Help me.

We're in this beautiful dancing hall. Sakura and I are ballroom dancing. She was wearing an elegant white dress and I wore a black tux. I twirled her around and pulled her body close to mine every so often. Our hands were intertwined together tightly.

There was a smile on both of our faces. That's all that mattered in this life. Sakura smiling.

We danced a little long before someone in a black tux cut between Sakura and I. The figure grabbed my hand and spun me around. The figure was handling me like a female.

I got a clear look at the person's face. It was Sasuke. While Sasuke spun me around I could see Sakura standing there. The softness of her eyes disappeared and she looked confused.

"Sakura!" I was able to call out her name this time.

Sakura's eyes widened. All of a sudden Sasuke's drip got tighter. He spun me around once more before he let go of my hand. He walked over to Sakura and grabbed her by the face tightly. Going into his pocket, he pulled out a gun.

Sasuke pointed the gun at Sakura's head. His finger was tightly against the trigger.

"I was the one who was there for you…" His voice got deep and demonic.

"You don't need her…" Slowly his finger pressed down on the trigger.

"You only need me and the things I can give you…"

"Sasuke, no!"

Sasuke started to laugh as he pulled the trigger to the gun. I watched bullet pass through Sakura's skull. Blood didn't come out. Instead of blood cherry blossom petals took its place. The petals slowly leaked out of her skull. Her body dropped to the ground in the pile of petals.

I woke in a panic from the dream. My breathing was heavy, I could barely breathe.

"My head…" My head was throbbing in pain. I looked over to the small table on the side of my bed. On the table there was an empty bottle of pills, the pills I got from Sasuke last night. My body felt so weak and an instant feeling of wooziness came over my body. This was a familiar feeling. This is how my body felt when I took these pills. The feeling felt so good, but disgusting at the same time.

"I need water…"

I got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen. I couldn't even walk straight while I was feeling this way. My body was wobbling and the throbbing pain was getting worse. Once I got to the kitchen I grabbed a glass out the cabinet. I filled the glass up with water from the kitchen sink.

Before I could take a sip of the water I started coughing. As I was coughing I felt something fall from mouth into the sink. I had no idea what it was until I looked inside the sink. Inside the sink there was a few undissolved pills. In a panic I brought the glass up to my lips taking a big gulp of water, but I started coughing again. The more I coughed, the more pills came up. Some of the pills that came up were nearly dissolved in small chunks.

My heart was racing. My knees started shaking. I couldn't hold myself up any longer. My body completely dropped to the ground. As I fell some of the water in the glass splashed onto my body and landed on the floor. I was lying in a small puddle of water. As I was laying there I coughed a few more times. This time when I coughed water was coming up. The water coming from my mouth got my face wet.

I kept thinking about the dream I just had and what happened last night while Sasuke was here. My body was stuck in place. I couldn't even move. It's like my body shut down. As that feeling took over I started to remember bits and piece of me and Sasuke's interactions after he let go of my hair.

Sasuke threw the bottle of pill on my lap while he was sitting down.

"You're still worrying about life with Sakura? You're an idiot waiting around for her." He laughed some more, but the laughs were harsh and cruel. "She probably already moved on from you with some asshole."

"It's not true." I mumbled to myself.

"You're a hopeless fool."

I sat there listening to everything he was saying with my head tilted back. My heart was hurting just thinking about Sakura moving on with someone else. She wouldn't would she? Ino said she missed me dearly. Ino wouldn't lie to me. But…. What if she did move on…? What If it was too late for me already?

I looked over to Sasuke. Sasuke was crushing up something in lines. Most likely it was some of those pills. He leaned down to the white lines with a small straw. Placing the straw against his nose, he started snorting up one of the lines of white powder.

"This is some good shit… You want some?" I stood up from the chair, placed the bottle of pills in my pocket, and sat next to Sasuke. Taking the straw out of his hand, I leaned down to snort some of the powder up too. Sasuke slouched back on the couch with his legs cocked open.

"Before I came over here, this chick was trying to buy some of my good shit. She didn't even have the money to for it."Sasuke licked his lips and looked over to me. "I told her if she wanted it so bad she would have to suck my dick for it... I crushed some of the pills up and rubbed it on my dick to see if she would get on her knees for it."

"…"

"Yeah, her tongue was rough and her teeth scraped against my dick a few times… Did Sakura give you good head? Have you ever sucked someone off before? If you were a girl I'd fuck you."

"Shut up…" I got up and started to walk to my room. I left Sasuke sitting there on the couch. Sasuke was laughing at the last thing he said before I got up. The high feeling started to set in. There was no energy in my body to sit there, argue, and fight with Sasuke about how reckless his mouth was.

I sat down on my bed before I went into my pocket to pull the bottle of pills out. The bottle was full all the way to the top. I untwisted the cap before I started scarfing down all the pills at once. A few of the pills fell out of my mouth because it was full. I tried to swallow all the pills dry. A few moments went by before I passed out.

I came back to my senses when I heard my phone ringing. My legs still felt numb. I rolled my body over and started crawling to my room. My body was hurting and everything was so hazy. By the time I made it to my room my phone stopped ringing. I crawled into a chair facing in front of the window.

Looking outside the window, everything was blurred. My body was still wet from all the water. As I looked out the window I saw a familiar figure with pink hair under the cherry blossom tree in front of my house.

"Sakura?" The figure was waving at me and motioning me to come to her. Her face was blurred. This was all too similar. Is my dream coming to life? Is she really there? I tried to stand up, but I just fell to the ground. I crawled all the way to the front door. Using all my body strength I reached up to the knob to open the door. Once I opened the door, I crawled down the steps.

I was using all my strength to get to her.

"I'm coming…" I could see the figure motioning me to come closer. My body was getting dirty from crawling on the bare ground.

"Sakura…" My body was shutting down again. I could feel it happening. I reached my hand out to her with blurry vision. She reached out her hand towards me. Our hands were so close to touching, but I passed out.

"I'm sorry, Sakura… I didn't make it."