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SONG FOR THIS CHAPTER: CONTROL BY HALSEY
FOUR POV
I stare at bottom of the pond. Nobody can feel the guilt that's rising in me. I feel like every demon inside me has unleashed, haunting me, whispering things in my ear. It feels so overwhelming my head hurts.
I look at my reflection in the pond and see a monster, it's me, but my eyes are black and I turn much older… into my "father" Marcus.
Flashback
"AHHHHH, DAD NO PLEASE!" I scream at Marcus for slapping mom.
"Shut up kid."
He slaps me twice then pulls out his belt. Then the next thing I know that he hits whips me across my face and whips my back hard .After a few more strong whips, I feel my eyes gently close and see my mom already unconsciousness.
My head hits the floor and my back bleeds and everything black.
Dream in flashback
My eyes open and look in the mirror I look older.
I feel my feet leading towards a girl, but I can't make out who it is.
My hands start to lift and they start to hit her! Then it starts to take off my belt and I start to whip her.
"Oh my god what's happening!"
She screams and begs for me to stop but I can't. I try and try but my hands won't stop. Suddenly I'm swept into darkness.
END OF FLASHBACK
Tears slide down my face as I remember that time. I remember a few lyrics my mom used to sing to herself before she left me.
There's a place way down in Bed-Stuy,
Where a boy lives behind bricks,
I'm the violence in the pouring rain
I'm a hurricane
I'm a hurricane
I'm a hurricane
That's all I remember, but it reminds me of my mom and I. I wipe my eyes start to leave, I want to visit Tris, but I know I can't, not after that.
TRIS POV
My eyes start to flutter open. My head hurts as I start to recall what just happened. I don't want to open my eyes I want to just lay here until time goes by, people will stop visiting me when I don't wake up.
Unfortunately my eyes flutter open and I'm shocked to see…Christina and Uriah sitting on the two hospital chairs with their heads in their hands.
I carefully try to move without making a noise, my hearts beating fast; I wonder what they're going do when they see me? The god damn heart monitor frickin senses my heart beats, so since its going fast, it beeps really loud, enough to wake Christina and Uriah up.
I don't know what to do, I panic I can't lay down fast enough to pretend I'm sleeping, so I just sit there staring at the wall.
Christina stands up and looks at me. I can tell her she was crying because her eyes have bags they are purple. She comes closer and closer and my heart monitor beeps soo loud.
I CANT BREATHE. I CAN NOT BREATHE.I THINK IM HAVING A PANIC ATTACK BUT I CANT BREATHE ANYMORE, IM TRYING AND TRYING! BLACK SPOTS COVER MY VISION. I CAN FEEL MY BODY SHAKING. I CAN HEAR CHRISTINA YELLING FOR THE DOCTORSAND FINALLY THEY COME IN.
I start to feel dizzy. I think the doctors gave me some sort sleeping gas to clam me down and put to sleep. The last thing I whisper is
"Please free me like the free bird I am."
COMING UP
Sorry to tell you this Tris but you might stay here that long. You have 4 more months left on earth, good luck.
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