Laney was currently sprawled out on the couch in Corey's gurage, listening as Kin, Kon and Corey made the last few adjustments to the stage, it had been decided that they would have a last minute rehearsal. She scratched at the bandages around her forearm subconsciously, while she read the instructions on the container of pills she had been given.I don't need to be on medication, I'm fine just the way I am, this is how I cope and I don't have a problem with it, so why should anyone else actually care about what I do? Do I want to kill myself? No, not most of the time anyway... It's not like I'm going to try to do that again anytime soon... If it hadn't been for Madison I wouldn't be in this stupid mess.
"Lanes, you ready?" Corey's voice snapped her out of her thoughts, she glanced at the three of them, and set the pills down on the table.
"You bet." She walked over to her bass, sighing as she melted into the music, it was good to be back. The band had almost cancelled their gig next week due to her hospitalization, but she had convinced them that it was no big deal, she wouldn't let them loose a chance like that for her.
The band played through their set, and they each moved to the music as it transferred through the hard rock, to a more classic rock n' roll sound, they hadn't been able to decide which would be a better sound for the festival, so they combined them, to create one that was truly Grojband.
Okay, so this was really short, mainly because I wanted to let you all know that I will be keeping this fic at the T rating, and also to let you know that I really appreciate you all giving me your feed back, but don't stop now! I do have an idea of what I will be doing, it's going to be violent, but nothing that will change the rating.
If that doesn't sound right to anyone just leave me a comment about why you think that.
Also I'd like to say that one reason I'm writing this is to be able to tell people about my history with self harm and hopefully help some people to better understand what these people maybe thinking, whether it's a friend, relative or even yourself. I read stories like this when I started cutting a few years ago and it helped me to see that other people go through it, and even relate to my favorite characters, so I just thought that I'd share that with you.
So please keep reviewing, I'm still thinking about what to do, there will be a happy ending, but there will be some Madison payback too.
I'll update soon with a longer chapter!