The rest of dinner had gone smoothly and everyone was now sitting in the living room talking and watching TV.
"C-Chloe.. can we talk?"
Chloe looked up and saw her brother Caleb looking at her nervously. She looked at Beca who nodded her head at her encouragingly and got up gesturing for Caleb to follow her. They walked into her old bedroom and sat down on the bed. "What's up?"
"I wanted to apologize.. I abandoned you and betrayed your trust when I left with dad. To make matters worst, I completely avoided you after a while and spoke to mom in secret, even after I heard about all the things that had been going on. I'm a coward and I'm so ashamed of myself you needed me and I wasn't there for you."
Chloe nodded her head. "You're right.. I did need you, dealing with the abuse from dad when he came around and Luke, it would have really helped if I had you around, but you know what.. I had Beca, even though she wasn't there in the beginning, she was there when everything came to a head and she protected me. She protected me and took care of me and showed me all the love I needed. And just so you know I'm not mad at you... I really don't feel anything towards you when it comes to this. You're a stranger to me, I mean I feel a connection, you are my brother after all and I do love you, but it doesn't matter whether you stay or go."
Caleb sighed and nodded. "I understand... I will be in your life though, I promise... this time I promise. I will be there to protect you always."
Chloe stood up with a sad smile. "You're too late Caleb. I have Beca now, she's there for me and she protects me." She started walking out the room but Caleb stopped her.
"Chlo.. I love you and I want to be in your life."
Chloe smiled and nodded. "I'm not stopping you Cal."
He walked up to her and wrapped her in a hug. "I've missed you so much."
"I've missed you too."
They walked back into the living room and Chloe sat down next to Beca with a smile. "Everything go okay?"
Chloe nodded. "Yeah, much better than I expected.. everything that I had bottled up inside of me I was able to express. I feel like there is still more that needs to be said, but this was enough for now. I feel... better."
Beca smiled and kissed Chloe. "I'm glad.. everything is coming together now."
"Yeah... I love you Beca."
"I love you too."
Chloe smiled. "I know you do Beca, but I really love you."
Beca laughed. "Chloe I really love you too."
"I know you do.."
"But.."
"I just.. you've done so much for me from the moment we got together, you've protected me, you showed me love, you saved me Beca and I just feel like I haven't done nearly enough for you."
"Hey that's not true, you saved me too. You made me a better person and you've kept me levelheaded. Who knows what kind of person I could have been had we not been together. I could have came to LA and been a huge jerk and fucked any girl who came my way, but instead I had you and I always thought of you when those girls came around me and when all the money started piling in. You've made me the person I am and I love you so much."
Chloe smiled. "I guess, but stil-"
"No.. that's all we both love each other more than words can say and we've both been there for each other. There is no one else I want and I could never love anyone the way I love you."
Chloe had tears in her eyes and she kissed Beca. "Thank you."
"You don't have to thank me for telling the truth."
Melissa smiled at the two and handed them keys. "I think you two might want some alone time, we'll be here for a few hours everyone is so wrapped up in the movie it'll be a while before anyone realizes that you two are gone."
Beca smiled. "Thanks mom."
"No problem sweetheart, don't do anything I wouldn't do."
Chloe laughed. "We won't."
They walked back to Beca's old house and Beca put the key in the slot with a smirk. "You know this kind of feels like deja vu.."
Chloe nodded. "I was thinking the same thing, coming back from my mom's house and going to your house, which is empty."
Beca opened the door and slowly pulled Chloe inside. "I remember we came in here and went to my bedroom..."
"Then I asked you to play me your mixes and you played me CB01."
Beca grinned. "You remembered?"
"Of course! You told me that you made that when you realized you were gay."
Beca nodded. "Yup."
"Then you showed me your dia- I mean your journal..."
Beca laughed. "It was kind of a diary I guess... but the best part was after I finished showing it to you, you told me you were ready and we made love."
Chloe nodded. "I remember thinking I've never felt that good... no one had ever made love to me before."
Beca smiled and kissed Chloe. "Maybe we can recreate that night, we already sort of started to."
"We told your mom we wouldn't do anything she wouldn't do..."
Beca kissed Chloe's neck and pulled her into her old bedroom. "I unfortunately know my mom just so happens to do that."
Chloe laughed. "Okay."
Beca pulled away from Chloe and went into her old desk, pulling out a flash drive. "I have copies of all my things, I left one here." She showed Chloe the flash drive and she smiled.
"CB01.."
Beca nodded and grabbed her book before sitting next to Chloe. "And I guess you can read some more of these..."
Chloe shook her head. "I don't have to."
Beca smirked. "I know you want to." She opened the book and turned to a page. "Read on my love."
Chloe smiled and took the book from Beca and looked at the page.
July 8th 2011
So my parents shipped me off to a summer camp a few days ago and let's just say last night was quite eventful. There's this girl I share a cabin with and well she noticed I seemed a bit off. We talked and I told her about how my mom had been treating me and how my dad hasn't been doing anything to help me and then I told her I was possibly gay. I had expected her to call me a freak or something, but instead she kissed me. We were making out for awhile and then suddenly our clothes were off. I did some things I never thought I'd do, especially at camp. I.. I made her cum. She said I was amazing at it and she couldn't believe it was my first time doing what I did to her. I felt kind of guilty for doing it though.. I don't know why, when she tried to go down on me I stopped her and told her I wasn't ready for that. She understood, but I still feel awkward about it. One reason being I wish it was Chloe, and I can't believe I just fucking said that. Jesus! I'm crazy about that girl and she probably does't give a damn about me.. I think I'm going crazy because I have a thing for Luke too and he's her boyfriend! I never stand a chance with either of them, and to be honest I shouldn't be thinking about Chloe that way. My mom would kill me if she found out what I did last night. I must admit, I did like it, I just wish it was someone else... I need to stop thinking that way though.. Okay I'm done here..
Chloe looked at Beca with a smirk. "So you were waiting for me to be the one to take your virginity."
Beca shrugged. "One could only wish right?" She took the book and flipped a few more pages.
January 8th 2012
Today has been a strange one, I never expected it, but Chloe Beale is now my girlfriend! It's crazy I know, but it feels amazing, I feel like I love her already. We just made it official today after we had a little talk. Jesse's calling me, my mom is finished dinner so I guess I should go now, but I'll be back!
Fuck my life... I lost Chloe, all because of stupid fucking Jesse. He's suppose to be my best friend, I don't understand how he could do that to me. I hate him, Chloe won't talk to me, Laura won't talk to me.. I fucked up and I didn't even do anything. I fucking hate this! Fuck Jesse, when I see him he's dead! I hate him so much.
Chloe sighed as she finished reading. "I don't have to read anymore.."
Beca smiled. "You know it gets better after this, but yeah.. let's move on to the next part."
Chloe grinned and slowly moved on top of Beca. She captured Beca's lips in a passionate kiss and grinned as she spoke. "I'm ready."
Beca nodded and kissed Chloe as they started removing each others clothes. Beca started kissing down Chloe's body going slower and slower as she reached her destination.
"Hey Bec are you in her- OH MY GOD!"
Beca quickly got up and pulled some sheets over Chloe and herself. "Riley what the fuck?"
Riley spoke with her hands covering her eyes. "I'm so sorry you guys, I didn't know that you'd be doing that, Bree texted me and I wanted to see her, I was going to ask if you guys could drive me to her house."
Beca sighed. "Okay... just give us a minute."
"You guys aren't going to have a quickie are you?"
Chloe laughed. "No, you pretty much ruined the moment."
Riley nodded and slowly walked out of the room. "Again, I apologize, hurry up!"
Beca rolled her eyes and looked at Chloe. "To be continued?"
Chloe nodded. "Definitely."
A/N: I apologize for the wait on this, I think next chapter will be the last and maybe I'll do an epilogue after that. Thanks for all the reviews, favorites and follows.
To all the people that don't want it to end, I understand, but if I were to continue it I think I would just be dragging it on. I don't think I'll be doing another sequel to this, but I have thought about doing some one-shots that will take place during both 'An Unexpected Love' and 'You've Changed' You guys can PM different prompts for that if you'd like and I'll see which era I'd put it in.
Anyway... I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter. Please review and let me know what you all think.