-Bolt-

I sigh. Explaining myself to my friends is like pulling teeth. How do you explain reviving people but still not reviving them. It is really complex. Why do they want an explanation from me? It's not my fault that I was born with a built in defibrillator in my hands. Maybe they should try explaining the complex nature of my powers. I am talking but I don't register what I am saying. I think I am making excuses now. It's not like it's their problem. My problems are my problems. Jay says something. I am not listening. Xavier says something about how I should have told them about the dangers of my powers. My powers are my business not theirs. I say sorry and walk back to my room.

-somewhere far away-

-Plague-

Bolt is probably worried sick about me. I follow Magneto down a long hallway. How could I tell Bolt and Leopard that I wanted to join a group that they are fighting against. I heard that Bolt (after my "disappearance") had joined the x-men (because she probably assumed I was dead) to avenge me. Bolt can be so stupid sometimes. I agreed with the brotherhood. Mutants shouldn't have to fear average people. We should be ruling the average humans not cowering from them! Soon we will rule the world. Soon...

-at Xavier's-

-Jay-

Bolt has become something like a recluse. She hides in her room all day. She only comes out to eat. Sometimes I can hear her sobbing. Rogue told us that one of the memories she found from Bolt was that Bolt's mother had died in her arms. I wish I had a mother. I am pretty sure that i was created in a lab somewhere. I wish I knew who I really was. At least Bolt had a mother.

-Mysterious Boy-

I got an email from my sister today. She said that she missed me and wanted me to come and live with her. She wrote that there was a place where mutants like us were accepted and trained. She said that she was having a hard time and that she was losing control of her powers. I leaned back in my chair. The faint glow of my computer lit up my face. No one could accept me. That was for sure. People stood perfectly still around me. I closed the email and released the people from the stillness. No one could ever like me.

Author interview!

StormyNightsAndClearSkies: Have you been purposely taking forever to post?

Me: Actually I am just a slacker (hence why everything is sloppy and has grammatical errors).

StormyNightsAndClearSkies: Is Jay and Bolt going to ever happen?

Me: maybe... (yes I am holding off ships to make people go crazy)

ps. if there was going to be a ship of jay and bolt it would be called jolt