Sometimes she wonders what she thinks about the other worlds she's visited. She wonders about the people she met there (are they friends, are they not) and the differences between the hosts there and the hosts her on Earth.
Comparing the two is very strange because there is almost no comparison.
The hosts here on Earth are strong, their feelings stronger than anything she's ever experienced. She admires and hates Melanie in equal measure for resisting, because she knows that she herself is strong and yet Melanie has fight in her.
This whole planet is strange, but somehow she can't regret coming.