Nothing was ever going to be the same for Rose. She was trying her best to resist Kilgrave but his grip on her was getting stronger and she knew it. Despite having her training from Torchwood plus the remains of the 'Bad Wolf' virus, he was getting to her. She couldn't explain it, it was more like she feared what he would do, it was a simple enough technique, not hurting or threatening her but the people around her. Anything could have happened in the park which was why she'd complied with his every wish so far but now, the time had come he'd want things to get physical and she wasn't sure how long she could pretend she was shy or prevent herself from lashing out at him.
That wouldn't do her any good though, he may resort to actually harming her or tell her to choose someone to hurt and she couldn't bring herself to do that. Kilgrave still hadn't pulled her dress away at the front as they continued kissing though Rose had somehow managed to unfasten all his shirt buttons without realising she'd done it and without him telling her to, which surprised him as much as it did her.
"Rose, this is very pleasant I must say but I think you should go change into that nightdress now and don't be long will you?"
"OK Kevin, I'll go and change, I'll be back before you know it."
"Good, I'll wait here and pour us some more wine shall I?"
"Yeah, I'd like some more wine."
She really wanted to get totalled so at least she could say she didn't know what she was doing but he wouldn't let her do that. He'd want her fully aware of what he was doing to her, he must have done the same to other women but she had some advantage over them – she wasn't completely under his control just yet and that was probably what was stopping him. He'd soon realise she was putting some of this on but if he already knew, he wouldn't be too worried yet as she'd done everything he'd said so far.
She went to get changed, not daring to linger for too long, she'd got away with the dress zip by purposely not pulling it all the way up. As he waited, Kilgrave poured some more wine and put it on the glass coffee table and then took off his shirt, since Rose had already saved him time by undoing the buttons, without him asking.
He knew she was still trying to resist him but she was weakening, he could tell. He thought back to Jessica, how she'd resisted him towards the end so he'd have to watch out for signs Rose was doing the same. He hadn't figured out just how Jessica had broken free but he'd heard nothing about her since his 'accident' and he'd been about to look her up and torment her but Rose Tyler had come to his attention, along with details a while back on how she would be coming to the city for a series of meetings, though the dates and times had been kept quiet until they'd actually arrived last week and the meetings had been split up for some reason or another.
He lay back against the cushions, taking a sip of wine then putting the glass back and unzipped his suit trousers, he meant business tonight and he was going to show her. It had been pleasant enough fooling around but he missed female company and he would have normally gone and picked a woman up in a bar or somewhere and dumped her the next morning but with Rose here, well he'd give her a choice – be with him or watch as he had sex with whomever he picked up and she wouldn't want that.
He didn't think it would come to that though, she was already showing signs of giving in to him by being the one to take the lead. Rose had just got the lowest cut nightdress she could find in the drawer and put it on, looking in the mirror. It didn't leave much to Kilgrave's imagination. She rather thought that was point in his telling her to put it on. As she went back into the living room, ideas of getting out of there were going through her head such as where he kept the keys to get out, where her mobile and wallet were and how far she could get and since his staff wouldn't be back until Monday, tomorrow was her best chance.
Then as she approached him, she noticed she could see his shorts as he'd unzipped his trousers and expected some kind of physical contact before taking her to bed. He held out his hand and she took it, kneeling on the edge of the sofa.
"Do you want your wine Kevin?"
"Yes, the one on the right, I had a sip while I was waiting for you, you took your time."
"I wanted to freshen myself up for you, I thought it would please you?"
"Well don't take so long next time or I'll have to start watching you all the time although I could go for that. I understand you want to do some things in private Rose so for now, you can undress down to your lingerie in front on me can't you?"
"Yes Kevin, I can do that."
She passed his glass to him, wishing she could have an 'accident' and spill it on him but he had her so fearful of what he'd do, she couldn't bear to think what it would be. She was knelt on the edge of the sofa, her breasts showing over the top of the black nightdress, she wished there had been a negligee' to go with it and she'd looked, hence the delay.
"You look lovely Rose, perhaps the next time you go shopping, maybe you could pick one up in red?"
"Yeah, I'll look for one in red, do you think it's my colour?"
He passed the glass to her and she put them both down and he reached his hand out, running a finger down from her cleavage to her tummy. The nightdress was split on one side, showing her leg and her hip, he'd probably intended to make sure she wasn't wearing anything underneath but she'd slipped on a pair of very skimpy briefs, he'd said he didn't want her to be a sex object.
"Come here my love, don't be shy, I won't hurt you, I could never hurt you."
"I know that Kevin, I'm just a little shy."
"Then don't be, you want to be with me, don't you Rose?"
"Yes Kevin, I want to be with you. It's just, well I've had a few boyfriends but never seriously."
"Oh, you've nothing to worry about, I can show you what it's like to be with a real man. Believe me Rose, I can do things to you even your wildest imagination couldn't come up with but first, let me show you how much pleasure I can give you. Lay back Rose but first, take my trousers off for me."
Rose found herself doing exactly that, first looking at him, he was very well toned and he knew it and Rose bet he didn't have to really work at it. She tugged on his trousers, trying not to pull his shorts along with them and pulled them off, tossing them over his shirt where he'd left it. She wondered where the keys were, his bedroom door must be locked, along with the balcony glass sliding door at night and the front door key, he must have them hidden somewhere.
Maybe she could sneak to the kitchen later, saying she needed a drink and look for them but how far would she actually get? Would she make it downstairs? She would be in her nightwear anyway, it wouldn't do her any good unless she could slip her robe on but what would she say to anyone on duty in the doorway? They'd seen her go out with three different men, she'd gone out with Kilgrave earlier, arm in arm so no-one would believe she was being held against her will, they would think she'd had a row with him and laugh at her.
Pete must have alerted the police by now, even if it was only Castle's wife Kate, whom she'd never met and had been looking forward to it until she'd been rudely kidnapped. Kilgrave was running his fingers on her leg that was exposed, pausing at the thin waistband of her knickers.
"Mmm Rose, I hope there's not much to these?"
"No Kevin, they were the skimpiest I could find, you did say I could wear some?"
"Yes my love, it's allowed – for now. Now lay back and enjoy the show while I teach you what it's like to be with a real man."
Rose thought she could hardly contain herself – not but as she lay there, his fingers under the waistband and pulling them down on one side then the other, she could feel herself wanting to respond to his rather delicate touch. She told herself to close her eyes and pretend it was the Doctor who had now pulled both sides down and was about to move his fingers to her rather delicate parts.
Kilgrave had a wicked smile on his face, he could see her reaction and was quite pleased with himself that with Rose, he didn't have to fully control her to see she wanted him to do more as he was tempted to slide the offending article down her legs but decided to torment her and his fingers reached under the material, making her shiver.
"Oh Rose, you do want me to do this, don't you kitten?"
"Yes Kevin, please."
Rose thought she could just pretend to go along with this but as he proceeded, she let out an involuntary moan of pleasure as his fingers moved on her. Kilgrave smiled at her and leaned down to kiss the top of her breasts and without realising, Rose put her hands on his shoulders to pull him down.
"Tell me what you want Rose."
"I want you Kevin, touch me, please?"
"Oh yes Rose, it will be my pleasure."
Rose thought she was going to come apart as he carried on, lying slightly to one side so he could continue kissing her top half and still reach under the material, her nightdress now raised as the silky material rode up with their movements, then suddenly, she felt him move as he tugged at his shorts and she knew she should try to resist but he had her pinned down with his other hand.
"Rose, sweetheart, you can help if you want?" he asked as he tried to lower the waistband of his shorts with one hand.
"Yes Kevin, here, let me help you."
She tugged on the back and then pulled them down, touching him and making him smile as they came down the other side but he stopped halfway and grinned, meaning to tease her as he went to lay on her, making her squirm, Kilgrave thinking it was with delight and Rose not knowing what it meant. He was good, she had to give him that and he wasn't forcing himself on her, well not yet but she felt his hand reaching for the gap in his shorts and her heart began to pound.
He reached under the material of her underwear and whispered in her ear. "Here Rose, shush, let me give you a taste of what I have planned later, when we go to bed."
"I can't wait Kevin, please, show me."
He'd never recently had a woman squirming under him that could actually talk back to him, he'd told the others, including Hope to stay quiet and let him do as he wanted but not now, not with Rose, she was something else.
"Oh, I'll show you Rose, trust me, now here, guide me exactly where you want me my love and tell me you love me."
Rose found herself doing as he asked as first she took his hand and placed it right where she wanted, feeling herself burning and wanting him to touch her. How could she even think about this? He was the enemy, her kidnapper and tormentor and was capable of anything, he was so unhinged but as she heard herself then Kilgrave moaning, any thoughts of resisting him going any further went out of her mind as she whispered to him.
"I want you Kevin, please, I want you now."
Kilgrave took her hand and together, they reached for his shorts.
When Rose had come down from her high, Kilgrave moved and pulled his shorts back up and indicated he wanted her to put her arms around his neck, lifting her as she did so and carrying her to the bedroom.
"Stay there my love, I'll be right back."
"Kevin, I need the bathroom first."
"Go ahead, I won't be long."
Rose went into the bathroom, looking at herself in the mirror, her cheeks wet, she couldn't decide if it was what he'd just done to her or if it was she was upset or even annoyed with herself she'd gone along with this. When she got away from him, which she would eventually, she could only blame herself for participating in his attempt to get her in this state. If she could rationalise it, convince herself she had no other choice than to go along with it, he had been leading up to it and had given her fair warning.
"Rose," he shouted, laying back with his arms behind his head. "I'm getting very lonely out here my love. Hurry up or I may have to come in and get you."
That was it, she thought, that was what he did to make her comply, made her fear what he'd do and it was working, he knew it and she knew what it implied. He'd not do anything to her but when his so-called 'staff' came back, he could do something to them or simply go outside and pick on another innocent bystander.
"I'll be right out Kevin," she called, hating herself for quickly cleaning herself up and stepping out of her damp underwear, thanks to him making it damp.
Kilgrave heard the bathroom door opening and the light switch being pulled and seeing her standing there, he was daring her to go change her underwear as she looked towards her dresser drawer but instead, she crossed to the bed as he pulled back the bedclothes and patted the side where he'd just moved over.
Rose was getting worried, she should have been to the clinic to get her monthly shot before getting on the plane but she'd seen no need for it, she'd had no intentions of taking up with a man while she was here, she would have been home by now and taken care of it. She'd not had time to go for her monthly appointment before setting off, she'd been busy at work clearing her appointments and winding up her projects.
She didn't think asking him to be the one to take precautions was an option but she thought she should be safe enough for now and nothing may happen anyway, he might only tease her and get her worked up again like he'd done on the sofa and he'd clearly enjoyed that by the wicked grin on his face.
"Turn the light out love, unless you want me to watch your lovely face as I turn you on again?"
"You can watch me Kevin, if that's what you want?"
"I would very much like to watch you, you looked so relaxed and content when you came back to earth. I don't think I've ever seen a lovelier sight in my life, you looked like an angel, your face all lit up. Did you enjoy the sensations I gave you?"
"Yes Kevin, the sensations were wonderful, I've never felt like that before. Is that what it's like, to be with a real man?"
"Yes Rose but that was only a small taste of what I want to do to you, shall I whisper in your ear and tell you what's in store?" he asked as she lay on her side and put her hand on his shoulder.
Rose didn't think she wanted to know but he would tell her anyway.
"Yes Kevin, tell me what you want to do to me but kiss me first?"
"Oh yes my love, we can kiss first, come here and lay on me."
He pulled her towards him, Rose hoping the nightdress wouldn't have a mind of its own as she could tell he'd ditched his shorts. As they kissed, the kisses got deeper than before, lasting much longer as she felt herself sinking her lips into his. As a man in general, he was very good-looking, very attentive, charming towards her and very fit in more ways than one but she knew deep down he was holding her captive and he'd do anything to get her to give in to him.
Whose fault would it be if she gave him what he wanted, albeit she'd do it out of fear but if she complied with his sexual advances, she would be ultimately responsible for her own actions, she couldn't claim he'd taken her against her will, there was no easy way out of this and he probably knew it as well. However many women he'd taken to his bed before her, probably against their will while he had them under his control, none of them would have been given the option but she still had some control though not much, not now as they broke the kiss and he lay her on her back, reaching for the hem of her black silky nightdress and she could feel his finger run up the slit and onto her hip then reaching around.
She gasped at his touch, making him smile. While he'd been waiting for her emerging from the bathroom, he'd gone over in his mind how he wanted to touch her and make her come undone under him and watch her face light up again. He'd never met anyone like her before, her arms were around his neck as he kissed her cleavage, whispering in her ear now all the things he wanted to do.
"Yes Kevin, please, do all those things to me."
"I will Rose but first, I want to take my time with you my love and I will expect something in return."
Rose got the message and lowered her arms, running her finger down his torso and stopping at his navel, licking her lips.
"Be my guest Rose. You don't have to ask love."
She pulled him close, indicating she want him to turn onto his back, which he did then she hovered over him, kissing her way across his sparsely hairy chest as she felt his hands on her rear, thankfully her nightdress was still covering her, well just about. As Rose kissed her way across then ventured lower, Kilgrave's fingers were still creeping under the hem of her nightdress and wouldn't take him that much longer, like he was doing it on purpose as if to say he could just do it if he really wanted to but was taking his time.
Rose looked up and smiled then moved down to his belly and began kissing her way across, trying not to think he wasn't wearing any shorts and hoping her nightdress wouldn't decide to crawl up at the front.
"Had enough love? My turn I think."
"Yes Kevin, that was really nice."
"Yes it was, now it's time that nightdress came off, don't you think?"
He lifted the hem, touching her hips as she tried to sit up, her legs either side of his and letting go of his shoulders, he pulled the garment up in one swift movement as he whistled.
"Wow, you are amazing Rose. I am really going to enjoy every second of this my love. Now, lie down for me kitten, I want to kiss you all over."
Rose could do nothing else but do as he said as the nightdress lay across the headboard, his hands on her hips and she could now feel him as he gently moved her onto her back and began kissing her. She placed her hands on his back as he shuffled around, kissing her as promised and moving himself so her hands were on his rear.
"Tell me you want me Rose then tell me you love me."
"I want you Kevin, I love you, babe."
"Then I'm all yours my love but tell me something first."
"What Kevin? What do you want to know?"
She moved one of her hands and touched his cheek.
He looked up and wondered how this woman was making him feel this way. All the others had meant nothing to him, he'd used them and tossed them out, well except for Hope whom he'd kept around at the last apartment he'd made himself at home in anyway for a week or so but Rose, she was something else. He wanted to take his time over her, not just do the act with her then tell her to take a hike, no, that wasn't enough for him.
"Then tell me Rose, have you never really been with a man before?"
"No, not like this, I've had sex before but it was nothing like you make me feel."
That much was true, Mickey had been tame and Jimmy Stone had been drunk the majority of the time and hit her because he couldn't get it right, which was hardly her fault. Maybe he'd got the wrong meaning but it was true, she'd never really given herself fully to a man. She'd had a few casual relationships since being here, to keep her mother from nagging her about dating but nothing serious, just to relieve the tension she'd told herself.
"Good because when I make you feel so good again, I promise you Rose, you'll feel very special."
"Then make me feel special Kevin."