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Emily leans to a tree and cries because of the all the memories she has with Hanna. Hanna was her freaking first love, she is the one who she kissed first, she is who she had made love for the first time. Emily had deep feelings for her; Emily wanted them to be forever. She loved Hanna with every inch of her body. She truly imagined her life with her but when Emily saw Hanna riding that guy her heart and soul got crushed and when she thought it could not get worse Hanna told her she is working as a prostitution. Emily could not believe, practically she was in love and dating with a fucking prostitute. Emily broke up with Hanna and never wanted to see her again. She will come true. Hanna did not show up at school anymore. Emily was worried about it but anger won the game, so she became happy that she never has to see her again. However, Emily thought about Hanna a lot, she was always on her mind. That is why Emily started drinking and using drugs, so she will not think about Hanna anymore but these kinds of things are just temporarily. Pam of course wanted to know what the reason Emily is so heartbroken was. Emily told her the whole story. Pam was by side always, she wanted her daughter, Emily to feel better but it was useless. Emily started to stay out for nights and letting a worried mom home.
˝Fuck, why she had to come back? ˝ Emily asks herself. ˝Like my life was not hard enough already. ˝ Emily says between tears.
Emily sits down on the ground, pulls her legs to her chest, and buries her head in her arms.
˝I knew you were here. ˝ Hanna says.
Emily looks up with tears in her eyes and cheeks.
˝How did you find me? ˝ Emily asks Hanna.
˝You came exactly here on that night when... ˝ Hanna does not know what to say.
˝When I found out you were a whore. ˝ Emily finishes Hanna's sentence.
˝Can we talk? ˝ Hanna asks.
˝We already do. ˝ Emily answers.
˝I mean about us. ˝ Hanna says.
˝No, there is no us on this planet. ˝ Emily says.
˝Do not you love me anymore, Em? ˝ Hanna asks innocently.
Emily does not know where she really stands with her feelings towards Hanna, so she cannot answers the question and maybe she would not even if she knew how she feels now.
˝It is better if I go now. Do not follow me this time! ˝ Emily yells at Hanna who just stares at her with a sad face.
Emily leaves the woods and watches if Hanna had follow her but there is no sight of her in the near. Emily's head if full of thoughts, thoughts of Hanna then Alison. Emily feels she should pay attention to something else to get these girls off her mind. She could call Spencer asking how she is or even she could go there, or she could break the things with Melissa. Yes, it is already the time to explain Melissa it is over.
Emily goes over to Melissa. She knocks constantly but there is no answer. Maybe she is not at home.
Emily gets in her car and drives to Brookhaven to Spencer. However, it makes it hard to drive when you half-drunk and still high. However, Emily manages to arrive at Brookhaven soon.
She parks her car and sees another car. It is Melissa's car. Is she here?
Emily knocks and it is Aria who opens the door for her.
˝Hi Aria. Is Melissa here? ˝ Emily asks Aria.
˝Yes, she came this afternoon, brought some food, even made a meal for us. She is very nice.
Aria realized that something is wrong with Emily. She went closer to her. Aria could smell alcohol on Emily's breath.
˝Did you come here drunk? ˝ Aria asks.
˝No. ˝ Emily says.
˝I can smell it on your breath. ˝ Aria says when Spencer and Melissa steps in the room.
˝Hi Emily! I am so happy to see you! I miss you very much! ˝ Spencer says.
˝Hi! ˝ Emily says.
˝The hero is here. ˝ Melissa says and smiles at Emily.
˝Did I hear right? Are you drunk? ˝ Spencer asks.
Emily nods.
˝What a surprise. ˝ Aria says.
˝I just came here because I wanted to see you but if you do not want me here, I can... ˝ Emily says.
˝Do not be silly, I just said I am happy to see you even if you are drunk. ˝ Spencer says and goes closer to Emily, looks into her eyes and realizes that is not only the alcohol, there is something else.
Spencer decides to ask her question later when Aria and Melissa are not here.
˝Aren't you hungry? ˝ Spencer asks.
˝Just a little bit. ˝ Emily says.
˝I give you something to eat. ˝ Spencer says.
˝No, Spence, you should say goodbye to Aria because I have to take her back home soon. I feed Emily. ˝ Melissa says.
Melissa takes Emily's hand in hers and pulls her to the kitchen.
She serves a plate of meal to Emily.
Melissa sits down to a chair close to Emily and starts to caress Emily's free hand.
˝Melissa, stop. ˝ Emily says silently.
˝Why? I thought this would be okay. ˝ Melissa says.
˝It is not okay. We agreed to have sex without strings attached but it seems it starts to be more from your side. ˝ Emily says.
˝Em, I have to admit I fell in love with you, I seriously feel that I would leave Ian for you. ˝ Melissa says.
˝I feels very sorry about you because I am not in love with you and I never will be and this thing between us is over. ˝ Emily says.
Melissa slapped Emily's cheek strongly.
˝Is there another girl you love? ˝ Melissa commands an answer.
Emily caresses her slapped cheek with her palm.
˝It is not you business. We agreed to have sex without strings attached but now I want to end it and it is not my fucking problem that you are fell in love with me! ˝ Emily says furiously but still silently because she does not want Spencer or Aria to hear them.
Meanwhile at the other room Aria and Spencer are saying their goodbye.
˝I will miss you so much. ˝ Aria says to Spencer.
˝I know, I already miss you. ˝ Spencer says and kisses Aria's hands.
˝These couple of days were heaven with you even when we were at the cold motel room. Every minute of it was perfect. ˝ Aria says to Spencer.
˝I feel the same way. ˝ Spencer says. ˝When can I see you again? Because I do not know how much time can I handle without you by my side. ˝ Spencer says
˝I do not know, I have to talk to my dad first. Let's hope he will let me visit you every day, or at least at the weekends until Melissa can be your guard. However, I will call you every day. ˝ Aria says.
Spencer hugs Aria tightly, and Aria hugs back.
˝I love you. ˝ Spencer says.
˝I love you too. ˝ Aria says.
Spencer pulls away from the hug and leans to kiss Aria's lips. They kiss starts to be heated and passionate but they know they have to stop because Melissa takes back Aria to Rosewood.
Melissa and Emily steps in the room and this makes Spencer and Aria end their kiss.
˝Are you ready to go, Aria? ˝ Melissa asks.
˝I could be never ready to leave Spencer but I guess I have to. ˝ Aria says.
Spencer smiles at this comment of Aria.
˝Bye, Spencer. I call if I have new information. ˝ Melissa says. ˝Bye Emily. ˝ Melissa says bittersweetly to Emily.
Aria hugs Emily, then Spencer again and kisses her cheek.
˝Do not forget, I call you every day. ˝ Aria says. ˝Do not dear to pick up you phone. ˝ Aria jokes.
˝I understand. ˝ Spencer says humorously.
˝Let's go Aria. ˝ Melissa says.
They leave the house but Aria still waves to Spencer until they get in Melissa's car, then the car disappears in the dark roads as they go further from Spencer.
Spencer still stands in front of the window looking at the road as a tear streams down on her cheek.
˝She will visit you soon, anyway. Do not be sad. ˝ Emily says and hugs a sad Spencer.
Spencer knows this major sadness of her will last for about thirty minutes, then it will be better and she will command answers from Emily about the drugs. Spencer realized it tonight and she will not Emily go until she got every answer from her.
Spencer did not count to see a high Emily. She thought Emily was drinking sometimes but with drug, she came too far. Spencer cannot let her best friend destroy herself.
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