"Maybe, we should call an ambulance," Tee said to Mike and Gina. "If she´s in so much pain."

"No," I said "there´s no need for an ambulance. Just leave me alone, please."

"Come on, Tee," I could hear Mike´s voice, "we´ll leave her alone for a minute."

And there I laid, with my arms around my stomach, crouched, and my back towards the room. Slowly the pain began to ease a bit. I wanted to cry, but I couldn´t. Actually I hadn´t cried at all for Sophie, nothing. I just felt all empty and weird. Like I had gotten a big part of my soul ripped away from me. And actually, that was also the case. Sophie had been a big part of me. We had not only looked very like each other, so sometimes we could fool people that Sophie was me and she was Sophia. We could always have a great laugh by that, but. Sophie was so much more than just that. She had always been there for me, and I´d always been there for her, no matter what. Her shoulder was the one I cried onto when Luce, our brother had to disappear. At the same time that she cried onto my shoulder.

I shook my head, I just wanted to forget it all. Forget I´d ever had a sister, or a brother. Actually I didn´t know if Luce was alive either, he was on the run from the police.

Flashback

"Luce, what´s wrong?" I asked. When my brother bursted into the room, with tears streaming down his face.

"I have to get out of here." He said.

"Why?" Me and Sophie asked at the same time.

"Look, Sophia, and Sophie. You know, I helped some children and teenagers to get out of Gota, because of the war."

"Have the police found out?" I almost whispered And he nodded. He bent forward and kissed, first me and then Sophie lightly on the forehead.

"I´ll always love you guys. Always remember that." Then he turned around, and ran out the door.

End of flashback.

I sighed and shook my head again; I just wanted to forget it all. Now, Luce had been gone for six months. And actually, I was proud of him. He had helped so many children, from a destiny that´s spelled D-E-A-T-H. I sat up in my bed, and stood up. I could as well walk downstairs again, otherwise, I was just going to lay here, remembering it all. I walked outside, and down the stairs. Then to the lounge, where most of the others were. Tee, Carmen, and Lily sat around a table, talking and Tee was sewing. Shawn and Harry were playing games, Stan and Joe played pool. And Tyler and Jody were watching TV. I sat down by the table with the girls.

"You´re Ok?" Tee asked.

"Yeah, I´m fine."

"Do you want me to sew that hole in your shirt?"

"Sure," I pulled the hoodie over my hoodie. "But I´ve already told you it doesn´t matter."

"Why not?" Carmen asked.

"Because I´m going to throw these clothes in the bin as soon as I have something else to wear."

"Why?" Carmen asked.

"Because, these clothes disgust me."

"I think I´ve got some old clothes that´d fit you." Lily said. "You can have them if you like."

"Lily," without me recognizing, Mike had come to stand behind me. "That´s a wonderful idea."

"Fine." She said. "I´ll go get ´em. Ya´ wanna come girls?" she looked at me, Tee and Carmen.

"yeah I´ll come," Carmen said.

"Sure," I said. stood up, and ripped my hoodie out of Tee´s hands. "There´s no need to sew that now." ´Together, all four of us, we went outside, and towards Lily´s.