Baek Seung Jo's POV
"Stop! You're hurting me!" She wined as my hand, slowly, but not completely, let go of her forearm. "Who do you think you are to drag me like that?!" She said harshly, but how could I answer?
"I got jealous because I heard you were on a date with a guy who is not me. I am the only one you should be going out with." Is that what you reply to a girl whose date you interrupted a few seconds ago?
"Answer me!"
My eyes are searching for any signs of physical contact on her body, only the visible parts of course, and to my relief there are none. My unconscious fingers trace her cheeks and jaw line, I can feel that she's struggling out of my touch. No, don't do that.
And when I reassure myself that he did not messed up with my girl I am relieved. Thank goodness that pabo kept his hands to himself.
Are you wearing make up?
Why are you covering that pretty face of yours?
Did you put that on your face to impress him?
Jealousy, I can feel the jealousy coming again.
Luckily I have a tissue with me, but as I begin to take off that thing girls call "make-up" you're struggling once again. Do you want to look like those other girls who throw themselves at me with their "Oppa! Oppa!"?
"You don't need that. You're beautiful as you are." I say.
There.
Did you see my hidden confession?
"You must be on drugs." That's what she replies. "Geniuses don't say that to dumb people like me, not even on their dreams."
"How did you know I was here anyways? Did you follow me so you could mess up my date and make fun of that later?!"
"Shireo, jjinjja shireo. Naneun dangshineun saranghaeyo… Jeongmal. You don't know how I felt when your chingus told me you were on a date in the very same day that I was going to confess my feelings for you." Geez, how cornier can I get?
"You're lying." Her words cut through me like knives. "Remember when I wrote that letter for you? You ripped it in front of me. Do you know how I felt that day?" She still remembers that day. Can't I go back in time and change history?
"And since you're not making any kind of conversation other then staring at me like a creep and making unbelievable comments, I'm going back inside and finish the date you could've had with me had you not been your arrogant self before."
She's walking back inside.
Maybe, I don't know if I'm hoping too much, maybe you'll turn around and say "Saranghae" again…
But she doesn't.
End of chapter 7
Lol jk :p
End of flashback & BSJ's POV
Beats of sweat roll down Seung Jo's forehead as he wakes up. The memory of Ha Ni's first date a few years ago is still fresh on his mind, and to be exact it happened before she left.
The heartache from the previous hours adds onto the pain he is a victim of. Could we say that he is a victim of his own actions? Perhaps we could.
The argument, the harsh words that left her mouth, the sudden confession of love that ended his encounter with the hazelnut eyed girl… and the way she ran into another man's arms as she told him to not see her again.
Many feelings could be described, but the overwhelming one has eleven letters.
Uncertainty.
The nagging feeling of not knowing whether Ha Ni could, if possible, love him again?
"It'll be alright, adul," Geum Hee hugged her 24-year-old son as he cried his heart out. "Just let them out and we'll see what happens in the future. It'll be alright…"
The lullaby that she used to sign for Seung Jo lulled him out of this harsh reality…
Ha Ni…
Ha Ni-ya…
Saranghae…
A/N: Writer's Block is a disease, so if I don't update often that's why…
Erm… long time no see, eh? I got into all those EXO fics and yeah… they're just asbfbkesbgkrgk! Sehun is the living description of beauty *deep sigh* but why does he have to be 2 months younger than me?! Aigoo I'm a noona!