8 and a half Months Later

His head was pounding when he finally managed to open his eyes. He sighed as he looked next to him and saw the always-empty spot next to him. God he missed waking up next to her; her waking him up with kisses. Now nothing mattered He slowly got off the bed and attempted to walk the short distance to his bathroom. He glanced in the mirror and once again didn't recognize the person staring back at him. He knew he had to stop drinking He knew that everyone was right when they told him that he couldn't keep doing this every night and day every time he came home and woke up in the morning and didn't hear her excited voice or see her with her bubbly expressions he sank deeper and deeper into a dark hole that he felt that he would never be able to get out he wanted her to call him every day like she did at the same time, he wanted to dial her number and for her to pick up with one of her crazy line but the fact is that it won't happen she still hasn't been found he never felt like this before I miss you so much Baby Girl.' He sighed deeply as he started to strip out of his clothes and climbed into the scalding-hot shower.

Penelope woke up and looked down at her stomach it was getting bigger and bigger every day. She was ready to meet her and Derek's baby she couldn't wait she hasn't seen Shane in 3 months and she wasn't really showing then she didn't want him to give her baby away. She made a new friend name John although he was somebody Shane sent to give her food and clothes he was always really nice to her he would come and bring cards and games for her to play.

Penelope went to take a shower when she came back Shane was sitting on her bed

"So you're pregnant."

"Yes."

"How many months."

"What's today date?" She said looking down at her feet in a whisper.

"It's March the fucking 23rd."

She thought to herself the last time she slept with Derek was the august.

"I'm 8 months."

"You know you can't keep the little bastard right Penelope.

She started crying please don't get rid of my baby Shane it's all I have left.

He grabbed her by her wrists Penelope you are not keeping this baby I don't care what you say. He said while pushing her on the bed and heading out.

Slamming the door

Penelope got off the bed and on her knees and spoke quietly. lord I know you haven't heard from sense my parent died and I'm sorry but please don't let him take my baby away lord please help Derek and his team find me I love him so much lord please dint let him give up or blame himself.