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Chapter 70
The snow had already began to fall just as forecasted, so they decided to wind down the evening by the fire after enjoying their pizza and wine. Arizona patted her lap for Callie to lay her head down. They still was yet to talked about the little elephant on the room. "No, not you two." Arizona laughed, pushing the dogs away when they rushed her lap after patting her legs. "I want your mommy." She said, leaning against the side of the couch, propping herself up.
Lying down on the the blanket, Callie laid her head in her wife's lap, rolling on her side to watch the glowing embers. After a few minutes of the blonde stroking her hair she decided to speak. "So.. what did the foundation say on the phone?" She asked, finally asking what she had been dying to know for hours now.
"They said... I won the Carter Maddison Award." She sighed, running her fingers through her wife's thick tresses.
"What does that mean exactly?" Callie swallowed the lump in her throat.
"Well, they want me to work in Africa for three years."
"Three years?" Callie was shocked. She expected it to be a long period of time but not three years long.
"Yeah." Arizona answered, picking up the patron bottle that her wife had sat beside her.
"Wh..what..." She stuttered, clearing her throat. "..what's that mean for us?" Callie asked, feeling her body tremble waiting on her wife's answer.
"What do you mean?" Arizona asked after taking a drink of the alcohol and sitting it back down before her hand searched for her wife's that was resting on her hip.
"I.. We.. I don't know." She sighed, shaking her head. "We're trying to start our family. Three years is a long time."
Arizona could hear the sadness in her wife's words, so she was going to put her out of her misery before she got upset about it. "Look at me." She said, grabbing her wife's jaw turning her around. Slowly, Callie rolled onto her back and look up at her wife with sad eyes. Bringing their joined hands to her mouth, Arizona laid a soft kiss on the top of her wife's hand. "I'm not going to Africa, sweetie."
"But.. Arizona, you can't turn down an award like that. No one gets offered the Carter Maddison Award and turns it down." Callie said. "They don't accept the word no."
"They do now. I told them I was flattered they would even consider me, super flattered actually. But I told them it wasn't for me. There is no amount of money in this world that would take me away from you, especially when we're trying to start a family."
"Arizona, I can't let you turn that award down for me. That would be selfish of me. This is your career, it's just too big. I mean.. you must be the first pediatrician in the world that's ever been offered the Carter Maddison. You can't."
"You're not letting me, Calliope." Arizona said, cupping her face. "This is my decision. And I'm not doing it. I'm not turning it down for you. I'm turning it down for me."
"What do you mean? This is a once in a lifetime opportunity... you.." The brunette said, before her wife placed her index finger over her red lips.
"It is a great opportunity, and I'm grateful to even be nominated. But I turned this down for me. My whole life, I have done things to please other people. And yeah, maybe if I received this award before I met you I would have accepted it, but then again... maybe not." She shrugged. "I turned it down because for once I'm putting me first.. what I want first. I've never done that before. Well I haven't until I met you, I don't want to go. I don't want to leave you and put off having a family with you because of some silly grant. That's not my dream. This..." She waved her hand around the room. "This is my dream. My dream is you, lying here in my lap with our protectors by our beside." She said, petting River. "My dream is the simple things in life, Calliope. Not some grant that will take me across the world. You, our home and dogs, the clinic and our family and friends... thats my dream. I don't need much. I don't need some hot shot award to be happy. What I want.. what I need is laying right here in front of me, and I'm never letting that go. What we have.. the love we share, that is a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'm not letting anything get in the way of that."
"But you don't have to pick me, I'll support you if this is what you want." Callie told her, not wanting to persuade her wife either way.
"I'm not choosing you. I'm choose me. And by choosing me, I get to be with the one with whom I spend my life."
"See.. you're doing it again." Callie said, through tears. "Damn it.. you'd think I was the one taking those fucking hormone shots with the way I've crying this evening." She sniffed.
"Aww.. Calliope..." Arizona giggled, leaning down to kiss her wife's face. "I'll always choose you baby. Don't ever doubt that." She said, resting her face against her wife's, just wanting to feel the closeness.
"You're too good for me." Callie mumbled, circling her arms around her wife.
"I'm not really." Arizona said, kissing her cheek. "But don't get too happy yet. We have more to talk about." She said, raising back up.
"Bout what?" The brunette questioned, already missing the warmth of her wife.
"They want me to speak at a conference. The same one I went to last year."
"That's amazing, Arizona. Please tell me you accepted?" She said, running her index finger over her blondes jawline.
"I did. I'm sorry I should have talked it over with you first, but they asked and I just couldn't tell them no twice."
"No.. don't apologize. I don't care if you do it." Callie said.
"It will be for a week though." The blonde frowned.
"Oh." The brunette sighed, she hated being away from her wife for a day much less a week, but she knew this would be an a great opportunity to get there clinic some acknowledgment. "We can do it. I know that we've never been away from each other longer than a few days, but we can do it right? We can call and text each other throughout the day and we can fall asleep to FaceTime every night." Callie told her, wanting to show her she had her complete support.
"Yeah but, the conference is during the time of our implantation." Arizona told her.
"Oh."
"Yeah."
"Well it's just a week." Callie told her. "No big deal. Maybe we can wait until you get back?"
"But I don't want to have to wait, even though it's just a week. I'm too excited for this."
"I am too.. But I don't want you traveling like that right after I inseminate you."
"I know." Arizona sighed, hoping Callie wouldn't mind if she did. She didn't want to have to push it back a day much less seven. "I'm proud of you, ya know." She said caressing her wife's face.
"Why"
"Because I told you they wanted me to go to Africa and you didn't get all fiery Latina on me earlier at work." Arizona laughed.
Smirking. "I'm proud of me too." Callie laughed. "Wait... you did that on purpose didn't you.." she eyed her wife. "To see if I'd over react like usual."
"Ahh.. maybe." Arizona giggled.
"You're so mean to me." Callie whined. "But we'll figure something out. Okay? We have a month still." She said, running the pad of her thumb over her lovers cheek.
"Yeah. You're right." Arizona said, grabbing her wife's hand and kissing her palm. "You know, if I remember correctly someone promised me tequila sex tonight."
"Right you are, my dear." Callie said, quickly sitting up and straddling her wife's thighs. "There is something special about the snow storm brewing while I make love to my wife." Taking the tequila bottle that was sitting by Arizona, the brunette took a huge shot before tipping her wife's head back so she could pour some of the liquid in the blondes mouth as well. "Right you are." She said, sitting the bottle down and crashing their lips together in a heated kiss.
"Mmm.." Arizona hummed as the brunette worked her way down to her neck while lifting her shirt over her body.
"First.. I want you quickly.. right here right now. I need to fuck you Arizona... and then we'll take us a hot bath and after that.. I am going to make sweet passionate love to you." Callie said, licking up the blondes neck. "Is that fine with you?"
"Ye..yes..." Arizona said, throwing her head back as Callie kissed every square inch of her neck as she roamed her hands all over the brunettes back.
Wrapping her right arm around her wife's back, Callie quickly turned and guided the blonde to lay down on her back. "I hope you're okay with an audience." She laughed, seeing the dogs standing beside them.
"Callie?" Arizona husked, not minding the eyes on her.
"Yeah?"
"Fuck me hard... baby." She said, guiding her wife's hand down to her pants. "Please.."
"Really?" She asked, leaning up on her elbows.
"Yes."
"Take off your pants." Callie said, quickly standing and pulling her own pants down as her wife did the same. Pulling the throw off the couch, Callie laid back down with her wife and threw the cover on top of them. There was just something about the dogs watching them that made her slightly uncomfortable. And she didn't want to take the time to put them to bed or take this to their room. "Tell me if I hurt you okay?"
Nodding, Arizona was already anticipating her wife's fingers inside of her. "You won't." She said as the brunette ran her hand down her body, past her breasts and then her stomach.
"Lift you leg a little." Callie said, straddling her wife's right knee and guiding her panty covered center on her wife's thigh. "Mmm.." She grinned, thrusting on her wife's leg as she slowly slipped her right hand into her wife's panties. "Tell me okay?" she said, playing with blonde curls.
"Okay.." Arizona breathed as she she felt Callie glide past her curls and clit before bringing them back up to her own mouth and wetting her fingers so she wouldn't hurt her wife before she entered her.
Seeing Callie suck on her fingers made the blonde squirm with anticipation. "You're so goddamn sexy." Leaning up, Callie watched her wife's face as she brought her hand back down to her wife's center and quickly entered her with a force causing her wife to hiss. "Ahhhh..." Arizona husked when she felt her wife fill her.
"You okay?" Callie asked after she pushed all the way in.
"Yeah." Arizona said, grabbing her wife's face and kissing her passionately. "You feel so good inside of me baby."
Keeping her fingers still inside the blonde, Callie let her get used to the feel before she began her actions. Thrusting her hips on her wife's thigh, Callie waited for Arizona's go ahead before she began her thrusts inside her wife. Feeling the blonde raise her hips after she got used to the feel of the brunette, she begged her. "Fuck me Calliope... now..." She said, grabbing her wife's waist and lifts her knee up more for her wife to grind on.
"You're so beautiful when you beg for it." Callie laughed as she fiercely started pumping inside of her wife as she thrusted her own hips on her wife. She wanted to make this hard and quick for her wife.
"I thought.." Arizona said as she felt her wife go deeper and deeper. "I was.. oh shitt..." she hissed. "I thought you said, I was always beautiful all the time.." she mumbled, her breathing becoming heavy. Making love was their favorite pass times but they also loved a down and dirty fuck once in a while.
"Oh you absolutely are baby." Callie whispered, kissing her wife's neck.
"Oh fuck.." Arizona breathed as Callie instantly began curling her fingers inside of her. "Oh Jesus.. so hard baby."
"You're such a dirty girl Arizona." Callie whispered as she felt how wet her wife was. "You like it like this don't you baby?"
"Yea..Oh god, Calliope... Yes babe." Arizona panted, feeling her center on fire. "Fuck... The..." She said, trying to catch her breath in between the thrusts of her wife. Looking around, Arizona was reaching for anything to hold on to as Callie pounded into her. "Oh...ohhhh.. Jesus, Calliope." She yelled, grabbing onto the legs of the coffee table that was sitting above her so she wouldn't be thrown around like a rag doll.
Hearing her wife's pleasurable moans, Callie stopped her own pleasure and focused on her wife's needs. Seeing the dogs were falling asleep by the fire, Callie knelt up between the blondes legs, pulled out of Arizona, slinging the the cover off them. Grabbing the tequila bottle she took another long drink from the container.
"What..." Arizona whimpered. "Goddamn it. Don't stoppppp." She cried, until she felt the brunette grab ahold of her panties and ripped them off her. Surprised by her wife's predictor like actions, "Calliope..." She moaned, seeing the desire in the brunettes eyes. She could literally come right now, just by seeing the want in those brown eyes. "Take me.." She pleaded.
"Oh I am.. I'm rightfully taking what is mine." Callie winked at her wife before leaning down and spreading her wife's thighs more.
"Goddamn it." Arizona said as she felt a warmth spread over her center. "Fuck me..damn it." She begged again as she saw her wife dip her head down between her legs. Feeling a warm tongue sweep over her throbbing clit, she clamped her legs closed, trapping the brunettes head while she tried to stem off her orgasm.
Feeling her wife squirm underneath her only drove Callie on. Forcefully grabbing the blondes thighs, Callie spread and pined her wife's legs down the floor so Arizona was laid out before her. "You're so goddamn delicious." She mumbled, taking a long drag of her tongue over her wife's drenched center.
"Fuck... Callie... Oh damn it... Please.. Calliope" She begged, lifting her head up to watch her wife as she felt the brunette release her legs, quickly sinking two fingers back inside her. "Fuck..." She hissed, arching her back off the floor. This was a whole new feeling for her. Seeing anew carnal desire inside her wife's brown eyes sent all these new tingling sensations all over her body that she didn't know how to control or what to do with them if she did. Feeling like she was going to physically combust, she held on tight to the legs of the table and literally surrendered her body over to the brunette for the taking.
Feeling Arizona relax more, Callie sat back up and placed her left hand on the blondes mound as she continued to thrust inside of her, picking up her speed. Her forearm began to burn, but she pushed it to the back of her mind for now.
"Ooo... Oo fuck." Arizona screamed, filling the air with moans and whimpers she felt a heavy pressure on her lower abdomen. "Yes... Yes..." She yelled, feeling her orgasm rushing to the top. "Oh god I'm going to...shitttt." She breathed, trying to catch her breath to no avail.
"I got you where I want you baby." Callie said, biting down on her bottom lip to ease the pain from her burning forearm. Hearing her wife's whimpers, "Come on, Arizona. I'm not going to stop until you give it to me." She said, curling her fingers inside of her wife while thrusting. "Come on baby.. I know you're there." She said, feeling her wife's walls began to tense.
"Oooo Fuck... Oh god, C-Callie..." Arizona screamed, loosing all sense. Closing her eyes shut tight as her orgasm felt like it was about to rip her body in half.
"Holy shit..." Callie giggled as she still curled inside of her wife. Seeing wetness seep from her blonde, she couldn't take the smile off her face. Quickly bending down she drank up all her wife was giving her. Feeling her wife go limp after several seconds, Callie finally knelt back up to look at her wife after Arizona had stopped giving her all her pleasure. Seeing her wife's heaving chest, and blank stair, the brunette crawled up her body and laid beside her, not even hiding the huge grin on her face. Now she knew what Arizona had meant every time she did this.
Trying to focus on her breathing, Arizona couldn't think about anything else because she felt like she had blacked out. She couldn't even begin to describe what she was feeling. Did this feeling even have words to describe it? She wasn't quiet sure what just happened, but she only prayed it would happen more often. Lost in her thoughts, she hadn't even realized her wife had crawled up beside her and was stroking her hair. "Come back to me, baby." Callie whispered into her ear. She didn't even know how long her wife had been whispering loving words to her while she came down from her high. Finally realizing her surroundings, Arizona turned her head to look at her wife with tears collecting in her eyes.
"Hey." Callie said, seeing her wife's eyes well up with tears. "Hey.. Hey, hey, hey... No... Shh..." She said, as Arizona began to cry. "Don't cry baby..." Callie soothed, wrapping her arm around her wife. The blonde wasn't exactly sure why she was crying, but she just had to let her emotions out some how. Rolling over, she clung onto her brunette and let the tears fall.
"Did I hurt you?" Callie worried. She had never seen her wife like this before and she was scared she hurt her. Rubbing the blondes back, she calmed her down after a few minutes.
"No..." Arizona spoke her first words since her release. Taking control of her body again she tried to stop her tears. "You didn't hurt me."
"What's wrong sweetie?"
"Nothing." She sniffed.
"Are you okay?" Callie asked.
"I am... I am. It was just...really good, Calliope." She breathed into her wife's chest. "It was just... different. And so so good."
"It was even better for me." She laughed. "Are you sure your good, babe?"
"I am." She sighed. "Why are you so wet?" She asked wiping her face dry and pulling back, when she felt her wife's shirt was wet.
"Seriously?" Callie asked, wide eyed.
"What?" Arizona asked clueless, seeing the look on her wife's face.
"You don't know what you did?" She squinted at her.
"I kinda.. don't remember." She whispered. "It was like I blacked out. I was enjoying one of the best orgasms of my life and then it was like I couldn't breath or move. Is this what they mean when someone says something blew their mind?" She joked. "No one has ever fucked me like that before..." Gasping, when she realized what she just said. "Oh god." She covered her mouth, realizing what she just said. "I.. I didn't mean it like that." She said, not meaning to talk about past sex life in front of her wife especially right after sex.
"It's okay." Callie smirked. "I know what you're saying. And I agree."
"That was good." Arizona said, wrapping her arms around her wife's waist. "Did you?"
"No, I didn't come. I had something better." Callie grinned. Not hiding her smirk.
"What?"
"Making you squirt is way better than any orgasm."
"Me?" Arizona sat up, looking down between her legs. "No!"
"Yeah." Callie giggled, sitting up with her wife and watching the blondes realizations sink in. "I totally understand it now."
"Understand what?" Arizona said, feeling the extreme amount of wetness between her legs and on the floor. "Wow." She was in shock about what had happened.
"How it's not something to be embarrassed about. It's something you should embrace because well.. It was pretty fucking awesome seeing you like that."
"Yeah?" Arizona laughed.
"Mmhmm.. And I must say.. you taste absolutely devine." She winked, taking her hand and swiping fingers through her wife's folds before bringing her index finger up to her pink bottom lip and smearing the wetness over the skin. "See?" She grinned before licking her fingers clean. Leaning over she swiped her tongue across her wife's wet bottom lip before entering her mouth. Receiving moans when the blonde tasted herself on the brunettes tongue.
"Not bad." Arizona blushed. "But not my favorite taste." She winked.
"Come on, lets get you cleaned up." Callie grinned. Standing from the floor and helping her wife's weak body up off the hardwood floor.
"Whoa.." Arizona said, after she stood. She felt like all the blood in her body rushed to her head. "Damn." She breathed, standing on wobbly legs. "That is the definition of mind blowing." She laughed. "You're proud of yourself aren't you?" She said, seeing her wife's breathtaking smile.
"What can I say.. I fucked my wife until she couldn't walk." Callie laughed grabbing the blanket and wrapping it around her wife, not wanting her to feel vulnerable at the moment. "Lets take a bath." She said, leading Arizona up the stairs by the small of her back.
Grey's night! Saw the Owen, Callie and Slut Rep's.. excuse me.. the Tech Reps Sneak Peek. (Couldn't help myself.) It's going to be a good episode. BUCKLE UP!
HOLY CRAP! 70 Chapters? I never dreamed it would go this far! :)
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