You can't do this...
"What the fuck just happened… WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" I was facing the strange woman in my vision. My heart felt like it was going to burst right out of my crest. Sakura's words hurt me to the core. I didn't do any of this. Why the hell is this happening to me?
"So… Are you going to pay me for this or?"
"Pay you for what?!"
"I was told I was supposed to let that pink haired girl see me and put some drugs on the table."
"Who in their right fucking mind?"
"Sasuke asked me to do this. Listen buddy don't get pissed at me. If you have a problem, take it up with Sasuke."
"Sasuke? Fucking Sasuke… I'm going to kill him…"
"So about that money…"
"Get out… NOW!"
"Fine, shesh…" She walked into the living room and picked up the baggies. After she picked up a few of them, she left.
Sasuke… That damn asshole. I can't believe he would do some shit like this. I'm going to fucking kill him. How low can he get. Out of rage and angry, I punched a hole in one of my walls. There was so much angry bottled up inside of me, I didn't even feel the pain from my fist going through the drywall.
"Shit, shit, shit! I have find Sakura. "
I rushed to my room, grabbed a shirt, and threw some shoes on to chase after Sakura. She's not getting away from me this time. I can't let her. Sakura couldn't have gotten too far. The direction she ran was towards the apartment complex she lived in.
The complex wasn't too far away from my house. What was I even going to say to her when I got there? How was I going to explain to her that I had nothing to do with this and it was all Sasuke. I can't continue to break Sakura's heart and spirit. What am I going to do?
I got to the complex. There was barely anyone in the lobby, but security. They didn't bother to stop me because they probably recognized my face. I use to stop by and drop some of Sakura's things off to her if she called for them. Sometimes I would even leave her some little notes saying how much I loved her. I ran straight to the stairs. Hopefully Sakura was here and she didn't go somewhere else. I didn't care I had to run up sixteen flights of stairs. It was all for her. The elevator would have taken too long.
I was panting like crazy when I got to the 16th floor. Sakura's door was only a few steps away.
"Sakura..." I started knocking on her door. There wasn't an answer. I pressed my ear against the door to see if I heard any kind of movement. There were faint footsteps in the background. My knocks against the door got a little bit louder. "Sakura I know you're there. Open the door!"
"Fuck off and go away."
"Sakura… Open the door."
"I said fuck off and go away. Do you understand English? Are you stupid? I could answer that for you. Yeah you are stupid, Naruto."
"Open the door…"
"If you don't leave now, I'll call the police."
"Open the fucking door… I'm trying to protect you." I started banging on the door. Using my free hand, I twisted at the locked doorknob. The bass in my voice was getting louder and it could be heard throughout the hallway. The angry from the shit Sasuke pulled earlier was still lingering with me.
All of a sudden I heard a crash against the door. It sounded like glass. There were a few more crashes before Sakura started yelling.
"FUCK OFF! LEAVE ME ALONE!" A shard of a glass plate slid under the door. Sakura was throwing glass at the door trying to get me to go away.
"WHY WON'T YOU JUST HEAR ME OUT!? CAN YOU JUST LISTEN!?"
"GO AWAY!" Sakura sounded like she was about to scream to the top of her lungs. I wasn't trying to get loud. It was hard to talk over her throwing glass plates at the door and this angry still lingering within me.
"GODDAMN IT, OPEN THE DOOR..." As I went to bang on the door again, someone grabbed me from behind. I turned my head to see two of the security guards holding me.
"Sir, you have to leave now." They were pulling me away from the Sakura's door. I started to put up a fight, but it wasn't worth it. They would have just over powered me anyways. How am I even going to get her to listen to me? This task seemed impossible.
The security guards escorted me out the building. They were standing by the door until I walked away. After all of that I went back home. My head was pounding. All this stress and angry isn't doing me any good.
When I got home, I flipped the table back up. I had to sweep up the mess on the living room floor. When Sakura kicked over the table, the small flower I bought from the store that day fell. I gathered all the dirt up and placed it back in the flowerpot. The small flower wasn't damaged surprisingly. Carefully I placed it back in the pot and laid it on the table. I've been taking care of this flower ever since I bought it. I watered it twice –a-day and made sure it gets a lot of sun light. There was a window in the living room that sunlight beamed down in everyday; it was perfectly shining down on the flower.
The rest of the mess was the exposed drugs that were on the table. It was just tons of white powder and a few pills mixed in with it on the floor. I sweep it all in a pile moving it in the dust pan. All of it got flushed down the toilet. I was tempted to pick up one of the pills and pop it, but I had to be strong. It wasn't like I wanted to take the pills, but more so I needed too. I would lose control of my mind and sometimes my body would just move on its' own.
It was later on that night. I was sitting around, hoping Sasuke would stop by. I was slouched back on the couch. All I could think about throughout the day was Sasuke. Just thinking about him made me sick. He's my best friend, but he doesn't treat me that way. He's never happy for me. Why can't I break away from him.
As I was deep in thought, I heard my front door open. I stood up slowly from the couch to see who it was. Certainly it was Sasuke and I was correct. I stared at him. The angry from earlier today slowly came back. I clinched my fist up and walked towards him while he closed the door.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? Did something happen today?"
"You think you're funny?" I grabbed him by his collar of his shirt and punched him in the face one good time. Sasuke smirked and swung at me. For the punch that I gave to him, he returned it with two of his. Sasuke and I started tussling before I had him pinned down to the ground. "What's your fucking problem?!"
"My problem? You're the one who punched me first. I should be asking you that."
"Why do you keep doing this to me? You sent one of your whores to my fucking house? You told Sakura to come here… You fucking set me up!"
"You should be happy I'm doing this for you. I'm doing all of this for you."
"You're ruining my life Sasuke!"
"I'm improving it. The sooner you get rid of her, the sooner you'll be happy again."
"I was happy with her!" I punched Sasuke in the face once more. There was a trail of blood running down the corner of his mouth.
"What are you doing to do for her, huh? She already thinks there's no hope for you and Ino is gone. She has no one Naruto… How long do you think she'll last out here by herself? This cruel world is too much for someone like her. Sakura has always been a weak minded person. Do you think she'll come running to you when things get tougher than they are now?" Sasuke started smiling. It was of his sadistic smiles. His teeth were stained red with blood. "Who do you think she'll come to Naruto?"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I PUNCH YOUR TEETH DOWN YOUR THROAT!"
"Is the truth to much for you? My poor baby, Sasuke will make everything better…" He lifted his hand up to my face and caressed my cheek. I smacked his hand away. As I smacked his hand away, Sasuke grabbed my shirt. He flipped me over, now he was on top of me.
"Fuck you Sasuke!"
"Fuck me? I've always been there for you while that stupid bitch was mopping around and wouldn't let you do your thing…" Sasuke paused for a moment and stared at me. "Since you won't love me the way you love her, maybe I should go see what makes you love her sooo much."
"Sasuke you're fucking crazy!"
"Me crazy? I'm far from crazy... I won't have a problem ruining Sakura's life even farther. And now that's she weaker minded than ever, I play around with her for my entertainment." He licked his lips. "I'm pretty sure she's looking for me to be there for her since she has no one left. I'll be there to prey at her little soul."
"You stay the fuck away from her Sasuke! Do you hear me?" I tried to fight Sasuke off of me, but he was at an advantage being on top of me.
"Until you learn to start being a good boy and do as I say… I can't wait to fuck around with her even more."
Sasuke went into his pocket pulling out a bottle of pills. He opened up the bottle and dumped them all over my face. He scooped some of them up in his hand and started to mash them against my mouth.
"Take them. You know you want too. Take the fucking pills, Naruto…"
I kept my mouth closed tightly. While Sasuke was trying to shove the pill in my mouth, I pushed him off of me. Sasuke flew back a short distance and hit the wall. He stood up tightly holding some of the pills in his hand. He threw them at me and kicked me in side. I let out a yelping noise like I was a dog. He kicked me so hard; it felt like some of my ribs broke.
"You don't even know what you just started Naruto… I hope all of this was worth it. Now Sakura's going to be my fucking toy."
"S-Stay away from her… Do anything you want to me! Just leave her the fuck alone!" Sasuke walked out and slammed the door behind him. I laid there on the ground holding my side in pain.
