone.
Yesterday I found out about you,
Even now just looking at you.
Feels wrong.
Vanessa stared at Meredith. Her eyes were on Meredith's fingers, watching the cords she made.
You say that you take it all back,
Give me one chance, it was a moment of weakness.
And you said yes..
You should have said no,
You should have gone home.
You should have thought twice, before you let it all go.
You shouldn't know that word,
But what you did with her, got back to me.
I should have been there in the back of your mind,
I shouldn't be asking myself why.
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet.
You should have said no,
Baby, the you mind still have me.
You can see, that I've been crying.
Baby, you know all the right things to say.
But do you honestly expect me to believe, we could ever be the same.
You say that the past is the past,
Give me one chance, it was a moment of weakness.
And you said yes.
You should have said no,
You should have gone home.
You should have thought twice, before you let it all go.
You shouldn't know that word,
But what you did with her, got back to me.
I should have been there in the back of your mind,
I shouldn't be asking myself why.
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet.
You should have said no,
Baby, then you mind still have me.
I can't resist, before you come tell me this.
Was it worth it? Was she worth it?
No, no. oh, Noo
"I know what this song needs." Vanessa grabbed her electric guitar. "It needs an electric guitar. Maybe a bit acoustic in the beginning. And drums. It needs to be mad. Just make this as mad as possible."
"We have 2 songs." Meredith stared at her. "3 if we write another lyrics to yours."
"You should write it." Vanessa stared at her. "It's been a while since my heart was broken. With you it's fresh."
"Okay." Meredith stared at Vanessa, while she slowly started playing a melody on the guitar. Meredith stared in front of her, letting the music get to her feelings.
I'm ok, I'm ok
Don't keep asking me I might dissenagrate
What you want? I moved on.
Everything is going well at least thats what I tell myself
I wish I was the tinman so I wouldn't have a heart to break
Vanessa stared at Meredith, she slowly opened up her mouth. She started singing, while Meredith watched her.
I'm ok, I'll survive
I only think about you half of the time
All these tears are just drops in the ocean baby
You barely even cross my mind, no no
And it doesn't hurt that much
It was only a papercut
Its only a papercut. papercut yeah
I forget that its there
You keep calling and calling you don't care
How it burns
How it stings
Just cuz you can't see it bleed
Doesn't mean it don't cut deep
I wish I was the tinman so I wouldn't have a heart to break
I'm ok, I'll survive
I only think about you half of the time
All these tears are just drops in the ocean baby
You barely even cross my mind, I'll be fine
No it doesn't hurt that much
It was only a papercut
Its only a papercut. papercut
The more I give, the less I get
Sometimes I wish that we never met
Cuz I was fine till you broke through
But don't worry baby, I'll get over you
By tomorrow or the next day, or the next day, or the next day
I'm ok, I'll be fine
I only think about you half the time
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
I'm ok, I'll survive
I only think about you half of the time
All those tears were just drops in the ocean baby
You never even cross my mind
No No
Boy you wish it hurt that much
it was only a papercut
Its only a papercut, papercut yeah
Its only a papercut, papercut yeah
I'm ok, I'm ok
"I think we got ourselves a hit." Meredith replied "You've got real talent. You should sing some on the album, you've got a great voice. Really."
"Yep, I believe so." Vanessa nodded her head. "So what are we going to do now."
"Mmm," Meredith smiled "I don't know."
"Let's just have some fun." Vanessa smiled.