*So here is a longer chapter for you all :) Hope you enjoy it. Just a warning, there is some hot lovin at the end of this chapter. Please send me your reviews, I love hearing from you (only positive reviews though, thanks).
Tania opened her eyes and stretched. She wondered how long she had been asleep. She threw her legs over the side of the bed, pulled her sweater over her shoulders and slowly made her way out into the living room.
"Well hello sunshine," Gemma said, smiling at her, "Come sit." Gemma patted the couch beside her and Tania smiled and sat down beside her.
"How long have I been asleep?" Tania asked, feeling slightly groggy. "Chibs brought you home around 3 and it's 7:30 now. You needed your rest baby so don't give it another thought."
Tania looked around the living room and noticed how quiet it was. "Where are Hunter and Savi?" she asked, missing them a little. "Tara came and picked them up at 2:00. Abel and Thomas wanted to play so she thought she would take them for the evening." "That was nice of her," Tania replied, "But I really should be able to take care of my own children."
"Don't you dare feel that way Tania," Gemma scolded her, "You can't expect yourself to be able to do everything. You need to take care of yourself and you need to know that we, the club, are all here for you." "It's just hard to focus solely on me," Tania replied, "When I have been completely focused on Hunter and Savi and making sure they are protected and healthy and doing ok without Opie. It's hard to adjust."
Gemma nodded her head in response, "I completely understand that feeling baby. But you have to let people help you and you have a giant family that wants to help."
"So how did..." Gemma started, but Tania cut her off as nicely as she could. "Can we talk about it later Auntie Gem?" Tania asked, "It was a draining day and I just want to relax, maybe have some fun and not worry about my life for now."
"Sounds like a good plan to me," Gemma replied with a big smile on her face, "There is a party at the club tonight. I'm sure things have already gotten underway."
Tania had a feeling that something was up, but she pushed the feeling aside and broke into a big smile. She knew what the parties at the club were like and she knew things could get out of control pretty quickly and she was ok with that.
"Alright, go get ready and then I'll drive you," Gemma said happily, "And then I will go relieve Tara so she can come join you there."
Tania didn't have to be asked twice. She was up and down the hall before Gemma finished the last sentence. She was looking forward to having some crazy fun with her friends and family. Honestly, she had missed this life. She was glad to be back.
A little while later Gemma pulled into the parking lot of Teller Morrow and the clubhouse and shut the car off. Chibs met them outside.
Tania got out of the car and Chibs instantly pulled her into his arms. "I wasn't sure if you would be up for coming out tonight," he said quietly against her hair, "You were so exhausted earlier. I was worried about you."
Tania looked up at him and could see the worry in his eyes. "I slept for four and a half hours Chibs," Tania responded with a small smile on her face, "I'm feeling good now. Ready for a little fun."
He smiled down at her before leaning down and kissing her on the lips. Her whole body was covered in goose bumps the moment his lips made contact with hers. Her eyes fluttered shut and she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer to her. She still couldn't believe that after all the years of him practically raising her, she was so head over heels in love with him. She didn't think it was possible for her to feel this way for this man. He wrapped his arms around her waist and gently pressed his tongue into her mouth. She groaned against his lips and wished that he would just take her right there.
"Ummm, guys," Gemma interrupted as she got out of the car, "Probably not the time or the place." Gemma gave Chibs a look and he quickly pulled away from Tania.
"Sorry love," Chibs said sheepishly, "We will have to continue this later." He gave her a smile and a wink and then reached for her hand. "Shall we?" he asked her. Tania placed her hand in his. "We shall," she said quietly.
Chibs walked into the clubhouse with Tania following him, but it was strangely quiet in the building. That was not typical of a Sons of Anarchy party. Something was up.
"I thought there was a party tonight?" Tania asked curiously, "Why is it so quiet?"
"SUPRISE!" The whole clubhouse erupted with cheers and screaming and Tania looked around in shock. "Oh my gosh," Tania replied through her laughter, "You guys did not have to do this." Everyone she knew was there, even her friend Michelle and her husband, Josh, from Arizona were there. She couldn't believe they went to all the trouble of doing this for her.
"Wow, you guys!" Tania exclaimed, "This is amazing. This is the best way to be welcomed back home. Thank you so much."
"It was the least we could do," Jax said from behind the bar, "Everything you have been through baby cuz, you deserve this." "Thank you," Tania said with a smile.
"But, this is not just your welcome home party," Juice piped in.
Tania gave Juice a curious look and waited for him to continue. "What else is there?" she asked.
"I know things have been hard and you just want to let go and have some fun," Juice continued, "But tonight we thought it would be perfect to reveal our little memorial to Opie."
Tania's heart sank a little bit, but she also felt joy. It meant so much to her that everyone here wanted to keep Opie's memory alive. "Well," Tania said with a smile on her face, "What are you waiting for then? Show me what you got?"
Everyone laughed at her response and started cheering and chanting for Juice to make the big reveal.
They had cleaned out an area in a corner on the far side of the common area of the clubhouse. Juice ran over and pulled a big sheet down that was hanging from the ceiling and there stood Opie's bike. It was all polished up and in immaculate condition. And on the wall behind the bike was a big picture of Opie with his date of birth and date of death. Tania was in awe. It was beautiful and it was perfect.
Tania quickly wiped the tears from her eyes and ran over to Juice. "It's perfect," she whispered before hugging him tightly, "I love it." "We figured he deserved this," Juice said quietly, "Jax worked on the bike and Rat washed it and polished it yesterday. We wanted to do this for him and for you."
Tania kissed Juice on the cheek and then felt another pair of arms pull her away. She looked up at Jax and the tears were glistening in her eyes. "I don't think you know what this means to me Jax," Tania said quietly, "He was everything to me. My best friend, my soulmate, the love of my life. He was everything to you guys, your best friend. It was a beautiful thing you guys did." Tania held on to Jax as the tears slowly slid down her cheeks. She could lie all she wanted and say that it was getting easier without Opie, but the heartbreak and the pain, it was still there. She realized in that moment that the pain would dissipate, but it never be completely gone.
"I love you Tanny," Jax whispered into her hair before wiping her tears away. "I love you too cuz," she whispered back.
After spending a little while talking to everyone she looked up and saw Chibs standing over by the pool table. He had two beers in his hands and two shots of something were sitting on the ledge of the table.
Tania smiled and made her way over to him. "Beer?" He asked her. "Definitely," she replied, taking the beer from his hand. Their hands touched and despite the heartbreak she was feeling earlier, the electric current that shot through her entire body was undeniable.
She put the bottle to her mouth and looked up at Chibs as she took a long sip of the cold liquid. "Thanks," she said seductively after swallowing. He handed her a shot glass and then leaned against the pool table as the music was turned up and the party really got going. "Whiskey?" He asked, his eyebrow slightly raised.
Oh God, she thought to herself. She hadn't realized he knew her so well. A devilish grin spread across her face.
"Heck yes!" She exclaimed as she took the glass and downed it, "How did you know I was a Whiskey drinker?" "I hung out with you a lot after Opie died love," Chibs replied, "your diet consisted of coffee, eggs, chocolate and a whole lot of whiskey."
Tania smiled at Chibs sheepishly. She forgot how much she drank back then. She almost felt ashamed of herself.
She watched as Chibs downed his whiskey and she felt incredibly turned on.
"What?" He asked as he put the glass back down on the table, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Like what?" She asked innocently before taking a sip of her beer. "Like you want to ride me right here on the pool table," he replied like what he said didn't effect either one of them. Tania's eyes got wide and she could feel her cheeks get hot.
"Holy shit that's hot," she mumbled more to herself than to him. "What was that?" He asked her with a devilish grin on his face. She looked into his eyes and they burned into her.
He threw back the last of his beer and then reached for her hand. He walked towards the back of clubhouse where the dorms were and she didn't ask questions. Her heart was pounding in her chest and she could feel the excitement growing throughout her body.
He opened the door to his dorm room and Tania followed him inside. He closed the door and then in a matter of seconds he had her pinned against the door.
"Shite love," he murmured against her neck, "what are you doing to me?" "I should be asking you the same thing," Tania mumbled.
He looked into her eyes before tangling his hands into her hair and crashing his lips against hers. He had her breathless and she just wanted more and more. This moment was definitely different than their first time together. She loved the different sides of this man. Everything about their situation amazed her.
Tania groaned as he ran his over her collar bone and then made his way up to her lips. She thrust her tongue into his mouth and thrust her hands into his hair.
"Oh my God," she breathed as he grabbed her breasts and massaged them more roughly. She didn't usually go for rough but this was incredibly hot and she couldn't wait any longer. "Take me," she moaned against his lips, "Take me now."
Without skipping a beat Chibs pulled up her skirt and slipped a finger inside of her. "Oh shit," she whimpered as she thrust her hips against his hand. As he moved his finger inside her she reached down, undid his pants and wrapped her hand around him. She stroked him and matched every thrust of his finger. "Now," she breathed, "I can't wait any longer." He pulled his finger out of her and hastily pushed her panties down. Tania stepped out of them and then Chibs lifted her up in his arms, wrapped her legs around his waist and held her against the wall.
They paused for a moment and in that moment she could see the love he felt for her in his eyes, which only made her want him more.
He crashed his lips against hers again as he buried himself deep inside her. Tania cried out as he filled her up. "Oh God yes!" She cried, throwing her head back against the wall, "Yes, keep going."
Chibs thrust in and out of her as hard and as fast as he could and he groaned against her shoulder. "Sweet Jesus," he groaned, "Baby, I'm not going to last much longer. You are so tight. It feels so bloody good."
She put her hands on his shoulders and started to match his stride. She met each of his thrusts with one of her own. With each thrust she felt herself getting closer to the ledge. She whimpered the closer she got and their bodies fit perfectly together. The pleasure they were experiencing was more than she could have ever imagined. She never thought she would experience pleasure of this magnitude ever again.
After a few more hard thrusts she screamed out as she saw stars. He had cum so hard inside her that it triggered her own mind blowing orgasm. They held onto each tightly and she whimpered into his neck.
"Jesus sweetheart," he groaned, "I knew you were a bit of a firecracker. Holy shit that was amazing!" She giggled into the crook of his neck.
"You brought out a side of me that I didn't think existed anymore," Tania said quietly, "An intense quickie is always an unexpected treat."
He slowly pulled out of her and she felt incredibly empty. She loved the feeling of him inside her. He carried her to the bed and laid her down and laid down behind her.
"You amaze me Tania," he said quietly as he ran his hands over her shoulders, "you were an unexpected, but very pleasant surprise." "I can say the same thing about you," she replied quietly.
All of a sudden the exhaustion took over and she felt peaceful as he wrapped his arms around her body.
"I love you Chibs," she mumbled as sleep began to take over. "I love you to baby girl," he whispered, "We will make it through this."
Tania managed to nod her head in agreement before sleep claimed her.
He sighed heavily and held her as he closed his eyes. He had never felt so vulnerable and scared in his entire life. He was scared to lose her.